• emma soundtrack
• nostalgia

• time to myself
• trader joes black tea with peach juice
• crosswords
• messi the puma
• good pizza great pizza
• hello kitty shoes
• christmas music
• waltz in sweaters
• gloria
• dappervolk

• porter robinson
• mystery recipe
• my birthday
• new sweaters etc
• christmas season coming
• my harvard interview!!! it was amazing
• dappervolk
• angel numbers
• the unpublishable
• a year ago i wanted to kill myself. now i want to live even more

• city pop
• baking videos
• flare pants
• learning to be kinder
• beautiful days
• getting better (again)
• hope for later
• botw
• big bear
• applying to college

• project sekai
• my new playlist
• wearing outfits
• the blue bunny
• videos
• bad bus
• i dont NEED the mental illness chair anymore. its there for me though
• cardcaptor sakura
• skirts
• routine

unordered again but as i remember

• new clothes
• little animals
• being just ok or better in many scenarios
• putting nice meals together
• extraordinary attorney woo
• coming back
• airports
• things getting better
• stardew valley
• project sekai

unordered. as it should be

• feeling safe and protected
• extraordinary attorney woo
• vampire weekend
• my friends
• little guy moment
• the occasional commission
• good headphones
• pleated skirts
• precious moments
• hivemind
• little lavender
• keeping myself accountable
• (CERTAIN) old people

unordered and incomplete

• ethel cain
• my substacks
• round bird
• making elaborate ass lunches
• understanding myself more
• the fact that i dont really like my ma friends as much as i thought i did with a few exceptions. this seems like a bad thing but is a very good thing for me bcs they make me a worse person. i do not need to rely on them and i can drift between them as i please. i am not tied to any one of them and i fundamentally live for myself
• creative writing at the plate
• getting good work done
• making really good playlists
• connecting w ppl i havent really!

• aria / solas
• she/her
• s asian and ????? I got no idea actually.
• sikh
• autistic & ocd
• L + ratio + you fell off + cisgender heterosexual + my balls are bigger
• assigned amelie kinnie at birth
• infj / lawful good
• enneatype 9 / sx/so 479/459
• EII-INFj
• melancholic / sanguine
• rluai
• fevl/lv

if you want to know me in a way that only my mother can listen to this

ib x

• actor: jeremy allen white .......
• album: child ballads - anais mitchell and jefferson hamer
• animal: rabbit or dove
• animated show: avatar the last airbender
• author: kazuo ishiguro
• band: bonny light horseman
• book: klara and the sun
• breakfast: omelette w mushrooms
• candle scent: cassis
• coffee order: latte w lavender and vanilla
• color: light green or baby blue or coral or lavender i cant decide. basically i like light colors
• drink: earl grey tea
• fictional character: anne shirley or katara
• flower: lavender
• fruit: asian pear

i like to see myself as other things and other people so i have this list of made up guys to try to understand who i am. if theyre complete and i see myself in them enough i must be able to see a complete picture of myself at sm point too. i fundamentally am not these characters and i dont actually "kin" them i just really relate to them but i will get so mad if your interpretation of them is different from mine and at odds with my sense of self (this is just for fun #wacky)

me

• anne shirley-cuthbert (awae)
• jinora (lok)
• asami (lok)
• jane eyre
• mega audino (pkmn)
• matthew cuthbert (anne of green gables)
• ichika hoshino (project sekai)
• nico robin (one piece)

• black or white ?
• chocolate or vanilla ?
• coffee, tea or hot chocolate ?
• comedy or horror?
• day or night?
• dogs or cats ?
• history or geography?
• inside or outside?
• pastel colors or warm colors?
• pencil or pen ?
• pink or blue?
• sunset or sunrise?
• sweet or sour ?
• the smell after rain or the smell of old books ?
• thunder or rain?
• tv series or movies?
• waking up early or waking up late ?
• werewolf or vampire?

• a body part: hand
• a book: never let me go
• a character: jane eyre
• a color: the inside of a plum
• a day of the week: thursday
• a flower: crocus
• a god or goddess: hathor
• a kind of weather: full sun + humidity
• a month: august
• a musical instrument: mandolin
• a number: 138
• a place: wet green forest
• a planet: mercury
• a scent: violet
• a season: summer
• a song: show me love - hundred waters
• a sound: dove coo

• if my mother nd i weren't so alike i think i'd be convinced im a changeling
• i am the worlds most law abiding citizen and tht is okay! except that one time whn i stole a candle. ive been told that i give the vibe that i tip 20 percent on my taxes which is RUTHLESS but true. it is fine to be the way i am
• Guys i literally dont think i have object permanence. Do i remember things yes but do they mean anything to me btwn 3 days-6months after they happen no
• hey! its ok to like some of the same things as shitty people! theres like a 99 percent chance that theres a literal fascist who shares an interest with you its gonna be fine that you both like uh. Reading? and the same One book? literally one of the most common activities and also like a specific aesthetic .. still. i do it better

ib x

• actor: steven yeun i guess?? i love minari and i think hes cute but i dont really have favorite real guys
• album: jubilee - japanese breakfast
• animal: rabbit or dove
• animated show: avatar the last airbender
• author: kazuo ishiguro
• band: sylvan esso or penny & sparrow
• book: klara and the sun
• breakfast: omelette w mushrooms
• candle scent: driftwood and chamomile
• coffee order: latte w lavender and vanilla
• color: light green
• drink: earl grey tea
• fictional character: anne shirley or katara
• flower: lily of the valley or iris
• fruit: asian pear
• holiday: christmas

• ☼ scorpio
• ☾ taurus
• ☆ sagittarius
• ☿ sagittarius
• ♀ capricorn
• ♂ taurus
• ♃ scorpio
• ♄ leo
• ♅ pisces
• ♆ aquarius
• ♇ sagittarius
• ☽☾ leo
• ☊ aries

• honey
• classic rock
• peanut butter
• folklore by taylor swift
• all post 2013 taylor swift tbh
• really savory foods (meat stew, gravy, etc)
• action movies
• movies
• spiderman
• small dogs
• card games
• lamb (the meat)
• thanksgiving food
• flaky pastries
• cold meat
• irreverent humor
• concerts
• halloween

• airplane
• casablanca
• zoolander
• breakfast at tiffany's
• citizen kane
• legends of the fall

• crazy frog (with penis)
• olaplex
• fox news
• those tiktoks of the lady making ridiculous amounts of food on her counter with her bare hands
• canned whipped cream
• the office
• sonic the hedgehog
• nerds rope
• pink whitney
• bouillon cubes
• EDM
• takis
• poutine
• hitachi magic wand
• dr pimple popper videos
• former president donald J trump
• yeezy foam runners
• martin scorseses the irishman
• tiktok ai anime filter

movies

• a castle for christmas
• jingle jangle
• klaus
• the sound of music
• aladdin

shows

• outlander
• derry girls
• gilmore girls
• avatar: the last airbender
• the great british bake off s7 and s8

books

• the kiss quotient
• the thing about jellyfish
• the book of delights
• never let me go
• no land to light on

music

• delox - tiziana terenzi (❦ ◌ ♛ ❀)
• velvet - commodity (❦ ➻ ♛ ❀)
• book - commodity (◌ ➻ ♛ ❀)
  • new recipe (◌ ➻ ◌ ❀)
  • old recipe (◌ ➻ ♛ ❀)
• milk - commodity (❦ ✾ ♛ ❀)
• notting hill - english laundry (❦ ✾ ♛ ❀)
• vanille abricot - comptoir sud pacifique (❦ ✾ ♛ ❀)
• florence - tocca (❦ ✾ ♛ ❀)
• english pear and freesia - jo malone (❦ ✾ ♛ ❀)
• oxford blue - english laundry (◌ ✾ ♛ ◌)
• indigo - nest (❦ ✾ ♛ ❀)
• dahlia & vines - nest (❦ ✾ ♛ ❀)
• by the fireplace - maison margiela (❦ ◌ ◌ ❀)

• noughts and crosses (malorie blackman)
• lets explore diabetes with owls (david sedaris)
• never let me go (kazuo ishiguro)
• klara and the sun (kazuo ishiguro)
• crying in h mart (michelle zauner)
• birds of america (lorrie moore)
• no land to light on (yara zgheib)
• red rising (pierce brown)
• ferryman (claire mcfall)
• the goldfinch (donna tartt)
• brooklyn (colm toibin)
• my brilliant friend (elena ferrante)
• the kiss quotient (helen hoang)
• elite capture (olúfẹ́mi táíwò)
• kindred (octavia butler)
• the world made straight (ron rash)
• chemistry and other stories (ron rash)
• the remains of the day (kazuo ishiguro)

• Frizzy by Claribel Ortega & Rose Bousamra
• No One is Talking About This by Patricia Lockwood
• Acts of Desperation by Megan Nolan
• Sincerely Your Autistic Child, edited by Morenike Giwa Onaiwu, Emily Paige Ballou, and Sharon daVanport
• Lonely Castle in the Mirror by Mizuki Tsujimura
• Brown Girls by Daphne Palasi Andreades
• The Prime of Miss Jean Brodie
• the wind up bird chronicle (murakami)
• peach blossom spring
• you too can have a body like mine
• blood orange night
• some are always hungry (j.h. yun)
• pure life
• aesthetica
• the lowland (jhumpa lahiri)
• white all around (wilfrid lupano)

• catalog of unabashed gratitude - ross ga...
• brothers - lucille clifton
• husky boys dickies - jill mcdonough
• people's faces - kae tempest
• persimmons - li-young lee
• september tomatoes - karina borowicz
• the given note - seamus heaney
• the one - patrick kavanagh
• autobiographica literaria - frank o'hara
• st. francis disrobes - paige lewis

set

• the remains of the day (ishiguro) √
• norwegian wood (murakami)
• pandora (susan stokes-chapman) √
• the wind up bird chronicle (murakami)
• ace attorney
• etsy jewelry
• redbubble stickers √

to look for

• spring/summer clothes √
• fitted long sleeve tops (white, fishnet, star mesh)
• mesh t-shirt √
• simple bralettes √
• white slip dress
• cropped knit tops √
• sweetheart neckline tops