♡ favourites | ✶ recent additions | ⚠ sensitive content

𝔦. — general

• animals awarded human credentials
• common misconceptions ♡
• cosmic latte
• headfooters
• hedgehog's dilemma
• i can eat glass
• inflatable rat
• lonely hearts killer
• love lock
• menthol cigarettes
• pantone 448 c
• plants with symbolism ♡
• rat king
• uk special forces selection
• unusual bio / chemical names
• wolf collar

𝔦𝔦. — history & events

✧ — if you ever decide to age, love, invite me. i'll retire my bones to make you tea and read you poetry.

• besides, other people's heads are a wretched place to be the home of a man's true happiness. ― arthur schopenhauer
• your loneliness is precious to you, i know. does it disturb you to know you are dear to me? do not let it. it is such a quiet feeling. it is like the light coming into a room, the moonlight ― katherine mansfield
• there is a luxury in self-reproach. it is the confession, not the priest, that gives us absolution. ― oscar wilde
• to be alive: not just the carcass, but the spark. that's crudely put, but if we're not supposed to dance, why all this music? ― gregory orr
• i wish i knew no astronomy when stars appear. ― joseph brodsky
• no... to be human. to be the place where ..._terry prachett_

♡ favourite | ✶ to finish | ✓ finished

𝔦. — playing

• dead by daylight ♡ w/ friends
  • killer main: sadako, spirit
  • surv main: cheryl, ace
• f1 25
  • career mode
• baldur's gate 3 ♡ ✓
  • campaign w/ classmates
• red dead redemption 2 ♡ ✶

𝔦𝔦. — to play

• cult of the lamb ✶
• deadlock
• dishonored
• divinity: original sin 2 ✶
• fallout: new vegas ✶

• albums ⭑ in rainbows ⋅ around the fur
• animals ⭑ deer ⋅ bleeding heart dove
• anime ⭑ death note ⋅ jujutsu kaisen
• bands ⭑ deftones ⋅ pinegrove ⋅ radiohead
• composers ⭑ rachmaninoff ⋅ tchaikovsky
• candy ⭑ sea salt dark chocolate
• colours ⭑ black ⋅ army green ⋅ red
• disciplines ⭑ philosophy ⋅ art ⋅ literature ⋅ law
• drinks ⭑ earl grey tea ⋅ iced tea
• f1 drivers ⭑ leclerc ⋅ verstappen
• films ⭑ whiplash ⋅ amadeus ⋅ there will be blood
• fruits ⭑ mandarin oranges ⋅ sultana grapes
• insect ⭑ death's head hawkmoth ⋅ dragonfly
• instruments ⭑ electric guitar ⋅ violin ⋅ trumpet
• mario kart character ⭑ black shy guy
• movie genres ⭑ psychological thriller
• music genres ⭑ indie rock ⋅ rap ⋅ nu metal

♡ adore | ✶ old favourites

• around the fur — deftones ♡
• in rainbows — radiohead ♡
• mezzanine — massive attack ♡
• preacher's daughter — ethel cain ♡
• to pimp a butterfly — kendrick lamar ♡
• iowa — slipknot ♡
• quest for fire — skrillex
• twin fantasy — car seat headrest ✶
• everybody is going to heaven — citizen ✶
• nurture — porter robinson
• led zeppelin — led zeppelin
• led zeppelin iv — led zeppelin
• bronco — orville peck ✶

• obsession, thornhill — i'll slaughter them all but you, a portrait of a lady on fire in my head. i'll surrender and crawl, even if it breaks me, just say you'll never leave, cause you're heavenly
• red sam, flyleaf — the warmth of your embrace melts my frostbitten spirit, you speak the truth and i hear it. but who are you? you are the truth, outscreaming these lies, and i worship, and i worship.
• de profundis, oscar wilde — love is a sacrament that should be taken kneeling.
• family tree, ethel cain — so take me down to the river, and bathe me clean / put me on the back of your white horse to ride all the way to the chapel, let you wash all over me.
• unsainted, slipknot — you've killed the saint in me, how dare you martyr me?
• take me back to eden, sleep token — my, my, those eyes like fire, i'm a winged insect, you're a funeral pyre, come now, bite through these wires, i'm a wa...

♡ favourite | ✶ continue

𝔦.— to watch

• deadwood
• interview with the vampire
• twin peaks
• true detective
• yellowjackets
• severance
• dandadan
• reservation dogs

𝔦𝔦. — watched

• death note ⭑ 1/1 ♡
• arcane ⭑ 2/2 — ♡ & ev, em
• over the garden wall ⭑ 1/1 — & ev
• jujutsu kaisen ⭑ 2/2 ♡ — & er
• community ⭑ out of order
• chainsaw man ⭑ 1/1
• stranger things ⭑ 4/4
• drive to survive ⭑ 6/7

𝔦𝔦𝔦. — partially watched

• or praise the lord, burn my house / i get lost, i freak out / you come home and hold me tight / as if it never happened at all / where is your light? am i home? / i will try not to keep you too long
• darling, give me your absence tonight / take the shade from the canvas and leave me the white / i'm a stranger to myself / don't reach for me, i'm too far away
• lay your hand across my face / time we lost, that's all my fault / please don't be long, because i want you now / life is too short, but i will live for you, my selfless love
• and i said hell is the sun, burning forever at the center of things / a ball on fire at the center of things, a brain on fire at the center of things
• jesus christ, that's a pretty face / the kind you'd find on someone that could save / jesus christ, i'm not scared to die / i'm a little bit scared of what comes after / i know you're coming in the night l...

✶ current | ✧ audiobook | ♡ favourite

𝔦. — partially read

• man's search for meaning — viktor frankl
• killers of the flower moon — david grann ✶
• crime and punishment — fyodor dostoevsky ⏸
• a tremor of bliss: contemporary writers on the saints
• figure drawing: design and invention — michael hampton

𝔦𝔦. — finished reading

• the portable nietzsche — kaufmann (trans. ed.) ⭑ jan
• indigenous justice — ed. shyba & yakeleya ⭑ jan
• the metamorphosis — franz kafka ⭑ feb ✧
• the picture of dorian gray — oscar wilde ⭑ mar

𝔦𝔦𝔦. — to read

• in cold blood — truman capote
• white fang / call of the wild — jack london
• the brothers karamazov — fyodor dostoevsky
• the idiot — fyodor dostoevsky

✶ new | ♡ loved | ̶d̶n̶f̶

• perverts — ethel cain ♡ ✶
• hurry up tomorrow — the weeknd ✧
• glutton for punishment — heartworms ♡ ✶
• illmatic — nas
• the devil and god are raging inside me — brand new
• at folsom prison — johnny cash ⠀♡
• i am music — playboi carti ✶
• mezzanine — massive attack ⠀♡♡♡
• love deluxe — sade
• tsunami sea — spiritbox ✶
• f*ck u skrillex... — skrillex ✶
• ste the beautiful martyr — bladee ✶
• dead channel sky — clipping. ✶

my dad gave me his beloved old ps2 and collection of games, i'm currently trying to sort through it and reunite all the discs with their cases / additional materials like guides and maps

♡ favourite | ✶ two-player

𝔦. — played or playing

• grand theft auto iii
• metal gear solid ii: sons of liberty ♡
• katamari damacy ✶ ♡
• bomberman '94 ✶
• ssx ✶

𝔦𝔦. — owned and want to play

• grand theft auto: vice city
• metal gear solid
• ratchet and clank
• ratchet and clank: up your arsenal
• final fantasy x & x-2
• parasite eve
• resident evil 2

• ameliorate: make (something bad or unsatisfactory) better.
• castigate: reprimand someone severely. ♡
• discursive: moving from topic to topic without order.
• genuflect: to touch the knee to the ground, especially in worship, or (metaphorically) to show deference or servility.
• improvident: not having or showing foresight; spendthrift or thoughtless.
• lambent: softly radiant. ♡ see also: "lambent wit: the ability to use words in a clever and humorous way without being unkind."
• lascivious: feeling or revealing an overt and often offensive sexual desire.
• profligate: recklessly wasteful or extravagant.
• riven: violently divided. ♡
• self-abnegation: the denial or abasement of oneself.
• slipshod: characterized by a lack of care, thought, or organization.
• vesper: an evening prayer, service, or hymn; an...