ㅤㅤ one of these nights // tonight i can write
- i, who stopped that day with this old story / i'm going through heartache longer / than the times we loved
- i no longer love her, that’s certain, but maybe i love her / love is so short, forgetting is so long
ㅤㅤ charles bukowski // crack baby // adrift // lonely // 4.48 psychosis // valley of the dolls // idontwannabeyouanymore // blue & grey
- there is a place in the heart that / will never be filled / and / we will wait / and / wait / in that space
- it's been a long, hard, twenty-year summer vacation / all these twenty years trying to fill the void
- i don’t know whether i’ve lost the way / or whether from the beginning i was lost, / for whoever i’m with, a corner of my heart is still always lonely
- i'm sorry, even when i’m with you, i’m lonely / i must be lacking when it comes to love, / please forgive this horrible person i am
- i can fill my space / fill my time / but nothing can fill this void in my heart
- born with a void, hard to destroy with love or hope / built with a heart broken from the start
- was i made from a broken mold?
- could it be that humans are really the animals of regret? or is it just me who was created by loneliness?
ㅤㅤ o mundo é um moinho // bohemian rhapsody
- ainda é cedo, amor / mal começaste a conhecer a vida / já anuncias a hora de partida / sem saber mesmo o rumo que irás tomar
- mama, life had just begun, / but now i've gone and thrown it all away [...] goodbye, everybody, i've got to go, / gotta leave you all behind and face the truth
ㅤㅤ nothing new // fisrt love/late spring
- how can a person know everything at eighteen, but nothing at twenty-two?
- and i was so young when i behaved twenty-five, yet now, i find i've grown into a tall child
ㅤㅤ sweet life // buzzcut season // your best american girl
- you've had a landscaper and a house keeper since you were born / the star shine always kept you warm / so why see the world, when you got the beach?
- explosions on TV / and all the girls with heads inside a dream / so, now we live beside the pool / where everything is good
- you're the sun, you've never seen the night / but you hear it song from the morning birds
ㅤㅤ 100 anos // one of these nights // you never know // so far away // working for the knife // right where you left me // alone // mi vida eres tu // the frost
- o tempo passa mas eu vejo como nada mudou
- i can’t quickly forget, because even when the pages of the calendar turns, i’m still in the same place
- even as the whole world is changing / it feels like i’m still the same
- why am i here alone when everyone else is running?
- i always knew the world moves on / i just didn't know it would go without me
- did you ever hear about the girl who got frozen? / time went on for everybody else, she won't know it
- i become afraid of my current image where loneliness has stopped at that time
- tenho só um coração, canto a mesma canção, vivo uma velha ilusão
- the frost, it looks like dust settled on the world / after everyone's long been gone / but me, i was hidin', or forgotten, the only one left / now the world is mine alone
ㅤㅤ home is far away // loss
- if you don't grow, growing pains is just pain
- the growth / that blossoms from suffering / is finite. / when all of the blood / has been emptied, / when the limbs / have been exiled, / when the room / has been drained, / there is only / phantom pain. / (taunting and / useless.) / a reminder / of what will never be / returned to us.
ㅤㅤ the god of small things // in my dreams // like crazy // fake love
- if you're happy in a dream, does that count?
- in my dreams, you love me back / in my dreams, you love me back
- no, don't you wake me / i wanna stay in this dream, don't save me / don't you try to save me / i need a way we can dream on
- i grew a flower that can’t be bloomed / in a dream that can’t come true
ㅤㅤ helena // homemade dynamite
- can we pretend to leave, and then / we'll meet again / when both our cars collide
- might get your friend to drive / but he can hardly see / we'll end up painted on the road / red and chrome, all the broken glass sparkling
ㅤㅤ as it was // deprê // // doughnut
- seems you cannot be replaced / and i'm the one who will stay
- agora você vai embora / e quem fica é sempre quem chora
- the moment i waved and turned around / i was overcome with loneliness
ㅤㅤ the show must go on // mirrorball
- inside my heart is breaking / my make up may be flaking / but my smile still stays on
- i know they said the end is near / but i'm still on my tallest tiptoes / spinning in my highest heels, love / shining just for you
ㅤㅤ fireworks // nothing new // the cure // my sea
- one morning this sadness will fossilize, and i will forget how to cry [...] and then, one warm summer night, i'll hear fireworks outside, and i'll listen to the memories as they cry, cry, cry
- i know someday i'm gonna meet her, it's a fever dream / the kind of radiance you only have at seventeen / she'll know the way and then she'll say she got the map from me / i'll say i'm happy for her then i'll cry myself to sleep
- i was a little bit lost, but i'm not anymore / i was a little bit hurt, but i'm not anymore / i was a little left out, but i'm not anymore / 'cause the tears fell down, but they don't anymore / i was a little messed up, but i'm not anymore / i was a little lucked out, but i'm not anymore / i was a little far gone, but i'm not anymore / it's alright now, baby i've got the cure
- even if i get swept away and get lost, i'm free / i won’t close my eyes at the darkness / that traps me anymore [...] and yet, occasionally still / i may lose to life again / but even if i get lost again, i know the way back
ㅤㅤ flower // serendipity
- before i called his name / he was only / an object without meaning / when i called his name / he came to me / and he blossomed into a flower
- when you called me / i became your flower
ㅤㅤ tear // kill this love
- my heart breaks, please i'd rather burn it / so that the pain and my lingering love don’t remain at all anymore
- i tried putting the memories on fire / i hoped my regrets would become the ashes but / it became even hotter
ㅤㅤ all too well // 29 // vampire
- and i was never good at telling jokes, but the punch line goes / "i'll get older, but your lovers stay my age"
- i see you're quite the collector / yeah, you're twelve years her elder / maybe now it doesn't matter / but i know fucking better
- went for me and not her / 'cause girls your age know better
ㅤㅤ poema em linha reta // franz kafka // the only heartbreaker
- quem me dera ouvir de alguém a voz humana / que confessasse não um pecado, mas uma infâmia; / que contasse, não uma violência, mas uma cobardia! / não, são todos o ideal, se os ouço e me falam. / quem há neste largo mundo que me confesse que uma vez foi vil? / ó príncipes, meus irmãos, / arre, estou farto de semideuses! / onde é que há gente no mundo? / então sou só eu que é vil e errôneo nesta terra?
- i was ashamed of myself when i realised life was a costume party and i attended with my real face
- so i'll be the loser in this game / i'll be the bad guy in the play / i'll be the water main that's burst and flooding / you'll be by the window, only watching
ㅤㅤ the truth untold // the 1
- maybe back then / if i had just a little more courage / and stood before you / would everything be different now?
- i persist and resist the temptation to ask you / if one thing had been different / would everything be different today?
ㅤㅤ heather // happiness // happier
- but how could i hate her? she's such an angel / but then again, kinda wish she were dead as she / walks by
- i hope she'll be a beautiful fool / who takes my spot next to you / no i didn't mean that / sorry i can't see facts through all of my fury
- and now i'm picking her apart / like cutting her down will make you miss my wretched heart / but she's beautiful / she looks kind
ㅤㅤ never grow up // ribs // 28
- so here i am in my new apartment / in a big city, they just dropped me off / it's so much colder than i thought it would be / so i tuck myself in and turn my nightlight on
- this dream isn't feeling sweet / we're reeling through the midnight streets / and i've never felt more alone / it feels so scary getting old
- i am breathing but / seems like my heart is broken / yeah, now i've become an adult who finds it hard to grasp my dream / and that's growing up
ㅤㅤ children // 2080
- why are there so many things to do / when i’m still going so slow? / i’m so young / i still get shaken just like that
- the fast-paced world does not wait for my youth
ㅤㅤ come into the water // hurt
- so would you tell me if you want me? 'cause i can't move until you show me
- don't want you to just say the words / you should come and show me first, 'cause i'm not gonna be the one to get hurt
ㅤㅤ gold rush // ceilings
- my mind turns your life into folklore / i can't dare to dream about you anymore / at dinner parties / i won't call you out on your contrarian shit / and the coastal town / we never found will never / see a love as pure as it / 'cause it fades into the gray of my day-old tea / 'cause it will never be
- you kiss me in your car / and it feels like the start of a movie i've seen before / but it's not real / and you don't exist / and i can't recall the last time i was kissed / it hits me in the car / and it feels like the end of a movie i've seen before / before
ㅤㅤ equalize // illicit affairs
- eu vou equalizar você / numa frequência que só a gente sabe
- you taught me a secret language / i can't speak with anyone else
ㅤㅤ pyro // bigger than the whole sky
- a single book of matches gonna burn what's standing in the way
- every single thing to come has turned into ashes
ㅤㅤ cardigan // dear john
- you drew stars around my scars / but now i'm bleeding
- you paint me a blue sky / and go back and turn it to rain
ㅤㅤ all too well // driver's license // somebody that i used to know // dear john // i have questions
- after plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own / now you mail back my things and i walk home alone
- i guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me / 'cause you said forever now i drive alone past your street
- you didn't have to stoop so low / have your friends collect your records and then change your number/ i guess that i don't need that, though / now you're just somebody that i used to know
- and you'll add my name / to your long list of traitors / who don't understand
- my name was safest in your mouth / and why'd you have to go and spit it out?
ㅤㅤ exile // coney island // i guess
- you were my town / now i'm in exile, seein' you out
- if i can't relate to you anymore / then who am i related to?
- it’s been you and me since before i was me / without you, i don’t yet know quite how to live
ㅤㅤ right where you left me // the frost
- everybody moved on, i, i stayed there / dust collected on my pinned-up hair / they expected me to find somewhere / some perspective, but i sat and stared / right where you left me
- the frost, it looks like dust / settled on the world / after everyone's long been gone / but me, i was hidin', or forgotten / the only one left