reading

  • heartstopper, alice oseman (webtoon)
  • confessions of a mask, yukio mishima

watching

  • bad and crazy
  • twenty five twenty one
jul 4 2021 ∞
may 11 2022 +

“You once told me that the human eye is god's loneliest creation. How so much of the world passes through the pupil and still it holds nothing. The eye, alone in its socket, doesn't even know there's another one, just like it, an inch away, just as hungry, as empty.” ― On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous

“Is that what art is? To be touched thinking what we feel is ours when, in the end, it was someone else, in longing, who finds us?” ― Night Sky With Exit Wounds

“You’re not a monster,” I said. But I lied. What I really wanted to say was that a monster is not such a terrible thing to be. From the Latin root monstrum , a divine messenger of catastrophe, then adapted by the Old French to mean an animal of myriad origins: centaur, griffin, satyr. To be a monster is to be a hybrid signal, a lighthouse: both shelter and warning at once.” ― On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous

“You’re a mother, Ma. You’re also a monster. But so am I—which is why I ca..._On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous_

feb 11 2022 ∞
feb 11 2022 +

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μυθόπλοϞος / mythweaver

jul 5 2021 ∞
jul 7 2021 +

“the number of hours we have together is actually not so large. please linger near the door uncomfortably instead of just leaving.” — mikko harvey, for m .

“do you have any weapons on you? / i have a longing that’s killing me.” — mahmoud darwish, memory for forgetfulness: august, beirut, 1982 .

“i want to be a warm yellow. i want to be a light blue. i want to be a colour and nothing else.” — helga floros, things i want to ask you .

“the blood on my teeth begins to taste like a poem, like religion, like the way you look at me.” — sean glatch, caffeine, pt. 1 .

“my feelings for you are biblical; that is they are intense, reckless, arrogant, risky and unconcerned with the way of the world. i flaunt my bleeding wounds, madden with my certainty.” — jeanette winterson, the poetics of sex .

“do you remember your childhood? / i lay in the forest. / still, more still than..._timor mortis_ .

feb 11 2022 ∞
mar 30 2022 +
  • xxi. infp-t. ce/pb. lésbica.
  • sol em sagitário, lua y asc em gêmeos, vênus em escorpião.
  • graduação em letras (que não acabo nunca).
  • twitter | instagram | skoob | spotify
  • e às vezes posto umas ilustrações aqui
aug 11 2020 ∞
jul 4 2021 +
  • abendrot : (alemão) a cor do céu durante o pôr-do-sol.
  • akihi : (havaiiano) o sentimento de esquecer para onde ir logo após ter recebido instruções.
  • alexitimia : dificuldade em descrever sentimentos verbalmente.
  • awumbuk : (papua nova guiné) um vazio depois de visitantes ou hóspedes irem embora, ou um retorno melancólico à rotina solitária.
  • beinaheleidenschaftsgegenstand : (alemão) aquilo que é quase aquilo que você quer… mas não completamente.
  • bel hevi : (papua nova guiné) "estômago pesado". um sentimento tangível e pesado, muitas vezes experimentado em conjunto com tristeza profunda.
  • bucolismo : poesia pastoral, que descreve a qualidade ou o caráter dos costumes rurais, exaltando as belezas da vida campestre e da natureza.
sep 18 2015 ∞
feb 15 2022 +
  • libélula
  • calêndula
  • lírio
  • caos
  • passagem
  • saudade
  • caos
  • alvorada / alvorecer
  • aurora
  • brisa
  • maresia
  • púrpura
  • relicário
  • caquinho
  • miocárdio
  • jacarandá
  • pedregulho
  • malemolência
  • janela
  • camélia
  • eclipse
jul 22 2021 ∞
jul 22 2021 +
  • αϊσιμος/η/ον (aisimos/e/on): appointed by the will of the gods, destined
  • ήλιομανής (hēliomanēs): sun-mad, mad for love of the sun (epithet of the cicada)
  • μνιαρός (mniaros): mossy, soft as moss
  • δύσριγος (dysrigos): sensitive to cold
  • φερανθής (pheranthēs): flower-bringing
  • μελιττέρωτος (melipterōtos): honey-winged
  • μελίχρυσος (melichrysos): gold-honey-coloured
  • ύλαιος (hylaios): belonging to the wood or forest, wild
  • ύλογενής (hylogenēs): born in the forest or undergrowth
  • ροδοδάκτυλος (rhododaktylos):...
jul 7 2021 ∞
jul 7 2021 +

The world is entire, and I am outside of it, crying.

feb 11 2022 ∞
feb 11 2022 +
  • coisas boas
  • coisas que amo fazer
  • sons favoritos
  • cheiros favoritos
  • sabores favoritos
  • sensações (de toque) favoritas
  • sinestesias
  • coisas que gosto de receber
  • lembretes para si mesma
  • sonhos possíveis e impossíveis
  • coisas para fazer quando estiver triste
  • nostalgias
jul 15 2017 ∞
jul 15 2017 +
  • adolescência / madrugadas / tempo chuvoso ou nublado / blogs / tumblr / listography / daughter / bon iver / fotos com filtro azul / playlists / instagram / we heart it / birdie / filmes tristes / indie / ser pretensiosa / arctic monkeys / journals / sentir
jul 4 2021 ∞
jul 7 2021 +
  • bordado
  • cerâmica
mar 25 2020 ∞
mar 25 2020 +
  • gotas de chuva contra o vidro
  • folhas secas sendo amassadas
  • tecidos sendo levados pelo vento
  • raios de sol através de rendas
  • vento frio batendo no rosto
jul 15 2017 ∞
jul 15 2017 +
  • um date em um piquenique
  • jogar exit com um grupo de amigos
aug 28 2021 ∞
aug 28 2021 +
  • I want to love somebody because I want to be loved. In a rabbit-fear I may hurl myself under the wheels of the car because the lights terrify me, and under the dark blind death of the wheels I will be safe. I am very tired, very banal, very confused.
  • I need a father, I need a mother, I need some old, wiser being to cry to. I talk to God but the sky is empty.
  • love life day by day, color by color, touch by touch, because you've got a body & mind to exercise, and that is your lot, to exercise & use it as much as you can, never mind whose got a better or worse body & mind, but stretch yours as far as you can.
  • Girl, aging girl, is haunted by own nothingness & devours views from windows (stories, movies, overheard talk & sights in the street, pictures in newspapers, etc.) ...
feb 11 2022 ∞
mar 5 2022 +