• jan.
• 06/01 : industry – s01
• 07/01 : school trip ♥
• 13/01 : girls – s06
• 16/01 : reset
• 19/01 : industry – s02
  • feb.
• 02/02 : me and thee
• 02/02 : industry – s03 ♥
  • mar.
• 03/03 : muteluv: love me if you swear
• 04/03 : industry – s04
• 10/03 : marahuyo project ♥
  • apr.
• 18/04 : duang with you ♥

bold = utt

• (&team) – nicholas, yudai, harua
• (ateez) – wooyoung, seonghwa
• (bonedo) – riwoo
• (cix) – hyunsuk
• (nct) – xiaojun, taeyong, chenle, yushi
• (onf) – e-tion
• (ooo) – junji
• (svt) – hoshi, lee chan
• (tan) – jaejun
• (xdh) – jungsu
• (zb1) – gunwook, ricky
• cho seungyoun (woodz)

• watching…
• don’t be too emotional
• the edge of horizon
  • reading…
• psychoanalysis and feminism by juliet mitchell
• wayward lives by saidiya hartman
  • listening…
• to metal

• aug.
• 21/08 : the dark – chelsea wolfe
• 21/08 : ii – denzel curry & kenneth blume
• 21/08 : the sin : bliss – enhypen
• 21/08 : materia – julia holter
• 24/08 : unbreakable: 少年beast – alpha drive one
• 24/08 : saucin’ – nexz
• 24/08 : blingy – nct 127
• 24/08 : tune & play – tuide
• 25/08 : hop – all(h)ours
• 26/08 : sunburst – riize
• 26/08 : tenacity – sf9
• 28/08 : the will of tongues – sarah davachi
• 31/08 : phase 1 : soft violence – taemin
  • sep.
• 09/09 : handle with care – izna
• 04/09 : who loves the sun – chat pile

• ἀλήθεια or alētheia. truth, reality.
• ἀνάκλισις or anáklisis. ‘to lean on’. of, relating to, or characterized by strong emotional dependence on another person, exemplified by the behaviour of an infant at the mother’s breast; choice of an object of libidinal attachment on the basis of a resemblance to early childhood protective and parental figures.
• anodyne. not likely to provoke dissent or offense; inoffensive, often deliberately so. a painkilling drug or medicine.
• ἀφάνισις or aphánisis. disappearance (of sexual desire); the fear of losing whatever it is that makes life ‘life’.
• atavistic. relating to or characterized by reversion to something ancient or ancestral.
• bildung. cultivation, refinement, education, culture; formation, creation.
• catachresis. a misuse of a word; an application of a term to something which it does not prope...

• medieval muslim philosophers on race – paul-a. hardy
• signifyin’ “black in china” and sharing black pathos: libidinal energies in vlogs produced by black youtubers in china – shenglan qing (x)
• twos, ones, and zeros: mothers, sovereigns, slaves – sara-maria sorentino (x)
• trans antinomies – violet spurlock
• diagrammatics as physiognomy: w. e. b. du bois’s graphic modernities – alexander g. weheliye (x)
• a bejahung nas conexões da psicanálise – oswaldo frança neto (x)
• o desamparo na metapsicologia freudiana: entre a condição estrutural e a dimensão econômica do psiquismo – diversos autores (x)
• yellow over black: the precolonial and colonial history of race in korea, 1883–1...