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"I have a long way to go but why am I running in place?"

• Career Planning & Management
• Introduction to Criminal Justice
• Law Enforcement Operations
• American Corrections
• Child Abuse
• Introduction to Homeland Security
• Victimology
• Juvenile Deliquency

• belts
• korean skincare toner pads
• rainbow dash wig
• shorts for work
• xplr multicolored logo crewneck
• xplr portals hoodie ✿
• xplr spider hoodie

— skincare products

• bubble daydream (niacinamide + vitamin c) serum
• cerave acne control cleanser (2% salicylic acid)
• cerave toner
• mario badescu aloe, chamomile, lavender face mist
• mighty hero acne patches
• eos strawberry dream lotion
• ponds dry skin moisturizer
• the ordinary niacinamide serum

— shower products

• dove beauty bar
• dove body scrub
• nature's body soap
• nature's conditioner
• nature's shampoo
• sensitive vagisil

• color a page
• go for a walk
• go to the gym
• journal
• learn dances
• learn language
• play games (DS, Xbox, PC)
• play instruments
• read physical novels
• read webtoons
• skateboard
• sketch
• use my ipod touch
• watch bts content
• watch new tv shows
• watch youtube
• make a new youtube video
• write something
• research something
• play wikipedia game

• — ☐ to do
• — ▨ in progress
• — ▣ on hold
• — ■/✔ completed
• — ↺ repeated
• — ♥ favorite

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• appetizers
  • dance to a fun song
  • 5 minute meditation
  • do a 5 minute meditation
  • turn on ambient lighting
  • listen to high vibe songs
  • get some sun
  • pet my dog
• entrees
  • read a book/manga/comic
  • go on a long walk
  • cook/bake a new recipe
  • play a game (ds, pc, xbox)
  • do a workout
  • listen to a podcast
• sides
  • listen to affirmation audios

• I already have whatever I want.
• I am a fast learner.
• I am allowed to take up space.
• I am comfortable with who I am.
• I am greatful for each breath I have.
• I am joyful & whimsical.
• I articulate clearly and well.
• I get money from all directions.
• I have many interests/hobbies and can manage them all.
• I look good, feel good, do good.
• I love myself, inside and out.
• I radiate elegance wherever I go.
• I will not be defeated.
• I will not let my anxiety be more than a fleeting moment.

• "All that we are is the result of what we have thought: it is founded on our thoughts and made up of our thoughts."
• “An eye for an eye will only make the whole world blind.”
• “Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind.”
• "Every morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most."
• "Let me be all that I am, and seek not to alter me."
• "Someday, I'll jump my own shadow."
• “We must accept finite disappointment, but never lose infinite hope.”
• “Whatever you do will be insignificant, but it is very important that you do it.”
• "When the winds of change blow, some people build walls and others build windmills."

I am an advocate, an organizer, and a lifelong learner. I exist to stand up for those who need a voice and to live an intentional lifestyle. I believe that excellence is in the daily routine and the "small things". I choose to level up my life with structured execution, continuous learning, mindful presence, and a touch of whimsy. I will seek out new horizons, using the little things in life to find myself and my voice, which will be used to uplift others. I will become an embodiment of kindness. With a clear mind, a structured plan, and a compassionate heart, I will shape a life of purpose and leave the world better than I found it.

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— 6月 ⋆˙⟡

• 04. Arisdel's 24th birthday
• 11. WC MX&SK games
• 13. Army day!
• 19. Juneteenth day
• 21. Fathers day
• 27. Trip to Amarillo

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— 未来 ⋆˙⟡

• 07/21. Return to classes
• 09/08. My 21st birthday
• 09/13. Raiders vs. Dolphins
• 09/29. Aespa concert @ Dallas !

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ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚. — 𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐬. ↷

• ▨⠀· learn to drive
• ▢⠀· replace violin strings

ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚. — 𝗳𝘂𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗲. ↷

• ▢⠀· purchase gym membership
• ▢⠀· see a therapist
• ▨⠀· donate, sell, throw away clothes

✧ ... "bury the old you and grow flowers in its place."

• reach 130ibs in weight
  • sw: 188ibs
  • current: 163ibs