• to fit into those tiny guess jeans
• toned, tanned abs
• long, lean legs
• light enough to pick up
• feel small in comparison to others

• Burberry Brit
• Prada Candy
• Ralph Lauren Hot
• Dolce & Gabbanna Femme

• Starbucks "Let It Snow" CD - find torrent
• coffee & fashion rinmaru games
• IQ84 by haruki murakami
• palo alto by james franco
• crazy stupid love soundtrack - torrent
• thedailywh.at RIP society of the day
• forgot about timmy
• closing time - semisonic
• i'm on a boat - lonely island
• take it off - kesha, love the way you lie pt. 2
• missy higgins
• I & love & you - avett brothers
• I'm gonna leave these blues behind for some other fool to find
• itschloe.com
• earl sweatshirt - earl
• civil wars - barton hollow
• that ain't classy - classified
• over and over, just like you - three days...

• "I feel safe, when I am with you. I feel warm, when you want me too. I am cured when you are around. I'm alright." - careful where you stand , coldplay
• "I'll be one tough act to follow" - beautiful , eminem
• "everything you try to be is pulled apart by fear and grief"
• "I'll be hard to forget, good or bad I'm just your habit" - cigarette , jeremy fisher
• "this will all blow over in time" - we used to vacation , cold war kids
• "wasn't it easier in your lunchbox days? always a bigger bed to crawl into." - innocent , taylor swift
• "my friends are in the bathroom getting higher than the empire state" - we are young , fun.
• "i won't let you close enough to hurt me" - turning tables , adele
• "you're the cool of the water, you're the start of the summer, keep me still like a anchor in a storm you're the cellar. when i'm heavy with worry make me light as a feather, when I'm deafened by anger you're the song I remember, with the grace o..._entry way song_ , bright eyes

• "We turn skeletons into goddesses and look to them as if they might teach us how not to need." - wasted , marya hornbacher
• "I don't believe in guilt, I believe in living on impulse as long as you never intentionally hurt another person, and don't judge people in your life. I think you should live completely free." - angelina jolie
• A word that does not exist in the English language: Ya’aburnee. Arabic – Both morbid and beautiful at once, this incantatory word means “You bury me,” a declaration of one’s hope that they’ll die before another person because of how difficult it would be to live without them.

things i can do that i would do normally

• play xbox
• watch movies
• browse the internet
• read
• drink tea
• take baths
• listen to music
• snuggle with kitties
• have friends visit me
• sleep

things i can't do that i would do normally

• work
• go tanning
• go out for food w the ladies
• go on dates
• engage in any kind of physical activity
• go out pretty much anywhere public without getting crazy stares

• hike notch hill, mount cokely, & little mountain
• travel somewhere warm
• go to a concert or music festival
• go camping

• get rid of all garbage in room
• windex every surface
• organize closet
• "donate" pile
• "garbage" pile
• vacuum
• clean bathroom
• save money: deposit $20 into non-accessible savings account every week
• look at places to live in vic
• look for jobs in vic
• create a budget
• buy ipod

• cupboard full of tea
• cats
• huge windows
• king sized "mom and dad" bed
• tons of huge, fluffy pillows
• chandeliers
• books
• huge flatscreen hooked up to computer
• flowers
• immaculate
• exposed brick
• you

• when I am driving and the person in the passenger seat unplugs my iPod to put in their own, especially if they do it to choose a song that was on my iPod to begin with but they just didn't check
• girls who change their facebook profile picture every 2 seconds
• when guys who flirt/text with you flirt/text with your girl friends. hugest deal breaker ever, gross
• "your photos are so good, what kind of camera do you have and how much did it cost because i am looking for one?!" ooookay. firstly, my camera was $1300 which is probably way beyond your budget seeing how you are a teenage girl with no job whose parents are probably paying for the camera you want. secondly, do you even know what shutter speed, aperture, ISO, exposure, white balance etc. are? 9/10 times you'll shoot with auto, and I'm sorry but in ...

• new iPod classic 160 gb ($300)
• extensions
• to be skinny
• nose job
• go to coachella
• brown leather boots
• a typewriter
• coach court bag
• ebay fake eyelashes
• blue contact lenses (G&G Queenie Royal Grey, G&G GBT Grey, http://www.wrlens.com/products/12-soloti...)
• sigma makeup brushes
• mac MSFs, nude and pink lipsticks
• urban decay naked palette
• victorias secret pushup bikinis
• steve madden candence boots, tall heels etc from aldo, nude pumps
• coconut oil for skin/hair
• helix piercing
• eyebrow piercing

• listening to fevers & mirrors and i'm wide awake it's morning on my grandparents' yacht when i was 12
• my dad's house with the bathtub below ground, the circle shaped mirror with writing on it, the smell of the kitchen and drinking tea with his girlfriend
• that summer i forgot how to breathe

• classy nude (nothing showing) of classically styled model wrapped up in white sheets
• photo of couple kissing up on rooftop, with city lights in background