• Meander, Spiral, Explode: Design and Pattern in Narrative / Jane Alison
  • Strange Dogs / James S. A. Corey
  • Double Down / Jeff Kinney
  • Things That Are / Amy Leach
  • City of Saints and Madmen / Jeff VanderMeer
  • The Mezzanine / Nicholson Baker
  • Polar / Dobby Gibson
  • Shriek: An Afterword / Jeff VanderMeer
  • Bright Dead Things / Ada Limón
  • When I Grow Up I Want To Be A List Of Further Possibilities / Chen Chen
  • Mezzanines / Matthew Olzmann
  • A Load of Hooey / Bob Odenkirk
  • The Sunflower Cast a Spell to Save Us from the Void / Jackie Wang
  • Calling a Wolf a Wolf / Kaveh Akbar
  • Space Struck / Paige Lewis
  • Finch / Jeff VanderMeer
  • Dome of the Hidden Pavilion / James Tate
jan 2 2022 ∞
jun 23 2022 +

Poetry collections

  • Swan as a Verb (chapbook)
    • coming summer 2022 from dancing girl press!!
  • Moon crumbs (chapbook) (2019)
  • Brightvoids (2018)
    • MFA thesis
  • The Millifold Bouquet (2016)
    • BA thesis

Novels

  • Vermilion Grove (2019)
  • Like Distant Vehicles or Stars Shining Out Loud (2013)
  • Effulgence (2011)
  • Hello, I Dislike You Intensely. Have a Ni...
jan 16 2014 ∞
nov 24 2021 +
  • [tentacle screeching] --stranger things
  • [ominous farm animal sounds] --the vvitch
  • [investigatory synth music] --the expanse
  • [medical devices chirping softly] --the expanse
  • [fluttering synth music] --mr robot
  • [ominous jazz music] --mr robot
  • [oppressive music] --dark
  • [dismal music] --dark
  • [roaring, electronic bubbling] --dark
  • [chuckles in white voice] --sorry to bother you
  • [many teeth chattering] --legion
  • [all grunting melodically as bruce springsteen] --broad city
  • [seinfeld-esque theme plays] --aunty donna's big ol' house of fun
  • [anticipatory orchestral music playing] --the queen's gambit
jul 13 2020 ∞
oct 23 2021 +
  • dexter
    • watched: season 1
    • liked
      • the premise
      • the opening titles
    • disliked
      • felt kinda corny at times (esp the s1 Big Twist) despite taking itself v seriously
      • missing a subtlety/style factor for me
    • similar show i think does it better: hannibal
  • lucifer
    • watched: 4 episodes
    • liked: tom ellis
    • disliked
dec 24 2020 ∞
may 22 2021 +
  • Shang-Chi and The Legend of The Ten Rings / Destin Daniel Cretton
  • Eternals / Chloé Zhao
  • The House / Emma de Swaef & Marc James Roels; Niki Lindroth von Bahr; Paloma Baeza
  • Spider-Man: No Way Home / Jon Watts
  • The Beguiled / Sofia Coppola
  • Napoleon Dynamite / Jared Hess
  • Annette / Leos Carax
  • Everybody's Talking About Jamie / Jonathan Butterell
  • The Electrical Life of Louis Wain / Will Sharpe
  • The Batman / Matt Reeves
  • Seven Stages to Achieve Eternal Bliss / Vivieno Caldinelli
  • Marguerite / Xavier Giannoli
  • Deadpool / Tim Miller
  • Deadpool 2 / David Leitch
  • Red Rover / Shane Belcourt
jan 2 2022 ∞
jun 15 2022 +
  • 3 poems HERE
    • vagina sounds in space
    • headless portraits
    • and paintings made from human hair
  • 1 poem HERE
    • "light seeping out of my pores and pooling in the sheets"
  • 1 poem HERE
    • tfw you're an aromantic spaceship
  • 1 poem HERE
    • "she went behind you and started strangling you with your hair"
  • 1 poem HERE
    • "horses thundering from every hole in your head"
  • 1 poem HERE
feb 16 2019 ∞
jun 11 2022 +

full-length #1

  • ugly appliances
  • ugly lightyear
  • feral lightyear
  • feral organs
  • slimes and glimmerings
  • snazzy sinkhole
  • murky animal
  • salt gown
  • calculated squalor
  • agonizer 3000
  • a few cursed images close to my heart
  • my demon has an anime body pillow of me
  • friendly neighborhood blood lake
    • it's gonna be this one, friends

full-length #2

  • all this and a big bag of hair
  • bite down
  • why the holes in cats' fur are always in ...
dec 5 2020 ∞
feb 21 2022 +
  • Hawkeye season 1
  • Daredevil seasons 1, 2, 3
  • Aggretsuko season 4
  • Luke Cage seasons 1, 2
  • The Defenders (miniseries)
  • Murderville season 1
  • Squid Game season 1
  • Superstore season 6
  • 30 Rock seasons 3, 4
  • The Expanse season 6
  • The Wheel of Time season 1
  • My Brother, My Brother, and Me season 1
  • The Book of Boba Fett season 1
  • Stranger Things season 4
jan 5 2022 ∞
jun 21 2022 +

wanted at one point

  • matching moons on wrists, one waning, one waxing
  • "OK OK OK" on left wrist

still mulling

  • snail girl on right ankle
    • pros: cute
    • cons: too cute? too twee?
  • medieval rabbit riding snail
    • pros: weird and dope
    • cons: no personal connection to medieval era or original political symbolism of the image, ergo, feelings of fraudulence. also the perpetual tattoo fear: will i think it's stupid in three years?
  • the last 40 words of tony hoagland's "jet" on back or thigh
    • pros: lit and life-affirming
sep 10 2021 ∞
oct 6 2021 +
  • by the end of november 2020
  • by the end of 2020
    • have 10 lit journal acceptances (14/10)
    • start submitting manuscript to publishers
    • hold a headstand (sirsasana) for 5s
  • by the end of march 2021
    • have 10 lit journal acceptances (9/10)
    • orgasm every day for 4 weeks
  • by my next birthday
    • find a publisher for book #1
    • finish 1st draft of book #2
    • have sex
    • be reasonably-good-for-an-amateur at ballet again
  • by my 30th birthday
nov 7 2020 ∞
may 8 2022 +
  • this leather motorcycle jacket
  • these novelty socks
  • milk bar sampler
  • united sodas sampler
  • absinthe
  • thicc water
  • weed gummies
  • liquid eyeliner
  • star/galaxy projector
  • speaker
  • weights?
  • divacup
  • kaleidoscope glasses?
  • vibrator?
  • invisalign?
  • tattoo?
  • full mattress?
oct 10 2020 ∞
apr 28 2022 +