“Stress is basically a disconnection from the earth, a forgetting of the breath. Stress is an ignorant state. It believes that everything is an emergency. Nothing is that important. Just lie down.” -Natalie Goldberg quotes

• A 6 page paper for Sociology class.
• A 5 page paper for Art class.
• A theater project that is worth so much of my grade right now.
• && did I mention I have an English paper as well.

School is eating me alive.

All of them aren't bad but majority of them suck.

• They're so conceited.
• They pretend to be airheads so guys will notice them (Side note guys like smart girls)
• They wear way to much makeup.
• Always trying to improve their apperance, be happy with who you are.
• Like bullying weaker girls.
• Constantly gossping about NOTHING.
• Fake bichesss can never say shiiii to your face.
• Says their sluts when they know their straight up virgins (P.S by saying you're a slut only makes you seem easy.)
• Girls that think their the shiiii.
• They don't have their own image, they're just rip offs.
• Always pressed about the labels, if you can't afford it don't go broke trying to b...

• Get in shape.
• Learn another language.
• more.
• Laugh more.
• Dream less instead do more.
• Learn that somethings must be let go in order to grow.
• Don't wait around for someone.
• Get a bellybutton piercing.
• Get Cartiladge pierced.
• Stop setteling for less.
• Believe that it's okay to be alone and that only I can believe myself no one else can.

• China
• Paris, France
• Italy
• London, England
• Australia
• Spain
• Japan
• Africa
• The Bahamas
• Brazil
• Egypt
• Ethiopia
• The Netherlands
• Alabama
• Alaska
• Arizona
• Arkansas
• California
• Colorado
• Connecticut
• Delaware

• You know you're in love when it's hard to say goodbye.
• So my boyfriend is leaving for the army in a couple of days.
• Remember to Love him no matter what.
• Don't be scared to hold on to something because you're scared it may be lost.
• Love conquers all or atleast I believe it does.
• He'll be in every beat of my heart.
• This is our moment now it's me and you forever.
• Im scared to say goodbye because goodbyes seem like eternity.

I'm so in love with his music right now as well as....

• One Republic
• Dashboard Confessional
• Matt Nathanson
• Andrew Lipke
• Jack Johnson
• The Swell Season
• David Gray
• Ingrid Michaelson
• Jessee Rubin
• Jason Damato
• Rachael Yamagata

Comparisons are easily turned Once you've had a taste of perfection Like an apple hanging from a tree I picked the ripest one I still got the seed

• I hate how you don't see me.
• In your eyes is where i'd like to stay.
• I don't want anyone else but you.
• Slowly I'm learning to let go but it isnt easy at all.
• Never fall for your bestfriend because it's even harder when he's not around.
• I made a mistake of teling you the truth.
• Don't kiss me because it makes me want you so much more.
• I yearn to be near you so much more then you'll ever know.
• When you're with her do you ever think of me?

• And I’m on my knees looking for the answer, are we human or are we dancers.

-The Killers (Human)

• Oh beautiful release Memories seep from my veins. They may be empty and weightless, and maybe I'll find some peace tonight ♥.

-Sarah McLachlan (Angel)

• I’ve got to get out here I’m stuck inside this rut I fell into by mistake, and I’m begging you to be my escape.

-Relient K. (Be My Escape)

• Oh simple thing where have you gone

I'm getting old and I need something to rely on so tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin -Keane (Somewhere Only We Know)

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance For the break that will make it ok There's always some reason to feel “not good enough? And it's hard at the end of the day I need some distraction, oh beautiful release Memories seep from my veins They may be empty and weightless, and maybe I'll find some peace tonight In the arms of an Angel, fly away from here From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie You're in the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn There's vultures and thieves at your back The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies That you make up for all that you lack It don't make no difference, escaping one last time It's easier to believe In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness That brings me to my knees In ...

It's funny how when you stop trying things seem to fall into place (:

• Be yourself.
• Forget rude people.
• Happiness is you.
• Smile Daily and Laugh often (:
• If it wasn't ment to be then let it go.

• Get nails done
• Get eyebrows done
• Fix hair
• Look for a flower crown or veil
• Take money out of account for makeup
• Buy ribbon and boutineer supplies for guys
• Pick up table cloths
• Go to Costco with parents to buy drinks, plates and silverware
• Make bouquets
• Set up reception room after rehearsal
• Print out dinner menu
• Print out wedding day programs
• Buy picture frames for quote cards.

&& today you made it easier for me to stand up for myself so thank you!

• I am my biggest fan.
• It's okay to speak up for yourself.
• Yes I believe that I can go from liking you to being strictly your friend.
• Breathing is the easiest lesson I've learned in my 19 years of life.
• I don't want to fear anything but I do, and it all comes back to you.

• I secretely wish my bestfriend was my boyfriend.
• I hate it when he makes me cry.
• I hate our stupid fights.
• I wish sometimes I wouldn't forgive him so easily.
• I get lost in those big brown beautiful eyes of his.
• When he smiles I can't breathe.
• His touch gives me chills.
• He listens to evey word I say and it's amazing.
• 2 days without being with him seems like a lifetime.
• && I know I'm in too deep but for him i'd risk it all.