“make your life the first life that you save.”

sunrises · matcha lattes · candles · dr pepper· bowling · libraries · thunderstorms · vision boards · horses · reaching my goal weight · fruit · peach tea · friends · buldak ramen · cinematic shots · good music · swimming · specialty drinks · skincare routines · my favorite drinks · dessert · breakfast · vinyl records · concerts · outliving my enemies · showers · whimsy · doing makeup · trying new restaurants · christmas · the smell of new books · mountains · tomdaya · sunsets · movie theatres · apples

• chon digital doggie hoodie
• korean skincare toner pads
• mini fridge
• cd/bluetooth boombox
• xplr multicolored logo crewneck
• xplr portals hoodie ✿

☆ inspo creds ☆

i like to overshare on the internet, and i have a certain yearning to understand myself deeply. i find that the more i learn about myself, the harder it is to remember who i am. i hope if i take enough notes, i can come back anytime i lose myself again.

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— ୭ .⋆ ⠀ favorite quotes.

• Let be all that I am, and seek not to alter me.
• I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.
• let me live, love, and say it well in good sentences.
• Living without passion is like being dead.

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Note (will be long): Got my inspo from this weight tracker!

• 🗹 188 — 32.3 BMI — Obese Category — Starting weight
  • 🗹 187
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• 🗹 178 — 30.5 BMI — Obese Category
  • 🗹 177
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  • 🗹 173

• — ☐ to do
• — ▨ in progress
• — ▣ on hold
• — ■/✔ completed
• — ↺ repeated
• — ♥ favorite

• "All that we are is the result of what we have thought: it is founded on our thoughts and made up of our thoughts."
• “An eye for an eye will only make the whole world blind.”
• “Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind.”
• "Every morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most."
• "Let me be all that I am, and seek not to alter me."
• "Someday, I'll jump my own shadow."
• “We must accept finite disappointment, but never lose infinite hope.”
• “Whatever you do will be insignificant, but it is very important that you do it.”
• "When the winds of change blow, some people build walls and others build windmills."

• I already have whatever I want.
• I am a fast learner.
• I am allowed to take up space.
• I am comfortable with who I am.
• I am greatful for each breath I have.
• I am joyful & whimsical.
• I articulate clearly and well.
• I get money from all directions.
• I have many interests/hobbies and can manage them all.
• I look good, feel good, do good.
• I love myself, inside and out.
• I radiate elegance wherever I go.
• I will not be defeated.
• I will not let my anxiety be more than a fleeting moment.

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┊ septiembre ﹒✿

• 01. Jungkook's 29th birthday / Zendaya's 30th birthday
• 08. My 21st birthday
• 12. Namjoon's 32nd birthday
• 25. Avengers: Endgame Encore in theatres
• 21. Register for surgery
• 29. Aespa concert in Dallas

┊ octubre ﹒✿

• 03. Ricky's 21st birthday
• 05. Angel's 21st birthday
• 07. My gallbladder surgery
• 13. Jimin's 31st birthday

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✧ ... "bury the old you and grow flowers in its place."

• Reach 130-135ibs in weight
  • calorie defecit - 1800-2000 cals a day
  • at least 7k steps even on days off
  • 2L of water a day !!
  • Meal planning
• Duolingo, daily
• Consistent German practice (2x a week)
• Consistent Yoga (3x a week)
• Consistent Meditation (daily)
• Consistent skincare (daily)
  • face wash
  • toner
  • serum
  • moisturizer
  • sunscreen

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ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚. — 𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐬. ↷

• ▢⠀· start driving school
• ▢⠀· go back to school
• ▢⠀· replace violin strings

ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚. — 𝗳𝘂𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗲. ↷

• ▢⠀· purchase gym membership
• ▢⠀· see a therapist
• ▣⠀· donate, sell, throw away clothes