“i am going away.” “going where?” “back to my own world.”

her: shannon, thirtieth trip around the sun.

• cancer, fourth sign of the zodiac; cardinal, northern, nocturnal, tenacious, intuitive, fruitful. moody bebe of the moon.
• prose enthusiast, surviving(evading) the social world through dazed imagery and fictive muse and flesh.

✉ find me: plurk, pinterest, goodreads, letterboxd

• scuf PS4/5 controller
• natura cullina – rose'berry mask – $28
• mejuri – dôme cuff, gold vermeil - $40
• figaro gold choker
• secretlab – d.va edition, gamer chair - $374
• linen or bamboo coverlet & sheet set
• linen or bamboo sleep set
• macbook pro / ipad pro (invest)

key: ☑ completed ┊ ↺ rewatch ┊ ♡ favored ┊ ⁂ hiatus

• love island uk: (ep. 1-9)
• stranger things: season four (ep. 1-7) ♡
• keep sweet pray and obey: season one (ep. 1)
• bling empire: season two (ep. 1-6)
• love death & robots: volume one (ep. 1-7)
• john wayne gacy tapes: season one (ep. 1-2)
• spy x family: season one (ep. 1-5)
• moon knight: season one (ep. 1-3)
• is it cake?: season one (ep. 1-2)
• all of us are dead: season one (ep. 1-11)
• ⁂ life after death: season one (ep. 1-4)
• ⁂ love is blind, japan: season one (ep. 1-2)
• ⁂ the bachelor: season twenty-six (ep. 1-9)
• ⁂ the times square killer: (ep. 1-3)
• ⁂ jujutsu kaisen: season one (ep. 1-14)
• ☑ queer eye: season six
• ☑ the surgeons cut
• ☑ archive 81 ♡
• ☑ love is blind: season two

• jackass 4.5 (2022)
• dr. strange — the multiverse of madness (2022): ⭒⭒⭒
• the nightingale (2018): ⭒⭒⭒
• apostle (2018): ⭒⭒⭒⭒
• the call (2020): ⭒⭒⭒⭒⭒
• titane (2021): ⭒⭒
• unsane (2018): ⭒⭒
• x (2022): ⭒⭒⭒
• fresh (2022): ⭒⭒⭒⭒
• the batman (2022): ⭒⭒⭒⭒
• last night in soho (2021): ⭒⭒⭒⭒
• the bleeding edge (2018): ⭒⭒⭒

• remember to check in with myself daily to see how i'm feeling mentally, physically, and emotionally.
• remember to ask "what would feel good for my body right now?"
• learn to quiet the sunday scaries.
• stop apologizing where it isn't necessary.
• don't hope for goodness at my own expense.
• take a steady breath before any reaction can take place.
• stop allowing others so much access.
• MANIFEST & HOLD YOUR BOUNDARIES.

"other rituals could be as simple and gratifying as lighting a candle every evening. the simple act of lighting a match, the symbolic nature of burning, is grand enough to be a ritual in the temple of your life. a place for you to burn away the day. or maybe it's a cup of tea every evening. the drum of the kettle, the whistle, the collision of hot air. this can be your ritual. the moment your tea touches your lips is the moment you release it all." lauren martin x

"the thing about new york city is that within one black, any block, one may encounter the entire spectrum of humankind. i have learned it is important for this to be a consistent part of my life." eleanor seigler

"i think i'm always so much more happy with books and movies and stuff. i think i get more excited about well-done representations of life than life itself."

"it’s dark because you are trying too h...