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    “There are wounds that never show on the body that are deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds.” “There is no point treating a depressed person as though she were just feeling sad, saying, 'There now, hang on, you'll get over it.' Sadness is more or less like a head cold- with patience, it passes. Depression is like cancer.” “I don't want to see anyone. I lie in the bedroom with the curtains drawn and nothingness washing over me like a sluggish wave. Whatever is happening to me is my own fault. I have done something wrong, something so huge I can't even see it, something that's drowning me. I am inadequate and stupid, without worth. I might as well be dead.” “I'll never forget how the depression and loneliness felt good and bad at the same time. Still does.”   oct 14 2013 ∞oct 14 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    "I can't see you as someone who gets upset"   feb 8 2013 ∞feb 8 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    I would constantly doubt their affection awkward first dates I need my alone time too many emotions messy break ups would feel smothered constantly needing to put effort into my appearance
      
        (though I certainly don't even want to get into a relationship where this is necessary - I'd need someone to be able to come out to the farm and see me in my farm clothes with no make-up and messy hair and be fine with it) everybody else's immaturity and 'cooing' is frustrating to deal with I'm not comfortable with putting my heart on the line   jan 25 2013 ∞jan 25 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    piano at least five types of knots
      
        bowline knot carrick bend knot cats paw knot clove hitch knot diamond knot knitting crochet cpr how to change a tire basic geography how to detect a lie five new hairstyles
      
        curling with flat iron halo braid upside down to top knot waterfall braid french twist   jan 11 2013 ∞jan 11 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    very practical knows just what to say when arguing with difficult people teases me until I smile taught me to drive and ride a motorbike drives a mean looking truck has reading glasses can take on anything can fix anything self taught a lot of things has a 'mean truckie' appearance but I know he's harmless tells me to gain weight and that I'm too boney has to have orange juice every morning teaches me a lot has to turn the map upside down pulls funny faces and does good impersonations listens to the news radio a lot so is up to date with everything   aug 8 2012 ∞jan 30 2014 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    inside your heart tree hollow underneath your sheets inside a pocket between pages down a rabbit hole inside shells the valley of your ribs between threads in the clouds   jul 30 2012 ∞may 17 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    be in and out bite off more than one can chew by one's self by the skin of one's teeth change one's mind don't count your chickens before they hatch easy does it elbow grease go with the flow have one's hands full in time jump to conclusion keep one's fingers crossed leave well enough alone let sleeping dogs lie live and let live   aug 1 2012 ∞aug 1 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    ginta lapina freja beha erichsen natasha poly cara delevingne barbara palvin flavia oliveira vlada roslyakova snejana onopka tanya dziahileva mariacarla boscono daphne groeneveld carmen kass abbey lee kershaw   nov 27 2011 ∞may 17 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    true blood
      
 the vampire diaries
      
 offspring
      
 puberty blues
      
 supernatural
      
 game of thrones
      
 teen wolf
      
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    pretty ugly defeaning silence absolutely unsure accidental plan act natural advanced beginner agree to disagree almost done alone in a crowd awfully good back to the future beyond infinity bitter sweet black light cheerfully mournful clear as mud   jul 30 2012 ∞aug 2 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    the desire to jump out of a moving vehicle and having to lock the door and look away to stop myself from doing so wanting to see inside myself, I just can't comprehend how everything fits in there! urge to keep driving straight when the road bends and to drive on the wrong side of the road to laugh in a very serious situation
      
        have done this before and it was awful urge to run in front of cars or trains - play chicken wanting to throw and smash delicate objects to take out all my cash from the bank and just hold onto it   may 21 2012 ∞feb 21 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    protostar t tauri star main sequence stars red giant white dwarf red dwarf neutron stars supergiant stars   may 21 2012 ∞may 21 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    ice creams smell of freshly cut grass clear blue skies seeking refuge in the cool shade of a tree visits to the beach lying in the fields next to my cows resting in a hammock slurping smoothies salads going for walks wading in the dam with my ponies bees popsicles summer storms   jul 25 2012 ∞jul 25 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    "Everything is clearer when you're in love.” "The older generation are leading this country to galloping ruin!” "When I hold you in my arms and I feel my finger on your trigger I know no one can do me no harm because happiness is a warm gun.” “A dream you dream alone is only a dream. A dream you dream together is reality.” “All we are saying is give peace a chance.” “All You Need Is Love” “As usual, there is a great woman behind every idiot” “Everybody loves you when you're six foot in the ground.” “I believe in everything until it's disproved. So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons. It all exists, even if it's i...   may 21 2012 ∞may 21 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    A man is but the product of his thoughts what he thinks, he becomes. A man who broods on evil is as bad a man who does evil, if he is no worse A person who is worried about the outcome of his work does not see his goal; he sees only his opposition and the obstacles before him Always aim at complete harmony of thought and word and deed. Always aim at purifying your thoughts and everything will be well. An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind. An ounce of practice is worth more than tons of preaching As human beings, our greatness lies not so much in being able to remake the world - that is the myth of the atomic age - as in being able to remake ourselves. Be the planetary citizen you want everyon...   may 13 2012 ∞may 13 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Acheloids (from the river Achelous) Alseids (groves) Dryads (forests) Hamadryads (trees) Hydriads (water) Leimoniads (meadows) Meliads (ash trees) Naiads (springs and rivers) Nereid (the Mediterranean) Oceanids (the sea) Oreads (mountains) Napaea (valleys)   feb 23 2012 ∞feb 23 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    nostalgia swelling up with tears over earthly beauty being incredibly moved over even the simplest of things
      
        two birds in love, perched upon a post a stray dog giving 'puppy dog eyes' at strangers who pass by. changing the month on a calender the recognition of being the oldest I have ever been and the youngest I will ever be again, at any given moment. star gazing to remind myself that my problems are ridiculously insignificant in this vast world of ours, then smirking at the relief that it is, not infact, the end of the world. feeling overwhelmed with what I've yet to go through in life, a sheer jolt of panic, frustration and insecurity.   feb 20 2012 ∞feb 23 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    ✔ Wallaman Falls, Australia The Grand Canyon, Arizona Victoria Falls (between Zambia and Zimbabwe) The Galapagos Islands, Ecuador The Northern Lights (the Aurora Borealis), polar regions The Amazon Rainforest, South America Death Valley, California The Everglades, Florida Big Basin Redwoods State Park, California Yosemite National Park, California Mout Fuji, Japan ✔ Uluru (also referred to as Ayers Rock), Australia Yellowstone National Park, Wyoming The Perito Moreno Glacier, Argentina Witness a meteor shower. The Sahara Desert The Serengeti, Tanzania   feb 24 2012 ∞jan 31 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    A  bird call from the north means tragedy; from the south is good for crops; from the west is good luck; from the east, good love. A bat means long life and happiness, a good omen A big black moth in the house means a deceased one is just visiting reincarnated through that moth. A bird that flies into a house, foretells an important message. A cat onboard a ship is considered to bring luck. A cricket is a lucky house spirit that takes its luck away when it leaves. a fire that roars up the chimney = an omen of an argument or a storm A goat's foot or some hairs from his beard are believed to be talismans for driving off evil spirits. A horseshoe hung in the bedroom will keep...   feb 16 2012 ∞feb 16 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    an hourglass an old type writer an old wooden box holding indoor plants coffee stained music sheets are stacked in a pile, tied with brown string hard covered books a lined up against the wall with owl book ends journals open, showing off the pressed flowers between the pages terrarriums there are a few assorted glass jars filled with herbs and spices vases holding flowers   feb 23 2012 ∞feb 23 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    build a blanket fort, curl up inside with my treasured teddies and read a book, or simply dream. settle down with freshly popped popcorn and watch my favourite movies, tick them off my 'to watch' list as I go. draw maps of my make believe world join my freckles to form constellations paint my nails and toenails the colour of fairy floss or peaches. Possibly even pastel blue and pale green. make yourself many cups of tea, of all different flavours, critique them. cook up a batch of chocolate chip cookies. make yourself some macaroons, the colours of rose petals cherish your own company play soft piano pieces, listen and dance softly about your room, your feet only softly kissing the ground to keep your danc...   feb 16 2012 ∞feb 16 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    horse hooves on bitumen rain against a window the inside of a seashell the low rumble of approaching thunder thudding of a heart trying to break free from a ribcage waves crashing along the shore line children running on old wooden floor boards a cat purring happily to herself as she dreams chalk scribbling words on a black board birds singing at dawn leaves rustling in a cool breeze on an autumn's day cars driving through puddles as it rains rain on an iron roof the stillness before a summer storm dropping rocks over a steep slope and hearing them plummet, then hit and roll down until they reach the bottom   feb 15 2012 ∞jan 31 2013 +
              
         
 
  
            (I did not create this list and take no credit for it whatsoever, it was taken from here. I simply wish to view it always as I hope to live by these rules) 
    live magically love absolutely give completely cherish dreams cry if you must, but smile more create happiness for yourself and others let go of hurt and have forgiveness remember eternity only connect sing a song in your heart stop and smell the flowers pay attention and be astonished - show reverence for the sacred everything be more, appear less follow your bliss live life as one awfully grand adventure - love it and it will love you back   nov 24 2011 ∞nov 24 2011 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    A New Earth (Tolle, 2005) The Secret (Byrne, 2006) Anatomy of the Spirit (Myss, 1996) A Literary Passion (Nin, Miller, 1989) The Beatrice Letters (Snickett, 2006) The Power of Now (Eckhart Tolle)   dec 15 2011 ∞dec 15 2011 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    herbalism aromatherapy natural phenomenon's the moon's cycles order of the planets interesting coral organic gardening weather, different cloud types   nov 21 2011 ∞aug 7 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    times tables the elements of the periodic table, mass and atomic numbers names and physical properties of gemstones types of clouds and what they hold for weather conditions the moon cycles constellations of the southern hemisphere constellations of the northern hemisphere the order of the planets in our solar system the moons of the planets in our solar system every continent, their capitals   jul 21 2011 ∞nov 23 2011 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    a marauders map, of any place I choose a secret burrow to hide in a twin captain jack sparrow's compass communication with animals crystal ball elf ears fairy dust friendly poltergeist hermione's time turner necklace invisibility cloak love potion no.9 my own castle time machine to attend a boarding school to be a nymph to re-live my childhood to see things others do not (ghosts, magical creatures) wings icy blue eyes   jul 18 2011 ∞jan 31 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    a box full of kisses bear hugs on a winters day a bouquet of beautiful flowers chocolate hearts on your pillow handwritten letters, sealed with wax a message in a bottle invitations to tea parties and friendly gatherings parcels in the mail presents wrapped in delightful paper a note on the refrigerator   jul 18 2011 ∞nov 23 2011 +
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    cow horn three birds nests empty bullet case rosella feather rusted bolt and spring assorted pine cones two gum nuts intriguing piece of bark rusted horseshoe hollowed bird egg   jan 10 2014 ∞jan 10 2014 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    arabic : the promises of the night, made of butter, melt when the first sunrays appear. avar, russian : yield to the desires of your body, then endure the disasters that follow german : you can suffer without love, but you can't love without suffering nigerian : when the heart gives orders, the body becomes its slave. polish : first love is like a snake, if it doesn't destroy you it will paralyse you russian : love is like a nettle that stings badly spanish : love is like soup, the first mouthful is very hot, and the ones that follow become gradually colder.   feb 14 2013 ∞feb 14 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    blessing : a blessing of narwhals clowder  • a clowder of cats descension  • a descension of woodpeckers destruction :a destruction of wildcats disworship  • a disworship of Scots drunkenship  • a drunkenship of cobblers fighting : fighting of beggars flamboyance  • a flamboyance of flamingos intrusion : an intrusion of cockroaches mute  • a mute of hounds neverthriving  • a neverthriving of jugglers raft  • a raft of ducks rout  • a rout of wolves shrewdness  • a shrewdness of apes skulk : a skulk of foxes sloth : a sloth of bears unbrewing  • an unbrewing of carvers   jan 27 2013 ∞feb 4 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    when a person cries and the first drop comes from the right eye, it’s happiness. But when the first roll is from the left, it’s pain. you can only feel romantic love for about a year, after that it’s attachment love. eating chocolate makes you happy because it contains phenylephylamine - the same hormone the brain triggers when you fall in love. a typical right-handed person tends to look towards their left when remembering something that actually happened (images, sounds and internal dialogue) and towards their right or downwards when they’re making something up. when a person talks fast, it usually means they have a confidence issue. if someone is hiding their hands (e.g. in their pockets) they could be subconsciou...   jan 23 2013 ∞feb 1 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    conquer my binge eating cardio at least four times a week take up running take up bicycling compete in the city to bay run minimize time spent on the computer more green tea at least two litres of water daily lose five kilograms   jan 11 2013 ∞jan 11 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    1984, George Orwell A Clockwork Orange, Anthony Burgess A Little Princess, Frances Hodgson Burnett Alice In Wonderland, Charles Lutwidge Dodgson Atonement, Ian McEwan Ballet Shoes, Noel Streatfeild Becoming Jane Austen, Jon Spence Boy, Roald Dahl Catch-22, Joseph Heller Crime and Punishment, Fyodor Dostoyevsk David Copperfield, Charles Dickens Decline and Fall, Evelyn Waugh Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close,  Jonathan Safran Foer For Whom the Bell Tolls, Ernest Hemingway Four Quartets, T.S. Eliot Getting Things Done, David Allen How To Win Friends and Influence People, ...   jul 21 2011 ∞jan 17 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    appreciative thrives for knowledge takes note of small details thoughtful enjoys the simple things creative imaginative constant state of self improvement hard worker loves learning diligent in money matters independent provides laughter to others   aug 7 2012 ∞aug 7 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    not taking up ballet never learning to play an instrument stopping german lessons not playing a sport because I disliked team work giving up running events in highschool for fear of not being good enough not trying my best in school wasting time being 'bored' when I was younger not reading enough books   aug 7 2012 ∞sep 17 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Flower:  snow in summer Colour:  earthy greens, oxblood Noise:  rain on an iron roof Scents:  freshly-cut grass, fresh laundry, petrichor Feeling:  falling down when passing out Instrument:  piano, violin Season:  autumn Weather:  drizzle Tea:  vanilla green tea Eye Colour:  icy blue Clothing color:  peach, moss green, oblood, nude Music:  classics from 60's/70's/80's/90's Animal:  wolves Time of day:  dusk Accent:  brittish and irish Name:  arya Word: Dessert:  chocolate pudding Language:  English Book:  the book thief   nov 24 2011 ∞feb 4 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    memorize something everyday
      
        ◦Not only will this leave your brain sharp and your memory functioning, you will also have a huge library of quotes to bust out at any moment. Poetry, sayings and philosophies are your best options. make something each day
      
 read something before bed nightly keep a journal
      
        write in it daily - anything at all (emotions, nostalgia, dreams, happenings, wishes, current obsessions)   aug 5 2012 ∞aug 5 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    allspice
      
        helps to soothe the common cold and relieves upset stomachs anise seed
      
        aids digestion and freshens the breath.  It can also soothe a cough and improve bronchitis. chamomile
      
        is renowned for its calming properties and is also said to be anti-inflammatory and anti-spasmodic chrysanthemum
      
        is sweet-tasting and is able to reduce body heat resulting from fever.  It also helps protect against liver damage and neutralises toxins. cinnamon   aug 2 2012 ∞jan 11 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    cardamon celery chamomile cinnamon dandelion elderflower fennel lemon balm lemon verbena limeflower marigold nettle peppermint rosemary sage thyme   aug 2 2012 ∞aug 2 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    acrophobia - fear of heights bathophobia - fear of depth claustrophobia - fear of enclosed spaces climacophobia - fear of climbing/falling down stairs   jul 30 2012 ∞aug 1 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    target shooting motocross riding muscle cars mechanics/restorations four-wheel driving go kart racing farm work   jul 30 2012 ∞jan 28 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    mercury venus earth mars jupiter saturn uranus neptune pluto   may 21 2012 ∞may 21 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    A man should look for what is, and not for what he thinks should be. A person who never made a mistake never tried anything new. All religions, arts and sciences are branches of the same tree. Any intelligent fool can make things bigger and more complex... It takes a touch of genius - and a lot of courage to move in the opposite direction. Any man who reads too much and uses his own brain too little falls into lazy habits of thinking. Anyone who doesn't take truth seriously in small matters cannot be trusted in large ones either. As far as I'm concerned, I prefer silent vice to ostentatious virtue. Before God we are all equally wise - and equally foolish. Common sense is the collection of prejudi...   may 14 2012 ∞feb 21 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    achernar alpha centauri arcturus betelgeuse canopus capella OGLE-TR 122b polaris procyon proxima centauri rigel sirius vega VY canis majoris   may 21 2012 ∞may 21 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    chimerical:  when something is hoped or wished for but in fact is illusory or impossible to achieve coterie:  a small group of people with shared interests or tastes drapetomania:  an overwhelming urge to run away dysania:  the state of finding it difficult to get out of bed in the morning ephemeral:  lasting for a very short time escapism:  a mental desire to retreat from unpleasant realities through fantasy gökotta:  the act of rising early to watch the birds or to go outside to appreciate nature kismet:  destiny; fate. lypophrenia:  a feeling of sadness seemingly without a cause metanoia:  the journey of changing one's mind, heart, self, or way of life metathesiophobia:  fear of change petrichor:  the scent of rain on dry earth. redamancy:  the act of loving in return   may 16 2012 ∞feb 21 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    acceptable accidentally accommodate acquire acquit a lot amateur apparent argument atheist believe calendar category cemetery changeable collectible committed conscience conscientious conscious definite(ly)   may 12 2012 ∞jan 31 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    (God) will not be used as a convenience. Men or nations who think they can revive the Faith in order to make a good society might just as well think they can use the stairs of heaven as a shortcut to the nearest chemist’s shop. [To have Faith in Christ] means, of course, trying to do all that He says. There would be no sense in saying you trusted a person if you would not take his advice. Thus if you have really handed yourself over to Him, it must follow that you are trying to obey Him. But trying in a new way, a less worried way. Not doing these things in order to be saved, but because He has begun to save you already. Not hoping to get to Heaven as a reward for your actions, but inevitably wanting to act in a certain way because a first faint gleam of Heaven is already inside you. A man can no more diminish God's glory by...   may 13 2012 ∞may 13 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    keira knightley delta goodrem miranda kerr ginta lapina freja beha erichsen natasha poly sasha pivovarova hilary duff   apr 25 2012 ∞aug 1 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    altocumulus altostratus cirrocumulus cirrostratus cirrus cumulonimbus cumulus nimbostratus stratocumulus stratus   feb 23 2012 ∞may 21 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Leighton Meester Emily Blunt   apr 25 2012 ∞apr 25 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Mandarin Spanish German French Japanese Italian Irish   feb 18 2012 ∞feb 18 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Aristotle Baruch de Spinoza Confucius David Hume Friedrich Nietzsche Galileo Galilei Ghandi Immanuel Kant Jean-paul Satre John Locke John Stuart Mill Karl Marx Lao Tzu Ludwig Wittgenstein Plato Protagoras Rene Descartes Siddartha Gautama (Buddha) Socrates St. Augustine Voltaire   feb 23 2012 ∞feb 23 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Cafuné - Brazilian Portuguese – “The act of tenderly running one’s fingers through someone’s hair.” Connaître versus savoir: In French, there is distinguished difference between knowledge that results from recognition and knowledge that results from understanding, respectively. Dépaysement - French – The feeling that comes from not being in one’s home country. Duende - Spanish – While originally used to describe a mythical, spritelike entity that possesses humans and creates the feeling of awe of one’s surroundings in nature, its meaning has transitioned into referring to “the mysterious power that a work of art has to deeply move a person.” There’s actually a nightclub in the town of La Linea de la Concepcion, where I teach, named after this word.   feb 20 2012 ∞feb 9 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    john lennon historical eras famous philosophers linguistics bygone eras celtic lore castles english literature/grammar famous ships animal migrations greek mythology greek alphabet human anatomy lucid dreaming mushrooms and fungi phobias the cosmos   jan 19 2012 ∞aug 7 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    beat the sun at rising, go for a long walk when nobody else is up, not even the birds yet, it is only first light. on your way home, the birds are waking and singing to you when you get home, you open the windows and let the cool crisp air flow in and sway the curtains you squeeze yourself some fresh orange juice and have a piece of raison toast, you take them outside to enjoy while the sun rises from over the horizon as she rises, you take in everything around you, the birds' call, the crisp fresh air of a new day, the silence of everybody else asleep. you do not read the newspaper, you do not wish to hear any bad news. you go inside, you have a lovely relaxing, fresh shower.   feb 16 2012 ∞feb 16 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    read "Bringers Of Light" and "Conversations With God" by Neale Donald Walsch read "Zen and the Art of Happiness" by Chris Prentiss read "New Pyscho-Cybernetics" by Dr. Maxwell Maltz focus on what is important right now
      
        change of heart mental well-being health and fitness studies this and this   nov 25 2011 ∞aug 3 2012 +
              
         
 
  
            found here from here 
    Make a list of what you love. Make a list of your priorities. Reflect on how you’re spending your time. Examine what you’re neglecting. Remember that you can’t do it all. Delegate what you don’t enjoy. Delegate what you can’t handle. Exercise. Relax. Eat well. Simplify. Get organized. Stay organized. Plan ahead. Keep a to-do list. Make time for your faith. Be flexible. Embrace change. Get in a daily routine.   jan 27 2012 ∞jan 27 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    dawn (theme song from pride & prejudice) clair de lune - claire debussy reverie - claire debussy i giorni - ludovico einaudi 'jessica's theme' (from the man from snowy river)   nov 24 2011 ∞nov 24 2011 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    take a long, hot bath
      
        either overflowing with bubbles, containing essential oil or with bath bombs light lots of candles, turn off the lights and enjoy the candlelit room. get up at dawn and enjoy the first light and sunrise by yourself in the silence
      
        except for the birds' morning call of course picking flowers for my bedroom leaving post-it notes in miscellaneous places
      
        which read lovely quotes and/or inspiring messages taking long walks at dusk giving myself a new hairstyle for the day or wearing something lovely wearing delicate under things simply to m...   nov 23 2011 ∞jan 31 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    card games
      
 chess origami knitting sewing crochet stitching beading/jewellery making word puzzles collecting
      
        natural wonders (rocks, minerals, feathers, pressed flowers etc.) vintage or antique items   nov 23 2011 ∞nov 23 2011 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    piano (re-learn) acoustic guitar violin   nov 21 2011 ∞nov 21 2011 +
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    "i'm trusting you with this" "there's nothing you can do" "it's too late"   mar 5 2014 ∞mar 5 2014 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    make lists carry a notebook everywhere try free writing get away from the computer be otherworldly quit beating yourself up take breaks sing in the shower drink coffee/tea know your roots listen to new music be open surround yourself with creative people get feedback collaborate don't give up practice, practice, practice allow yourself to make mistakes go somewhere new watch foreign films count your blessings   jan 30 2014 ∞jan 30 2014 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    January 16th,  Thursday February 15th,  Saturday March 17th,  Monday April 15th,  Tuesday May 15th,  Thursday June 13th,  Friday July 12th,  Saturday August 11th,  Monday September 9th,  Tuesday October 8th,  Wednesday November 7th,  Friday December 6th,  Saturday   jan 10 2014 ∞jan 10 2014 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    January 27th , Sunday February 26th , Tuesday March 27th , Wednesday April 26th , Friday May 25th , Saturday June 23rd , Sunday July 23rd , Tuesday August 21st , Wednesday September 19th , Thursday October 19th , Saturday November 18th , Monday December 17th , Tuesday   feb 20 2013 ∞feb 20 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    my anxiousness overcoming my desire to go out feeling ugly in everything I wear when my hair just will not go 'right' last minute things when I get so worked up over something I feel physically ill headaches after crying the fact that I feel fat when I am still on the lower side of my healthy BMI weight range
      
        the way my mother keeps bringing up that I've put on weight, insinuating that it's a bad thing when it should be good since I'm finally in the healthy weight range after years of being underweight. missing so many opportunities
      
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            zodiac sign 
    sagittarius (existential intelligence)
      
        sensitivity and capacity to tackle deep questions about human existence, such as the meaning of life, why do we die, and how did we get here. Curiosity and broad mindedness are pronounced  tree I fell from 
    hornbeam (dec 02 to dec 11)
      
        Hornbeam Tree (Good Taste) — of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgement in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions...   jan 23 2013 ∞sep 5 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    listening to owl city cold, crisp winter mornings rainy, overcast afternoons watching children play petrichor freshly cut hay   jan 12 2013 ∞sep 5 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    wear what makes you feel pretty embrace your height strengthen your spirit ✔ remove negativity from your life
      
        this includes people belittling your ambitions read more, write more, draw more take field notes make monthly observations create a nature journal ✔ see a psychologist   jan 11 2013 ∞jan 10 2014 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    enjoys lawn mowing has to think about left from right hates cooking when it's nice weather outside realist best friends with a dog lover of the outback avoids people in supermarkets landscape photographer gets tired of the farm hard working practical always doing doesn't much like small talk rides a quad bike enjoys collecting firewood never goes clothes shopping 'wise one' will never fly overseas asks things twice loves swimming   sep 22 2012 ∞sep 22 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
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    writing lists escapism (tumblr) cleaning daydreaming baking goods watching television long walks to clear the head washing   aug 1 2012 ∞jan 31 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    white washed raw / rustic industrial country cottage   jul 30 2012 ∞jul 30 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    smirking rubbing their hands on their neck nervously gentleness, especially when they have a 'tough' appearance genuine smiles running their fingers through their hair husky voices holding your waist inability to look away, watching with fascination furrowed brows stretching, especially when it showcases muscles just a towel wrapped around waist half smiles veins pumping up arms and on the backs of hands adams apple bobbing, nervous gulp sleepy voice and tired eyes drawing patterns with fingertips on skin   jul 31 2012 ∞jan 31 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    learn what flora inhabit my neighbourhood identify the wildlife, and what they eat, and how they live take note of where the sun rises and sets pay attention to the luna phases go for more walks to listen and see what nature has to offer lie down in the grass, notice how it feels cloud gaze star gaze be barefoot as much as possible have picnics often look for treasures
      
        pinecones flowers rocks leaf skeletons   jul 11 2012 ∞jul 11 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    sense of humor equals mine must be respectful honest and open always endless curiosity challenges me mannerisms little or no small talk childlike wonder stubble strong and protective connected to nature calloused / rough hands open mind hard working adventurous good converser easy going   jul 30 2012 ∞jan 31 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    new moon waxing cresent first quarter waxing gibbous full moon waning gibbous last quarter waning cresent   may 21 2012 ∞may 21 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    january : the wolf moon february : the snow moon march : the worm moon april : the pink moon may : the flower moon june : the strawberry moon july : the buck moon august : the sturgeon moon september : the harvest moon october : the hunter's moon november : the beaver moon december : the cold moon blue moon  - four moons in a season as apposed to three   may 21 2012 ∞aug 1 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Better a diamond with a flaw than a pebble without. By three methods we may learn wisdom: First, by reflection, which is noblest; Second, by imitation, which is easiest; and third by experience, which is the bitterest. Choose a job you love, and you will never have to work a day in your life. Do not impose on others what you yourself do not desire. Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it. Faced with what is right, to leave it undone shows a lack of courage. He who learns but does not think, is lost! He who thinks but does not learn is in great danger. I hear, I know. I see, I remember. I do, I understand. I want you to be everything that's you, d...   may 13 2012 ∞may 13 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Confucius Dr. Seuss Aristotle Ghandi Lao Tzu Dalai Lama Albert Einstein C.S Lewis John Lennon Winston Churchill   may 13 2012 ∞feb 20 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Adults are obsolete children. All alone! Whether you like it or not, alone is something you'll be quite a lot! Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened. Don't give up. I believe in you all. A person's a person no matter how small How did it get so late so soon? It's night before it's afternoon. December is here before it's June. My goodness how the time has flewn. How did it get so late so soon? I know, up on top you are seeing great sights, but down here at the bottom we, too, should have rights I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, It's a way of looking at life th...   may 13 2012 ∞may 13 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    banana hot cakes with caramel syrup chocolate chip cookies banana bread lemon muffins chocolate brownies traditional scones   may 12 2012 ∞aug 1 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    sickly thin, bones protruding.
      
 ghostly white
      
 burnt orange hair, freckled face ebony hair, ivory skin, light blue eyes dimples
      
        happiness is no longer kept a secret, given away. knobbly knees bare back
      
        knobbly spine she pulls her hair to her side, you can see the bones in the back of her neck her angle wings are visible you count her ribs   feb 26 2012 ∞jan 31 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    knotted stomach
      
 home alone, dancing on tippy-toes breath getting caught in throat stealing flowers from gardens and hiding them between pages sitting on his lap, one hand on his neck, the other on his cheek.
      
        lips touch, hair falls softly to frame each others' faces hair stands on end, back of neck, arms
      
        tingling feeling, cold shiver
          
            someone walking over your grave, a brush with death tracing skin with fingertips facial hair scratching inner thighs connecting freckles to form constellation...   feb 26 2012 ∞jan 31 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    antique lace ballerina's china porcelain collar bones egg shells fawns leaf skeletons snowflakes spider silk   feb 16 2012 ∞feb 23 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    pumpkin soup with cream and parsley shepherds pie blueberry muffins baked beans on toast scrambled eggs on toast with parsley buttermilk pancakes chocolate chip cookies freshly baked bread   feb 15 2012 ∞feb 15 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    learn to knit practice mastering any of these tongues learn to tell the time by viewing the position of the sun memorize constellations learn floriography master the ability to name types of clouds   feb 18 2012 ∞aug 7 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    make a dream catcher or two take the ponies for walks around the block go out for coffee with friends hold picnics with friends find inspiration, begin writing again sleep outside as much as possible go to church more spend more time in the garden pressing and drying flowers, harvesting herbs cook new recipes, create my own go bicycling take long walks around the block and appreciate the countryside go swimming in lakes and rivers with friends get up at dawn read a lot go for long drives and road trips sew my own summer dresses and other cloth...   nov 23 2011 ∞jan 31 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    "i'll show you the sunset, if you'll stay with me 'till dawn," "isn't it time you took time to wait, falling in love could be your mistake" "and I meant every word I said, when I said that I love you, I meant that I love you forever, and I'm gonna keep on lovin' you, 'cause it's the only thing I wanna do," "yeah, I would sell my soul for total control, over you,"   feb 15 2012 ∞feb 15 2012 +
              
         
 
  
               
    a handkerchief containing my initials in the corner a leather bound journal a sky blue bicycle with attached basket an antique pocket compass an old sextant an old treasure chest antique heart shaped locket calender inclusive of moon cycles historical atlas historical world globe illuminating constellation globe ✔ large roman numeral analogue clock face mannequin microscope old and forgotten keys over-the-knee woolen socks sky blue typewriter telescope telescopic binoculars tree house   jul 18 2011 ∞jan 31 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    my large roman numeral analogue clock on the far wall, ticking away my old, slightly refurbished computer desk
      
        on it lays diaries and journals with scraps of paper covered in scribbles and half finished drawings pressed flowers amongst the papers my laptop attached to my speaker system playing classics from the 70's a very old wooden box found amongst junk in one of my father's sheds, holding assorted crafts. my white washed wooden bed in the midst of my room
      
        overloaded with white sheets, throws and an assortment of pillows bedside table holding a lamp, vintage alarm clock, the book I'd currently be readi...   jan 19 2012 ∞jan 31 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    A Series Of Unfortunate Events Anne Of Green Gables The Chronicles Of Narnia The Inheritance Cycle The Lord Of The Rings The Orphan's Tales The Penderwicks   nov 25 2011 ∞aug 5 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    1966 pontiac GTO 1967/1970 chevrolet impala 1970 plymouth barracuda 1973 Datsun 1200 Deluxe 1973 holden torana LJ S 1973 XB Falcon GT 1975 ford escort mark 1 RS 2000 1976 ford escort XL 1979 ford escort ghia   dec 25 2011 ∞sep 13 2012 +
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