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27 female from Brazil (Rio). Highly sensitive and introvert.
I have borderline personality disorder and obsessive-compulsive disorder.

I love poetry, sex, deepness, crudeness, softness, purity, darkness and the sinister, love, feelings, connection, intensity and everything beautiful.

I’m a bit shy, childlike, dreamy, romantic; and I am a highly sexual masochist babygirl.

bookmarks:
Trillian movies (2022)
books (2022)
emi books (contos lidos em 2022)
music (2022)
wishlist
  • my friends
  • my mother
  • my dogs
  • every dog
  • having sex
  • being in love
  • that hope and excitement we feel when we start to like somebody
  • lollipops
  • petting an unknown dog
  • observing an insect
  • to breathe surrounded by plants
  • to breathe close to the sea
  • dreaming that I can breathe underwater
  • dreaming that I am in a forest
  • horror movies
  • junji ito manga
  • blasphemy against the christian god, jesus christ and the holy spirit
  • catholic images and sculptures
  • randomly seeing butterflies flying near m...
jun 10 2016 ∞
mar 1 2021 +
  • beleg cúthalion
  • ëarendil
  • huan
  • elrond
  • isildur
  • aredhel
  • glaurung (I don't like him nor the things he does, but he's admirable)
mar 1 2021 ∞
mar 1 2021 +
  • juju
  • mands
  • gui
  • miki
  • maria tereza
  • vinícius
  • leo
  • amanda
  • julia
  • helo
  • carol p
  • nina
oct 8 2016 ∞
mar 1 2021 +
  • face
mar 1 2021 ∞
mar 1 2021 +
  • miki /sp
  • rodrigo /mg
  • juju /rs
  • mands /rs
  • thai /sp
  • gabi /sp (again)
mar 1 2021 ∞
mar 1 2021 +
  • when gabriela kissed me for the first time, and the way she was being with me for that whole night... the way she looked at me, admiringly, and being caring and affectionate in a way that I know she is not like this casually
jan 6 2017 ∞
mar 1 2021 +
  • puke
  • the dark
  • damaging my teeth
  • feeling ashamed
  • feeling guilty
  • bang snaps
  • balloons
  • the bogeyman
  • rage
  • my mind
  • losing my mind
  • not being special
  • being forever without a lover
  • being a bad person
  • to harm someone, specially people I love
  • gaslighting
  • being misunderstood
  • unfairness
  • being forgotten
jun 10 2016 ∞
may 30 2018 +
  • paroxetine
  • clobazam
  • bupropion
  • cloxazolam
  • topiramate
  • fluvoxamine
  • zolpidem
  • alprazolam
  • clonazepam
  • lamotrigine
  • duloxetine
  • sodium valproate
  • clomipramine
  • risperidone
may 27 2016 ∞
mar 1 2021 +