unordered and incomplete

  • ethel cain
  • my substacks
  • round bird
  • making elaborate ass lunches
  • understanding myself more
  • the fact that i dont really like my ma friends as much as i thought i did with a few exceptions. this seems like a bad thing but is a very good thing for me bcs they make me a worse person. i do not need to rely on them and i can drift between them as i please. i am not tied to any one of them and i fundamentally live for myself
  • creative writing at the plate
may 22 2022 ∞
may 22 2022 +
  • jane eyre
  • good friends
  • afternoon showers
  • spring being here
  • old enough
  • my fairy dress
  • stardew valley fishing
  • booktwt
  • compliments
  • baby games!! theyre like playsets on ur phone
apr 22 2022 ∞
may 17 2022 +
  • springtime weather
  • my friends
  • radie
  • stardew valley
  • late sunsets/early sunrises
  • cafes
  • little guys
  • wearing my favorite clothes again
  • books
  • heart shaped ice
mar 25 2022 ∞
may 17 2022 +
  • myself?? like the person i am rn
  • little guy moments
  • radie
  • aot as a whole
  • my close friends
  • erwin & levi
  • city pop
  • my notion
  • atla
  • dumplings
feb 22 2022 ∞
may 17 2022 +
  • 1/3/6 in my pinned
  • across the veil au!!!
  • crossword clues that reference my favorite things :))
  • itysl
  • my poetry
  • big bear
  • pbs kids games
  • omelettes
  • those uhh chewy feather things
  • fuckign bnuuy
jan 14 2022 ∞
may 17 2022 +
  • knowing what i need
  • london fog lattes
  • my first pinned row
  • new finds! music books whatever it is
  • this playlist
  • the servants of bill (bow emoji)
  • the great british bake off
  • the new yorker
  • getting packages
  • adorablehome
dec 15 2021 ∞
may 17 2022 +
  • aria / solas
  • she/her
  • poc (s asian) & sikh
  • autistic & ocd
  • anarcho socialist
  • infp / lawful good
  • enneatype 9 / sx/so 479/459
  • EII-INFj
  • melancholic / sanguine
  • rluai
  • fevl/lv
  • i bookmark whoever ! if i like ur layout / any one of ur lists ur in there

https://kevan.org/johari?name=caoine

oct 6 2021 ∞
may 17 2022 +

i can only see myself through a painfully narrow and ever shifting lens so i amass a list of made up guys to try to understand who i am. i fundamentally am not these characters but i will get so mad if your interpretation of them is different from mine and at odds with my sense of self (this is just for fun #wacky)

me

  • anne shirley-cuthbert (awae)
  • jinora (lok)
  • asami (lok)
  • jane eyre
  • mega audino (pkmn)
  • matthew cuthbert (anne of green gables)

otherkin

  • bean sidhe
  • leanan sidhe
  • mourning dove

high

oct 6 2021 ∞
may 23 2022 +

ib x

  • actor: steven yeun i guess?? i love minari and i think hes cute but i dont really have favorite real guys
  • album: jubilee - japanese breakfast
  • animal: rabbit or dove
  • animated show: avatar the last airbender
  • author: kazuo ishiguro
  • band: sylvan esso or penny & sparrow
  • book: klara and the sun
  • breakfast: omelette w mushrooms
  • candle scent: driftwood and chamomile
  • coffee order: latte w lavender and vanilla
  • color: light green
  • drink: earl grey tea
  • fictional character: anne shirley or katara
  • flower: lily of the valley or iris
  • fruit: asian pear
  • holiday: christmas
feb 28 2022 ∞
may 17 2022 +
  • ☼ scorpio
  • ☾ taurus
  • ☆ sagittarius
  • ☿ sagittarius
  • ♀ capricorn
  • ♂ taurus
  • ♃ scorpio
  • ♄ leo
  • ♅ pisces
  • ♆ aquarius
  • ♇ sagittarius
  • ☽☾ leo
  • ☊ aries
jan 30 2022 ∞
may 17 2022 +
  • if my mother nd i weren't so alike i think i'd be convinced im a changeling
  • i am the worlds most law abiding citizen and tht is okay! except that one time whn i stole a candle. ive been told that i give the vibe that i tip 20 percent on my taxes which is RUTHLESS but true. it is fine to be the way i am
  • hey! its ok to like some of the same things as shitty people! theres like a 99 percent chance that theres a literal fascist who shares an interest with you its gonna be fine that you both like uh. Reading? and the same One book? literally one of the most common activities and also like a specific aesthetic .. still. i do it better
  • continuing that shes also maybe not a shitty person! she seems kinda cool in some ways and u like a lot of the same things shes just got an intereting personality. ...
jan 10 2022 ∞
may 17 2022 +
  • delox - tiziana terenzi (❦ ◌ ♛ ❀)
  • velvet - commodity (❦ ➻ ♛ ❀)
  • book - commodity (◌ ➻ ♛ ❀)
    • new recipe (◌ ➻ ◌ ❀)
    • old recipe (◌ ➻ ♛ ❀)
  • milk - commodity (❦ ✾ ♛ ❀)
  • notting hill - english laundry (❦ ✾ ♛ ❀)
  • vanille abricot - comptoir sud pacifique (❦ ✾ ♛ ❀)
  • oxford blue - english laundry (◌ ✾ ♛ ◌)
  • indigo - nest (❦ ✾ ♛ ❀)
  • dahlia & vines - nest (❦ ✾ ♛ ❀)
  • by the fireplace - maison margiela (❦ ◌ ◌ ❀)
  • coffee break - maison margiela (◌ ✾ ◌ ◌)
  • whispers in the library - maison margiela...
may 17 2022 ∞
may 17 2022 +
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  • noughts and crosses (malorie blackman)
  • lets explore diabetes with owls (david sedaris)
  • never let me go (kazuo ishiguro)
  • klara and the sun (kazuo ishiguro)
  • crying in h mart (michelle zauner)
  • birds of america (lorrie moore)
  • no land to light on (yara zgheib)
  • red rising (pierce brown)
  • ferryman (claire mcfall)
  • the goldfinch (donna tartt)
  • brooklyn (colm toibin)
jan 4 2022 ∞
may 1 2022 +

absolutely

  • the remains of the day (kazuo ishiguro)
  • freshwater (akwaeke emezi)
  • pandora (susan stokes-chapman)
  • the wind up bird chronicle (murakami)
  • peach blossom spring
  • kindred (octavia e butler)
  • you too can have a body like mine
  • my year of rest and relaxation

would read

  • the lowland (jhumpa lahiri)
  • white all around (wilfrid lupano)
  • the kyoshi comic series
  • the tea dragon books (kay o'neill)
  • murakami t (haruki murakami)
  • the children act (ian mcewan)
  • valley of the dolls
  • my brilliant friend
  • play it as it lays
  • before you suffocate your own fool self
nov 30 2021 ∞
may 23 2022 +
  • catalog of unabashed gratitude - ross ga...
  • brothers - lucille clifton
  • husky boys dickies - jill mcdonough
  • people's faces - kae tempest
  • persimmons - li-young lee
  • september tomatoes - karina borowicz
  • the given note - seamus heaney
  • the one - patrick kavanagh
  • autobiographica literaria - frank o'hara
oct 4 2021 ∞
may 1 2022 +

set

  • the remains of the day (ishiguro)
  • norwegian wood (murakami)
  • pandora (susan stokes-chapman)
  • the wind up bird chronicle (murakami)
  • ace attorney
  • etsy jewelry
  • redbubble stickers

to look for

  • spring/summer clothes
  • fitted long sleeve tops (white, fishnet, star mesh)
  • mesh t-shirt
  • simple bralettes
  • white slip dress
  • cropped knit tops
  • sweetheart neckline tops
feb 23 2022 ∞
may 1 2022 +