─── may. ˎˊ˗

• 01 |

─── jan. ˎˊ˗

• 01 | ★★★★☆ | tbosas moment to kick off the new year
• 02 | ★★★☆☆ | was okay until i tried to sleep and had a breakdown after overthinking :/
• 03 | ★★★☆☆ | only four hours of sleep last night, so tired uuuugjbh
• 04 | ★★★★☆ | muse dash custom editor sucks
• 05 | ★★★☆☆ | super tired, kinda super stressful socially near the end
• 06 | ★★★★☆ | i love my bf aaaa
• 07 | ★☆☆☆☆ | argument w/ my dad
• 08 | ★★☆☆☆ | still processing yesterday tbh
• 09 | ★★☆☆☆ | nothing too notable, i miss him sm (we talked all day)
• 10 | ★★★☆☆ | band practice !!!!
• 11 | ★★★☆☆ | no thoughts only merzbow
• 12 | ★★☆☆☆ | snowstorm expected tonight n tomorrow !! short school day
• 13 | ★★★★☆ | snow!!!! would be better if it wasn't so cold
• 14 | ★★★☆☆ | snow part 2 ft. ryker vcing, nothing else of note
• 15 | ★★☆☆☆ | sam is really bad at celeste
• 16 | ★★★☆☆ | donovan's 5 hour cult of the lamb vc
• 17 | ★★★☆☆ | no school bc of ice!!! letsgo
• 18 | ★★☆☆☆ | no school again i miss him
• 19 | ★★☆☆☆ | zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
• 20 | ★★★☆☆ | finally got to see ryker <3 he's so silly
• 21 | ★★★☆☆ | yippee late bday party! got to finally meet cecy and sam in person
• 22 | ★★☆☆☆ | ugghgh my energy drink tastes like chest pain
• 23 | ★★☆☆☆ | finals
• 24 | ★★★★☆ | finals but also got to see ryker today so whatever
• 25 | ★★☆☆☆ | i slept wrong and my entire body aches
• 26 | ★★★☆☆ | aaa <333
• 27 | ★★☆☆☆ | waiting for my bio grade, i might fail tbh
• 28 | ★★★☆☆ | nvm guys i got a B
• 29 | ★★★☆☆ | forgor
• 30 | ★★★☆☆ | :3
• 31 | ★☆☆☆☆ | too much energy and nowhere to put it
• 2.71 stars on average (★ 2, ★★ 10, ★★★ 14, ★★★★ 5, ★★★★★ 0)

─── feb. ˎˊ˗

• 01 | ★★★☆☆ | mentally overstimulated
• 02 | ★★☆☆☆ | my mom cleaned my room and idk where anything is
• 03 | ★★★★★ | i love my bf!!!!!!!!!
• 04 | ★★★☆☆ | canceled plans to bedrot
• 05 | ★☆☆☆☆ | one person joke insulting me is funny, five people at different times is not
• 06 | ★★☆☆☆ | cried a lot
• 07 | ★★☆☆☆ | dentist hurt my face
• 08 | ★★★☆☆ | yippee! bf !!!!
• 09 | ★★☆☆☆ | l'hospital ft my dad
• 10 | ★★☆☆☆ | eepy
• 11 | ★★★★☆ | wife moment
• 12 | ★★★☆☆ | nothing interesting happens
• 13 | ★★☆☆☆ | band practice after 4 hours of sleep and an ap lit test is crazy
• 14 | ★★★★★ | i rizzed up my wife so hard he's in love
• 15 | ★★★☆☆ | concert anxiety, got mandatory reported lol
• 16 | ★★★★☆ | watched argylle with the wife
• 17 | ★★★☆☆ | boring
• 18 | ★★★☆☆ | mental health clinic moment
• 19 | ★★★☆☆ | silly bf moment
• 20 | ★★☆☆☆ | eesh bro...
• 21 | ★☆☆☆☆ | EESH bro....
• 22 | ★★★☆☆ | i mean yea it was a day of all time
• 23 | ★★★☆☆ | ap lit kicks my ass every day
• 24 | ★☆☆☆☆ | relapse
• 25 | ★★★☆☆ | my bf is mean <3
• 26 | ★★★★☆ | silly bf moment part 2
• 27 | ★★☆☆☆ | psych visit ft drugs
• 28 | ★★★☆☆ | psych visit ft therapy appointment
• 29 | ★★★★☆ | my wife! aa!
• 2.80 stars on average (★ 3, ★★ 8, ★★★ 12, ★★★★ 4, ★★★★★ 2)

─── mar. ˎˊ˗

• 01 | ★☆☆☆☆ | the amount of mental breakdowns i've had today is crazy
• 02 | ★★★☆☆ | don't remember
• 03 | ★★☆☆☆ | got too silly attempted
• 04 | ★★★☆☆ | finally got all my meds in order
• 05 | ★★☆☆☆ | first therapy session no way
• 06 | ★★☆☆☆ | skipped school
• 07 | ★★☆☆☆ | cried a lot and skipped class
• 08 | ★★☆☆☆ | zzzz act stuff
• 09 | ★★★☆☆ | gdq
• 10 | ★★★★☆ | i love pookie! sorry for spilling ur pog juice :(
• 11 | ★★☆☆☆ | lil argument ft a lot of crying
• 12 | ★★☆☆☆ | the act except my blood pressure DROPPED i almost fainted
• 13 | ★☆☆☆☆ | worst period of my life like genuinely
• 14 | ★☆☆☆☆ | had to stay home bc of dizzy low bp death
• 15 | ★★☆☆☆ | felt like shit but powered thru for precalc
• 16 | ★★★☆☆ | the only food in my body is pizza
• 17 | ★★★☆☆ | wife!!! i love my wife
• 18 | ★★★☆☆ | got handed down the metaquest 2
• 19 | ★★☆☆☆ | therapy was harsh today
• 20 | ★★★☆☆ | very average
• 21 | ★★★☆☆ | i don't know?? genuinely forgot
• 22 | ★★☆☆☆ | everything is melting together
• 23 | ★★★☆☆ | spring break!! yippee!!!
• 24 | ★★★★☆ | last day with silly before he leaves forever fr
• 25 | ★★★☆☆ | barely had internet all day so it was bedrotting time
• 26 | ★★☆☆☆ | i do NOT remember this day
• 27 | ★★☆☆☆ | i don't remember this day either lots of bedrotting
• 28 | ★★★☆☆ | blueberry boba is SO good
• 29 | ★☆☆☆☆ | 2 panic attacks in one night!!! cute
• 30 | ★☆☆☆☆ | extremely bad bc of the panic attack exhaustion
• 31 | ★★☆☆☆ | hung out with pookie :DD still felt like i was dying a lot
• 2.32 stars on average (★ 5, ★★ 13, ★★★ 11, ★★★★ 2, ★★★★★ 0)

─── apr. ˎˊ˗

• 01 | ★★★☆☆ | haha fool! my mental health is stable!!!!
• 02 | ★★★☆☆ | good therapy session got to yap out issues pretty nice
• 03 | ★★★☆☆ | tbh i don't really remember
• 04 | ★★★☆☆ | got to finally see pookie for a full day kinda
• 05 | ★★★★☆ | aaaa
• 06 | ★★★☆☆ | bored ft content warning is silly!
• 07 | ★☆☆☆☆ | bad day for the jax community
• 08 | ★☆☆☆☆ | broke up
• 09 | ★☆☆☆☆ | therapy sucked too
• 10 | ★☆☆☆☆ | :(
• 11 | ★☆☆☆☆ | this week just sucks tbh
• 12 | ★★☆☆☆ | i haven't had food in a hot minute
• 13 | ★☆☆☆☆ | will's bday party!! bad planning but hey
• 14 | ★★☆☆☆ | xzavior's bday too 2 in a row holy guacamole
• 15 | ★★☆☆☆ | ??? idk
• 16 | ★★☆☆☆ | therapy was uhhhhh
• 17 | ★★☆☆☆ | precalc test fucking sucked
• 18 | ★★★☆☆ | ryker finally can drive me places NO way
• 19 | ★★☆☆☆ | meh nothing happened
• 20 | ★★☆☆☆ | boring day zzzz
• 21 | ★★★☆☆ | got back together yippee!
• 22 | ★★☆☆☆ | presentations and procrastinations
• 23 | ★★★☆☆ | i love my wife!
• 24 | ★★☆☆☆ | met the gf's dad that was scary he's not scary tho
• 25 | ★☆☆☆☆ | bpd split (?) hated everyone for a hot min
• 26 | ★★☆☆☆ | gf made me feel better
• 27 | ★★★☆☆ | chill day, drank monster and made stupid spreadsheets
• 28 | ★★★☆☆ | i love my wife! like actually so much omg
• 29 | ★★☆☆☆ | volunteering + gf's dads house for the first time, got the best ice cream ever after
• 30 | ★★★☆☆ | nothing of note, happy end of april
• 2.20 stars on average (★ 7, ★★ 11, ★★★ 11, ★★★★ 1, ★★★★★ 0)