• remember to check in with myself daily to see how i'm feeling mentally, physically, and emotionally.
• remember to ask "what would feel good for my body right now?"
• take a steady breath before any reaction can take place.
• stop allowing others so much access.
• create and stay true to boundaries.

• playstation five
• scuf controller
• figaro gold choker
• secretlab – d.va edition, gamer chair - $374
• linen or bamboo sleep set
• macbook pro
• ipad pro & apple pencil
• prebuilt gaming pc

“i am going away.” “going where?” “back to my own world.”

her: shannon, thirtieth trip around the sun.

• cancer, fourth sign of the zodiac; cardinal, northern, nocturnal, tenacious, intuitive, fruitful. moody bebe of the moon.
• prose enthusiast, surviving(evading) the social world through dazed imagery and fictive muse and flesh.

✉ find me: plurk, pinterest, goodreads, letterboxd

"rituals could be as simple and gratifying as lighting a candle every evening. the simple act of lighting a match, the symbolic nature of burning, is grand enough to be a ritual in the temple of your life. a place for you to burn away the day. or maybe it's a cup of tea every evening. the drum of the kettle, the whistle, the collision of hot air. this can be your ritual. the moment your tea touches your lips is the moment you release it all." lauren martin x

"the thing about new york city is that within one black, any block, one may encounter the entire spectrum of humankind. i have learned it is important for this to be a consistent part of my life." eleanor seigler

"i think i'm always so much more happy with books and movies and stuff. i think i get more excited about well-done representations of life than life itself." celine

"it’s dark because you are trying too hard. lightly child, lightly. learn to do ... aldous huxley, island