• picnic under tree or by a little stream or something
• get horchata and watch meteor showers (some coming may 4 and 5)
• heirloom tomato sandwiches on the patio

january

• dream board on pinterest
• hotpot
• making my apartment cute

february

• being so pretty (makeup, hair)
• my bangs (only for a second)
• winnie's cough

march

• st patrick's day with mau
• being in love
• dinners out and about in greenville

april

• aj
• hiking
• being skinny

may

dec 10

• i slept through the whole night and didn't wake up once
• my pothos at work is thriving and has so many new vines
• after angel gift and being with dad, my life feels more beautiful

dec 11

• loving winnie's new cat litter called 'hardball' it's so good
• get to see maureen this saturday
• i slept through the night well and hard
• my vacuum is bringing me so much joy, i need to use her more

dec 12

• getting so much better at builder gel!!
• the mountains on my drive to work are beautiful and bring me so much joy each day
• today *feels* happy and good and exciting...

• cara's divine orzo salad
• chicken salad (with the greek yogurt and poultry seasoning blend) and crackers, cucumbers
• burger patties with zucchini, cottage cheese

january

• hydrojug (particularly their spring launch - blush pink)
• nesting into my apartment, wanting to hang stuff n get pictures
• mom's memory loss (sitting very heavy with me rn)
• my failed engagement (meep)
• my girl friendships!
• anxiousness and not being able to handle it as well as i have for years
• being an adult - lots of feelings about this and my emotions in general?
• how fleeting life is
• my ireland trip (though mostly anxious obsession right now)
• my 2024 kia sportage (very excited about her but also anxious)

february

• how short life is and how precious it is ...

• you have good ideas and what you have to say is important. people want to hear your thoughts
• you are beautiful inside and outside. people enjoy being in your presence
• you are capable of happiness constantly
• you are in charge of your mindset
• stay present

jan 2025 - 3 to the 8, i think i had norovirus (i threw up a whole bunch, very upset tummy, fever, chills n could not stop shivering)

feb 2025 - 3(ish) to the 8, i had the flu (had a tickly throat on the 3rd which quickly progressed into a cough and fatigue, went to urgent care morning of the 4th and could not stop coughing, awful fever, chills, migraine-level, agonizing headache, intense spinal pain, chills, extreme exhaustion, raw throat from coughing, absolutely no appetite, horrible. second sickest i have been in my life)

2024

• Ichigo Ichie
• ACOTAR
• ACOMAF
• Hail Mary Project
• Love Does

2025

• A Little Life
• Daisy Jones and The Six

• after being virtual for 3 years, when you went on your first work trip, he downloaded bumble, tinder, and hinge and met up with another woman to try and sleep with her. when he couldn't get it up, he told you he thought he was impotent and asked for oral, when you hadn't slept. every time he went on work trips, you cleaned the house, got him gifts, prepared food, and cried for having missed him so badly. you even got a tattoo for him while he was away, you missed him so much.
• instead of telling you this, he told you he wasn't in love with you and to move home with your mom, despite his home being one he said was "ours." you found out he met with another woman based on texts from his apple watch. he called you his "ex" and said you came back to "his house" to the woman he tried to sleep with, he told her to be careful who she coupled up wi...

i feel like i am never seeing people & doing things so this will prove me wrong when i get in my head about it

jan 8

• picked up chick-fil-a and had dinner with francesca

jan 9-12

• stayed with lulu and had sleepover, wfh, show marathon

jan 14

• wine night and dinner with audrey

jan 16

• pasarelle with isabel for restaurant week

jan 17-18

• katya sleepover and coffee morning

jan 21

december 17

• today i wore a new outfit i got for $2 at gabe's inventory blowout sale. i felt so corporate and professional. when i came into the office, there was a snow white hoodie on my chair and it was so cute! raine left it for me - the whole office calls me snow white and it's just the sweetest thing. i travelled with jdpr to the meyers center for special children and volunteered and have been feeling so emotional ever since. i had a little under an hour before joining the world of concrete call for little giant ladders, then i went for a quick lunch at the fresh market (i got spicy salmon sushi and a hot pumpkin spice coffee)! tonight i picked up a rug i won for $11 and some floor cushions, and then i had chick fil a with dad. he gave me some artwork to write 'direction is more important than distance gained' on, a...

• download budgeting app (car, debt, and savings)
• transfer HSA from BF to RF one
• get a PCP (talk head pain and gut health)-
• download YNAB (in progress) and stick with it
• hang up things in my apartment-
• look into car insurance and purchasing a new car (yeehaw!)
• gills creek things! pr stuff! ahhhh!!!-
• get a library card-
• make my dream board
• see if there is room in my budget for the climbing gym
• visit greenville art museum for free?