• london fogs
• make it wit chu by queens of the stone age
• new tote bag i got for free from law day
• being hydrated (if i say it it will become true right)
• playing baldur's gate 3 with ashe - our honor mode campaign
• the phrase "torn asunder" in situations that are far too mundane for it to be appropriate
• the word "triage"
• driving
• the gray / dark brown cargo pants i thrifted a bit ago
• spring rolls
• mango coconut milk
• the alex g lyric "she loves me like a dog"
• being emotionally vulnerable
• what you need by jay som
• dumpster baby by bladee ♡ ♡ ♡

♡ favourites | ✶ recent additions | ⚠ sensitive content

𝔦. — general

• animals awarded human credentials
• clerical collar
• common misconceptions ♡
• cosmic latte
• headfooters
• hedgehog's dilemma
• i can eat glass
• inflatable rat
• judas goat
• lonely hearts killer
• love lock
• menthol cigarettes
• pantone 448 c
• plants with symbolism ♡
• rat king
• uk special forces selection
• unusual bio / chemical names
• wolf collar

• say my name and his in the same breath, i dare you to say they taste the same.
• we were certainly uncertain, at least i'm pretty sure i am.
• praise the lord, burn my house, i get lost, i freak out, you come home and hold me tight as if it never happened at all. where is your light? am i home? i will try not to keep you too long.
• you've set on me, but you are not the sun.
• preach all you want, but who's gonna save me? i keep a gun on the book you gave me - hallelujah, lock and load.
• i promise i'm doing my best, i just haven't learned how to be human as you are yet.
• and i don't mind throwing away this filthy silver tongue (you barely joyous, broken thing)
• i know you're coming in the night like a ...

• nettles · ethel cain ⠀ ✧
• acolyte · slaughter beach, dog ⠀ ✧
• black milk · massive attack ⠀ ✧
• archers · brand new ⠀ ✧
• around the fur · deftones ⠀ ✧
• make me bad · korn ⠀ ✧
• sans soleil · alexisonfire ⠀ ✧
• grindhouse · machine girl ⠀ ✧
• obedient · bladee, ecco2k ⠀✧
• all i need · radiohead ⠀ ✧
• sunspots · nine inch nails ⠀ ✧
• angry · bôa ⠀ ✧

• and i ached for my heart like some tin man
• all i wanted was to see everything you see in me, everything i wanna be, high at sunrise
• if you think i couldn't hold my own, believe me, i can
• know there's malice in you babe, i kinda like it - it's all consuming and you do it well
• no need to be anxious, baby, it's natural
• does the body rule the mind or does the mind rule the body? i don't know
• oh my days, the time keeps on truckin' away / i'm so used to last, can't tell when i'm first place
• for crying out loud, settle down
• ain't it a gentle sound, the rolling in the graves? ain't it like thunder under earth, the sound it makes? ain't you my bab...

• new waterbottle
• prescription sunglasses
• go to the dentist
• go on a trip
• go to uniqlo
• buy some more skincare products
• buy a new laptop
• buy a suit
• buy a nicer reading chair
• resign from one of my volunteer positions (maybe)
• take a painting class
• go to a concert (w / evie)
• late night mcds with the fellas
• get coffee w c
• finish 3+ books

• abscond: leave hurriedly and secretly, typically to avoid detection of or arrest for an unlawful action such as theft.
• abstruse: difficult to understand; obscure.
• alacrity: brisk and cheerful readiness. ♡
• assiduously: with great care and perseverance.
• avulsion: a forcible separation or detachment.
• beleaguered: in a very difficult situation; surrounded by an army.
• boondoggle: a wasteful, unnecessary project or activity, often funded by public money, that continues due to political or bureaucratic inertia.
• catechism: a summary of christian doctrine, often in a question-and-answer format, used for instruction in faith and religious teaching; something resembling a catechism especially in being a rote response or formulaic statement.
• coterie: a small group of people with shared interests or tastes, especially one that is e...

♡ favourite | ✶ to finish | ✓ finished

𝔦. — playing

• deadlock ♡
• darkest dungeon 2
• tomodachi life: living the dream

𝔦𝔦. — to play

• cult of the lamb ✶
• dishonored
• divinity: original sin 2 ✶
• fallout: new vegas ✶
• hades ✶
• hellslave
• red dead redemption 2 ♡ ✶
• resident evil 2 ✶
• return of the obra dinn
• slay the spire
• the witcher 3
• west of loathing
• resident evil 4 (2005) ✶

♡ editor's choice | ✶ current events

—— january

• cyberpunk: edgerunners (2022) w/ ash
• ghost in the shell (1995) ♡ w/ dad
• tron: ares (2025) w/ evie
• the oligarch's son | the new yorker
• what comes after the protests | the new yorker ✶
• among america's low information voters | the new yorker
• the itch | the new yorker
• where the sidewalk ends | lux magazine
• i loved texas chainsaw massacre before i loved myself | electric literature
• what my adult autism diagnosis finally explained | the cut ♡
• deadlock ♡ old gods, new blood update
• baldur's gate 3 ♡
• return to silent hill (2026) w/ ev & g
• the future is too easy | defector ♡
• what happened when portland decriminalized fentanyl | rolling stone
• iron lung (2026) w/ ev

• abandon shame
• prioritize my mental health and be gentle to myself
• treat sleep like a religion
• make my room 10x more cozy
• do not be afraid to ask for help
• say yes when i want to say no
• ✓ pass my exam and get my full driver's license
• ✓ email law school admissions & dept head
• more ear piercings
• quit short form content & twitch (?)
• ✓ donate a bunch of my clothes
• start working out / rock climbing
• practicum or research project
• ✓ update my voicemail
• graduate (with honours? if it doesn't interfere with my touching grass)
• go to more local punk / rock shows (w/ evie?)
• set more boundaries

insp by sloane

• dose of ibuprofen
• sleeping for 14 hours
• testosterone injections
• spending a semester abroad on my parents' dime
• buying a new notebook
• nose piercing
• endearing myself to another professor (wip)
• getting drained dry by a vampire
• going to church again / baptism / exorcism
• soup !
• learning how to meditate
• getting terence fletchered
• jamming my fingers down my throat to induce vomiting and lying on the cold bathroom floor
• listening to industrial music loud enough to prevent any thoughts (works periodica...