• it insists upon itself, lois / yes, and / commitment to the bit
• everything is either exponential / logarithmic / allocation / efficiency / incentive problem / cooperation or coordination game
• i know people don’t usually talk like this, but i want to be one of the greats. i’m inspired by the greats. / player for the love of the game
• narrow down the solution space / double diamond / 10 usability heuristics / convergence & divergence / shannon-weaver model of communication / thematic analysis and embedding
• mandate of heaven
• a book is fundamentally a conversation / good works ask questions /
• life is one continous bid for connection / turn-based reality / say the meta

• fuck it we ball
• joy and rigour, do things with joy and rigour
• how can we lose when we're so sincere
• you can really just do things. and you don't have to feel a certain way about it at all!
• the answer is always going to be no unless you ask.
• don't suffer twice.
• move in silence. Like the g in lasagna.
• if you are to be a tree in 20 years therefore you are and must be a sapling now.
• you gotta die before you actually die so that you realize you're still alive. it has to end before it actually ends so that you realize it's still going on.
• you can change an entire timeline just by sending a risky text or talking to a stranger. you need to be playing with the fabric of reality

FUCK IT WE BALL because all things are divinely so, my life's trajectory was already revealed to me three years ago when i first saw this post, went "haha lol", and then subconsciously decided to internalize it apparently (?). my life is a joke. i hope it's funny to everyone else because it's actually kind of funny to me. if you thought five years of doing my annual wrapped post was a lot, wait until you hear i'm doing it for a 6th time baby! happy six years of pirated dreamwidth year-end memes on a site where there is no social algorithm and no vanity metrics. i was really onto something when i said fuck the algorithm huh. who knew. well, the post did apparently.

• PHANDOM 2.0: ITS NEVER OVER

"is this what it's like to be normal" no THIS IS [_lack of desire to participate in fandom culture_] BITCH!!! WE [_acknowle...

[for the first time in history wrapped needed more than 1 post] > WRAPPED GAMBLING v1.0 since the inception i've included my top 5, and bottom 5, of my spotify wrapped — partly because it's always launched before I ever finished writing listowrapped, mostly because I thought spotify wrapped was novel enough. but i am no longer dazzled by own statistics because i live in the present! so let's do some trend analysis. and some gambling which is better received as prediction. i'm trying to clear the house over here.

• Purple Rain (Live in Syracuse, 1985) - Prince
• Oh Sheit It's X - Thundercat
• ETA - NewJeans
• FIELD TRIP - YS
• Yogijogi (Sumin Remix) - Sumin, Slom
• Them Changes - Thundercat
• Do the act (like you never met me) - TV G...

airport v2.0 a system that actually works

• mymind web clipper; divergent, unordered input
• obsidian notes; synthesis & convergent input
• shortcuts notes; system reinforcement & convergent input
• listography notes; synthesis
• google sheets notes; ordered lists & data input

other planes in the airport

• letterboxd app; film tracker & social sharing
• literal app; book tracker & social sharing
• tumblr/twitter app; divergent input
• opal app; screen time management

shaye, 21, she/her, mnl/bos/ceb

• fuck it we ball
• aspiring designer & life enjoyer. i love love!
• the new mcdonalds macbeth. the only burg...
• no algorithm no feed no updates if you've made it here you've done some good ol internet exploring. here is a shiny sticker and my undying undulating eternal love.
• there is no audience to perform for, there is no approval, no admiration to attain. there is no role worth playing. there is no one to convince. let it go.
• let it go.

https://topsters.org/ --> grid compilation generator https://digibouquet.vercel.app/bouquet/8... --> digital flower builder https://halftone.xoihazard.com/ -> halftone vector generator

fragrantica drinking game but every time i get a note wrong i take a shot. instant alcohol poisoning.

• you or someone like you by etat libre
• madurai by memo
• cloud by ariana grande
• chloe by chloe
• eau so daisy by marc jacobs
• flowerbomb by viktor&rolf
• angel by mugler

• long island ice tea, aeperol spirtz(s, plural), jaegermeister (chinese tea flashbacks), mojitos and of the mango mint variety, tsingtao beer i love you and so does my dad, MARGARITAVILLE (I KNOW!), beer on tap @ bog iron, monster java coffee + bailey's cocktails,
• film photography, slow camera, zero regard for instant feedback, papershoot, portra coloring, filters that make me feel like i'm on a cold beach listening to men i trust, fx lens
• djing! david i get it now. curation & mixing. midi boards & controllers, youdj, wordplay & music theory. the camelot music key. remixing! let's bring back disco. shaye window party.
• rly love planes. the concorde was only only flown by BA and air france. i watch mayday investigations before flying. mh370 is my roman empire.