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    find the most amazing swimming hole from 573's list of awesome swimming holes. go to drive-in theater. See Kung Fu Panda II Explore Burfordsville Dress up & go to Dennys Watch every episode of Home Movies   jun 27 2011 ∞jun 27 2011 +
              
         
 
  
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      relax! movies or games! eat food & drink beer!  Tuesday 
    
      Annie Laurie's Cairo maybe go to Alternberg houses visit camel in Jackson Horseshoe lake, maybe?  Wednesday 
    
      City museum! eat out? meet up with my sister, maybe? Potosi maybe?  Thursday  feb 11 2011 ∞mar 12 2011 +
              
         
 
  
               
    Blood on the Snow- Horsefeathers Angel in the Snow- Elliott Smith Snow Day- Matt Pond PA Blizzard of 77- Nada Surf Seven Swans- Sufjan Stevens Snow on Dead Neighborhoods- Electric President 20 Years of Snow- Regina Spector Winter is Coming- Radical Face Publish my Love-Rogue Wave Pink Bullets-The Shins The Sound of Silence-Simon & Garkunkle   nov 12 2010 ∞dec 6 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    School
      
        ✔ linguistics paper
          
            ✔ turn into writing center by Friday, turn in sunday CD411
          
            ✔ Diagnostic report ✔ CELF 4 analysis CD371
          
            Write article review & turn in on saturday ✔ Study for test on Sunday (test on monday). Photography
          
            ✔ do shutter speed & aperture logs ✔ Turn in 12-step & motion on thursday Personal   oct 20 2010 ∞nov 3 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    ✔ Annie Laurie's
      
        ✔ shop ✔ steampunk shoot avant-garde shoot! ✔ fall shoot (ask about 70s shoot!) The Big Idea
      
        ✔ live
          
            edit Mixing 10 photos & post ✔ give Will disc!! ✔ album art(?) Dubb Nubb (maybe?!) Laurie's family pictures ✔ Kaskaskia wine label ✔ Journey cover!! see about still doing Tim's album art? Meeting up with Curtis & real live models & learning strobe-stuff, yessssssssssss ...   jul 31 2010 ∞nov 23 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
  [http://www.hmnh.harvard.edu/]--epiccccc. 
    
      City ✔ do this in the fall? September?  Set up darkroom (maybe) Bike ✔ swimming
      
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    ✔ Me & Jen are going to Olive Garden! =] ✔ PRO account! Hooray! Bubble umbrella Frames (& matte board?) putting aside $100 for gas (rest can go to savings).   feb 19 2010 ∞mar 18 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    "You can do what you want, you'll have poo under your nails for years!!"--Maureen (in a game of "would you rather" "I'm sorry, but butts are just not beautiful! It's where (whispers) poo comes from!" --Ellen, on some kinds of nude art. "Shut up, I have acid reflux, ho."--Matt "I don't swim with naked liars!"--Matt "So my puss was in her vag...wait...no."--Chad "Do you think it's akward for birds on telephone wires? You know, like it is for people on bus benches?"--Jen   jan 31 2010 ∞feb 13 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Run more, faster. Get some german lesson cd & listen to them while I go on walks and/or runs. Go to museums and take pictures
      
        ✔ nature museum ✔ Butterfly house City museum- Janette Build a nest and/or teepee structure in the woods. Camp in it (when the weather is nicer, of course). Sew more skirts. Plan trips
      
        I'M GOING TO BOSTON & CAMBRIDGE BECAUSE MY SISTER IS GOING TO HARVARD!!
          
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            TV 
    Jim & Pam- the Office. Chuck & Ned- Pushing Daisies Nick & Lindsey- Freaks & Geeks Angela & Jordan- My So-Called Life Tommy & Alisa- 3rd Rock from the Sun (tv series)  MOVIES 
    Joon & Sam- Benny & Joon (movie) George & Mary- It's a Wonderful Life (movie) Maxim DeWinter & Nameless girl- Rebecca (book & movie)  BOOKS 
    Mario & Rynn- The Little Girl Who Lived Down the Lane (book) Dolores Haze & Humbert Humbert- Lolita Cecilia Tallis & Robbie Turner- Atonement (book)   nov 23 2009 ∞jan 5 2010 +
              
         
 
  
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    Orphan, by Erica Jong
      
        "sending letters to the world on colored paper, sending photographs and kisses, care packages and carbon copies, onion skin--the only skin you have. Tim Walker photography Marina, TS Eliot-
      
        What is this face less clearer and clearer, the pulse in the arm less stronger and stronger, given or lent? More distant than the stars or more near than the eye?"
          
            this portion is from memory, so this isn't verbatim. Brightstar, film. Let the Right One In, book & film. Cornell boxes "One day, I'll remind of you this. And you won't beleive me. It's a shame you have...   oct 1 2009 ∞aug 23 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    List ONE: Things I'm not good at lying discontinuing a laugh when I find something really funny. confrontation hiding my dorkiness making my hair look normal spelling some words without spell checker going through a couple of days without a notebook. going through a couple of days without checking my tumblr, facebook, flickr, etc. etc. going to bed when I'm in the middle of a really good book. being realistic about love and soulmates and things like that. making tv references when I know it's really lame. surving without coffee.   sep 24 2009 ∞sep 24 2009 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Mad World- Gary Jules Born- Over the Rhine Father Lucifer- Tori Amos Never is a Promise- Fiona Apple Flightless Bird, American Mouth- Iron & Wine Wild Horses- Bush Harmless- Drowsy Be quiet & Drive- The Radiohead Cover Evaporated- Ben Folds to be alone with you- Sufjan Stevens We are Gonna Be Friends- White Stripes   sep 14 2009 ∞sep 28 2009 +
              
         
 
  
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    My So-Called Life Freaks & Geeks SKINS!!! Quarter Life Weeds   aug 15 2009 ∞oct 3 2009 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    honeysuckle coffee vanilla buttercream icing AE 1977 clean boy t-shirt smell Herbal essenses rose shampoo dove soap pomegranete brown sugar with fig pumpkin spice sheets dried outdoors   aug 14 2009 ∞sep 12 2009 +
              
         
 
  
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    "Tonight I'm tangled in my blanket of clouds, dreaming aloud. Things just won't do without you, matter of fact"...."If you'd accept surrender, give up some more."--Walking After You, the Foo Fighters. "I watched the sun go down, in the moonlight you walk like a spotlight."--You Got to Move, Heatmiser "I get on the train and I just stand about now that I don't think of you I keep falling over I keep passing out when I see a face like you, What am I coming to?"--Black Star, Radiohead "I'm not a haunted mind, I'm not a thoughtless kind."--At Night, Buffalo Tom. "Well let me tell you about the way she looked, the way she acted and the color of her hair, her voice was soft and cool, her eyes where clear & bright, but she's not there."-She's not There, The Zombies "Talk of yesterday and She will show her ...   jun 28 2009 ∞jul 2 2009 +
              
         
 
  
               
    Tonight Tonight, by the Smashing Pumpkins (first music video I have ever seen. I think I was 7 =) Crash, by DMB. It's the most beautiful music video ever made, I think. Sunny Came Home, by Shawn Colvin. I haven't seen this in a while, but I liked it way back. Porcelain, by Moby. Zoot Suit Riot, by Cherry Poppin Daddies. Amberlin, ?title? I forgot.   jul 2 2009 ∞jul 17 2009 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    jewelry making mosiac making sketching anatomical diagrams making wind chimes out of out keys. photography, of course. =)   jun 28 2009 ∞jul 2 2009 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    journalist fiction writer voiceover person nurse (seriously considered) flight attendent occupational therapist (also seriously considered) chiropractor person who reads books for books on cd/tape counseler photographer (I'd just like to do that) food taster (nom) publisher  &&&&&&&&&&&& Speech Pathologist. Which I hope to be. =)  may 30 2009 ∞jun 13 2009 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Stillborn Moon- by Stillman
      
        if your heart should choke on these splintered bones, you could pluck out mine ." Yellow- by Coldplay Engine Driver- by The Decemberists
      
        "_i am a writer, a writer of fiction, i am the heart that you call home, & i've written pages upon pages, trying to rid you from my bones_." The Cedar Room- The Doves
      
        and i tried to sleep alone, but i couldn't do it, you could be sitting next to me, & i wouldn't know it ." 84,000 Different Delusions--Shawn Colvin   mar 9 2009 ∞jun 13 2009 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Im on you tube. look up friendly animal dumpster. :)
      
        from my sister 09/05/2007 I think someone may have a lil crush on u!!!
      
        from my old roommate, Jenny. 09/08/07 I just made that algebra test my bitch! lol
      
 oh yes! scrubs! lol il be done wit fball around 6:30 or 7. good luck on ur test. p.s. im pretty sure it's imposible for u 2 look bad.
      
 yup! 7 it is. by the way, I thin ur beautiful. just puttin that out there   feb 22 2009 ∞feb 22 2009 +
              
         
 
  
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    One of my favorite things growing up was a stick horse named Pistachio. Instead of riding it around, I usually dressed it up in sparkly outfits & had pretend discos. I was an odd child. I loved making little houses in the woods. My sister & I once covered an entire space with moss (for carpet), made shelves (out of sturdy bark), and a sink (a found turtle shell). I wore & loved saddle shoes I loved watching  Laverne & Shirley One Saterday Morning cartoons- Recess & Pepper Ann Saved By the Bell Growing Pains The Adventures of Pete & Pete Anything on Nickoloden Old school Seaseme street Lamb Chop!! 
    I went to a little catholic school with three classrooms & 5 grades. It was really nice and friendly there. I'm still frien...   jan 15 2009 ∞jan 24 2009 +
              
         
 
  
               
    Fuji apples. At least 7, because I could eat a couple a day. BANANAS & PB! Yum! Vanilla soymilk Diet Coke International House of Coffee Vanilla drink mix Regular coffee with powdered creamer Doublemint gum &/or watermelon gum Potatos Icecream (either Cake Batter, Coffee, or Carrot Cake flavored) Morning star Chiken patties Lender's Blueberry bagels yummy cream cheese English muffins Veggie soup Whole grain bread Special K Vanilla Almond cereal Lucky charms  Others:  jan 31 2009 ∞jan 31 2009 +
              
         
 
  
               A winter playlist 
    Radiohead- Nice Dream Radiohead- Be Quiet & Drive Peanuts- Charlie Brown Christmas Elliot Smith- These Days Ben Folds Five- Narcolepsy Blur- Coffee & Tv Bright Eyes- Lover I don't have to Love Bush- Wild Horses The Byrds- Turn, Turn, Turn Cat Power- Wonderwall Doves- Break me Gently
      
        Foo Fighters- Walking After You  "Tonight I'm tangled in my blanket of clouds/Dreaming aloud. Things just won't do without you, matter of fact/." <--I love these lyrics 
    Broken Social Scene- TBTF Iron & Wine- Faded From the Winter   jan 16 2009 ∞jan 16 2009 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    The song "Starry-eyed Suprise" Any song by Muse Cell models & Bio-domes (because I practically did it for him). Coconut air freshener Honey-bunches of Oats The Nasanex cup Family Guy Supertroopers The fact that I had to supply him with pens & paper practically every day in English. "You touch my Ampala, I charge you couple hundred dolla." MRAMPS ark. (The ark we intended to build when the second flood came). Pocahantas Men's Curve cologne Big red turtle necks Bingo called BENGO. The bag of crap game.   jan 17 2009 ∞jan 17 2009 +
              
         
 
  
               
    Going out to the lot of my uncle's lake when I was little. Hanging out with Pat. Whether we were playing hide & seek (& spraying him with air freshener when we were found), or truth or dare, or tossing rocks from the bluffs, he made everything fun. "Playing" tennis with my sister when we were teenagers and drinking cherry slushies afterwards. Making a zine with Aubs, even though we never distributed it. Getting "best personality" in high school. =) Being with my best friends in Europe for 10 days. Being seduced by a married, drunk German in Hofbrahaus, him telling me "Stay. Stay here!" Reading for hours and hours on the porch swing with my cd player, liptons istant i...   jan 15 2009 ∞aug 7 2009 +
              
         
 
  
               Places I've worked, rated on a scale of 1-10 
    Currently: Kent Library (8) I think libraries are my niche. The girls all like books and cats & coffee & are very nice. The work is redundent, but not hard. Genevieve Java (7) Adorable little place-awesome coffee drinks & home-made icecream (CAKE BATTER & CHERRY BORDEUX!!!) Only dislikes are that is was kinda lonely & it could be overwhelming when 5 billion came in at once & I had to take all their orders by myself. The Tin Roof Cafe & Wine Bar (9.42)- My bosses were awesome. The pay was well. The food was amazing. The picked me to work there & taught me how to be a barista & I loved everyone of my co-workers. The Southern Hotel (3)- The place was absolutely beautiful, & I got to work with my best friend. One the downside, the work...   jan 16 2009 ∞jan 18 2009 +
              
         
 
  
               
    ✔ Atonement – Ian McEwan Life of Pi – Yann Martel ✔ Memoirs of a Geisha – Arthur Golden Silk – Alessandro Baricco ✔ The Virgin Suicides – Jeffrey Eugenides The Robber Bride – Margaret Atwood The English Patient – Michael Ondaatje American Psycho – Bret Easton Ellis Get Shorty – Elmore Leonard Cat’s Eye – Margaret Atwood The Long Dark Teatime of the Soul – Douglas Adams Dirk Gently’s Holistic Detective Agency – Douglas Adams The Black Dahlia – James Ellroy ✔ Lolita-Vladimir Nabokov ✔ The Cider House Rules – John Irving The Handmaid’s Tale – Margaret Atwood The Color Purple – Alice Walker   jan 16 2009 ∞jun 9 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
  Hobbies & Places to get things & Junk  jan 16 2009 ∞feb 23 2009 +
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    Angela Barrett Beccastadtlander Hannah Metz (photographer) Hello Katey Jean Danna Ray   mar 31 2011 ∞mar 31 2011 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    ✔ pretty bird comforter
      
 ✔ need in my life
      
 plus color film!! The Unbearable Lightness of Being-book ✔ Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro-book & movie Subscription to "American Photo"   nov 18 2010 ∞dec 27 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    eat lots of yummy vegetable soup
      
 I always seem to do a lot more reading during the winter Snow photoshoots! It's always easier to find abandoned houses in the wintertime because places aren't obscured by trees. watch more foreign films in the wintertime. Do more eerie photoshoots. Set up an etsy! Buy zines! Make a zine! Wintertime gives me an excuse to use the treadmill & go to the gym. Boots & scarves! writing to penpals   nov 3 2010 ∞nov 3 2010 +
              
         
 
  
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    Start running &/or walking again Drink more water & carry a water bottle Reduce my intake of sugar Stop eating after 7:00 pm. Have a normal sleep schedule   jan 31 2010 ∞jan 31 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    sleep in =] drink copious amounts of coffee take photos! edit photos! see friends & go to movies. read & do homework for online classes do boring errands &/or clean my room bake cookies take bubble baths read & respond to emails check every online account I have watch movies   jan 31 2010 ∞jan 31 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Gustav Klimt
      
 Van Gogh
      
        Starry Starry Night
          
            is it required for all college students? I think every college kid I know owns this, including me. Ghandi poster Waterhouse
      
 Dave Matthews Band poster Moulin Rouge movie poster That Thing You Do! movie poster   nov 23 2009 ∞nov 23 2009 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Making leaf piles taking pictures all the time bike rides unplanned picnics reeking havoc in department stores campfires boys who play instruments exploring long car rides & music turned up jumping on beds concerts or open mike nights making things meeting new people going places you've never been   oct 22 2009 ∞oct 22 2009 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Grey Weather- Gregory & the Hawk Down to Sea- The Doves No Name #1-Elliott Smith Shadowboxer- Fiona Apple Leslie Ann Levine- The Decemberists Walk By- Meiko Kid Galahad The Lovely Sparrows Electric President Song for a Sleeping Girl- Devics Brendon Benson Regina Specktor Charlie Brown soundtrack   oct 6 2009 ∞dec 13 2009 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    ✔ Arrested Development Hocus Pocus 500 days of Summer ...to be continued.   sep 28 2009 ∞jan 11 2010 +
              
         
 
  
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    do a fairy tale photoshoot
      
        I'd be willing to be little red riding hood. =] Get bangs Document everything I do one day for a day in my life. Start a blog (?) Host a little get together, with decorations & yummy treats & things.   aug 15 2009 ∞sep 6 2009 +
              
         
 
  
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    Dead Man On Campus Accepted Billy Madison (my campus had a showing of this on the terrases & it was awesome) Dead Poets Society Harry Potter Charlie Bartlett Matilda ..am I missing some?   aug 12 2009 ∞aug 13 2009 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Carry the Zero--Built to Spill (I still haven't gotten tired of it, even after listening to it a billion times). See you Later--Heatmiser Coast to Coast--Elliott Smith Weird Fishes--Radiohead lots of Decemberists songs
      
        July!July! Summer Song I dreamed I was an Architech The Tide--The Blue Eyed Son   jul 7 2009 ∞aug 9 2009 +
              
         
 
  
               
    Mr. Rodgers Neighborhood Sesame Street Reading Rainbow Ghost Rider Sister, Sister The Fresh Prince The Secret World of Alex Mac Sabrina the Teenage Witch The Adventures of Pete and Pete Rocko's Modern Life Hey, Arnold Garfield and Friends I Dream of Genie I love Lucy Bewitched   jul 2 2009 ∞jul 2 2009 +
              
         
 
  
               
    my family Bud the dog, and every cat we've ever had (heaven/afterlife will be filled with cats). peace swimming in clouds swimming in oceans knowledge, and the potential to learn more calorie free everything   jul 2 2009 ∞jul 2 2009 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    "That's the cutest thing I've ever seen/heard in my whole life." "That's so neat!" "Bloody hell." "Ridiculous." and occasionally
      
        "Shisse!" <--I think I spelled that wrong...anyway, it's German for shit. .."um. OKAY!" "I know, right?" "That turd." I guess that's the only insulting phrase/term I ever use. It's a catch all. Usually I mean it in an endearing way.   feb 7 2009 ∞apr 22 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    The real photoshop, not the pseduo photoshop thing I have now. ✔ dress from Target. ✔ knitted beret thing my ipod fixed so I can use ipod+nike thing
      
        ✔ I just bought a different kind of mp3 player. bike that works properly ✔ dresser
      
        10$! I love you, yard sale. texture line hair product (why do you have to be 15$ per bottle?!? Why?) ✔ All Elliot Smith/Heatmiser albums ever made.
      
        ✔ From a basement on the hill--Elliott Smith ✔ See You Later, Plainclothes Man, & You Go...   jun 6 2009 ∞sep 12 2009 +
              
         
 
  
               
    Need to Do:
      
        Study for Phonetics
          
            ✔ Review all of Chapter 5 ✔ Know the place, manner, and articulation of all phonemes. Review Excersizes for Stats.
          
 ✔ Get started on Pyschology paper
          
            ✔ Find articles ✔ print articles ✔ Identify 2-4 critical issues Want to do:
      
        ✔ Take naps
          
            turns out I don't really take naps...I just sleep for hours on end & then groggily...   mar 21 2009 ∞jun 13 2009 +
              
         
 
  
               
    When I was in the womb, my dad really wished he'd get a boy, finally. He didn't, & had to live in a house with 4 chicks & many cats. Once, when I was working at this coffee shop, this guy came in & gave me his phone number and tried to get me & some of my co-worker friends to go out with him. This guy eventually committed a murder-suicide in the local Country Mart. Isn't that terrfying?!?!? The town I've grown up is a tiny historical-French town. Apparently it was cursed by a Native American who was in love with one of the settler's daughters. When they found out, the settlers tied him to a log and sent him down the Mississippi River. The Native American screamed at the settlers that the father of his beloved would die within in a year (he did) and that the town would never grow (it didn't. No...   feb 18 2009 ∞jun 13 2009 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Eternal Sunshine Buffalo 66 Amelie What Dreams May Come Moulin Rouge Children of a Lesser God (I just love this movie...)   feb 14 2009 ∞feb 14 2009 +
              
         
 
  
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    Compass, middle of back, upper lumbar. Honey bee tattoo (probably on wrist or shoulder). "All you need is love" written in the shape of a heart in typewriter font. "The world is full of things so much more real than this" maybe in latin, again in typewriter font along my side. "To thine own self be true." written in the Phonetic alphabet (I got this idea from a worksheet in phonetics =)  & 
    ..I'll think of more later =)   jan 31 2009 ∞aug 3 2009 +
              
         
 
  
               
    When summertime comes & all of the flowers start blooming Regular coffee with cream & sugar & friends to drink it with. Journals, especially ones with paintings & doodles. Traveling lamplight getting a good grade on something you worked hard for. riding bikes planes & airports & traveling. the ocean. swinging tickle fights peanut butter & bananas The feeling you get after you watch a really good movie having a perfect run actually, running at night my kitties   jan 25 2009 ∞feb 21 2009 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    She gave me rides in a wheelbarrow. Feeding the birds with her. When she would say "Pooh bears". Acting like we were playing Monopoly when I really had no idea how to play. Her letting my sister & me make little books of flowers from seed catalogs. Playing dominos with her. The awesome old books she had. She kept doublemint gum & spare change in a green hickory-dickory-dock cookie jar. She made me pop-tarts from the little toaster oven. There's a bench with a seat that lifts up & is full of teddy bears & old toys & baby blankets. Once, she helped me get in the bend of this tree with a teddy bear and blanket.   jan 17 2009 ∞jan 26 2009 +
              
         
 
  
               
    Aqua/Anthropology/Animals Bananas & Peanut Butter Coffee/Cats Dandelions/Dandelions English lit classes Friends Garden State/Germany Home Ice cream (particularly carrot cake flavored) & Indie music Jackolopes K Libraries My mum Nineties music Ocean Polly Pockets Quilts (old ones) Reading Sisters Tea & tv   jan 18 2009 ∞jan 6 2011 +
              
         
 
  
               
    Made Dean's List x2! Job at the library, & made insta-friends when I brought in a coffee maker for the office. GOING TO EUROPE!!! & with my best friend & our friends. my first ever plane trip Listening to Broken Social Scene, "TBTF" on the busride, misty rain out the windows. Visiting Henrike in her home land. Stephanie "Sometime zey play frisbee, & dat looks funny." <--our tour guide, talking about the nudist park in Berlin. All of the castles I got to see - Neushwanstein, Nymphenburg, Linderhoff. Being in the biggest beer hall in the world & meeting fun German men who bought us drinks and taught us drinking songs (PROST, PROST, PROST!, held me & told me to "Stay, stay here, you're a German girl!!"   jan 16 2009 ∞jan 19 2009 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    The movie "Big Fish" The movie "The Fall" The book "The Kite Runner" The book "Night" The song "Because," usually by Elliot Smith, but the Beatles version will do it too. Being homesick Part of the movie "The Miracle Worker" ---I was young at the time. The scene in the Joan of Arcadia episode when Joan's mom reads the suicide note that Adam's mom left for Adam & "Across the Universe" plays in the background. The song Fake Plastic Trees by Radiohead.
      
        On 105.7 the Point, this one girl made a playlist as a tribute to her unborn daughter. It had the song "Mother Mother," and "I got a Girl," and things like that, an...   jan 15 2009 ∞jan 11 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Adele Adeline Seraphina/Seraphine Amelie Eve/Evie Chloe Jillian/Jilly Penelope Poptart Tinka Ruth Katja Ada Marina Sunny Asher (Hebrew for "happy") David Leo Tom/Thom Zach/Zac Adam Luke   jan 17 2009 ∞sep 4 2009 +
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    take better care of my skin:
      
        gentle apricot scrub start using moisturizer start taking walks
      
        bring camera on said walks maybe even start running again Make an effort to get out more plan trips
      
        Meet up with Illinois lost girls this summer? :] Adventure with Amy &/or Kendra Take more photos in different places--stop doing the same old things. Organize more photoshoots Obtain roller skates Execute project ideas! Take at least one roll of film a month Make straight A's   dec 27 2010 ∞dec 27 2010 +
              
         
 
  
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    mermaids modern day Alice in Wonderland modern day Wizard of Oz old people photoshoot kidnapped tarot cards
      
        the magician--Rose Garden. Red & white. Wheel of fortune--spread eagle on merry-go-round. Greg's headshots fairy tales
      
        abandoned cottage=Hansel & Gretel Explore Cairo Boquet of umbrellas/or just really super huge umbrella Friends + pets photoshoots
      
        Aubs + Darwin Justen + Peggy Sue   jul 13 2010 ∞nov 23 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Read & catch up for UI382.
      
        read next two chapters outline all of this unit skim chapters before exam Xerox tracking sheets for CD406. Read chapter for Social Cognition Take pictures of all of the amazing places along hwy 61. Take picture for Sarah for her feature in the newsletter thing. Take early morning portiture shots. Me & Mattie phototime. Me & Suzanne phototime. phototime in general. acrylic still life   mar 18 2010 ∞mar 18 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Matilda Harriet the Spy 101 Dalmations Aladin Beauty & the Beast My Girl The Little Rascals Milo & Otis Benji Homeward Bound Pollyanna Swiss Family Robinson Old Yeller The Parent Trap (the Haley Mills version) Freaky Friday (the Jodie Foster version)   jan 31 2010 ∞feb 1 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Eat all of the Ben & Jerry's Cinnamon Bun icecream I could possibly contain. Do every single reckless thing I've always wanted to do but was afraid to do. Have/attend a party & get really intoxicated (because that would be the best time to do it).
      
        play wonderful music dance like mad Tell everyone I love that I love them. Spend time with those I love.   jan 31 2010 ∞jan 31 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    ✔ Mattie!
      
 Nicole ✔ Jennifer Suzanne Jared T. (inspiration point?) ✔ Rodger (haunted house) David (Cranky Yellow!) Sarah & Caleb (engagement photos?) ✔ Kendra--Burnt mill
      
        magical adventures were had =]   dec 18 2009 ∞sep 12 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    ✔ Clean up room, get rid of lots of clutter.
      
        I even vaccumed up the dust bunny village under my bed. ✔ More photography related things. Visit Janette & Ryan & go to the city museum. Sign up for a 5k & train for it, religiously. Go to more BSU meetings.
      
        BSU & SPA meet at the same time =[ ✔ Go to photo club events & field trips.
      
        ✔ ask K. about digital lab & pinhole cameras. hooray, I'm an officer. =] Learn to sew properly. Finish old zine or make a new one. Set up an etsy? Maybe?   nov 8 2009 ∞apr 8 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Decorations
      
        with b&w film, take photos of:
          
            ✔ scary trees black cats witch hats striped stockings! ✔ crows (or fake ones, if nothing else) other scary junk. ✔ fake crows in little jars full of moss ✔ spider webs ✔ black skeleton lantern ✔ pumpkins! & gords! Costume
      
        family party
          
            Me & sister as conjoined twins.
              
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    apple orchards & rasberry picking scarves crunchy leaves under my feet nerdy glasses knee high socks Horse Feathers sleeping, a lot. friendly cats coffee shops watching Freaks & Geeks being with my family, watching 3rd Rock from the Sun & eating caramel popcorn =) 2 of my photos in a flickr member's Lolita gallery! Learning, slowly, how to develop film photographs & nice people in the photography club.   sep 29 2009 ∞oct 8 2009 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    I wasted less time thinking about things & actually started doing them. I stopped being afraid I started running again, because it's killing me to not be I had more time spent really writing, not just scribbling madly here & there. I was better prepared...for everthing.   sep 22 2009 ∞sep 23 2009 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Fiona Apple- Pale September Moo Maw-September.
      
        "If you were a color, you'd be amber. If you were a liquor you'd be red wine. If you were a heartbeat, you'd beat quicker. If you were a lover, you'd be mine." <3 Dave Matthews Band- Satellite. If you've seen the music video, you'd associate it with fall =) Sunny Came Home- Shawn Colvin Tori Amos- Cornflake Girl The Doves-The Cedar Room The Doves-Gone till November Popular- Nada Surf Across the Universe This Years Love Blur- coffee & tv Bush- mouth   sep 7 2009 ∞sep 12 2009 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    walkie-talkies
      
 bike
      
        basket bell radio attached polaroid film big eyeglasses/sunglasses   aug 17 2009 ∞aug 17 2009 +
              
         
 
  
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    ✔ Take nighttime walks
      
        ✔ walks with Happy?
          
            he loves it way too much to not take him for more walks. ✔ Fix bike, ride bike.
      
        or buy one if all else fails. ✔ Ask El about BSU, check it out.
      
        thursdays @7:00, riverboat room. ✔ See Linda. & do P.W. with Laura, like old times.
      
 Study lots & lots, keep standards high. ✔ Go to open mike nights with E & K.
      
        so fun. Sitar players & pipe smokers!! ✔ Cozy up room at the house   aug 10 2009 ∞oct 7 2009 +
              
         
 
  
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    frogs. I never knew that this was an irrational fear until people starting making fun of me for it. The frog in the icon picture LITERALLY makes me shiver/feel like puking/twitch. White vans, especially ones with tinted dark windows. Being alone after watching many consecutive hours of "Ghost Hunters" Being late for class/work. Walking out of a class after a test & wondering about any questions you got wrong (I suppose that's a weird perfectionist thing to do, but I do it). Overdrafting my debit card. DANGIT! Running out of gas on the highway. Running out of gas anywhere, actually. Large, large groups of people. Especially in Wal-Marts. Dreams in which people die/go missing or I'm missing teeth.   feb 2 2009 ∞jul 5 2009 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    ✔ Move into house.
      
        officially before school starts. ✔ Go swimming in a large body of water ✔ Do photo op. with Mattie.
      
 ✔ Take 3 self portraits I really like. ✔ GET A DECENT CELL PHONE!
      
 Play truth or dare Catch fireflies in the park Candy picnic Have a disney marathon ✔ &/or have a 'revert back to childhood day," in which we'd watch movies we liked as kids, make a fort, drink koolaid and kid food & candy and play freeze tag at dusk.   jul 4 2009 ∞oct 19 2009 +
              
         
 
  
               
    a nice voice. I can overlook a lot of things, but I really do love a nice voice. Kind Prefferably tall, but height or lack thereof isn't that important. passionate about something (music, art,...) likes to read. will listen to and like music I like. good sense of humor; doesn't take anything too seriously. fun! Willing to have adventures. Understanding. good listener & conversationalist. cat person healthy amount of dorky.   jun 30 2009 ∞jul 4 2009 +
              
         
 
  
               
    June, from Benny & Joon. Chuck, from Pushing Daisies (which doesn't count, I guess, because it's a show). The main character in Children of a Lesser God. Layla, from Buffalo '66. (she was just so sweet...even when kidnapped). Evelyn, from the Mummy ("I know what you're thinking, what is a place like me, doing in a girl like this?!")   jun 28 2009 ∞jul 2 2009 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    ✔ Catch fireflies on multiple occasions. Go to a concert ✔ Go to at LEAST one open mic night.
      
 Have Ellen over.
      
        will have to do this in the fall when she's not in a city many many miles away. ✔ Take TONS of pictures.
      
        ✔ I've pretty much already accomplished this. how about tons of pictures I love. =) Go somewhere I've never been
      
 ✔ go to carnival. ✔ Run through a field, prefferably filled with wildflowers or sunflowers.   mar 21 2009 ∞jul 27 2009 +
              
         
 
  
               BOOKS 
    The Red Tent Like Water For Chocolate by Laura Esquivel Madness by Marya Hornbacher (2nd read...it's a great memoir) Song of Solomon - I didn't realize how great this book was till I got to the end. "If you surrender to the wind, you can ride it." The Awakening- Kate Chopin. (This is a really lovely Victorian novel...I read for my Women's Lit class & it has beautiful imagery. =) The Piano- I love this book so much...I'm glad I bought it, because I wrote all over the margins & underlined things. It's beautiful, read it. =) The Woman Warrior- some parts I loved, some parts I didn't. But what's so great about this is that it caused so much contre...   feb 21 2009 ∞sep 22 2009 +
              
         
 
  
               
    Pushing Daisies Scrubs 3rd Rock from the Sun Freaks & Geeks Wonderfalls Dead Like Me Felicity My So-Called Life The Adventures of Pete & Pete Weeds Skins Joan of Arcadia PepperAnn cartoons Martha Speaks (cartoon for 5 year olds & adorable) One Tree Hill (If I'm in the right mood)   jan 15 2009 ∞oct 17 2009 +
              
         
 
  
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    Make things easy on yourself!! Take care of things WAY before they need to be done. Say "yes" Remember that there are always options. You can always go home again. What's hard now, WILL get better. Buy one of those seasonal depression fighting lamps early on in the fall. Just in case. Don't be afraid to try things! Even if it takes a bit longer than orginally thought to complete college, some people say it's the best time of your life, right? Make it last? (I don't know who I'm kidding...) Great friends are always there. Whether you call them after you've just seen them 5 minutes ago or 5 months ago, the best ones are the ones who love you anyway. Stay away from the damn cinnabon pies!! E...   jan 31 2009 ∞feb 14 2009 +
              
         
 
  
               
    Waking up with the window open, blue skies, birds singing, kitties in the bend of my knees. A glorious run! Good hair day! Having a yummy lunch with a friend Walking around & window shopping, maybe finding the perfect thing to purchase. Wearing summer clothes, maybe a swimming suit for a swim later on. Playing in the park, frisbee, chalking fun messages on sidewalks, swinging, blowing bubbles. Having crafty time! Watching a movie, either in a theater or cuddled up on the couch. Star gazing in the evening. Driving around at night with the windows rolled down & yelling the lyrics to favorite songs really loud. Sipping champagne with a swirly straw.   jan 29 2009 ∞jan 31 2009 +
              
         
 
  
               
    Smiley "That nice girl." Fainty Mary (as in, Virgin Mary) Rachiebob & Pumpkinhead/Pumpkineater (from my dad) Frenchy (because while working in a coffee shop some tourists thought I was French. I don't really know why...) Little Sailor - because the boys in my photography are still amazed that I occasionally cuss   jan 24 2009 ∞nov 19 2010 +
              
         
 
  
               
    Benny & Joon Garden State Moulin Rouge Amelie Lolita What Dreams May Come Romeo & Juliet Swing Kids Disturbia Eternal Sunshine Snow White, a Tale of Terror Frida The Fall It's a Wonderful Life   jan 18 2009 ∞mar 7 2009 +
              
         
 
  
               Things I wish I could do: 
    Be a beekeeper Draw absolutely anything & have it be amazing. Make sizable donations to FilmAidInternational Date and/or fall in love without freaking out. Not faint when I see blood Speak German fluently & write letters to Henrike entirely in German Buy & be good at rollerblading Play an accoustic guitar & sing in parks (as long as it didn’t anger people). Not be homesick Join the Peacecorp Run a 5k in 20 min Catch fireflies with someone I love on longest day of the year. Play flute better Be published (doesn’t everybody, though...   jan 16 2009 ∞feb 16 2009 +
              
         
 
  
               
    ✔ Make the Dean's List at least two more times. (3/2 times) Re-learn ASL (american sign language).
      
        I've gotten lazy with this. Purchase a copy of Grey's Anatomy or maybe a wall chart for Anatomical reference.
      
        I already have my Anatomy manual from A&P. Read more classics or intellectually stimulating books.
      
        2 down (book reading list above). Read school text ahead of time (preferably all year, but realistically, let's say for 1 month).
      
        
          keeping up relatively well. Listen to and follow along with ALL the G...   jan 15 2009 ∞jan 6 2011 +
              
         
 
  
               
    Europe
      
        Germany
          
            Rothenburg-beautiful ancient town with half timbered houses colored pastel egg colors and flowers everwhere. Frankfurt-only landed there. Munich Dachau-first concentration camp (incredibly sad & eerie) Austria Italy
          
            Verona-the setting of "Romeo & Juliet"! Went to see the Arena & Juliet's house. Venice-beautiful & beyond any words I could toss around. Go. Switzerland
          
            Lucerne-GORGEOUS. Perfect combination of ...   jan 15 2009 ∞jan 15 2009 +
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