“I have the choice of being constantly active and happy or introspectively passive and sad. Or I can go mad by ricocheting in between.”

ᅟᅟᅟᅟᅟᅟᅟᅟᅟᅟᅟᅟᅟ — Sylvia Plath.

☆ ──꒰💐꒱ ❞ ‧₊˚ august

• ▢⠀· ⠀apply to new jobs in otx
• ▢⠀· ⠀donate trashy clothes to goodwill
• ▢⠀· ⠀put in my two weeks @ work
• ▢⠀· ⠀start packing for new house
• ▨⠀· ⠀1.5k in savings (1.3k/1.5k)
• ✔⠀· ⠀create a 'mug collection' page on neocities

"bury the old you and grow flowers in it's place."

• ▢⠀· ⠀don't be so online
• ▢⠀· ⠀read more consistently
• ▢⠀· ⠀write and draw more
• ▨⠀· ⠀5k in savings (1k/5k)
• ▨⠀· ⠀be more feminine
• ▨⠀· ⠀change my wardrobe
• ▨⠀· ⠀experiment with music taste
• ▨⠀· ⠀get a consistent makeup routine
• ▨⠀· ⠀improve my spanish
• ▨⠀· ⠀maintain a physical journal
• ▨⠀· ⠀practice self love
• ▨⠀· ⠀project pan
• ✔⠀· ⠀get a haircut i enjoy
• ✔⠀· ⠀take better care of my skin

✿ physical health

• drink plenty of water
• exercise/move
• meal prep/eating healthy
• take my vitamins
• drink tea

✿ mental/emotional health

• do something whimsical
• gratitude journal
• grounding exercises via finch
• emotion journal
• listen to upbeat, happy music

✿ spiritual

• 5min-10min meditation
• complete bible plan
• listen to subliminals
• read bible

✿ leisure/hobbies

• — ☐ to do
• — ▨ in progress
• — ▣ on hold
• — ■/✔ completed
• — ↺ repeated
• — ♥ favorite

• f.r.i.e.n.d.s
• hello kitty
• indie music
• room decor
• scream franchise
• tweecore

strawberries, clouds, giggles, warm moments with loved ones, rain, cotton candy sunsets, stamps, photography, matcha lattes, amusement parks, headphones, face masks, big hoodies, stickers, tea, tropical scents, soft pop, personality tests, stationery, cinema, polaroid pictures, sweaterpaws, chill music, re-indulging in media, random facts, watermelon, paintings.

Self-concept is the perception that we have of ourselves, our answer when we ask ourselves the question “Who am I?” It is knowing about one's own tendencies, thoughts, preferences and habits, hobbies, skills, and areas of weakness. Here, I use present-tense, even if it hasn't happened yet, as a way of knowing what I want to be.

• I achieve all of my goals
• I always travel
• I always try new things
• I am a martial artist
• I am a nurse
• I am accepting of myself
• I am accepting of others
• I am attractive
• I am charming and likeable
• I am confident in my field
• I am flexible and adaptable
• I am fluent in sign language

• I already have whatever I want.
• I am a fast learner.
• I am allowed to take up space.
• I am comfortable with who I am.
• I am greatful for each breath God gives me.
• I am joyful & whimsical.
• I articulate clearly and well.
• I get money from all directions.
• I have many interests/hobbies and can manage them all.
• I love myself, inside and out.
• I radiate elegance wherever I go.
• I will not be defeated.
• I will not let my anxiety be more than a fleeting moment.

"I can never be all the people I want and live all the lives I want. I can never train myself in all the skills I want. and why do I want? I want to live and feel all the shades, tones and variations of mental and physical experience possible in my life."

ᅟᅟᅟᅟᅟᅟᅟᅟᅟᅟᅟᅟᅟᅟ — Sylvia Plath.

⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠂⠄⠄      ୨୧

— August.

• 02. 🎂 Beni's 18th birthday
• 19. 🎂 Matt's 56th birthday 🕊️
• 25. 📝 First day of class

— September.

• 01. 🛠️ Labor day
• 08. 🎂 My 20th birthday

— October.

• 03. 🎂 Ricky's 20th birthday
• 05. 🎂 Angel's 20th birthday
• 28. 💐 Matt's 2nd death anniversary

key: ▢- to do ▨- in progress ■- finished

• ■ play 5 new games
• ■ reach 55k scrobbles on last.fm
• ■ watch 5 english shows to completion
• ■ watch 52 movies (52/52)
• ▨ get 3 new cd's (1/3)
• ▨ listen to 52 albums (29/52)
• ▨ play on xbox 5 times (2/5)
• ▨ play roblox 12 times (10/12)
• ▨ read 2 books (1/2)
• ▨ watch 3 anime to completion (2/3)

- - - - ୨୧ - - - -

ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚. — 𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐬. ↷

• ▨⠀· ⠀submit nursing school application
  • ▨ take a&p II
• ▨⠀· ⠀save up for a car (5k)
• ▢⠀· ⠀get room set up

ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚. — 𝗳𝘂𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗲. ↷

• ▢ get mental health intervention
• ▢ go to the doctor