aka things i think everyone should try to listen to at least once; no particular order

• 10cm - 1.0
• 15& - sugar
• 4men + etribe - you (ep)
• 8eight - 8eight (mini)
• amy winehouse - frank
• beenzino - 24:26
• beyonce - b day
• beyonce - beyonce
• bjork - homogenic
• busker busker - busker busker
• cheeze - recipe!
• d.ear - lovegraphy
• duffy - rockferry
• exid - hippity hop (mini album)
• fiona apple - extraordinary machine
• fiona apple - when the pawn
• fx - pink tape
• iu - modern times

for when i want a looser texture

• long deep wave
  • natural black/brown
  • deep wave
  • approx 26 in
  • inspo
    • 1
    • 2
• loose wavy look
  • dark blue/black
  • body wave
  • approx 24 in
  • inspo
• curly with bangs
  • jet black
  • loose curly
  • approx 14 in

so i can keep up with what i make

face balm batch #1

• ingredients
  • 2-3 oz shea butter
  • 2-4 drops olive oil/jojoba oil/vitamin e oil blend
  • copious amt of cetaphil
    • at least 5 full pumps
  • 1 tbsp sweet almond oil
• conclusion
  • a little greasy
    • next time up the lotion quotient and/or add aloe vera gel
  • might want to melt shea butter completely and blend for 10 mins

body butter batch #1

for some variety on the weekend

• long orange wavy hair
  • deep reddish orange
  • water wave/deep wave/loose curly
  • approx 22 in
  • inspo
    • 1
    • 2
    • 3
    • 4
• long red straight hair
  • deep reddish color
  • peruvian straight
  • approx 20 inches
  • inspo
    • 1
    • 2

protein

• black beans
• chicken breast
• chicken thighs
• garbonzo beans
• ground turkey
• lentils
• pinto beans
• salmon
• shrimp
• steak
• tilipia
• tuna
• vegan ground beef substitute

veggies

• asparagus
• bell peppers
• bok choy
• broccoli
• brussel sprouts

in theaters

• 1917 (jan 10)
• bird of prey (feb 7)
• a quiet place: part ii (mar 20)
• antebellum (apr 24)
• black widow (may 1)
• tenet (july 17)

in general

• pixar's onward
• the new mutants
• legally blonde 3
• wonder woman 1984
• pixar's soul

already sniffed, already liked, ready to purchase a decant

• alelier santal carmin
• chloe nomade
• cj scents honeywood
• cj scents sandalwood and fig
• cj scents vanilla incense nights
• dior hypnotic poision
• elizabeth and james bourbon
• elizabeth and james nirvana ameythst
• elizabeth and james nirvana black
• elizabeth and james nirvana bourbon
• gucci flora
• gucci guilty pour femme
• gucci guilty pour femme
• mac velvet teddy/ tom ford tobacco vanille
• ralph lauren woman
• tom ford black orchid
• tom ford orchid soleil
• ysl opium

catalog of all the wacky ass shit i think of when my eyes were closed.

• 191013
  • dreamt i was at some type of educational camp. kids were loud and rowdy n overwhelming the instructors so they split us off from group activities to solo activities. solo activi were all silent and unbearably boring so the kids rebelled one by one and were sent back to go to the group activities. finally the instructors sent the last group of kids that hadn’t rebelled (myself included) to decide if we wanted to join the group activities.i didn’t bc i was learning more in the solo group. i was agitated that the instructors clearly wanted us to go back to group activities but didn’t want to order us back.
• 140304

italics for "book end" books aka books read freshman and senior yrs of hs (and probably in between and much later)

• the best creative nonfiction vol 1 / lee gutkind
• a tree grows in brooklyn / betty smith
• atonement / ian mceawn
• the thirteenth tale / diane setterfield
• world war z / max brooks
• the ear, the eye, and the arm / nancy farmer
• the bell jar / slyvia plath
• the godfather / mario puzo

routine in order of application:

winter AM:

• face wash: aquation gentle moisturizing cleanser
• vitamin c: timeless hyraluronic acid vitamin c serum
• fte toner: kikumasamune high moist lotion
• balancing toner: klairs supple preparation toner
• hydrating toner: cezanne skin conditioner high moist
• essence: the ordinary marine hyaluronics
• serum: purito centella green level buffet serum (for extra moisture/calming, if needed)
• ampoule: scinic aio honey ampoule (for extra moisture, if needed)
• light moisturizer: cerave daily moisturizing lotion (mixed with squalene oil + marcula oil + borage seed oil, if needed)

• beach too sandy, water too wet
• believed
• bear brook
• bubble
• caliphate
• constitutional
• crimetown
• dressed
• fansplaining
• flyest fables
• fruitloops
• how to own the room
• limetown season 2
• mythology
• ologies
• schnitt talk
• secrets of saving and investing
• slow burn
• steal the stars
• the bright sessions
• the nod

recording before mass deletion

• america’s next top best friend
• american criminal
• bad batch
• blood ties
• caliphate
• carrier
• criminal
• gaslight
• hunting warhead
• life after/the message
• overdue
• ride or die
• side hustle pro
• silence is platinum
• steal the stars
• sword and scale
• we hate movies
• you must remember this

cocoa pink

• spring/summer scents
  • desert twilight
  • beautiful daydream
  • desert twilight
  • footprints in the sand
  • gin martini
  • merrow
  • midnight iguana
  • morocco
  • pearlily
  • sand dollar
  • virgin island water (type)
• fall/winter scents
  • fear of ghosts
  • genevieve
  • golden morning
  • green harvest
  • lavender clouds

gangnam, afro style!

• golden blonde curly fro
  • dark brown with golden tips, a faded ombre
  • 3c/4a texture; kinky curly
  • approx 14 in
  • inspo
• large circular fro
  • natural black/brown
  • 4a/4b texture; afro kinky
  • approx 12 in, 3.5 bundles in vol
  • inspo
• longer looser fro
  • natural black/brown
  • 3b/3c texture; deep wave
  • approx 14 inches
  • inspo

for when i want my hair to swing in the wind

• long stick straight hair
  • natural black/brown
  • light yaki
  • approx 24 in
  • inspo
• short work friendly bob
  • natural black/brown
  • light yaki
  • approx 10 in (cut from 12 in)
  • inspo
    • 1
    • 2
    • 3

recipes to smoothies i've made off the top of my head that DIDN'T suck. rip, wasted fruits and veggies

• pina colada
  • notes
    • sweet w/o sugar,
    • ate it for breakfast
    • mb add fresh spinach for added nutrition?
      • added spinach, it was groce
  • ingredients
    • silk vanilla coconutmilk
    • fresh banana (or frozen for less banana-y taste)
    • frozen pineapple
    • frozen mango
    • frozen peach (or fresh; it turns out kind...