“make your life the first life that you save.”

sunrises · matcha lattes · candles · dr pepper· bowling · libraries · thunderstorms · vision boards · horses · reaching my goal weight · fruit · peach tea · friends · buldak ramen · cinematic shots · good music · swimming · specialty drinks · skincare routines · my favorite drinks · dessert · breakfast · vinyl records · outliving my enemies · showers · whimsy · doing makeup · trying new restaurants · christmas · the smell of new books · mountains

• chon digital doggie hoodie
• korean skincare toner pads
• mini fridge
• popsicle molds
• xplr multicolored logo crewneck
• xplr portals hoodie ✿

☆ inspo creds ☆

i like to overshare on the internet, and i have a certain yearning to understand myself deeply. i find that the more i learn about myself, the harder it is to remember who i am. i hope if i take enough notes, i can come back anytime i lose myself again.

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— ୭ .⋆ ⠀ favorite quotes.

• Let be all that I am, and seek not to alter me.
• I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.
• let me live, love, and say it well in good sentences.
• Living without passion is like being dead.

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Note (will be long): Got my inspo from this weight tracker, and it has been made to fit my weight loss journey. This will be in pounds as I am an american. I do not weigh consistently yet, but this is based off of my morning weight before I eat and after I use the bathroom. My weight fluctates ~5 pounds depending on my menustration cycle. That is NOT taken into account. This is based on my lowest scale number. I do not use GLP-1's and this is natural weight loss through calorie defecit. This is what works for ME. Do not take any advice from anyone other than your doctor. BMI is not the only factor of health and is NOT an end-all, be-all; I included it here as a basis for how unhealthy I was and how my goal fits into a healthier category. Stay healthy while losing weight, focus on eating nutritionally and what feels good for your body. Cheers!

• — ☐ to do
• — ▨ in progress
• — ▣ on hold
• — ■/✔ completed
• — ↺ repeated
• — ♥ favorite

• I already have whatever I want.
• I am a fast learner.
• I am allowed to take up space.
• I am comfortable with who I am.
• I am greatful for each breath I have.
• I am joyful & whimsical.
• I articulate clearly and well.
• I get money from all directions.
• I have many interests/hobbies and can manage them all.
• I look good, feel good, do good.
• I love myself, inside and out.
• I radiate elegance wherever I go.
• I will not be defeated.
• I will not let my anxiety be more than a fleeting moment.

• "All that we are is the result of what we have thought: it is founded on our thoughts and made up of our thoughts."
• “An eye for an eye will only make the whole world blind.”
• “Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind.”
• "Every morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most."
• "Let me be all that I am, and seek not to alter me."
• "Someday, I'll jump my own shadow."
• “We must accept finite disappointment, but never lose infinite hope.”
• “Whatever you do will be insignificant, but it is very important that you do it.”
• "When the winds of change blow, some people build walls and others build windmills."

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• 5 minute meditation
• cook/bake a new recipe
• dance to a fun song
• do a 5 minute meditation
• do a workout
• get some sun
• go on a long walk
• listen to a podcast
• listen to affirmation audios
• listen to high vibe songs
• make or buy a speciality drink
• order takeout
• pet my dog
• play a game (ds, pc, xbox)
• read a book/manga/comic
• retail therapy
• scroll pinterest
• turn on ambient lighting
• watch a movie
• watch cartoons while doing something

I am an advocate, an organizer, and a lifelong learner. I exist to stand up for those who need a voice and to live an intentional lifestyle. I believe that excellence is in the daily routine and the "small things". I choose to level up my life with structured execution, continuous learning, mindful presence, and a touch of whimsy. I will seek out new horizons, using the little things in life to find myself and my voice, which will be used to uplift others. I will become an embodiment of kindness. With a clear mind, a structured plan, and a compassionate heart, I will shape a life of purpose and leave the world better than I found it.

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┊ agosto ﹒✿

• 02. Beni's 19th birthday
• 25. Eric's 21st birthday

┊ septiembre ﹒✿

• 01. Jungkook's 29th birthday
• 08. My 21st birthday
• 12. Namjoon's 32nd birthday
• 29. Aespa concert in Dallas

┊ octubre ﹒✿

• 03. Ricky's 21st birthday
• 05. Angel's 21st birthday
• 13. Jimin's 31st birthday

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✧ ... "bury the old you and grow flowers in its place."

• reach 130ibs in weight
• finish Spanish Duolingo course
• Duolingo, daily
• Consistent German practice (2x a week)

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ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚. — 𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐬. ↷

• ▢⠀· take driving lessons
• ▨⠀· finish notion setup
• ▢⠀· replace violin strings

ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚. — 𝗳𝘂𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗲. ↷

• ▢⠀· purchase gym membership
• ▢⠀· see a therapist
• ▣⠀· donate, sell, throw away clothes