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• save up 10k
• research paper
• research conference
• sleep treatment
• top surgery
• full-time social transition gender
• hookup
• be closer with friends/family
• quit Reddit, social media, browser games
• spend more time offline

year of art

• learn 20+ guitar chords

exercise

• run every week
• climb a 5.11+
• run a 10k
• do 6 pullups
• bench BW

• social media 'detox' - no YouTube, Reddit, browser games, porn. Only books, movies. stay bored
• stop searching how to do everything online
• radical changes are coming. crash out, delete internal monologue, smoke more weed, idc
• feel more of everything, it will be painful
• don't give up we can do it!

the most of important

• be mentally healthy
• have lifelong friends
• express myself free of anxiety

I'm stuff

• make long Furby (garfurby)
• go to a historic protest
• visit ghost towns
• go to worship services across diverse religions
• make a viral meme / photo / art
• go surfing
• go to a rave
• swim with sharks
• swim with dolphins
• coast to coast road trip with friends

long term

• live in a super metropolitan place and a super rural place

July 25

• Nicole Dollanganger
• Ichi the Killer

May 25

• autism

Apr 25

• cannabis
• movies esp Midnight Cowboy

Nov 24-Jan 25

• rats

Sep 24-Nov 24

• mushrooms

Apr 24

• gnosticism
• animal crossing

July 23 - mid 24