• the vanishing half
• the friday afternoon club
• the jaunt
• a child called it
• the girl next door - jack ketchum
• offspring - jack ketchum
• more, now, again
• Full of Secrets: Critical Approaches to Twin Peaks - FAMILY ROMANCE, FAMILY VIOLENCE, AND THE FANTASTIC
• before the coffee gets cold
• demon copperhead
• martyr!
• quitter
• towelhead
• notes to john
• trust exercise
• the ballad of songbirds and snakes
• i have some questions for you
• it's lonely at the centre of the earth

tv

• survivor
• jury duty
• the boys
• daisy jones and the six
• single drunk female
• malcolm in the middle
• adventure time
• and just like that

movies

• across the spiderverse
• the fabelmans
• barbie

books

• final girls
• chloe cates is missing
• the guest
• tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow
• look at me

• la bagel delight
• english muffin
• dunkin donuts
• bagel hole
• bagel nosh
• brooklyn bread

• harry potter
• lord of the rings
• the wizard of oz
• anne of green gables
• little women

• adinah's farm
• smiley's
• gino's
• pizza box :)
• indian places on 1st ave
• all those places on 1st where i would study for sats
• bagel hole
• 7th ave donuts
• veselka
• that sushi place jacq rai and i had a fight over tipping
• the sushi place where jonathan and i had our first date
• thistle hill tavern
• american cheez
• h mart
• mars 2112
• krupa grocery
• indian e 6th st

• capitalism
• american healthcare system
• idiot girls who all wear the same vans/reeboks /adidas like seriously
• those stupid swedish backpacks everyone has why do you all want to look the same it makes me feel sorry for you
• credit cards
• people doing accents
• wet paper towels
• when people ruin car music, etc. by singing along
• shock value
• dan harmon
• avocodo toast sucks wtf
• puns
• how my knee clicks when i stand up sometimes??
• ron swanson/nick offerman
• anthony bourdain is kind of a douche and not that cool!

• lillian ross essays
• a visit from the goon squad - jennifer egan
• m train - patti smith
• the girl on the train - paula hawkins
• purity - jonathan franzen
• the bell jar - sylvia plath
• the master and margarita - mikhail bulgakov
• the goldfinch - donna tartt
• look at me - jennifer egan
• special topics in calamity physics - marisha pessl
• the secret history - donna tartt
• can't and won't - lydia davis
• little things
• sweetbitter - stephanie danler
• a visit from the goon squad

• molly young
• donna tartt
• cat marnell
• molly lambert
• joan didion
• susan sontag
• caity weaver
• jennifer egan

• after dark - haruki murakami
• aliens and anorexia - chris krauss
• lush life - richard price
• white teeth - zadie smith
• room - elizabeth donaghue

• a visit from the goon squad
• the goldfinch
• the secret history
• romeo and juliet
• less than zero
• story of my life
• kafka on the shore - (weird, stately urgency)
• peter pan
• watchmen
• white teeth
• harriet the spy

• basquiat
• twombly
• gearon
• klimt
• schiele
• holzer
• john waterhouse (ophelia)
• marilyn minter
• jim shaw
• grimes
• henry darger (vivian girls)
• Gerhard Richter
• claude monet
• jiw turner
• cecily brown
• Wayne Thiebaud

• chasing the scream - gabor mate
• the like switch=
• ways of seeing - berger
• pale fire - nabokov
• FAMILY LIFE by Akhil Sharma,
• a year on earth with mr hell - young kim
• dopesick - beth macy
• playworld- adam ross
• the trauma plot
• the ghost writer - philip roth
• yellowface - kuang
• then we came to the end - joshua ferris
• autobiography of a face
• Reality+: Virtual Worlds and the Problems of Philosophy
• enter ghost
• SAY NOTHING by Patrick Radden Keefe.
• EVERYTHING / NOTHING / SOMEONE by Alice Carriére
• GRIEF IS FOR PEOPLE by Sloane Crosley
• the vanishing half - bennett

• the plot
• the vacation emma straub
• chloe cates is missing
• final girls
• tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow
• look at me
• all adults here
• the guest
• carrie
• the shining
• mr. mercedes

tv:

• avatar the last airbender
• avatar legend of korra
• watchmen hbo
• survivor
• full metal alchemist: brotherhood
• hannibal
• the boys
• the good place
• true detective season 3
• brooklyn nine nine
• dexter
• cowboy bebop
• nathan for you
• football (browns v ravens)
• are you the one (w/ john)
• gilmore girls
• buffy
• scrubs kinda

movies:

• tintin
• eloise
• madeline
• harry potter (duh)
• harriet the spy
• little house
• anne
• peter pan
• Pippi Longstocking
• the secret garden
• the little princess
• the house on mango street
• catcher in the rye

• real life - the weeknd
• the hills - the weeknd
• paper bag - fiona apple
• 14400 minutes - chance the rapper
• true love will find you in the end - daniel johnston
• hate song - daniel johnston
• devil town - daniel johnston
• Heimdalsgate Like a Promethean Curse - of montreal
• Hannah Hunt - vampire weekend
• begin again - purity ring
• begging for thread - banks
• cry - carly rae jepsen
• roses - carly rae jepsen
• making the most of the night - carly rae jepsen
• there once was a hushpuppy
• should have known better - sufjan
• making the most of the night - CRJ
• betty - taylor swift

• margiela
• donna tartt
• kanye west
• rosaries
• shrines
• diana vreeland
• iris apfel
• vivaldi
• wes anderson scores
• please kill me
• egon schiele
• daniel johnston
• harriet the spy
• greenwood cemetery
• buffy/angel
• eckhaus latta
• david sedaris
• can't and won't
• michael keaton? / birdman?
• spiderman!

• what maisie knew
• the lottery
• smithereens
• dog day afternoon
• chelsea girls
• do the right thing
• i'm not there
• la confidential
• gangs of new york
• the warriors
• 200 cigarettes
• the moth diaries
• style wars
• funny face
• kill your idols
• pan's labyrinth
• her
• attack the block
• basic instinct
• o brother where art thou
• american beauty

• the secret history
• geisha: a life
• invisible monsters
• gone girl
• a visit from the goon squad
• imperial bedrooms
• lunar park
• ordinary resurrections
• the andy warhol diaries
• nine stories
• franny and zooey
• special topics in calamity physics
• the goldfinch
• how to win friends and influence people
• the little friend
• it's always something
• i think i love you
• the love affairs of nathaniel p.
• i love dick
• my struggle (book 1)
• orange is the new black

• river
• owen
• wren
• simon
• phoebe
• walker
• jordan
• tatum
• riley
• paige
• reid
• jude
• sadie
• elio
• jasper
• alice
• anya
• remy
• gia/nia
• aurelia
• sage

books

• the family game
• the girls
• a flaw in the design
• manacles
• my story elizabeth smart
• a stolen life jaycee lee duggard
• room
• impossible people
• a stolen life
• sharp objects
• severance
• the final girl support group
• gerald's game
• children of the corn, the jaunt, mrs. todd's shortcut, the boogeymab, premium harmony, survivor type,
• apt pupil
• the body
• cujo
• rita hayworth and the shawshank redemptio...

• sailor moon
• princess bubblegum
• bubbles
• edie sedgewick
• cat marnell
• jessica jones
• camilla macaulay

2021 music

• folklore - taylor swift
• evermore - taylor swift
• purple hat
• bad habits
• without you
• every song i like makes me sad all my favorite people make me mad everytime i feel so good it's bad bad bad
• olivia rodrigo

2021 books

• normal people - sally rooney (didn't touch me as much as it touched other people. a study in depressive people. slightly relatable but sad. i liked the way the timeline was structured.)
• such a fun age

• parmesan cheese
• everything but the bagel seasoning
• black leggings
• rosary collection
• annie's peace parmesan mac and cheese
• cetaphil daily cleanser and moisturizer
• woodside farmer's market

• i’m a good writer
• i process information & stimuli very quickly – whenever a professor or anyone tells a joke, i’m always the first person to laugh at it, a few seconds before anyone else gets it.
• i’m very curious and always pursuing and recording new information.
• big eyes
• critical analysis abilities
• empathy
• i like to build others up and make them feel good.
• i’m not greedy or, like, miserly. i’ll happily spend my money on other people.
• i appreciate the beauty in little things and work to preserve it
• thin ankles and wrists
• ribs and hip bones
• small waist, ears, hands and feet

• daniel johnston
• talking heads
• earl sweatshirt
• wu tang lan
• das racist
• danny brown
• frank ocean
• waka flocka
• dizzee rascal
• prefuse 73
• james blake
• arthur russell
• morning benders :'/
• müm ?
• mew :/
• new order
• anamanaguchi

• hissing fauna are you the destroyer - of montreal
• gold panda - lucky shiner
• emotion - carly rae jepsen
• my beautiful dark twisted fantasy - kanye west
• yeezus - kanye west
• cruel summer - kanye, basically all kanye
• pet sounds - beach boys
• pinkerton - weezer
• illinois - sufjan stevens
• modern vampires of the city - vampire weekend
• satanic panic in the attic - of montreal
• talking heads
• pet sounds - beach boys
• endless fantasy - anamanaguchi
• carrie and lowell - sufjan stevens
• because the internet - childish gambino
• songs of pain - daniel johnston

• i don't know if i love you
• reconstructig amelia
• the age of innocence
• the love affairs of nathaniel p
• ugh so many
• heroines
• the circle
• the emperor's children
• divergent..
• the white album
• slouching towards bethlehem
• more but i can't remember..

• birdman
• beasts of the southern wild
• spirited away
• princess mononoke
• the imaginarium of dr parnassus
• scarface
• taxi driver
• bill cunningham new york
• josie and the pussycats
• peter pan
• true romance
• eyes wide shut
• the dark knight
• buffalo '66
• christiane f
• inglourious basterds
• the social network

• lin manuel miranda
• kanye west
• diane keaton
• diana vreeland
• edie sedgwick
• debbie harry
• cat marnell
• karley sciortino
• cassie ainsworth
• alice roosevelt
• gilda radner
• jenny holzer
• grimes (claire boucher)