"i just made another addition to my "that's gender" list and have realized that gender, to me, is like 60-80% when a weird guy wears a cool jacket"

• envy (fullmetal alchemist: brotherhood. and unfortunately, also envy from dragon age)
• dave grohl in the everlong video
  • also taylor hawkins in the everlong video when he sits up in bed and his wig falls off and he starts playing drums in his lil nightgown
• every single supervillain in the doom factory on venture bros
• john leguizamo in romeo + juliet
  • also john leguizamo in the pest but we don't talk about that
• tumblr gifset from kirara (not the actual movie though)

vitals

• 37
• queer, aro, genderfluid, he/they/she
• capricorn sun/virgo moon/scorpio rising; 7w6; enfp; sanguine; most importantly, a monday's child
• geographer
• talk to me here if you so desire
• lists i made or updated in the last mont...

currently

• masters student
  • this term: thesis proposal, artic cartography
• crunch time, sorry for the absence but i'm hustling to get my thesis proposal done!
  • one more week of rushing around and then...

notes

things that have helped me. if you're looking through this i hope they help you too. categorized by how they fit together to me; these categorizations will likely change but also not get any clearer outside of my head, sorry

mantras

• antilamentation
• the god who loves you
• writing prompts for the broken-hearted
• the lesson of the moth
• a prayer to a closed door

earth and body

• microseasons
• five walks to save the world
• six ways of looking at crip time
• queer theory for lichens
• pinball is of the body
• queering the map
• mountain language

created january 2024

• potential band names from incorrect yout...
• fictional crushes
• songs i had on repeat in 2023
• yearly trackers
  • so far this year: media, birds, mail, plants, astronomy, field notes, new year's resolutions

updated january 2024

• library for a better life
• things i've said 'that's gender' about
• about me
• words i didn't learn til my mid-30s
• missives from ferg
• animals i want to gently cradle in my ha...
• to the tune of
• bedroom redesign
• traits that make me extremely uncool
• last year's NYR