emilie, 961129, brazilian. infj, sagittarian. enjoys reading books at cafes, spending quiet nights alone, petting animals, the east asian cinema, talking about feelings, stargazing, crying while listening to pop music and falling in love passionately with new things.

dec 13 2018 ∞
feb 29 2020 +

"in order to make space for things that are good for you, there are things you will have to say no to."

    • spending time enjoying nature
    • being creative
    • taking time to sit and philosophize
    • doing something beneficial for your body – running, dancing, having a massage, swimming, having a bath or a footbath
    • doing something pleasant for your senses – buying yourself some beautiful and aromatic flowers, eating something tasty and delicious, listening to music you like, having things around you that you enjoy looking at
    • spending time with animals
    • writing a book, diary or poetry
    • appreciating – or making – art
    • nourishing relationships that feel meaningful and have depth
apr 21 2019 ∞
sep 5 2019 +
    • demian
    • siddhartha
    • der steppenwolf
apr 29 2019 ∞
apr 29 2019 +
    • sol em sagitário
    • lua em leão
    • mercúrio em sagitário
    • vênus em escorpião
    • marte em virgem
    • júpiter em capricórnio
    • saturno em áries
    • urano em aquário
    • netuno em capricórnio
    • plutão em sagitário
    • ascendente em touro
may 25 2017 ∞
oct 16 2018 +
    • as intermitências da morte, josé saramago
    • misto-quente, charles bukowski
    • sonhos de bunker hill, john fante
    • a náusea, jean-paul sartre
    • ilhas na corrente, ernest hemingway
sep 29 2018 ∞
jun 28 2020 +
  • como preparar o chá
    • infusão: folhas e flores
      • adicionar água fervente sobre a erva, tampar e deixar em repouso por cinco minutos.
    • decocção: cascas, sementes e raízes
      • colocar a erva em uma vasilha com água fria; ferver por três minutos e deixar descansar por cinco minutos.
  • a maioria dos tratamentos com chás são feitos com 3-4 xícaras por dia, fora das refeições.


  • açafrão: estimulante, asma, bronquite, digestivo, estimula a secreção da bílis
  • alfafa: afecção nervosa, cistite, prisã...
jan 28 2014 ∞
jan 4 2019 +


the air is a mill of hooks━ questions without answer, glittering and drunk as flies whose kiss stings unbearably in the fetid wombs of black air under pines in summer.

i remember the dead smell of sun on wood cabins, the stiffness of sails, the long salt winding sheets. once one has seen god, what is the remedy? once one has been seized up

without a part left over, not a toe, not a finger, and used, used utterly, in the sun's conflagration, the stains that lengthen from ancient cathedrals what is the remedy?

the pill of the communion tablet, the walking beside still water? memory? or picking up the bright pieces of christ in the faces of rodents, the tame flower-nibblers, the ones

whose hopes are so low they are comfortab...

dec 30 2018 ∞
jan 4 2019 +


    • hear the wind sing
    • pinball, 1973
    • a wild sheep chase
    • hard-boiled wonderland and the end of the world
    • norwegian wood
    • dance, dance, dance
    • south of the border, west of the sun
    • the wind-up bird chronicle
    • sputnik sweetheart
    • kafka on the shore
    • after dark
    • 1Q84
    • colorless tsukuru tazaki and his years of pilgrimage
    • killing commendatore

coletânea de contos

dec 23 2018 ∞
dec 19 2021 +
    • he was always sad about the world. it was a large reason why i loved him. we'd sit together and be sad and think about being sad and sometimes discuss sadness.
    • on his last human day, he said, 'annie, don't you see? we're all getting too smart. our brains are just getting bigger and bigger, and the world dries up and dies when there's too much thought and not enough heart.'
    • i tried to dream up to the stars, but i didn't know how to do that. i tried to find a star no one in all of history had ever wished on before, and wondered what would happen if i did.
    • i review my memories and make sure they're still intact because if he's not here, then it is my job to remember.
feb 22 2018 ∞
dec 25 2018 +
    • acampar
    • tocar neve
    • aprender um terceiro idioma
    • ler todos os livros do meu autor favorito
    • tomar banho em uma banheira
    • ir no show de um artista que eu goste
    • viajar de avião
    • conhecer um outro país
    • visitar um museu
    • participar de uma degustação de vinhos
    • assistir a uma peça no teatro
    • viajar de metrô
    • fazer trabalho voluntário
    • ter uma adega
dec 13 2018 ∞
jan 7 2022 +
    • conversations with friends, sally rooney
jan 8 2022 ∞
jan 8 2022 +

have compassion for everyone you meet even if they don’t want it. what seems conceit, bad manners, or cynicism is always a sign of things no ears have heard, no eyes have seen. you do not know what wars are going on down there where the spirit meets the bone.

dec 13 2020 ∞
dec 13 2020 +
    • you see someone, but you don’t really see him, he’s in the wings. or you notice him, but nothing clicks, nothing “catches,” and before you’re even aware of a presence, or of something troubling you, the six weeks that were offered you have almost passed and he’s either already gone or just about to leave, and you’re basically scrambling to come to terms with something, which, unbeknownst to you, has been brewing for weeks under your very nose and bears all the symptoms of what you’re forced to call i want. how couldn’t i have known, you ask? i know desire when i see it—and yet, this time, it slipped by completely.
    • i liked how our minds seemed to travel in parallel, how we instantly inferred what words the other was toying with but at the last moment held back.
dec 25 2018 ∞
dec 25 2018 +
    • (...) if you’re really good at something, i mean if there’s nobody, or hardly anybody, who’s as good as you are, then you’ve got to be serious about that. don’t mess around, for god’s sake.
    • (...) and when you really love something, then it loves you back, in whatever way it has to love.
    • and all the people there were intensely real, wildly alive and totally meaningful, and i alone was a dream, a figment which had never really touched anything. i felt that i was not, never had been and never would be a living part of this overpoweringly solid and deeply meaningful world around me.
    • it seemed clear that wars were not made by generations and their special stupidities, but that wars were made instead by something ignorant in the human heart.
dec 3 2018 ∞
dec 30 2018 +
    • the great gatsby, f. scott fitzgerald
    • to kill a mockingbird, harper lee
    • the catcher in the rye, j.d. salinger
    • hamlet, william shakespeare
    • l'étranger, albert camus
    • the fountainhead, ayn rand
    • walden, henry david thoreau
    • on the road, jack kerouac
    • this side of paradise, f. scott fitzgerald
    • a separate peace, john knowles
    • peter pan, j.m. barrie
    • naked lunch, william s. burroughs
nov 18 2013 ∞
nov 8 2018 +