- shopping for any sort of plus-sized clothing online 
 
    - my english class reading anything aloud 
 
    - trying to argue with someone who cannot be swayed even if they are wrong 
 
    - public transit 
 
    - lukewarm anything 
 
    - people not seeing that i'm better than them 
 
    - stinky people sitting next to me 
 
    - intrusions on private time [i just want to take a bath, okay?] 
 
    - arguments that i cannot possibly win 
 
    - unripe avocados 
 
    - bug bites 
 
    - college-level exams at 8am 
 
    - crumbs in bedsheets 
 
   
              may 5 2011 ∞  may 5 2011 + 
        
           
      
 
   
   
  
                           
         
 
  
          
  
    - a finnish rock god with a tattoo sprawled across his hips and a drinking problem 
 
    - a sixteen year old with piercings and plaid pants 
 
    - a dreadlocked, guitar-playing ball of adorable with things to say and spindly fingers who i'm pretty sure is my soulmate 
 
    - a guy with an eyebrow piercing and slouchy jeans and the perfect girlfriend 
 
    - a tall, awkward, post-japanophile with an ugly, illegal girlfriend and lovely hair and limbs that i want to stroke and feel up against mine even though he is the biggest tool to walk the face of this earth 
 
    - some fat kid in grade five, i thought he was interesting 
 
    - pretty much any pretty boy i meet 
 
    - also jared leto 
 
    - shelly shan, because i would walk five hundred more and she would probably walk fi... 
 
   
              apr 28 2011 ∞  apr 29 2011 + 
        
           
      
 
   
   
  
                           
         
 
  
          
  
    - smoothies - blueberry peach, mango, strawberry, pseudo-piƱa colada, a surprisingly delicious blueberry-spinach-flax meal combination 
 
    - veggie hash and too much toast at floyd's diner 
 
    - barbecued veggie burgers with organic avocado and lots of mayo 
 
    - the phantom taste of vegan mousse cake at green cuisine 
 
    - lemon iced tea and french bread w/ butter on the beach 
 
    - diet coke and oven fries 
 
    - sugar cookies 
 
    - easter chocolate 
 
    - vanilla earl grey w/ almond milk 
 
    - french toast, strawberries, maple syrup 
 
    - vanilla bean ice cream 
 
    - nutella 
 
   
              apr 25 2011 ∞  apr 25 2011 + 
        
           
      
 
   
   
  
                           
         
 
  
          
  
    - pants on my legs 
 
    - a well fitted cardigan 
 
    - pointed flats 
 
    - lipstick 
 
    - classy as fuck - but not in a sarcastic way 
 
    - hour-glass figure 
 
    - egg salad sandwich 
 
    - dread of another week of raw 
 
    - the last latte for awhile 
 
    - an un-lazy sunday 
 
   
            apr 10 2011 ∞  apr 10 2011 + 
        
           
      
 
   
   
  
                           
         
 
  
          
  
    - seventeen 
 
    - illegal immigrant 
 
    - dutch and african-american 
 
    - piercings 
 
    - bisexual 
 
    - insane curls 
 
    - cuddler 
 
    - glorified chubby girl 
 
    - dreadlocks and dark eyes amaze me 
 
    - floral print, brick, wood 
 
    - vintage anything 
 
    - writer 
 
    - photographer 
 
   
            apr 4 2011 ∞  apr 7 2011 + 
        
           
      
 
   
   
  
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    - gucci gucci 
 
    - louis louis 
 
    - fendi fendi 
 
    - prada 
 
    - things that make them bitter, while i be lookin' better 
 
    - i got the swag and it's pumpin' out my ovaries 
 
   
            may 27 2011 ∞  may 27 2011 + 
        
           
      
 
   
   
  
                           
         
 
  
          
  
    - new lip ring/eye brow barbell 
 
    - nipple piercings 
      
 
 
    - long floral skirts 
 
    - tights tights tights 
 
    - sun-dresses in every conceivable colour 
 
    - gladiator sandals 
 
    - giant, soft t-shirts 
 
    - low-top converse 
 
    - mini-skirts/dresses 
 
    - lots of new rings that don't tarnish and stain my fingers 
 
    - yellow nail polish 
 
    - anklets 
 
    - woven bracelets and piles of beaded ones 
 
    - so many owl pendants 
 
    - red, orange, coral, burgundy lipstick 
 
   
              may 2 2011 ∞  may 2 2011 + 
        
           
      
 
   
   
  
                           
         
 
  
          
  
    - lit homework - a lot of it 
 
    - creative writing 
 
    - i need a job 
 
    - passport 
 
    - driver's license 
 
    - hair cut 
 
    - weight loss 
 
    - wear underwear 
 
    - paint my nails 
 
    - pluck my eyebrows 
 
    - did i mention get a job? 
 
    - buy more tea 
 
    - job 
 
   
            apr 25 2011 ∞  apr 25 2011 + 
        
           
      
 
   
   
  
                           
         
 
  
          
  
    - the scientist - coldplay 
 
    - the scientist - coldplay 
 
    - the scientist - coldplay 
 
    - oh, wait, did i mention the scientist? 
 
   
            apr 11 2011 ∞  apr 11 2011 + 
        
           
      
 
   
   
  
                           
         
 
  
          
  
    - bicycle rides - hours of exhilaration and a numb ass 
 
    - picnics with knitted blankets 
 
    - avocado, french bread, olive oil 
 
    - ice cream and sticky fingers 
 
    - bare legs 
 
    - white dresses 
 
    - flip flops with bright blue pedicures 
 
    - daisy chains 
 
    - braided hair in beachy waves 
 
    - sand between toes and in various, unspoken crevices 
 
    - delicate nibblings on salad and ripe mango 
 
    - feet and fingertips skimmed along fountain-water 
 
    - lush blades of grass 
 
    - jasmine-scented evenings 
 
    - inspiration 
 
    - fresh novels and poetry collections 
 
    - white and yellow 
 
   
              apr 7 2011 ∞  apr 7 2011 + 
        
           
      
 
   
   
  
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    - arizona iced tea w/ lemon 
 
    - kit kat chunky 
 
    - cheese quesadillas w/ sour cream, avocado, salsa 
 
    - muffins from the corner store 
 
    - croissants 
 
    - vanilla ice cream w/ nutella 
 
    - fresca 
 
    - diet coke 
 
    - vanilla milkshakes 
 
    - french fries 
 
    - oatmeal raisin cookies 
 
    - frosted flakes 
 
    - froot loops 
 
    - honey bunches of oats 
 
    - butter 
 
    - maltose/dextrose/high fructose corn syrup/trans fats/saturated fats/semi glucose free fats with icing [is that even a thing] 
 
    - toaster strudels 
 
   
              may 3 2011 ∞  may 3 2011 + 
        
           
      
 
   
   
  
                           
         
 
  
          
  
    - alright stop - collaborate and listen 
 
    - ice is back with a brand new invention 
 
    - something grabs ahold of me tightly 
 
    - flows like a harpoon daily and nightly 
 
    - will it ever stop? yo, i don't know 
 
    - turn off the light and i'll glow 
 
    - to the extreme i rock the mic like a vandal 
 
    - light up the stage and wax a chump like a candle 
 
    - dance go rush to the speaker that booms 
 
    - killing your brain like a poisonous mushroom 
 
    - deadly when i play a dope melody 
 
    - anything less than the best is a felony 
 
    - love it or leave it you better gain weight 
 
    - you better hit bullseye, the kid don't play 
 
    - if you got a problem, yo, i'll solve it 
 
    - check out the hook while my dj revolves i... 
 
   
              apr 26 2011 ∞  apr 26 2011 + 
        
           
      
 
   
   
  
                           
         
 
  
          
  
    - bought a pair of pants for the first time in two years 
 
    - took a cab 
 
    - house party 
 
    - absolutely, ridiculously smashed 
 
    - packed things for moving out 
 
    - hangovers and coffee 
 
    - cleaned my closet 
 
    - organized 
 
    - made a budget 
 
    - painted my nails something not neon-tinted 
 
    - made my bed 
 
    - homework 
 
   
            apr 17 2011 ∞  apr 17 2011 + 
        
           
      
 
   
   
  
                           
         
 
  
          
  
    - i told him i didn't hate him 
 
    - i told him i didn't resent him 
 
    - i told him i didn't feel as though he fucked up my entire family setting 
 
    - i told him i didn't care that he knocked up my mom 
 
    - i told him i wanted this fucking baby 
 
    - i told him i was only mad because i felt left out 
 
    - i told him i have no hard feelings 
 
    - i told him i am absolutely fine 
 
    - i told him i didn't need a kleenex 
 
    - i told him i wanted him to stay 
 
    - i told him that none of this mattered and i'll stay with them forever and this is just my hormones, always the hormones, nothing but the hormones 
 
    - i told them that this too will pass or whatever that quote is 
 
    - i told them i was ready to be part of this family 
 
   
              apr 8 2011 ∞  apr 8 2011 + 
        
           
      
 
   
   
  
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