“make your life the first life that you save.”

sunrises · matcha lattes · candles · dr pepper· bowling · libraries · thunderstorms · vision boards · horses · reaching my goal weight · fruit · peach tea · friends · buldak ramen · cinematic shots · good music · swimming · specialty drinks · skincare routines · my favorite drinks · dessert · breakfast · vinyl records · strawberry cheesecake flavor · concerts · outliving my enemies · showers · whimsy · doing makeup · trying new restaurants · christmas · the smell of new books · mountains · tomdaya · sunsets · movie theatres · apples · graepe flavor

• alcoholic drink: blue ocean LIT
• animal: panda
• artist: vincent van gogh
• author: william shakespeare
• book: demian, herman hesse
• candy: starbursts
• cheese: munster
• chocolate: dark
• classical piece: the four seasons (winter), anotnio vivaldi
• coffee: iced caramel latte
• color: blue grey (#7393b3)
• constellation: pegasus
• dessert: strawberry cake
• director: steven spielberg
• element: (es) einsteinium
• film: back to the future: ii, robert zemeckis
• flower: lotus
• food: spaghetti
• fruit: apple
• gemstone: rose quartz
• ice cream flavor: cotton candy

Note (will be long): Got my inspo from this weight tracker!

• 🗹 188 — 32.3 BMI — Obese Category — Starting weight
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• 🗹 178 — 30.5 BMI — Obese Category
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• — ☐ to do
• — ▨ in progress
• — ▣ on hold
• — ■/✔ completed
• — ↺ repeated
• — ♥ favorite

winter semester (11/30/2026 - 3/7/2027)

• ⤷ CJUS 210: Crime and Justice in America
• ⤷ CJUS 320: Criminal Courts and Social Policy
• ⤷ LA 250: The Making of an Engaged Citizen

work

• target (20-30 hours a week preferably)
• second job (10-20 hours a week)

─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───

• I already have whatever I want.
• I am a fast learner.
• I am allowed to take up space.
• I am comfortable with who I am.
• I am greatful for each breath I have.
• I am joyful & whimsical.
• I articulate clearly and well.
• I get money from all directions.
• I have many interests/hobbies and can manage them all.
• I look good, feel good, do good.
• I love myself, inside and out.
• I radiate elegance wherever I go.
• I will not be defeated.
• I will not let my anxiety be more than a fleeting moment.

⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠂⠄⠄      ୨୧

┊ november ﹒✿

• ✧ 22. — Kami's 26th birthday
• ✧ 26. — Thanksgiving day
• ✧ 30. — Winter semester begins

┊ december ﹒✿

• ✧ 24. — Christmas Eve
• ✧ 25. — Christmas Day
• ✧ 31. — New Year's Eve

⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠂⠄⠄      ୨୧

✧ ... "bury the old you and grow flowers in its place."

───── ⠀ physical health

• ◼︎ brush teeth daily
• ◼︎ skincare daily
  • ⠀ ⤷ face wash
  • ⠀ ⤷ toner
  • ⠀ ⤷ serum
  • ⠀ ⤷ moisturizer
• ▨ 5k-10k steps a day
• ▢ gym every few days
• ▢ ☼ salutations/yoga
• ▢ fix back posture

───── ⠀ mental health

• ◼︎ gratitude journaling daily
• ◼︎ mood tracking daily
• ▨ getting back into hobbies

- - - - ୨୧ - - - -

ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚. — 𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐬. ↷

• ▢⠀· replace violin strings
• ▢⠀· start driving school
• ✔⠀· get gallbladder removed
• ✔⠀· go back to school

ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚. — 𝗳𝘂𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗲. ↷

• ▢⠀· purchase gym membership
• ▢⠀· see a therapist
• ▣⠀· donate, sell, throw away clothes