🌷 ... march ! !

spent time at grandma's. skipped uni, ordered bagels. addictive mindset is back. billie eilish era i fear, a lot of mood swings again, started taking clopixol again. went to the movie theater and i hadn't been in ages. didn't have enough sleep, missed some lectures. PMDD has started. have not much slept the past week/s.

🦋 ... april ! !

cleaned/tidied my apartment. let go of something that was taunting me. EXCITED as hell for billie eilish's new album out on may 17th!!! TTPD !!!!!! london, baby.... xanax helping my social anxiety so much

🐝 ... may ! !

struggling with substances. anxiety attacks. trying to use my dbt skills. bad PMDD. jealousy jealousy started following me. unbearable irritability.

🌈 ... june ! !

late nights in the middle of june. ✌🏻 sobbing over buffy season 6. dying in heat.

🏵️ ... july ! !

obsessed with grey's.

🌿 ... august ! !

SALT AIR. AND THE RUST ON YOUR DOOR. taylor swift month. saw the eras tour and it was THE BEST !!!!! LITERALLY NOT OVER IT. i will never recover. never.