i walk around all day thinking: i'm going to die in the universe you loved me in. i get so jealous of euthanized dogs.

• self-portrait against red wallpaper - richard siken
• con la frente marchita - dante émile
• start here - caitlyn siehl
• love opened a mortal wound - sor juana inés de la cruz
• litany in which certain things are cross... - richard siken
• humiliated - silas denver melvin
• timor mortis - louise glück

know it's for the better.

• electra heart - marina
• invu - taeyeon
• melodrama - lorde
• nicole - niki
• preacher’s daughter - ethel cain
• six: live on opening night - six
• the punisher - phoebe bridgers

• conventions:
  • kcon 5 - dec 28, 2013
  • kcon 6 (got7, sistar) - dec 28, 2014
  • cosplay matsuri - dec 30, 2021
  • conquest festival - jun 4, 2023
  • cosplay mania - oct 4, 2024
  • cosplay carnival - march 23, 2025
• café/cupsleeve event:
  • path to royalty (pcy) - nov 26, 2017
  • pure boy day (hrj) - march 23, 2019
  • fateful coincidence (jmrn) - may 19, 2024
  • dream()space fanproject - jun 29, 2024
• misc:
  • hoyofest 2021 - nov 20, 2021
  • teleport waypoint - sept 30, 2022
  • hoyofest 2022 - oct 9, 2022

• concerts:
  • bob (red velvet, btob, snsd) - apr 12, 2015
  • exo'lution (exo) - jan 23, 2016
  • shining diamonds (svt) - aug 14, 2016
  • diamond edge (svt) - oct 6, 2017
  • ideal cut (svt) - sept 29, 2018
  • kfcm (april, nct dream) - march 7, 2019
  • kwmf (elris, nct 127, red velvet) - jun 9, 2019
  • the dream show (nct dream) - feb 29, 2020
  • the odd of love (taeyeon) - jul 30, 2023
  • buzz (niki) - march 1, 2025
• musicals:
  • les miserables - march 19, 2016
  • six: the musical - oct 12, 2024

what would it be like to be free?

• barbie as the princess and the pauper (2004)
• shrek 2 (2004)
• high school musical 3: senior year (2008)
• black swan (2010)
• dead poets society (1989)
• do revenge (2022)

• finished
  • all of us are dead (2022)
  • alrawabi school for girls (2021)
  • arcane (2021)
  • avatar: the last airbender (2024)
  • bitch x rich (2023)
  • bojack horseman (2014)
  • bridgerton (2020)
  • celebrity (2023)
  • cunk on earth (2022)
  • elite (2018)
  • everything sucks! (2018)
  • extraordinary attorney woo (2022)
  • game of thrones (2011)
  • heartbreak high (2022)
  • house of the dragon (2022)
  • inventing anna (2022)
  • little women (2022)
  • ratched (2020)
  • sense8 (2015)