index — ↺: re–listened | ★: favorite

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———— april

• 2001ㅤbeautiful garbage — garbage
• 2005ㅤextraordinary machine — fiona apple
• 2001ㅤrock steady (expanded edition) — no doubt
• 2005ㅤselected scenes from the end of the world — london after midnight
• 2022ㅤheroes & villains — metro boomin ↺ ★
• 2012ㅤnight time, my time — sky ferreira ↺ ★
• 2023ㅤthe loveliest time — carly rae jepsen
• 2024ㅤwicked: the soundtrack — wicked movie cast ↺ ★

———— may

———— april

• past life, ariana grande
• couldn’t make it any harder, sabrina carpenter
• skins, krezus & rejected boy
• tonight, pinkpantheress
• too many nights (feat. don toliver & future), metro boomin
• nobody asked me (if i was okay), sky ferreira
• hampstead, ariana grande
• kamikaze, carly rae jepsen
• doubt (demo), twenty one pilots
• sdp interlude, travis scott
• hurt you, the weeknd
• i (heart) you, kmfdm
• garden of eden, lady gaga
• dangerous, hailee steinfield

index — ↺: re–listened | ☆: watched

• las alucines
  • red flags | las alucines | 01×15 ☆
  • leyendas urbanas | las alucines | 01×16 ☆
  • tenemos miedo | las alucines | 01×17 ☆
  • historias paranormales | las alucines | 01×18 ☆
• rotten mango
  • #401: american streamer plays “i want to s*x children” audio at korean children’s park
  • #402: ex abercrombie ceo accused of global s*x trafficking ring of models - epstein & diddy connection
  • #403: white lotus 3 resort death: billionaire playboy wang sicong’s uncle’s co...

index — ↺: woke up singing it again in the same month

———— may

———— april

• 01 | past life, ariana grande
• 02 | casual, chappell roan
• 03 | fall in love, phantogram
• 07 | never lose me (feat. sza & cardi b), flo millli
• 09 | tonight, pinkpantheress
• 10 | me & u, cassie
• 12 | obsessed, olivia rodrigo
• 13 | we hug now, sydney rose
• 14 | the subway, chappell roan
• 15 | beaches, beabadobee
• 16 | think about it, bratz
• 17 | headlock, imogen heap
• 19 | vanish into you, lady gaga
• 20 | the tide is high, blondie
• 22 | all for me, mariah the scientist

🎧 | listening…

• eternal sunshine deluxe: brighter days ahead — ariana grande

📺 | watching…

• castlevania, season 3 — episode 1
• the apothecary diaries, season 1 — episode 14
• yellowjackets, season 3 — episode 6

🤎 | thinking about…

• thunderbolts (2025)
• getting that degree… i’m locked in!

📖 | reading…

• la casa de las grietas, krystal sutherland ▨

index — ↺: re–read | ★: favorite | ▨: book–club reading

• arráncame la vida, ángeles mastretta ▨ ★
• carmilla, j. sheridan le fanu
• piranesi, susanna clarke ★
• la asistenta, freida mcfadden ▨
• project hail mary, andy weir
• sunrise on the reaping, suzanne collins ★
• lord of the flies, william golding

index — ♡: happy | ✩: content | ❆: anxious | ϟ: angry | ☂︎: sad

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• “i want to be great, or nothing.” from little women by louisa may alcott
• “to be made of flesh was humiliation.” from lives of girl and women by alice munro
• “i did not like to be touched, but it was a strange dislike. i did not like to be touched because i craved it too much. i wanted to be held very tight so i would not break.” from wasted: a memoir of anorexia and bulimia by marya hornbacher
• “if i relaxed my body now, i’d fall apart. i’ve always lived like this, and it’s the only way i know how to go on living. if i relaxed for a second, i’d never find my way back. i’d go to pieces, and the pieces would be blown away. why can’t you see that?” from norwegian wood by haruki murakami
• “i so often remain silent. i am like a wolf in his den hiding my grief.” from a letter to vera zvagyntseva by marina tsvetaeva
• «‘cause i have lived my life in debt // i’ve spent my days in deep regret // ..._forget_ (froot) by marina

index — ⬚: to read | ☐: in progress | ▨: up–to–date | ☑: finished

last updated » january 1st

• ☐ blue lock — chapter 206
• ☐ dandadan — chapter 41
• ☐ jujutsu kaisen — chapter 248
• ☐ kaiju no. 8 — chapter 100
• ☐ one punch–man — chapter 200
• ⬚ chainsaw man — chapter 97
• ⬚ gokurakugai
• ⬚ kimetsu no yaiba — chapter 145
• ⬚ sakamoto days

———— manga/manhwa log

V.

• 06 | the devils by joe abercrombie
• 09 | fancy that — pinkpantheress
• 09 | sincerely, — kali uchis
• 09 | even in arcadia — sleep token
• 16 | beneath the lilypad — alexandra savior
• 20 | the starving saints by caitlin starling
• 21 | the right person will stay — lana del rey
• 30 | something beautiful — miley cyrus

VI.

• 03 | skipshock by caroline o’donoghue
• 06 | princess of power — marina
• 20 | i quit — haim
• 27 | virgin — lorde

VII.

• 11 | superman, directed by james gunn

index — ↺: re–watched | ★: favorite | watched in theaters

———— may

———— april

• 2023ㅤ the little mermaid ↺ ★
• 1999ㅤ but i’m a cheerleader ★
• 2014ㅤ into the woods
• 2005ㅤ star wars: episode 3 — revenge of the sith ↺ ★
• 2024ㅤ conclave
• 2025ㅤ a minecraft movie
• 2025ㅤ thunderbolts* ★

———— march

• 2012ㅤ the hunger games ↺ ★
• 2013ㅤ the hunger games: catching fire ↺ ★
• 2014ㅤ the hunger games: mockingjay – part 1 ↺

index — ↺: re–watched | ☒: finished

———— may

———— april

• 02 | the apothecary diaries, season 1 — episodes 1–3
• 04 | the apothecary diaries, season 1 — episodes 4–7
• 05 | the apothecary diaries, season 1 — episodes 8–10
• 18 | the apothecary diaries, season 1 — episodes 11–13
• 26 | castlevania, season 1 — episodes 1–4 ☒
• 26 | castlevania, season 2 — episode 1
• 27 | castlevania, season 2 — episodes 2–8 ☒

———— march

index — ↺: re–watched | ★: favorite

———— commentary

• i ate only youtuber food products for 1 week ★
• i tried anti-aging tiktoks ↺ ★
• the vikings of tiktok
• watertok: the strangest community on tiktok
• this low–budget animated movie ruined my life ↺ ★
• the sibling romance is back to haunt us (culpa tuya) ★
• goat story 2: whas this necessary? ↺ ★
• a youtuber made the most insane animated movie ever ↺ ★
• forging hephaestus is weird
• lightlark 3: electric boogalee
• obsidian is just twilight with aliens
• let’s watch my favorite tiktoks
• let’s watch (more of) my favorite tikto...s

index — ↺: re–watched | ★: favorite

• squid games, season 2
• chernobyl ↺ ★
• formula 1: drive to survive, season 6
• watchmen ★
• creature commandos, season 1
• julie and the phantoms, season 1
• castlevania, season 1
• castlevania, season 2