February

March / April

  • I am afraid to paint
  • this video from Uzbekistan & this one from Greenland
  • Let's Dance S15, esp Janins dances (all of them basically) - and - sadly - Renes Tango.
  • Painting depressing stuff, mostly black/dark red/golden on canvas. Feels liberating.
  • Music of the moment:
feb 22 2022 ∞
apr 19 2022 +
  • mum's vegetarian krautkrapfen
  • sushi
  • savoy cabbage stir-fried in soy sauce
  • homemade focaccia; filled with tomatoes, olives and wild garlic
  • yaki udon
  • taifun's tofu rosso
sep 9 2021 ∞
mar 9 2022 +

2022 ideas

  • cologne / LD with the girls
  • scandinavia
  • scotland / london
  • short family trip
  • hamburg
  • trip w/ the girls
  • volunteering / insp, panama, bolivia, guatemala

never-ending braindump

apr 2 2021 ∞
may 19 2022 +

I need to do a past life therapy! That stuff is spooky. And who knows, maybe it's all bullsh*it but I'd like to believe it isn't.

Kent

    • Around 10 years ago my mum had a dream about me living in Kent, England. Now the weird thing is: my mum doesn't know anything about England, she didn't even know Kent existed - she said that she'd never heard of it before. Now...I don't know if she dreamed about the county or a Kent street. I did some research and for some reason I got chills when I read about the Old Kent Road in London which was part of a Celtic trackway.

Scotland

    • What can I say? Ever since I read Outlander in 2014, Scotland keeps following me wherever I go. It just won't leave me alone...._everywhere._ I feel a deep connection to this place ...the Gaelic kingdom of Dál Riata / Glen Coe / Western Argyll and Bute / p...
feb 1 2020 ∞
nov 26 2020 +
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"Imagination is everything. It is the preview of life’s coming attractions." - Albert Einstein. | It's time for a new bucket list. I'm not going to seperate big and small dreams anymore. | This list is going to be endless.

TRAVEL & ADVENTURES

  • Backpack lesser known destinations and write about it. Appreciate everything, every place. (Preferably go exploring with a partner or good friend.)
  • Travel with Workaway/Worldpackers.
  • Volunteer at an animal sanctuary/shelter.
  • See wild alpacas in South America.
  • See Nessie. Or at least Loch Ness.
  • Travel for the rest of my life, see the world and turn my experiences into art.
  • Travel to the Great Rift Valley/Cradle of Humankind in Kenya, Tanzania and/or Ethiopia. Maybe feel some kind of belonging. Or maybe not.
jun 25 2019 ∞
dec 29 2021 +
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oh, the places we will go (basically ALL the places)

  • Afghanistan
    • Pamir Mountains, Band-e-Amir, Hindukush, Mazar-e-Sharif, x, Badakhshan, Panjshir, Wakhan Corridor 1 2 3
  • Belize
    • Caye Caulker, Maya Mountains
  • Bhutan
  • Botswana
    • Okavango Delta, Chobe NP, Moremi
  • Burkina Faso
    • Tiébélé, Bobo-Dioulasso
  • Cambodia
    • Siem Reap, Tonle Sap, Angkor Wat, Koh Rong, Kep, Kampot, Phnom Kulen, Reap NP
  • China
jan 11 2018 ∞
apr 17 2021 +
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first: get rid of/sell some old stuff! i don't want to buy something i don't really need or already have.

fashion

  • auguste
  • anthropologie
  • free people

etc

  • new glasses
  • album for my project life ✔
  • wooden tray
  • a cute camping mug
  • glass teapot
  • kodak portra 400
  • website / blog
  • a bento/lunch box 1
  • a nice food bowl (wood/bamboo)
  • less crap, more zero waste stuff
  • headphones ✔
  • find my new "go to make up"
jun 14 2019 ∞
jan 22 2022 +
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full list here.

nov 9 2017 ∞
jun 7 2019 +
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femmes

  • moana
  • brianna
  • hazel
  • gaia
  • roslyn
  • leilani
  • rosalie
  • grace
  • freya
  • emilia
  • emery
  • isa
    • after the rune
    • "The Isa rune is a single line meaning all the other runes are made from it."
  • jana
  • skadi
    • after the norse jötunn & goddess of wint...
mar 9 2019 ∞
sep 17 2021 +
  • fernando pessoa
  • sara eliza johnson
  • nina mingya powles
  • jantje friese
  • donna tartt
  • philip pullman
  • dante alighieri
  • john milton
  • virginia woolf
  • haruki murakami
  • mary oliver
  • louise glück
  • william blake
  • ruth ozeki
may 5 2021 ∞
may 11 2021 +
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vegan friendly restaurants & cafés

  • alte utting ✔
  • backspielhaus
  • bananaleaf
  • beirutbeirut (lebanese)
  • bellevue
  • bite delite
  • blitz
  • bodhi
  • bowls & blenders
  • cafe dankl
  • café omo (ethiopian)
  • cafe wonder, vegan & yoga
  • daddy longlegs/marys coffee club ✔
  • das maria (again)
  • deli kitchen
  • donuteria
  • emmi's kitchen
  • erbils
  • forza napoli
  • frischfutter
jun 30 2019 ∞
may 3 2022 +
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  • Diptych Dials
  • Sundials
  • Lunulae
    • crescent moon shaped amulets and talismans from ancient Rome
  • Astrolabe
    • an instrument used by astronomers and navigators
jun 11 2019 ∞
jun 11 2019 +
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  • "music, once admitted to the soul, becomes a sort of spirit, and never dies." - edward bulwer-lytton.
  • favourite songs of all time. songs that feel like home.

songs

  • mumford & sons — ghosts that we knew
  • bon iver & st. vincent — roslyn
  • loreena mckennitt — huron beltane fire dance
  • the middle east — blood
  • eluveitie - inis mona (live @ masters of rock)
  • the national - slow show
  • death cab for cutie - soul meets body
  • fleet foxes — your protector
  • bon iver — holocene
  • mumford & sons — broken crown
  • equilibrium — blut im auge
  • lord huron - louisa
apr 7 2019 ∞
oct 2 2021 +
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jul 19 2017 ∞
aug 4 2021 +
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(aka languages I wish I could speak)

  • hawaiian
  • swahili
  • isizulu
  • afrikaans
  • japanese
  • gaelic (scottish & irish)
  • tibetan
  • arabic
  • nepali
  • hindi
  • balinese/indonesian
  • vietnamese
  • sanskrit
  • bengali
  • urdu
  • persian/farsi
  • welsh
  • māori
  • hebrew
  • yiddish
jun 1 2019 ∞
jul 2 2021 +
  • chelsea wolfe
  • zola jesus
  • mount eerie
  • agalloch
  • king dude
jan 8 2022 ∞
jan 8 2022 +
  • Alice in Borderland — S1 (2020)
  • Don't Look Up (2021)
  • Squid Game — S1 (2021)
  • Black Mirror — S1 (2011)
jan 2 2022 ∞
feb 15 2022 +
  • sing more, maybe get into jazz & soul
  • read more (again)
  • spend less time on social media (comparing yourself to others) and more time editing, writing, painting (inspiring yourself)
  • SEEK DISCOMFORT
    • see an orthodontist
    • be active on social media (IG) again. share your art.
    • have more dates with yourself
    • lose your "weird" fears of things you actually love doing (photography eg) or at least learn how to deal with them
    • go and see my family. i don't want to but i know i have to, at some point.
  • write that story. fill one journal with all your ideas, playlists, characters, random thoughts.
  • work and travel/volunteer
dec 1 2021 ∞
dec 31 2021 +

London

Edinburgh

  • Babyfaced Baker
  • Dean Village
sep 20 2021 ∞
feb 17 2022 +

reads

  • magnolia 木蘭 by nina mingya powles
  • tiny moons: a year of eating in shanghai by nina mingya powles
  • die wand by marlen haushofer
  • the goldfinch by donna tartt
  • crying in h mart by michelle zauner

music

  • eluveitie
  • wardruna
  • the national
  • labrinth
  • danheim
  • equilibrium
  • fleet foxes
  • my 2021 playlist

shows & movies

  • suits
  • dark
  • ted lasso
jul 24 2021 ∞
nov 17 2021 +

series

  • black mirror
  • the leftovers
  • equinox
  • tales from the loop
  • salem
  • masters of sex
  • the originals
  • the affair
  • what we do in the shadows
  • lucifer
  • hilda
  • sex education
  • fleabag
  • fingersmith
  • scandal
  • breaking bad (partly rewatch)
  • and then there were none (2015)
  • the missing
  • the killing
  • broadchurch
sep 5 2019 ∞
apr 20 2021 +
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places

  • hohe tauern national park | east tyrol
  • berchtesgaden national park | bavaria

mountains

  • switzerland
    • augstmatthorn
    • monte generoso
    • pilatus, lucerne
    • brienzer rothorn
  • bavaria
feb 25 2018 ∞
may 6 2021 +
sep 8 2016 ∞
aug 22 2018 +

ideal routine

  • celery juice every morning before breakfast
    • already saw a difference after a few weeks; almost no hormonal acne/breakouts anymore; stick with it
  • full body peeling 1-2x a week
  • fitness (hiit/cardio, strength & yoga) at least 4x60 min a week

brands that test on animals or support animal cruelty

  • astor
  • avon
  • benefit
  • bobbi brown
  • chanel
  • clinique
  • dior
  • dolce & gabbana
jun 18 2019 ∞
dec 1 2021 +