• jan.
    • 06/01 : industry – s01
    • 07/01 : school trip ♥
    • 13/01 : girls – s06
    • 16/01 : reset
    • 19/01 : industry – s02
      • feb.
    • 02/02 : me and thee
    • 02/02 : industry – s03
      • mar.
    • 03/03 : muteluv: love me if you swear
    • 04/03 : industry – s04
    • 10/03 : marahuyo project ♥
      • apr.
    • 18/04 : duang with you ♥
jan 2 2026 ∞
jun 13 2026 +

bold = utt

  • (&team) – nicholas, yudai, harua
  • (ateez) – wooyoung, seonghwa
  • (bonedo) – riwoo
  • (cix) – hyunsuk
  • (nct) – xiaojun, taeyong, chenle, yushi
  • (onf) – e-tion
  • (ooo) – junji
  • (svt) – hoshi, lee chan
  • (tan) – jaejun
  • (xdh) – jungsu
  • (zb1) – gunwook, ricky
  • cho seungyoun (woodz)
jul 1 2024 ∞
jun 10 2026 +
      • watching…
    • when oranges fall
    • ticket to heaven
      • reading…
    • for they know not what they do by slavoj žižek
      • listening…
    • to metal
oct 19 2022 ∞
jun 12 2026 +
      • jun.
    • 01/06 : bite now – meovv
    • 01/06 : atmos – shinee
    • 01/06 : new wav – treasure
    • 01/06 : love & pop pt. 1 – triples
    • 05/06 : hum of hurt – converge
    • 05/06 : cry baby – vince staples
    • 08/06 : home – boynextdoor
    • 08/06 : set the tempo – izna
    • 12/06 : demand to be taken to heaven alive! – horse lords
    • 12/06 : so help me god – kelsey lu
    • 12/06 : you seem pretty sad for a girl so in love – olivia rodrigo
    • 15/06 : ii – riize
    • 17/06 : onf:my self – onf
    • 19/06 : rituals of shame – warning
    • 26/06 : golden hour : part.5 – ateez
    • 26/06 : the ground above – beth orton
apr 2 2021 ∞
jun 10 2026 +
  • ἀλήθεια or alētheia. truth, reality.
  • ἀνάκλισις or anáklisis. ‘to lean on’. of, relating to, or characterized by strong emotional dependence on another person, exemplified by the behaviour of an infant at the mother’s breast; choice of an object of libidinal attachment on the basis of a resemblance to early childhood protective and parental figures.
  • anodyne. not likely to provoke dissent or offense; inoffensive, often deliberately so. a painkilling drug or medicine.
  • ἀφάνισις or aphánisis. disappearance (of sexual desire); the fear of losing whatever it is that makes life ‘life’.
  • atavistic. relating to or characterized by reversion to something ancient or ancestral.
  • bildung. cultivation, refinement, education, culture; formation, creation.
  • catachresis. a misuse of a word; an application of a term to something which it does not prope...
oct 21 2025 ∞
jun 3 2026 +
  •   天使の楽園 (looking for an angel) – akihiro suzuki ♥↻
  •   o agente secreto – kleber mendonça filho
  •   marty supreme – josh safdie
  •   天使の体温 (angel’s body temperature) – akihiro suzuki
  •   one battle after another – paul thomas anderson
  •   悲情城市 (a city of sadness) – hou hsiao-hsien
  •   romance – catherine breillat
  •   簪 (ornamental hairpin) – hiroshi shimizu
  •   loulou – maurice pialat ♥
  •   weapons – zach cregger
  •   angst essen seele auf – rainer werner fassbinder
  •   le genou de claire – éric rohmer
  •   洞 (the hole) – tsai ming-liang
  •   リリイ・シュシュのすべて ...
jan 2 2026 ∞
jun 10 2026 +
  •  extravagant abjection: blackness, power, and sexuality in the african american literary imagination – darieck scott
  •  les damnés de la terre – frantz fanon ♥
  •  an v de la révolution algérienne – frantz fanon
  •  sociologia do negro brasileiro – clóvis moura
  •  the delectable negro: human consumption and homoeroticism within u.s. slave culture – vincent woodard
  •  is the rectum a grave? and other essays – leo bersani
  •  the sublime object of ideology – slavoj žižek ♥
jan 2 2026 ∞
jun 12 2026 +
    • medieval muslim philosophers on race – paul-a. hardy
    • signifyin’ “black in china” and sharing black pathos: libidinal energies in vlogs produced by black youtubers in china – shenglan qing (x)
    • twos, ones, and zeros: mothers, sovereigns, slaves – sara-maria sorentino (x)
    • an orientalist history of transmisogyny – julianna neuhouser (x)
    • trans antinomies – violet spurlock
feb 8 2025 ∞
jun 13 2026 +