that elevator scene in the shining with the blood pouring out is beautiful. that scene on the stairs when he yells at her is horrifying.

a vision of a lotus flower emerging from my mouth...what could that mean?

Petroica rodinogaster

• i love nudity
• my curves
• my dark brown wavy hair
• the soft velvet of my freshly shaven legs
• the silk of my lips
• my scent of apricots and strawberries
• my small hands and delicate wrists
• the branches of blue and purple veins
• a little hollow on my neck between my clavicles
• faint white marks like waves on my buttocks and thighs
• soft peach fuzz on my body
• a tiny mole on the corner of my lips
• and a constellation of moles beneath and between my breasts
• how my skin smells after a sunny day outside
• and when my lashes are wet from tears

• talking to myself
• painting
• scrapbooking
• writing cards and letters
• dreamiing
• dancing

• i love emerald green
• i love pretty socks
• i love vintage clothing
• i love creepy vintage photos
• i love black lace
• i love veils
• i love erotic poetry
• i love pressed flowers
• i love small town libraries
• i love nudity
• i love fragrant body oils
• i love old perfume bottles
• i love tiny gloves
• i love vinyl records
• i love intricate jewellery
• i love good stories
• i love hilariously bad movies
• i love murmurs
• i love myself
• i love you

• losing myself
• nightmares
• pain
• fear

• animal that fascinates me: octopus, it's so alien and magical
• games that became my world for a while: Divinity series and Black Mirror series
• flowers that bring me joy: lotus and yellow roses
• song that heals my wounded soul: Chloe Dancer/Crown of Thorns by Mother Love Bone
• musician/band whose music inspires me: Grouper and Cocteau Twins
• classical piece that would make angels cry: Soave sia il vento, Cosi Fan Tutte by Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart
• era to lose myself in: 1910s - 1930s
• this word and why it's personal: fragile
• films that made me feel whole: Portrait de la jeune fille en feu (2019), La Jetée (1962)
• the book that changed my world for one night: The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde

• this calendar
• this naughty nonsense
• all of these amazing perfume bottles
• this kimono that is perfect in every way...
• this POTP music box
• this freaking gorgeous beret
• this ring
• this badass hat
• these boots
• this zombie doll
• these wonderful carousel eggs: ♡ ♡
• and this one with an owl
• yes, I love easter eggs
• this gorgeous set
• these lovely black gloves
• this ultimate dress
• this magnificent amethyst ring
• this sexy boudoir dress
• these pure perfection shoes
• and these witchy ones too
• these prettay socks

• calligraphy
• archery
• horse riding
• harp and mbira
• french and irish
• pottery
• singing

• This bedding set
• This dinnerware
• And this one too
• Wheel
• Doll
• Lockets
• This piggy
• And this monkey
• And this princess

• someone who is kind
• a person of integrity and character
• respects him/herself
• and treats others like equals
• knows himself and puts in the work
• knows not only what he wants but what he needs
• says what he means and does what he says
• knows how to enjoy life and make himself and others laugh
• thinks things through but doesn't get stuck in his head
• has high empathy and openness
• honors his words
• and people he loves
• a true and loyal friend
• is not afraid to be weak and vulnerable
• and accepts other's weaknesses and vulnerabilities
• is honest and straightforward with himself

• my regret: i was born in february but always wanted to be born in march
• how i usually feel: bored and overwhelmed at the same time
• perfume i wear: Hanae Mori by Hanae Mori
• one of my quirks: i like to draw faces and notes on myself and see it stretch as i move
• tastes i love: you, red velvet cake and hazelnut
• how i wear my hair: Snow White short, smelling of apples
• how i like my bath: milk + mandarin essential oil + apricot body oil
• my guilty pleasure: lying to taxi drivers. about everything
• if i had a penis i would name it: Benedick
• one useless thing i used to do: write my notes at school backwards inspired by Leonardo. i still do it sometimes

“I must be cruel only to be kind; Thus bad begins, and worse remains behind.” Shakespeare's Hamlet

“After all, the cherry blossom blooms every year, but does anyone find it the less lovely for that?” Sei Shōnagon

“A night of endless dreams, inconsequent and wild, is this my life; none more worth telling than the rest.” Murasaki Shikibu

“The eyes of others our prisons; their thoughts our cages.” Virginia Woolf

“Embrace your solitude and love it. Endure the pain it causes, and try to sing out with it. For those near to you are distant...” Rainer Maria Rilke

“Solitude is for me a fount of healing which makes my life worth living. Talking is often a torment for me, and I need many days of silence to recover from the futility of words.” Carl Jung

“We must become so alone, so utterly al...

swimming makes me feel alone. i love that about swimming.

• House: Gryffindor
• Wand: Hazel wood with a phoenix feather core, 12 ¾" and quite bendy flexibility
• Patronus: Brown Hare

• Minerva Sophia
• Demetria Elena
• Mini and Demi
• Beauregard "Boe"

• funny
• sweet
• quirky
• angel