❄ — january

• snow days and no class for two days in a row; my last volunteer shift is bittersweet; the aiartpocalypse, many large companies caught in the act; finally playing bg3 & falling in love with astarion, embarassing — men be like i'm fighting demons and the demons are bisexuality; palworld sets a new record for peak concurrent players on steam (somehow); starting wwdits; the combat boots incident; how long can this go on; extra strength ibuprofen and coke zero; taking a break from reading with more reading; planning my research project for this semester
  • song of the month: who is she ?, i monster
  • colour of the month: persian indigo

♡ — february

• bg3 co-op with fox; self-care (still dehydrated); drawing freud puns on my psych exam for bonus marks; the gang does a group study session and two wasians try to guess each other's ethnicity; philly rolls; cowboy arc; the most stressful midterm exam season of my life thus far; "i may have flown too close to the sun on this one"; somehow got a perfect score on my law enforcement midterm despite cramming for 2 days running on coffee and fear "Very Impressive!!"; watching f1 w/ dad; researching law school admissions and internships; the unknown chapter
  • song of the month: (i swear) to god, tyler childers
  • colour of the month: burnt orange

♧ — march

• criminal justice event (volunteered to set up & take down and also attended to do networking, 6-7 hours. soul left my body); applying for summer internships; daily pain au chocolat → humanity restored; 300 movies on letterboxd!; conflict res = 97, law enforcement = 100, trauma ip = 92, psych = 102 and 98; disco elysium; so many group projects i hate it here; inexplicably nauseous for my antisocial personality disorder presentation but in the wise words of harry du bois "told you i'd rock that shit" ; ferrari 1-2 finish (max dnf) in australia; collecting data for my psych study and practicing french
  • song of the month: end of beginning, djo
  • colour of the month: vivid red

⚘ — april

• painting a portrait of mv until my back hurts holy shit, no wonder i draw like 5 times a year; watching japanese grand prix with dad, max wins (daniel and alex crash out, carlos podium and charles the tyre whisperer); end of year party for the program & group pictures; converse starting to give up on me (tiny hole i stitched up) so time for new shoes; 96 on my psyc final paper wahoo; kendrick's verse on like that has been running around in my head, i like him when he's out for blood; 101 final grade for psyc, best in the course, (she posted all the grades publicly so i know for once) academic weapon maybe?; handing in my final and m says "you have a bright future keegan" :") what if i ended it all; last exam done yippeeee, b came over to me, looking very intently at my answers and i just stopped and looked at him before he gave me a smile and slight nod so i hope i got it right and that wasn't a smile at my buffoonery LMAOOO;