• call me max or marina
• they/them and any pronouns
• nonbinary lesbian baby! (as an exclamation, that is not me calling you baby i just think it sounds funky)
• lawful neutral, 4w5, enfp
• taiwanese, russian, and japanese
• i almost exclusively talk in caps LOL it's just me i like to shout

• something has to change - the japanese house
• listen!!! - aly & aj
• time machine - coin
• poetry by dead men - sara bareilles
• got to be real - cheryl lynn
• pretty great - fickle friends
• hush - the marías
• girls - vetta borne
• light on - maggie rogers
• sarah - alex g
• rock bottom - hailee steinfeld

• january: pasta. because i did not have any
• february: matcha with milk. because i remembered that they existed for the last half of february and they came through lol
• march: gamer headphones. i think they are so rad i would love to have one
• april: cam!!!!!! because fae said so and because i love them very much fae's very cool and awesome co-op with her is so much fun :thumbs_up:
• may: genshin impact. idk it's my favorite game ever it makes me so happy,,,,,
• june: tbh i forgot. the thing of the month is myself LOL
• july: my friend s. you are so amazing and awesome and cool i love you :) - your best friend watson
• august: jujutsu kaisen and my art journal. because... idk new interest and i love making art

• a really cool comfy living room with a nintendo switch under the tv shelf and a nice cozy couch to sit on with friends
• a cool bedroom with posters and figures of my favorite shows
• a cat and a dog
• cool pattern socks
• geico insurance
• all the sims 3 and 4 packs
• cat ear headphones
• dyed hair
• those thick black glasses lol

• absolutely no talking about grades or "if you understood the homework" at any time
• don't talk to someone if they have their headphones in unless you really need to ask for something
• don't tell someone that their hair looks better "this way" if the color didn't come out the way they wanted it to
  • how do you know it looks better. have you seen me with blue hair
• normalize attaching return receipts to all gifts
• don't stand in the middle of the hallway and talk to your friend
• don't push people in the hallway
• don't lean against other people's lockers

• thinking about playing video games
• cutting my hair
• doodling in the margins of my notes
• hesitating to annotate my books because they are new
• annotating them anyway because they will get old
• talking super fast
• keysmashing
• looking at the sky
• doodling
• playing any song on my guitar
• thinking about things that inspire me
• watching tv. does that count? i don't care
• playing cool tunes on my clarinet
• making art!!!!!!!
• telling my friends i love them
• listening to music :D

shows

• arcane
• she-ra and the princesses of power (reboot)
• jujutsu kaisen
• my little pony

games

• genshin impact
• stardew valley
• celeste
• hades

• "You are wrong if you think joy emanates only or principally from human relationships. God has placed it all around us. It is in everything and anything we might experience. We just have to have the courage to turn against our habitual lifestyle and engage in unconventional living." - Chris McCandless
• “I exist.’ In thousands of agonies — I exist. I’m tormented on the rack — but I exist! Though I sit alone in a pillar — I exist! I see the sun, and if I don’t see the sun, I know it’s there. And there’s a whole life in that, in knowing that the sun is there.” - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
• "It is no bad thing to celebrate a simple life." - J.R.R. Tolkien
• "The Letter" by Linda Gregg
• “The sea is a favourite place for the birth of visions.” - Carl Jung

3/1/21

• there was this cloud that looked exactly like the countries around the globe. it was like a carbon copy???? wow
• also this crocodile cloud
• and this huge giant that was lying down. also humans lying down

3/14/21

• the clouds that are rolling by pretty fast are gray/darker blue at the bottom and white at the top today. like shadows.

• looking up something about a character i like from a show i just started watching and seeing a major spoiler after the keyword (ex. "death")
• holes in my socks
• trying to go fall asleep at night during the summer when it's super warm
• not having the device needed to play a game
• my phone being on 60% or less battery
• when i can't find a charger anywhere
• forgetting to charge my airpods
• said airpods dying while i'm listening to a good song
• listening to music for so long that it kind of just sounds like noise
• people who make fake apologies
• tomatoes LMAO

currently watching:

• my little pony: s4e10
• markiplier's let's play for fnaf security breach lol

currently reading:

• little fires everywhere by celeste ng

• try making your bed first thing in the morning
• think about all the times during the day you waited to get into bed when you are about to stay up
• try to embrace your differences
• try to give people a chance to be honest and good
• you will be okay. when you wake up tomorrow, things will be clearer
• things are never as bad as they seem
• it is okay to take a break when you need it
• you never need to do anything. if you do not feel like doing it, you don't have to. it is important to feel comfortable.
• say sorry only when you mean it
• things happen. you will get a chance to try again
• doing your work now means less work later. stop reading this and go do your work l...

• VI FROM ARCANE WE CAN STOP THE LIST HERE
• rainbow dash (mlp)
• steve harrington (stranger things)
• catra (she-ra)
• adora (she-ra)
• luca balsa (idv)
• mio chibana (l'étranger)
• eli clark (idv)
• tracer (overwatch)
• d.va (overwatch)
• howl (howl's moving castle)
• fushiguro megumi (jjk)
• zenin maki (jjk)
• kugisaki nobara (jjk)
• itadori yuuji (jjk)

• stacyplays mug that has doodles of her dogs on it
• this brown mug with white and teal lines on the bottom. it's perfectly shaped!
• a starbucks mug that is huge. perfect for when i am too lazy to go back to get more water. i got it when i was around 4 (i think) and it was the kind of mug that you could doodle on. there are various horses and cats and other creatures that inhabit it

• bobbie
• robin
• alice
• wendy
• jenkins
• frog
• wolf
• fitz
• maki
• turnip

• "sure you do"
• "ok"
• "TALK TO THE HAND"
• "sure let's pretend you're fun!"