• jan.
• 08/01 : miseinen ♥
• 11/01 : caged again
• 25/01 : see your love
  • feb.
• 01/02 : if it’s with you
• 22/02 : when it rains, it pours
• 28/02 : century of love
  • mar.
• 09/03 : thamepo: heart that skips a beat
• 22/03 : gelboys ♥
  • apr.
• 07/04 : the white lotus – s03
• 08/04 : gameboys ♥
• 30/04 : heesu in class 2
  • may.

bold = utt

• (&team) — nicholas, yudai, harua
• (ateez) — wooyoung, seonghwa
• (bonedo) — riwoo
• (cix) — hyunsuk
• (nct) — xiaojun, taeyong, chenle
• (onf) — e-tion
• (ooo) — junji
• (svt) — hoshi, lee chan
• (tan) — jaejun
• (xdh) — jungsu
• (zb1) — gunwook, ricky
• cho seungyoun (woodz)

• watching
  • khemjira
  • punks triangle
• reading
  • engendering blackness: slavery and the ontology of sexual violence by patrice d. douglass
• listening
  • black messiah by d’angelo

• oct.
• 30/10 : pressure, choerry
• 31/10 : iconoclasts, anna von hausswolff
• 31/10 : in the earth again, chat pile & hayden pedigo
• 31/10 : everybody scream, florence and the machine
• 31/10 : hooke’s law, keiyaa
• 31/10 : syndrome, wonho
• 31/10 : house of tricky : wrecking the house, xikers
  • nov.
• 04/11 : the passage, ahof
• 05/11 : heart maid, sunmi
• 05/11 : i-know, u-know
• 05/11 : uxlxve, xlov
• 07/11 : happiness is going to get you, allie x
• 07/11 : mercy, armand hammer & the alchemist
• 07/11 : stardust, danny brown

• ἀλήθεια or alētheia. truth, reality.
• ἀνάκλισις or anáklisis. ‘to lean on’. of, relating to, or characterized by strong emotional dependence on another person, exemplified by the behaviour of an infant at the mother’s breast; choice of an object of libidinal attachment on the basis of a resemblance to early childhood protective and parental figures.
• anodyne. not likely to provoke dissent or offense; inoffensive, often deliberately so. a painkilling drug or medicine.
• ἀφάνισις or aphánisis. disappearance (of sexual desire); the fear of losing whatever it is that makes life ‘life’.
• atavistic. relating to or characterized by reversion to something ancient or ancestral.
• bildung. cultivation, refinement, education, culture; formation, creation.
• catachresis. a misuse of a word; an application of a term to something which it does not prope...

• japanese indie 90s
• 80s video store horror
• avant-garde underground
• nu metal horror
• the chaos is female
• ghosts of japan
• afropessimist cinema
• a canon of slow cinema

anti-blackness, black feminism, afro-pessimism

• daniel c. barber, nonrelation and metarelation
• patrice d. douglass, whither the queer history of slavery?
• saidiya hartman, venus in two acts
• zakiyyah i. jackson, losing manhood: animality and plasticity in the (neo)slave narrative
• axelle karera, blackness and the pitfalls of anthropocene ethics
• david s. marriott, on racial fetishism
• david s. marriott, on revolutionary suicide
• tyrone s. palmer, otherwise than blackness: feeling, world, sublimation
• jared sexton, people-of-color-blindness: notes on the afterlife of slavery
• jared sexton, afro-pessimism: the unclear word
• jared sexton, affirmation in the dark: racial slavery and philosophical pessimism
• sara-maria sorentino & tapji garba, slavery is a metaphor: a critical comment...