nov 16 2023 ∞
nov 16 2023 +
jun 22 2023 ∞
oct 20 2023 +

January

  • A Certain Hunger by Chelsea Summers

February

  • The Inheritance Games by Jennifer Lynn Barnes
  • Spellbook of the Lost and Found by Moïra Fowley-Doyle

March

  • Bunny by Mona Awad

May

  • Cat's Eye by Margaret Atwood
  • Just Checking by Emily Colas
  • Post-Traumatic by Chantal V. Johnson
  • The Authenticity Project by Clare Pooley

June

  • Sign Here by Claudia Lux

July

jan 1 2023 ∞
nov 30 2023 +

muliebrity

    • if you’re raised with an angry man in your house, there will always be an angry man in your house. you will find him even when he is not there. and if one day you find that there is no angry man in your house—well, you will go find one and invite him in!

what you missed that day you were absent...

the invitation

    • it is a serious thing just to be alive on this fresh morning in this broken world

what the living do

the orange

    • i love you. i'm glad i exist.

insomnia

oct 24 2022 ∞
nov 6 2023 +
  • cottage cheese
  • sauerkraut
  • applesauce
  • hard boiled eggs
  • carrot salad or tomato/cucumber salads
apr 20 2023 ∞
jul 25 2023 +
  • clothesline
  • big covered porch. preferably a wraparound
  • brick houses are really sturdy and nice. and i luv painted brick
  • stained glass!?!
  • hardwood floors
  • built in floor to ceiling bookshelf. pref as an accent wall/around a doorway/along the stairs
  • window seat
  • iridescent tiles in the bathroom
  • moss or clover yard
  • butcher block countertops
  • or maybe tile countertops if they're a pretty color
  • kit cat clock
  • a bookshelf bed would be sooo cool..probably in a guest room if im married or whatever though
  • reglazed bathtub so its a pretty pop of c...
may 20 2022 ∞
oct 21 2023 +
  • old neon car keys
  • lavender victoria's secret panties i got to wear ONCE
  • gold herringbone chain
  • little gold m pendant necklace (that I've since replaced)
  • apple pencil (lost to the void of the florida house)
  • my og house key
  • my plush patchwork jacket that went missing like a MONTH after buying from thredup
  • astronaut tote maureen bought me
  • $50 target gift card i bought bridget for christmas

things found since writing this list:

  • ripndip t shirt
  • burgandy v neck shirt
  • NOT found but maureen bought me a replacement astronaut tote <3
jan 4 2023 ∞
oct 21 2023 +
  • thai tea party drink
  • wild rice and mushroom soup
  • no bake cookies
  • the bakery's chocolate chip banana bread
  • fig mostarda
sep 11 2022 ∞
sep 18 2023 +

books:

  • howl's moving castle

movies:

  • rocky horror picture show
  • easy a
  • gone girl
  • the iron giant

bands:

  • los campesinos!
  • the fratellis

smells:

  • tomato plants in the summer
  • versace crystal noir
  • beeswax candles

foods:

  • soft pretzels
  • lemon bars
oct 3 2017 ∞
nov 28 2023 +
  • welcome to night vale (never finished)
  • adventure zone (never finished)
  • the magnus archives
  • the hotel
  • mabel
  • the penumbra podcast
  • normal gossip
sep 6 2022 ∞
jan 5 2023 +
  • burrata
  • anything with truffle
  • lobster
  • lavender lattes :(
  • samyang fire noodles
sep 6 2023 ∞
nov 30 2023 +
  • lady gaga
  • margot robbie
  • matthew lillard
  • natasha lyonne
  • joe pera
nov 8 2021 ∞
nov 25 2022 +
  • arbitrary stupid goal-tamara shopsin
  • people like her-ellery lloyd
  • vacuum in the dark-jen beagin
  • conversations with friends-sally rooney
  • the dreamers-karen thompson walker
  • the third hotel-laura van den berg
  • the comeback-ella berman
  • rabbit cake-annie hartnett
  • never let me go-kazuo ishiguro
  • the two lives of lydia bird-josie silver
  • the rules of magic-alice hoffman
  • the game of desire-shan boodram
  • five feet apart-rachael lippincott
  • love and other words-christina lauren
  • all Rhodes lead here-Mariana zapata
  • the simple wild-ka tucker
  • neon gods-katee robert
  • everything I never told you-Celeste ng
  • why men love bitches-sherry argov
  • things have gotten worse since we last spoke-Eric larocca
may 9 2021 ∞
nov 19 2023 +
  • romance is boring-los campesinos
  • hold on now, youngster-los campesinos
  • touch up-mother mother
  • o my heart-mother mother
  • the sticks-mother mother
  • take this to your grave-fall out boy
  • from under the cork tree-fall out boy (mine's scratched)
  • ribbed music for the numb generation-sohodolls
  • be the cowboy-mitski
  • riot!-paramore
  • dying is your latest passion-escape the fate
  • make room-destroy boys
  • any bowling for soup album before 2004
  • any nofx album before 2006
  • you'll rebel to anything-mindless self indulgence
  • if-mindless self indulgence
  • anything from streetlight manifesto
nov 29 2022 ∞
jul 10 2023 +
  • black calvin klein bralette (fabric ripping away from the band)
  • silk lounge shorts (will have to be taken in somewhere)
  • green 70s halter dress (hole near zipper)
  • ae baggy jeans (needs fabric sewn under rips in pocket holes)
  • hellraisers (needs new soles)
  • orange corduroy pants (replace the button)
  • mixed fabric peasant skirt (hole in between tiers)
  • brown reformation corduroys (need to be re-dyed)
  • cropped white button up (needs stain removed, maybe dyed)
  • brown polka dot trousers (hole near the zipper)
  • pink plaid trousers (need a little heart button)
jul 22 2023 ∞
sep 9 2023 +

january

  • ✓find a photo booth and take a pic
  • make a big pot of gumbo
  • get an eye exam
  • ✓reduce the amount of stuff u own. sell give away donate ect
  • ✓save $200
  • get SOMETHING in your house fixed

february

  • sign up for an art class (i TRIED but they all filled up immediately)
  • choose what you eat and practice eating intuitively
  • do yoga every day (1/28)
  • ✓make $200 on prolific (£169.81=$204!!)
  • ✓save $200
  • ✓finish a physical book

march

jan 1 2023 ∞
nov 30 2023 +
  • staffordshire dogs above my elbows
  • big snarly wolf dog (maybe my sona) on my thigh!
  • lil words on my sideboob. "pet body" and "oops!" were past contenders
  • kero and suppi
  • a lil crying second place greyhound
  • dixie
  • def want a pinup girl on the back of my thigh. not sure what theme yet
nov 19 2023 ∞
nov 23 2023 +
  • castle in the sky (1986)
  • grave of the fireflies (1988)
  • my neighbor totoro (1988)
  • Kiki's delivery service (1989)
  • only yesterday (
  • porco rosso
  • Pom poko
  • whisper of the heart
  • princess mononoke
aug 24 2023 ∞
aug 24 2023 +
  • zinnias
    • queen lime zinnias are especially gorgeous
  • sunflowers
  • celosia
  • queen anne's lace
  • marigolds
  • ranunculus
  • anemone
  • craspedia
  • chinese lantern lily
sep 7 2022 ∞
jul 27 2023 +
  • $40/wk loose grocery budget
  • If I REALLY want something, it will go in a wishlist and sit. After a month, I'll see how I feel.
  • I am allowed one wishlist buy a month.
  • However, if there's something in my wishlist that improves my quality of life, that always comes first.
  • No new skincare/hair/body products until one runs out completely.
  • No new art supplies. (exception is to replace something if I run out)
  • No new books until I read and donate one I own.
  • Can't use cash as a loophole.
  • Rules don't apply when traveling, but I must be mindful.
  • Eating out socially is allowed.
  • I am allowed treats/fast food only if I don't max out my grocery budget. Amount doesn't matter, as long as I don't reach th...
jan 5 2023 ∞
jan 5 2023 +
  • eye exam + new glasses
  • new key fob
  • stainless steel mixing bowls
  • new pans to replace my awful peeling teflon ones (looking at a 12" anodized nonstick by all-clad)
  • organizer for big girl documents
  • new phone cause its getting ROUGH out here
dec 30 2022 ∞
nov 19 2023 +
apr 21 2022 ∞
nov 30 2023 +
  • gas stations
  • weird flavor chocolate bars
  • using coupons at cvs (it makes me feel like a god)
  • the plinky sound when you pour your coins into a coinstar kiosk
  • sticker machines
  • "church announcements" episode of joe pera
  • the snap when you put a straw in your boba cup
  • when people say "look at the moon"
  • eating cake for breakfast the day after a party or date or whatever
  • christmas popcorn tins
  • $5 sushi days at grocery stores
  • when couples unintentionally (and intentionally!) match
  • finding notes and bits of paper in used books
  • falling asleep to heavy rain
jul 3 2023 ∞
nov 30 2023 +
  • japan
  • hong kong
  • paris, france
  • salerno, italy
  • rome, italy
  • thailand
  • salem, ma
  • portland, or
  • montana
oct 24 2018 ∞
oct 11 2022 +
  • magenta from rocky horror
  • cruella deville
  • couple from beetlejuice
  • sexy sheet ghost
oct 24 2023 ∞
oct 31 2023 +
  • facey talk
  • cafe
  • double babysitter
  • pass the parcel
  • fancy restaurant
may 22 2022 ∞
may 22 2022 +
  • panini
  • burger (for cats ONLY im channeling uncle kevin)
  • dolly (parton)
  • suppi
  • queenie
  • lemmy
  • josie
  • olive
  • mitski
  • stevie
  • mister president
mar 23 2021 ∞
jul 1 2023 +
  • try a new restaurant
  • go see some christmas lights!! maybe the botanical garden
  • go on a hike
nov 19 2023 ∞
nov 23 2023 +
  • appalachai-(9/10) god tier. still a little too sweet for my tastes but i will persevere
  • oregon chai (spicy)-(7.5/10) it's the best grocery store option at the moment and very satisfying
  • oregon chai (regular)-(6/10) just not as good.
  • tazo chai-(5/10) it's fine if you like normie stuff
  • rishi masala chai-(1/10) this shit was created by the devil himself. sooo disappointed by that i expected more from u rishi
nov 19 2023 ∞
nov 19 2023 +
  • red cowboy boots
  • white boots
  • carpenter jeans
  • black linen pants
  • littlest pet shops
  • vintage linens/nice bedsheets
  • cool cds
  • guess who board game
  • some squat dark green pillar candles
  • printer/letterpress drawer
  • high waist baggy jeans
  • vintage ball jars with pretty lids
  • lenox village canister collection (flour, sugar, rice)
  • cool charms/pendants
  • happy bunny
  • cool cd player (dream is sony cmt-ex1)
  • big floppy sunhat
  • bike shorts
  • silk tap shorts
  • bandanas to use for diy UNDER $1
dec 19 2021 ∞
oct 25 2023 +
  • Atlanta, GA jan 1 for nye
    • mission + market
    • spaceman's rooftop bar to watch fireworks!
  • Franklin, NC jan 15-17
    • bent willow baking
    • dry falls
    • yonder community market
  • Atlanta, GA feb 1
    • oddities & curiosities expo
    • momonoki
  • Dalton, GA mar 18
    • antique bottle show
  • Asheville, NC may 7-10
    • sunny point cafe
    • french broad chocolate lounge
jan 11 2023 ∞
nov 16 2023 +
  • connie and chris. old couple that comes on saturdays and they dont like their bread in bags!!!
  • calloway. a pretty new customer idk how im gonna remember her
  • mike. redhead guy with beard that i dont remember but he remembers me
  • steve. skinny olive skinned guy with big ears and glasses. always has this like pleasant but secret smile and easy to talk to
  • ben. alec's evil twin
  • claire. brunette w curly..ish hair and works at m3
  • dave. old white haired guy who gets multigrain not sliced!!!!
  • zachary. long black hair and beard. looks like his name should be skunk or something
sep 3 2023 ∞
dec 3 2023 +
  • ✓carve a pumpkin
  • carve more pumpkins. have a pumpkin army
  • fall for greenville
  • ^^did NOT do this but i did go to greenville
  • ✓haunted house
  • read an entire book ONLY at coffee shops/in public
  • make those tollhouse halloween cookies
  • ✓eat a mooncake
  • ✓go for a hike
jul 28 2023 ∞
nov 16 2023 +
nov 12 2022 ∞
sep 5 2023 +

january

  • zoolander
  • the menu
  • emily the criminal

february

  • vivarium

march

  • whip it

april

  • the grand budapest hotel
  • the virgin suicides
  • easy a
  • a whisker away
  • the house bunny

may

  • gramps goes to college
  • spirited away
jan 1 2023 ∞
nov 10 2023 +
  • low buy year
  • go on a solo trip
  • make stickers
  • do a second a day and commit to it!
  • save at least $200 every month
jan 1 2023 ∞
jan 1 2023 +
  • riding bikes for sport
  • snapchat users
  • men with "Bill" in their name
  • ppl who don't ask you questions about yourself
  • fave food is mexican
  • magic the gathering players are on THIN ice
  • referring to women as “females”
  • being rude to employees/being loud about how displeased they are at inconveniences in public
  • if i have to repeat myself more than once? game over
  • sitting beside you at restaurants instead of in front of you
  • believing that men have "primal urges" that can't be controlled. especially over sex
  • if they don't make room on the sidewalk for other people when u walk by
jul 30 2022 ∞
sep 2 2023 +

the goal is to try every ramen place in atl

  • lifting noodles ramen (want to try again w/ Charles)
  • pao pao ramen factory
  • kinnotori ramen bar
  • wagaya
  • ton ton ramen
  • momonoki
dec 17 2022 ∞
oct 20 2023 +
  • camphor glass rings
  • vintage Halloween blow molds
  • sofubi and vinyl art toys
  • pokemon cards
sep 16 2022 ∞
dec 13 2022 +
  • andy dwyer
  • nick miller
  • raggedy andy (1977 movie)
nov 10 2023 ∞
nov 12 2023 +
  • latte art
  • taking walks
  • drawing (mostly furries)
  • falling asleep fast
  • reading fast (when focused)
  • nail art
  • being nice to strangers
jun 26 2022 ∞
oct 15 2022 +
  • aux cord
  • carpe deodorant
  • papier planner
  • acrylic markers
  • skinfood
  • ilnp order

commissions:

  • sleepover ych
mar 11 2021 ∞
nov 30 2023 +
  • jupiter, fl
  • franklin, nc
  • winston-salem, nc
  • knoxville, tn
  • austin, tx
  • burnsville, nc
  • raleigh, nc
  • hickory, nc
aug 12 2021 ∞
jun 2 2023 +

feminine:

  • ginette - "white phantom"
  • prunelle - french - "little plum"
  • junia
  • idra - aramaic - "fig tree"
  • aveline - french - "hazelnut tree"
  • helah - hebrew - "rust"
  • kielo
  • irie - finnish - "lily of the valley"
  • morrigan - "phantom queen?"
  • mairenn - "fair sea"
  • alodia
  • colette
  • odeletta - french - "little spring"
  • eumelia - "melody"
  • cerelia
  • ostara
  • laverna - french - "born in spring"
  • amabel - latin - "lovable"
  • iwona - polish - "yew"
  • eloa - brazilian - "goddess"
may 15 2023 ∞
nov 19 2023 +