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It's been 21 years since I first got taken off of my home planet. ;D
Hi, I'm Alexandra, but most people call me ...other things.
I was gonna tell you about myself here, but that's kinda what this whole page is about.


i generally type properly.
when i make lists i don't wanna. my lists will vary in capitalization sometimes.

i'm happier than i used to be, but still looking for enlightenme...

bookmarks:
Rubab notes (Mini Movie Reviews | 2022-2024 Edition)
notes (My Kitchener Style Essence: Ethereal/Angelic)
vera notes (stuff to bring new place)
home and garden (stuff for home)
wishlist (gifts so i finally have something to ask for when people ask me what i want)
  • josh groban retweets, twice
  • charlotte church reply, favorite
  • lauren tom conversations
  • eddie mcclintock retweet
may 16 2013 ∞
may 19 2013 +

this is going to get long.

oct 7 2010 ∞
mar 21 2013 +
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  • sherlock holmes and john watson (johnlock, bbc sherlock)
  • dean winchester and castiel (destiel, supernatural)
  • the tenth doctor and rose (doctor who)
  • the ninth doctor and donna (doctor who)
oct 23 2012 ∞
feb 12 2013 +
  • what doesn't kill you makes you stronger
    • i'm pretty sure if you lost your arms you'd be a lot less strong
    • or were in a coma
    • or plagued by depression so deep that it doesn't end until you die (and it wasn't the cause)
  • you can do anything if you put your mind to it and try your hardest
    • so if i want to i can grow wings and fly off the top of a building? awesome! let's go try it!
  • be yourself, no matter what other people think.
    • if you're a serial killer, don't be yourself. people judge things because they're right to, sometimes. if people think that you should stop being a serial killer, t...
jan 15 2013 ∞
jan 31 2013 +
  • baking
  • crocheting
  • cuddling
  • finger painting
  • listening to music
  • photographing
  • reading
  • singing
  • stepping on crunchy leaves
  • taking restful naps
  • writing
jan 4 2013 ∞
jan 24 2013 +
  • alex borstein
  • alex kingston
  • allison scagliotti
  • anne hathaway
  • billie piper
  • catherine tate
  • chyler leigh
  • emma thompson
  • frances conroy
  • helena bonham carter
  • joanne kelly
  • katherine heigl
  • kirsten vangsness
  • kristen bell
  • kristen wiig
  • lauren ambrose
  • maggie gyllenhaal
  • maggie smith
  • megan mullally
  • queen latifah
  • reese witherspoon
apr 1 2011 ∞
mar 26 2013 +
  • "don't stop believin', hold on to that feelin'" don't stop believin' - journey
  • "it's 4am satan, won't you please go to sleep?!" roommate from hell - mc lars
  • "maybe suicide's an answer, but it wasn't the solution" twenty-three - mc lars
dec 13 2012 ∞
dec 13 2012 +
  • so she dances - josh groban
aug 29 2012 ∞
aug 29 2012 +
  • ryan (2 weeks)
  • chris (3 months)
  • shawn (9 months)
  • russell (too long)
  • joe (2 months)
  • michael (1 week)
  • vinnie (too long)
  • sarah (6 months)
  • john (2 months)
aug 20 2012 ∞
aug 22 2012 +

my mom works at a preschool, and i love playing with the kids... &/but sometimes i get covered in:

  • water
  • sweat
  • goop (corn starch & water)
  • paint
  • glue
  • shaving cream
  • worms
  • dirt
    • mud
  • sand
    • wet sand
  • homemade playdough
    • homemade playdough before cooking
  • coffee
  • spit
aug 14 2012 ∞
aug 16 2012 +
  • fuckin' perfect p!nk
  • you are loved (don't give up) josh groban especially the version he did on his styt with the extra bridge.
  • hold on good charlotte
  • you raise me up josh groban
apr 1 2011 ∞
aug 16 2012 +
  • especially; not eckspecially
  • anyway; not anyways
  • ask; not axe/acks
  • espresso; not expresso
  • manga - mahnguh; not maynguh
  • sake - sahkeh; not sahkee
  • what, why, where, when - wuht, wy, wehr, wehn; not hwat, hwy, hwehr, hwehn
may 13 2011 ∞
aug 4 2012 +
  • "i'm not the one that stabbed the captain with a pickle!" - law&order: svu
  • "is mayonnaise an instrument?" - spongebob squarepants
  • "jimmy, please. i've seen you skip through the food court at the mall singing 'it's a small world'." - yes, dear
  • "people will think we're a couple!" - tia & tamera
may 25 2012 ∞
jul 30 2012 +

there's a far fuller list on my goodreads page.

  • a christmas carol by charles dickens
  • dances with wolves by michael blake
  • the bell jar by sylvia plath
  • the hunger games by suzanne collins
  • hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy by douglas adams
  • it's kind of a funny story by ned vizzini
  • one flew over the cuckoo's nest
oct 4 2011 ∞
jul 22 2012 +
  • flashforward s1.ep1
  • flashforward s1.ep2
  • flashforward s1.ep3
  • flashforward s1.ep4
  • flashforward s1.ep5
  • flashforward s1.ep6
  • flashforward s1.ep7
  • flashforward s1.ep8
  • flashforward s1.ep9
  • flashforward s1.ep10
  • flashforward s1.ep11
  • flashforward s1.ep12
  • flashforward s1.ep13
  • flashforward s1.ep14
  • flashforward s1.ep15
  • flashforward s1.ep16
  • flashforward s1.ep17
  • flashforward s1.ep18
  • flashforward s1.ep19
  • flashforward s1.ep20
  • flashforward s1.ep21
feb 2 2012 ∞
feb 28 2012 +
  • bungee jump.
  • get drunk.
  • go skydiving.
  • go to england.
  • go to italy.
  • go to japan.
  • go to new york.
  • grow a garden of dandelions.
  • have a book published.
  • have kids.
  • kiss in the rain.
  • meet a far away online friend in person.
  • meet an online friend in person.
  • meet josh groban.
  • meet my biological father and subsequent family.
  • meet simple plan.
  • meet the rest of good charlotte
  • parasail.
  • see the northern lights.
  • stargaze on top of a car.
jul 7 2011 ∞
mar 1 2013 +

"coping mechanisms"

  • watch doctor who.
  • read a novel.
  • make lists.
  • go on tumblr.

this is practically all i ever do though, and it never helps.

jul 15 2011 ∞
sep 26 2011 +
  • fixing delilah
aug 9 2011 ∞
sep 3 2011 +

i'm finally getting to making a list like this.

  • arrested development
  • dexter
  • lost
  • pushing daisies
  • south park (entirety)
  • spongebob (rewatch)
aug 11 2011 ∞
sep 3 2011 +
  • 1960 - People, Places, And Things - Volume 1 (limited edition with Chris Chelsey)
  • 1964 - The Star Invaders (limited edition)
  • 1974 - Carrie
  • 1975 - Salem's Lot
  • 1977 - The Shining
  • 1978 - Night Shift (stories)
  • 1978 - The Stand
  • 1979 - The Dead Zone
  • 1980 - Firestarter
  • 1981 - Cujo
  • 1981 - Danse Macabre (nonfiction about horror)
  • 1981 - Roadwork
  • 1982 - Creepshow (comic book, illustrated by Bernie Wrightson)
  • 1982 - The Dark Tower I: The Gunslinger
  • 1982 - Different Seasons (novellas)
  • 1983 - Christine
  • 1983 - Pet Sematary
may 25 2011 ∞
jul 1 2011 +
  • "I try to appreciate my stretch marks. 'Cause, well, they sorta look like a zebra anyway, and zebras are cool."
  • "Well boys are stupid, you should just go 100% lesbian."
may 18 2011 ∞
may 18 2011 +
  • red leather yellow leather/red lorry yellow lorry
  • bathroom/loo
  • fucking/bloody
may 8 2011 ∞
may 8 2011 +
  • homophobia
  • animal abuse
  • the media and what it does for self-esteem
  • murderers
  • reality television
  • pageants, especially child ones
  • greed
  • war and politics
  • hunger, thirst, poverty
  • bullying
mar 28 2011 ∞
may 4 2011 +
  • lovely
  • blatantly
  • fantastic
  • cheeky
apr 14 2011 ∞
may 2 2011 +

starting on the 16th of december 2012, ending on the 13th of september 2015 (the day i turn 23½) - this would be easier if i had money! ongoing... any ideas?

  • answer all/most online communication with song lyrics for one day
  • answer the "50 questions that will free your mind"
  • ask 20 people to suggest one book, and read them all
  • attach notes to a few balloons and let them go (environmentally unfriendly, but...)
  • become 'intermediate' (at least) in spanish
  • build an awesome fort and hang out in it for a couple days
  • buy (adult sized now) heelys (i've wanted them since i was 8!!)
  • buy a CAR
  • buy a camera (i got one for my 21st birth...
dec 13 2012 ∞
may 27 2013 +
  • acadia - french; idyllic place
  • alannis - greek; from atlanta
  • allette - french; winged
  • ashton - english; ash tree town
  • astoria - english; like a hawk
  • avalon - welsh; apple island
  • bellini - italian; little beautiful one
  • calder - scottish; the wild water
  • castiel - latin; angel of thursday
  • ellery - english; cheerful
  • felicity - latin; happiness
  • kaigh - greek; rejoice
  • katniss - american; plant name
  • cadence - latin; rhythm
  • lorelei - german; alluring enchantress
  • maddox - english; son of maddoc
  • norah - english; honor
  • nova - latin; new
  • novalee - american; new field
  • phoebe - greek; bright, shining
  • rhett - english; council, advice
aug 19 2012 ∞
apr 11 2013 +

in order of how much i like them. long time ones, anyway, for now.

  • donna
  • rose
  • martha
  • rory
  • clara
  • amy (bleh)
  • susan (bleh)
dec 25 2012 ∞
feb 12 2013 +
  • gabrielle zevin
  • john green
  • j.k. rowling
  • lois lowry
  • mara purnhagen
  • neal schusterman
  • scott westerfeld
  • suzanne collins
  • wendy mass
jan 22 2013 ∞
feb 10 2013 +
  • titanic
  • the hunger games movie
  • i am legend
jan 28 2013 ∞
jan 28 2013 +

some aren't necessarily things i /wanted/ to do.

  • played with baby tigers
  • fractured a bone
  • adopted animals
  • had near-death experiences
  • been in the newspaper
  • held a python
  • hand fed a squirrel
  • learned to play violin
  • met famous people
  • got peed on by a goat
jan 21 2013 ∞
jan 24 2013 +

for one reason or another. mostly i just don't think they're talented or they've said/done stuff that pissed me off. you're likely to disagree with me on a few of these. actresses i don't think are shit here.

  • amanda seyfried
  • chloe moretz
  • dakota and elle fanning
  • demi lovato
  • emma watson
  • jennifer lawrence
  • kristen stewart
  • naya rivera
  • lea michele (pretty much every girl from glee)

oh my goodness, this list is so long in my head. why can't i think of anyone?

jan 1 2013 ∞
jan 12 2013 +
  • "sexy" marie curie
  • mc lars (with sf giants hat)
dec 17 2012 ∞
dec 17 2012 +
  • yo mama so fat, that when she jump for joy, she get stuck!
  • yo mama so stupid, that when she hears it's chilly outside, she goes and gets a bowl.
aug 26 2012 ∞
oct 14 2012 +
  • ride a skateboard
  • do a flip from the floor
  • speak fluent italian
  • ride a bike
feb 11 2011 ∞
aug 22 2012 +
  • ukulele
  • electric guitar
  • piano
nov 18 2010 ∞
aug 16 2012 +
  • ackles, jensen
  • augeri, steve
  • cumberbatch, benedict
  • evans, chris
  • freeman, martin
  • green, hank
  • green, john
  • groban, josh
  • hiddleston, tom
  • nielsen, andrew
  • padalecki, jared
  • tate, catherine
  • tennant, david

to be continued.

jul 29 2012 ∞
aug 5 2012 +
  • I don't mind, and even like the idea of having wrinkles.
  • I love cats.
  • I love to read.
  • I really, really enjoy classical music.
  • I like to bake and cook.
  • I crochet and knit.
  • I like giving and caring.
  • Cuddling under a blanket with my cats on a comfy chair in front of the TV watching game shows sounds beautiful.
  • I'm annoyed easily (GET OFF MY LAWN)
    • But I will likely want everyone to hang out with me.
  • Knowing that I got through life without killing myself will be a fantastic accomplishment in itself.
dec 23 2011 ∞
aug 4 2012 +
  • cut by patricia mccormick, misspelling page 109
    • My checks get warm...
  • by the time you read this by lola jaye, unnecessary/misplaced quotation mark page 37
    • "In the John of course!" I shook my head to this silly question, itching to return to my guests and new friends." <-- right there at the end
jul 6 2011 ∞
jul 22 2012 +
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  • cupcake (like the one on my water bottle) hat
  • black (with a purple bow) hat for kimmie
  • finish scarf for mom
    • hat for mom
  • fingerless gloves for rowan
  • beanie for mitch
  • beanie for rolf
  • sweaters for luke, leia, onix, and abby xD
  • pokéballs for errybody! (but mostly me)

SEX FOR ALL OF THE PEOPLE (EXCEPT ALL OF THE OTHER PEOPLE)

nov 5 2011 ∞
jul 17 2012 +

or awesome things that have happened to me. i don't care that most of them are lame!

  • josh groban himself answering my question about whether or not he would survive a zombie apocalypse.
    • yelling "STEWIE" when he was trying to think of an impression to do, and him doing it.
  • my plate to postsecret showing up in a video about postsecret.
  • a paper secret FINALLY getting onto postsecret, and then finding out that it's been in a gallery in new york!!! ;alsfjasdlkf
  • meeting journey a bazillion times
  • meeting paul & dean from good charlotte
  • meeting john and hank green
oct 23 2011 ∞
feb 28 2012 +
  • guinea pigs - my worst. bronchoconstriction. dyspnea. wheezing. hives. coughing. itchy everything.
  • peanuts - hard to breathe, sometimes canker sores.
  • nuts (peanuts are legumes, technically) - canker sores, sometimes wheezing.
  • tomatoes - canker sores.

there are lots more that for some reason i can't remember right now.

feb 2 2012 ∞
feb 28 2012 +

SUPER cool that they do this! free books for a poor kid, yeahh!

  • Vintage Connor: The Blonde in the Lotus Elite Robert Baty
  • Webways To The Universe: Journey To Jangala Charles G. Wilson
  • All Cry Chaos Leonard Rosen
  • The Leftovers Tom Perrotta
  • Torn: Trusting God When Life Leaves You in Pieces Jud Wilhite (heck, why not? it's free and maybe i'll feel better after reading it.)
  • The Grief of Others Leah Hager Cohen
jul 12 2011 ∞
sep 26 2011 +

from the celebrities that i know about.

  • Alice Cooper
  • Bret Michaels
  • Carrie Fisher
  • Charisma Carpenter
  • Christopher Knight
  • Corey Feldman
  • Haylie Duff
  • Joan Rivers
  • Joey Lawrence
  • Keshia Knight Pulliam
  • Margaret Cho
  • Marilyn Manson
  • Matthew Gray Gubler
  • Regis Philbin
  • Rue McClanahan
  • Sammy Hagar
  • Scott Baio
  • Shanna Moakler
  • Sugar Ray Leonard
  • Tempestt Bledsoe
aug 3 2011 ∞
sep 3 2011 +
  • my sanity.
  • my keys.
  • my phone charger, when i unplug it.
  • contentment or happiness, when it very rarely hits me.
jul 6 2011 ∞
jul 6 2011 +

i've recently developed a taste for r&b, or whatever.

  • dj got us fallin' in love usher
  • we are young 3oh!3
  • the heart of life john mayer
  • free fallin'
  • don't stop the music rihanna
  • disturbia rihanna
  • collide howie day
  • forever young alphaville
  • pump up the jam salt n pepa
  • let my love open the door pete townshend
  • karma chameleon culture club
  • kids mgmt
  • just can't get enough black eyed peas
  • savior rise against
  • here without you 3 doors down
nov 11 2010 ∞
aug 14 2012 +
  • large dark blue soft sweater
  • something with a unicorn on it
  • a mug with a cat painted on it
  • the harry potter books
apr 26 2011 ∞
jul 6 2011 +
  • show me your genitals - jon lajoie
  • peacock - katy perry
nov 30 2010 ∞
dec 31 2010 +
  • California (duh, I live here)
    • Universal Studios
  • Africa
  • Canada
    • Vancouver
  • England
    • London
    • Yeovil
  • Florida
    • Disney World, Florida
    • Harry Potter World
    • The Keys
  • Hawaii
  • Ireland
  • Italy
    • Venice
apr 11 2013 ∞
apr 11 2013 +

music to listen to more.

  • mat kearney
  • priory
  • newvillager
mar 7 2013 ∞
apr 22 2013 +
  • aperture
  • banana
  • beautiful
  • bell
  • breeze
  • caress
  • cloud
  • conscious
  • defenestrate
  • dusk
  • elf
  • enchanting
  • ersatz
  • essence
  • faerie
  • flutter
  • glitter
  • grotesque
  • happenstance
  • idiosyncrasy
  • indulge
sep 15 2010 ∞
feb 24 2013 +
  • andrew lincoln
  • josh groban
  • joseph fiennes
  • craig ferguson
  • johnny depp
  • paul thomas
  • eddie mcclintock

only a few off the top of my mind right now.

feb 11 2013 ∞
feb 11 2013 +
  • another
  • avatar: the last airbender
  • nana
  • wandering son
jan 26 2013 ∞
jan 28 2013 +
  • united states
    • california (i live here)
      • as far north as redding, and far south as san diego
    • florida
      • miami airport (so i guess it doesn't really count)
    • hawaii
      • honolulu
    • nevada
      • reno
  • south america
    • argentina
      • buenos aires
jan 24 2013 ∞
jan 24 2013 +
  • balderdash
  • jenga
  • scattergories
  • scrabble
  • trouble
  • shark in the dark
  • apples to apples
  • MASH
jan 22 2013 ∞
jan 22 2013 +

january

  • interview for recurring babysitting job! - 1st
  • first day of that job - 4th

february

  • josh groban's all that echoes released - 5th
  • josh's birthday

march

  • 21st birthday! - 13th

april

may

june

  • warped tour
jan 3 2013 ∞
jan 4 2013 +
  • snails copulating
  • starfish eating a shrimp
sep 22 2012 ∞
oct 14 2012 +

i am a...

  • cumberbabe
  • grobanite
  • hiddlestoner
  • kath-eter
  • nerdfighter
  • potterhead
  • sherlockian
aug 16 2012 ∞
aug 25 2012 +
  • 24
  • 30 rock
  • arrested development
  • avatar: the last airbender
    • legend of korra
  • bones
  • grey's anatomy
  • jericho
  • pretty little liars (because i'm stupid)
  • the dresden files
  • the office
  • warehouse 13
  • weeds
jul 31 2012 ∞
aug 16 2012 +
  • the day i was born, 1992
  • 1998
  • 2009
  • 2015
  • 2020
  • 2026
  • 2037
  • etc.
may 16 2011 ∞
aug 16 2012 +

i'm hungry.

  • bacon (i hate that i love this)
  • broccoli
  • caesar salad
  • california rolls
  • cantaloupe
  • carrots
  • cheese empanandas
  • cheese&spinach ravioli
  • chocolate chip cookies
  • curly fries
  • fish&chips
  • fried tofu
  • frosted mini wheats
  • garlic bread
  • grilled cheese sandwiches
  • hash browns
  • hash! (the meat, potato, onion, rosemary stuff)
  • kaiser rolls
  • kettle chips
jun 20 2011 ∞
aug 5 2012 +

music

  • adele
  • christina aguilera
  • justin bieber
  • miley cyrus

tv shows

  • glee
  • jersey shore

movies

  • dr. horrible's singalong blog
  • little miss sunshine
  • twilight (the books, too)

other

  • cheesecake

etc.

jul 24 2011 ∞
aug 5 2012 +
  • "Whatever you have to do to get through this, do it. You don't have to apologize for anything." - Insidious
  • "Happiness isn't happiness without a goat playing the violin." - Notting Hill
  • "I'm just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her." - Notting Hill
jul 26 2011 ∞
aug 4 2012 +

sort of in order.

  • spongebob squarepants
  • warehouse 13
  • doctor who
  • family guy
  • breaking bad
  • castle
  • flashforward
  • futurama
  • how it's made
  • jeremiah
  • misfits
  • paranormal state
  • sherlock
  • the simpsons
  • South Park
  • supernatural
  • the walking dead
oct 18 2011 ∞
feb 1 2013 +
  • children's
  • classic rock
  • classical
  • country
  • death metal
  • disco
  • dubstep
  • hard rock
  • hip hop
  • 'medieval'
  • pop
  • pop punk
  • power metal
  • punk
  • r&b
  • rap
  • smooth jazz
  • soft rock
  • techno

uh... practically everything. what else?

jun 10 2012 ∞
jun 17 2012 +

some not so unique but i've only encountered once or twice.* echo

  • jovia (this one wasn't actually her legal name, but she called it her "real" name, which makes sense if you know her)
  • kenia
  • kerrigan
  • layla
  • lisbeth
  • micah
  • persephone
  • phoenix
  • princess
  • rainbow
  • rowan
  • tassajara
jul 16 2011 ∞
sep 26 2011 +

as i re-watch them all. tracking list here

  • season 1
jul 21 2011 ∞
sep 3 2011 +
  • Crochet Basics: All You Need to Know to Get Hooked on Crochet by Jan Eaton
  • The Dark Elf Trilogy Collector's Edition by R.A. Salvatore
  • Everyone Poops by Taro Gomi
  • By the Time You Read This by Lola Jaye
  • The Memory Keeper's Daughter by Kim Edwards
  • The Condition by Jennifer Haigh
  • Still Alice by Lisa Genova
  • Cut by Patricia McCormick
  • The Eye of the World (Wheel of Time, #1) by Robert Jordan
  • The Greatest Baby Name Book Ever by Carol McD. Wallace
jul 7 2011 ∞
jul 7 2011 +

catching up on

  • doctor who

waiting to watch

  • united states of tara

watch whenever it's on

  • spongebob squarepants

need to watch

  • kyle xy
may 18 2011 ∞
may 24 2011 +

brits, apparently.

  • don't wanna read/tl;wr
  • have read

here's their 100 list.

  • Pride and Prejudice – Jane Austen
  • The Lord of the Rings
  • Jane Eyre – Charlotte Bronte
  • Harry Potter series – JK Rowling
  • To Kill a Mockingbird – Harper Lee
  • The Bible
  • Wuthering Heights – Emily Bronte
  • Nineteen Eighty Four – George Orwell
  • His Dark Materials – Philip Pullman
  • Great Expectations – Charles Dickens
  • Little Women – Louisa M Alcott
  • Tess of the D’Urbervilles – Thomas Hardy
  • Catch 22 – Joseph Heller
  • Complete Works of Shakespeare
  • Rebecca – Daphne Du Maurier
may 11 2011 ∞
may 17 2011 +

regulars, anyway.

  • cucumber moisture cream
  • iabiel
  • Houkito
  • samm ravenblood
  • The Unfinished Story
  • luze
  • Pandora_B
  • xl Cyanide Candy lx
  • SqueakyPete
  • Aidan Maitland
  • KingBet
  • Myin
may 3 2011 ∞
dec 29 2011 +

cats

  • simba
  • groban; groby

small animals (hamsters, rats, mice, etc.)

  • pixel
mar 2 2011 ∞
may 4 2011 +
  • glee
  • justin bieber (and most of the rest of that pop crap nowadays)
apr 15 2011 ∞
apr 15 2011 +