girl, aging girl, is haunted by own nothingness and devours views from windows (stories, movies, overheard talk and sights in the street, pictures in newspapers, etc.) with continuous feeling she is 'just about', miraculously, to come into her own — her own life.

— currently reading: I'm glad my mom died (2022), palestinian walks: forays into a vanishing landscape (2008)

— currently watching: drag race españa V (2025) , hell's kitchen XXIV (2025) , rupaul's drag race UK VII (2025) , the boulet brothers' dragula: titans II (2025) , the real housewives of salt lake city VI (2025) — anpan (2025) , asuka (1999), carnation (2011), dandan (2008), gegege no nyobo (2010), hitomi (2008), kaze no haruka (2005), mai agare! (2022), manpuku (2018), ♥ smallville V (2005) , teppan (2010), tora ni tsubasa (2024), tsubasa (2009), umechan sensei (2012) welkame (2009) — me and who (2025) , romantic anonymous (2025) , the eternaut (2025) — el chavo del ocho (1973), eyes of dawn (1991), loot II (2024), the addams family (1964)