• "We'll live in birds and flowers and dragonflies and pine trees and in clouds and in those little specks of light you see floating in sunbeams... And when they use our atoms to make new lives, they won't just be able to take one, they'll have to take two, one of you and one of me, we'll be joined so tight." - Philip Pullman
  • "When we hold each other, in the darkness, it doesn't make the darkness go away. The bad things are still out there. The nightmares still walking. When we hold each other we feel not safe, but better. "It's all right" we whisper, "I'm here, I love you." and we lie: "I'll never leave you." For just a moment or two the darkness doesn't seem so bad." — Neil Gaiman
  • "Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody. No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them t...
dec 20 2008 ∞
jan 6 2009 +
  • Dinah
  • Jacob
  • Julia
  • Jack
  • Francis
  • Evelyn
  • Suzanna
  • Benjamin
  • Charlotte
  • Liam
  • Violet
  • Ada
  • Rosie
  • Odessa
  • Noah
  • Margot
  • Iris
  • Hazel
dec 5 2008 ∞
dec 6 2008 +
  • Neil Gaiman
  • George Balanchine
  • Frank Miller
  • Allan Moore
  • Dan Eldon
  • Amelia Earhart
  • Lee Miller
  • J.D. Salinger
  • John Donne
  • Michel Gondry
  • Sylvia Plath
  • Suzanne Farrell
  • Elizabeth Bishop
dec 3 2008 ∞
dec 3 2008 +
  • staring
  • people who talk during movies
  • condescension
  • conservatives
  • people who push religion
  • people who talk about themselves while comforting you
  • people who make immediate assumptions about you, and are surprised when they learn they're wrong
dec 3 2008 ∞
dec 5 2008 +
  • feeling beautiful
  • actually being semi-decent at something
  • putting my hair in a bun/french twist
  • getting corrections/compliments
  • moving my body
  • my strong balances
  • performing
  • all the nice people in class
  • taking the train to Hubbard Street
  • getting out of my room for a few hours
  • listening to my ipod on the way to and from
nov 28 2008 ∞
dec 5 2008 +
  • Fables
  • Sin City
  • The Spirit
  • A Contract with God
  • The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen (book 2 & Black Dossier)
  • Swamp Thing
  • RAW
  • The Sandman Presents Thessaly : Witch for Hire
nov 22 2008 ∞
nov 23 2008 +
  • Learn how to sail
  • Cross the Atlantic ocean
  • Walk through the Grand Canyon
  • See the Northern Lights in person
  • Fall in love
  • Ride a motorcycle
  • Grow my hair long enough to cover my breasts
  • Cut all of above said hair off
  • Lie in bed all day with someone I love
  • Go to grad school
  • Go on a safari
  • Visit Kenya
  • Stand at the top of the Eiffel Tower
  • Nanowrimo
  • Visit Greece
nov 22 2008 ∞
nov 25 2008 +
  • The Red Tent
  • The Once and Future King
  • Franny and Zooey
  • Harry Potter
  • His Dark Materials
  • Saturday
  • Blankets
  • The Heart is a Lonely Hunter
  • Walk Two Moons
  • Matilda
  • Ordinary People
  • The Sandman
  • Ada or Ardor: A Family Chronicle
  • Twilight
  • To Kill a Mockingbird
nov 21 2008 ∞
nov 25 2008 +
  • Stop dwelling on the negative. There are always good things going on in my life, no matter how bad I feel. Those are the kinds of things I want to focus on, even if they're small or insignificant.
  • Finish each school quarter knowing I've done my best. I don't care about the grade I get, as long as I come away knowing that I couldn't have done anything more and that I learned all that I could.
  • Work on being happy. Not everyday or all the time, but I want to try and not sit and stew in negative feelings. If this means talking to a therapist, medication, or writing pages and pages in a journal, so be it.
  • Try to have more patience with my family. They're infuriating, yes, but there is a reason why I go to school hundreds of miles away from them. The least I can do is be pleasant when I talk to them.
dec 31 2008 ∞
dec 31 2008 +
  • Twilight
  • Slumdog Millionaire
  • Australia
  • Rachel Getting Married
  • The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
  • Revolutionary Road
  • Gran Torrino
  • Iron Man
dec 6 2008 ∞
feb 23 2009 +
  • I can crack every knuckle in my hands as well as my wrists and elbows
  • I'm either too quiet or talk too much
  • I don't always like the taste of coffee, but I like its effects
  • my favorite number is 11
  • I believe in signs
  • I'm not sure if I believe in god
  • my family is Jewish
  • I was 18 the first time I ever stepped foot into a church
  • ironically I currently work in the office of a church
  • I tend to make really poor big decisions in the heat of the moment
  • I've never been in love
  • my mother has multiple sclerosis
  • I think I'd make a good mother
  • I loathed high school
  • I don't eat meat, but I really miss hot dogs
dec 3 2008 ∞
dec 13 2008 +
  • Cat's Eye , Margaret Atwood
  • Poem of the Deep Song , Federico García Lorca
  • The Sun Also Rises , Earnest Hemingway
  • Atonement , Ian McEwan
  • The Handmaid's Tale , Margaret Atwood
  • Sorry, Tree , Eileen Myles
  • The Cider House Rules , John Irving
  • Coraline , Neil Gaiman
  • Stardust , Neil Gaiman
  • The Complete Poems 1927-1979 , Elizabeth Bishop
  • Fully Empowered , Pablo Neruda
  • Fables Vol.1 , Bill Willingham
nov 28 2008 ∞
jan 2 2009 +
  • The Reader
  • Australia
  • Synecdoche, New York
  • The Spirit
  • Adventureland
  • Little Ashes
  • How To Be
  • Revolutionary Road
  • The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
  • Milk
  • Bright Star
  • Doubt
nov 22 2008 ∞
jan 16 2009 +
nov 21 2008 ∞
dec 17 2008 +
  • graduate with honors
  • work for Owen
  • volunteer at Open Books
  • write a watercolor comic
  • figure out a way to pay for my loans

the end.

apr 23 2009 ∞
jun 3 2009 +
  • Pride and Prejudice
  • To Kill a Mockingbird
  • Jane Eyre
  • Gone with the Wind
  • Lord of the Rings
  • The Catcher in the Rye
  • Little Women
  • A Prayer of Owen Meany
  • The Stand
  • The Great Gatsby
  • Mists of Avalon
  • David Copperfield
  • Kristen Lavransdotter
  • Beloved
  • Age of Innocence
  • The Shell Seekers
  • Tess of the D'Urbervilles
  • The World According to Garp
  • Catch 22
  • The Clan of the Cave Bear
  • The Horse Whisperer
dec 10 2008 ∞
dec 10 2008 +
  • Fields of Gold
  • My Funny Valentine
  • Polka Dots and Moonbeams
  • Moon River
  • Here Comes the Sun
  • Something in the Way She Moves
  • April in Paris
  • God Only Knows
  • Don't Worry Baby
  • Michelle
  • Oh My Love
  • Dancing in the Moonlight
  • Feeling Good
  • The Dock of the Bay
  • I Want You to be My Love
  • Gimme Shelter
  • Ice Cream
  • You are the Sunshine of My Life
  • Summertime
  • Two Hearts
dec 4 2008 ∞
dec 10 2008 +
  • Pratt Institute
  • Syracuse University
  • University of Washington
  • UCLA
  • Kent State University (last resort)
nov 22 2008 ∞
nov 23 2008 +
  • laundry
  • soap
  • fresh snow
  • home
  • lilacs
  • my aunt's perfume
  • pine sol
  • just baked bread
  • apples
nov 22 2008 ∞
dec 5 2008 +
  • Walks in the morning when it is still quiet and cool outside, but not so chilly that you are frozen.
  • The way milk feels going down when it is fresh and cold and you haven't had anything to drink in a while.
  • Birthday cake.
  • Good hair days.
  • Freshly washed ripe raspberries.
  • The scent of your favorite laundry detergent.
  • Having a whole day to yourself- no responsibilities, no worries, no cares. Just you in your pjs snuggled under the covers with a good book and your cat.
  • Spontaneous hugs that make you feel instantly good and loved.
  • Eye contact and a genuine smile.
  • Freshly baked bread that you made yourself.
  • Dancing in your socks on the kitchen tile...
nov 21 2008 ∞
dec 5 2008 +