• We're supposed to have free will. That includes being unhappy. That includes making the wrong decisions and getting hurt, or even doing something terrible. We're on this planet to grow and change, and sometimes that can only happen through struggle. Do you understand?
  • The Seep by Chana Porter
• There are some sorrows so great they are unspeakable, taking hold in the body and leaving a void after the fact. There are some depths that love can never again reach. The mind anoints every fossil with significance in an attempt to preseve it—but in time, they all invariably turn to dust
  • Notes of a Crocodile by Qiu Miaojin, Bonnie Huie (translator)
• It is the privilege of old people to seem to know everything. But it's an act and ..._my_ mask, my act, my certainty? Don't I play it well?

• adumbrate / to foreshadow vaguely; overshadow; obscure
• amanuensis / a literary or artistic assistant, in particular one who takes dictation or copies manuscripts
• caliginous / misty; dim; dark
• concomitant / naturally accompanying or associated
• conurbation / an aggregation or continuous network of urban communities
• desiderate / to entertain or express a wish to have or attain
• eremite / a hermit or recluse, especially one under a religious vow
• exculpate / to clear from alleged fault or guilt
• execrate / to declare to be evil or detestable
• folderol / mere nonsense; foolish talk or ideas
• ineluctable / incapable of being evaded; inescapable
• laconic / using few words; expressing much in few words; concise
• marcescent / (of a leaf or frond) withering but remaining attached to the stem

+65 Useful Numbers

Emergency Numbers

• Emergency Ambulance/Fire Engine: 995
• Fire Hazard Reporting: 1800 280 0000
• National Anti-Violence and Sexual Harassment Helpline : 1800 777 0000
• Non-Emergency Ambulance: 1777
• Police Hotline: 1800 255 0000
• Police: 999
• Traffic Police: 6547 1818

Mental Health Hotlines

• Emergency Helpline (IMH): 6389 2222
• SAMH (Singapore Association for Mental Health): 1800 283 7019
• SOS (Samaritans of Singapore): 1767 / 9151 1767 (CareText @ WhatsApp)
• Mindline: 1771

Others

• AWARE (Association of Women for Action and Research)

• caramelised onions
• cauliflower rice
• chicken tacos
• japanese potato salad
• kabocha pumpkin buttermilk pie
• kimchi bibim guksu
• oven baked chicken breast
• pickles
• pizza dough 1 | 2
• pizza sauce
• pork saltimbocca
• potato leek soup
• spanish-style prawns with fennel
• spicy black bean soup
• tahdig with potato
• thai green curry
• stir-fried small octopus and pork belly ...
• kimchi sujebi

Stir-Fried

• endive & shiitake mushrooms

• autumn
• axolotls
• cheese foam bubble tea
• coriander
• cosmos
• deep sea creatures
• fungi
• heterotopia
• liminality
• novelty socks
• puzzle games
• queer theory
• reptiles
• stem ginger cookies
• synchronicity
• tarot
• tsukemen

• 3 Card Tarot Spreads - A List of 18 Simp...
• 3 Mistakes to Avoid When Learning Tarot
• Breaking Down the Celtic Cross
• Four Tools to Master the Minor Arcana
• How to Connect With Your Tarot Deck in 3...
• Learn The 78 Tarot Cards in Two Hours part 1 | part 2
• Make Your Own Tarot Card Pouch
• Reading Tarot Cards by Goodie
• Root Lock Tarot
• The Archetypal Tarot Podcast
• Truly Teach Me Tarot

My Decks

• Cat Meme Tarot (major arcana only)
• Crow Tarot ♡
• Golden Tarot of Klimt Mini Deck
• Golden Universal Tarot ♡
• How to Deal: Tarot for Everyday Life
• Marseille Cat Tarot
• Mini Cat Tarot
• Morgan Greer Tarot

dream

• jellyfish (colour)
• ocean sunlight squares (anime)
• pomogrenates (old school)
• flowing ink (on left arm)

existing

• 2019 • dragon skull × dahlias
• 2022 • kintsugi heart
• 2022 • oarfish
• 2022 • anglerfish
• 2023 • nonbinary flag mobius strip
• 2023 • coelacanth
• 2024 • comet
• 2025 • 3 fish in a fish

• Boston Sunfish - Harmonizator
• Bread - Dance
• dragon age memes/vines to get you throug...
• Eleanor Rigby Pokemon Battle Theme
• HaukunProject
• Heart Sutra Live Looping Remix
• history of the entire world, i guess (flashing images)
• Jojo's Bizarre Adventure but it's made w...
• make us free na splash kirkwall
• Marconi Union - Weightless
• MEOWIN' IN THE 90's (flashing images)
• music genre: video game 2
• music genre: video game
• Neon Party Genesis Rock Evangelion Anthe...
• Never Gonna Shoot Your Stars
• Open Ocean: 10 Hours of Relaxing Oceansc...
• Pixels!
• seteth dorime
• The Sound of Cylons
• Time to Kermit a crime
• Undertale - Megalovania with glass of wa...

If I were a month, I’d be October. If I were a day of the week, I’d be Thursday. If I were a god or a goddess, I’d be Anubis. If I were a verb, I’d be Confuse. If I were a sea animal, I’d be a Viperfish. If I were an object in a living room, I’d be the Sofa Cushion. If I were a gemstone, I’d be Pyrite. If I were a flower, I’d be a Dahlia. If I were a kind of weather, I’d be The Eye of a Hurricane. If I were a colour, I’d be Maroon. If I were an adjective, I’d be Inscrutable. If I were a fruit, I’d be a Custard Apple. If I were a sound, I’d be An Echo. If I were an element, I’d be Fire. If I were a word, I’d be Curious. If I were a place, I’d be Outer Space. If I were a taste, I’d be Sea Salt and Caramel. If I were a scent, I’d be The Smell of Old Books. If I were an object, I’d be a Blade. If I were a body part, I’d be The Collarbones. If I were a song, I’d be 'I Would Do Anything For You' by Foster The People or 'Eternal Sunshine' by ATEEZ.

a helpful flowchart:

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OH NO

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• my visual content is mostly sfw but i will openly participate in discussion of nsfw topics.
• i no longer participate actively in fandom but i do like books.
• we might just get along if you are fond of fictional villains, dark themes in fiction, and works like The Far Side and Sayonara, Zetsubou-sensei .
• i'm a fandom Old (as in, Ge*Cities fansites and Devi*ntArt and Liv*Journal Old). if you are much younger than i am, please do not follow me if you'd be uncomfortable for any reason whatsoever. i'll softblock you if you're under 18.
• not a fan of drama or posturing. i'm just here to yell about headcanons and be respectful of each others' hobbies, really. i'll choose discussion over discourse, but i'm also very into meta-readings of fictional work.
• i'm anti-harassment. that's it.

• illustration archive
• art instagram
• original fiction fragments
• goodreads
• pagebound
• translated poems of Lu You

Animal Crossing: New Horizons

• Dream Address: DA-0376-7847-1027
• HHH Portfolio: RA-6214-2272-9903

• please help to care for my cats
• if I'm actually, really no longer on this mortal plane:
  • tell my family i want an atheist's funeral. show them this note. i would like a cosmic/galaxy-themed one, if possible. let's keep it whimsical while we mourn.
  • i want my remains scattered into the ocean or used to nourish plant life.
  • destroy anything I own that contains digital data, just do it!!!
  • burn my journals
  • take my stuff!
    • if it's on my bookshelf, i probably want you to read it
    • take all my figurines and plush toys. give them a good home