--listening

• charles starkweather and carol ann fugate I +
• charles starkweather and carol ann fugate II +
• the dnepropetrovsk maniacs I +
• the dnepropetrovsk maniacs II +
• columbine the myth I +
• columbine the myth II +
• columbine revisted +

--reading

--watching

dantes inferno , katabasis , asceticism + , frugality , twilight (team jacob <3) , screamers , gothic metal , witch house , fps , berserk + , industrial metal , doom , heelflip , retro gaming , even the iron still fears the rot – ethel cain, true crime , lost media + , rpgs , scott pilgrim , griffguts / chaltan , comics , russian hardstyle , europop , zenless zone zero + , xbox , spider woman +

𝟏. rope + ring, nymb 𝟐. drainland , micheal gira 𝟑. apathy 𝟒. jesu 𝟓. salem 𝟔. ptolomea , ethel cain 𝟕. heelflip 𝟖. KMFDM 𝟗. chemlab 𝟏𝟎. sidewalks and sketelons 𝟏𝟏. uncle outrage 𝟏𝟐. 7 words , deftones 𝟏𝟑. dubstep/nightcore 𝟏𝟒. killer klowns , the dickies 𝟏𝟓. the nobodies , marilyn manson 𝟏𝟔. nicole dollanganger 𝟏𝟕. nso soundtrack 𝟏𝟖. metalcore 𝟏𝟗. 𝟐𝟎.

★ favourite ☆ 2026 release

--august

• the downward spiral , nine inch nails
• self titled , lil watermark
• the chinchilla album , uncle outrage
• planetary , p6inkillr
• lost weekend , pheobe bridgers ☆

--july

• daughter from hell , gracie abrams ☆
• evidence of you , ivri ☆
• when the pawn... , fiona apple
• it was me!... i killed the messenger boy , death_on_impact ☆
• the afternoons malady , jejune

--june

• you seem pretty sad for a girl so in love , olivia rodrigo ☆
• self titled , alexisonfire

--may

• the burning god by R.F kuang 10.08.26
• crush by richard silken 29.07.26
• the bell jar by sylvia plath 28.07.26 - 3.08.26
• women and the family by leon trotsky 24.07.26
• the rot by evelyn araluen 19.07.26
• ariel by sylvia plath 30.07.26
• the dragon republic by R.F kuang 03.06.26 - 28.07.26
• antigone by sophocles 17.07.26-18.07.26
• the fall of the house of usher by edgar allen poe 25.02.26-12.07.26
• dante's inferno by dante alighieri 8.07.26-12.07.26
• the fae queens captive by sierra simone 1.07.26-9.07.26
• katabasis by R.F kuang 1.07.26-7.07.26
• to make monsters out of girls by amanda lovelace 26.06.26
• the poppy war by R.F kuang 25.04.26 – 1...