• Intuition
  • Preferably NF
• Intelligence
• Open-mindedness
• Willingness to communicate
• Physical affection
• Genuineness
• Compatible music/book/art taste or appreciation thereof
• Tenderness/comfort

• What good does judging people do?
• Stay positive
• Take chances
• Stop complaining
• Live in the moment
• Be an individual
• Stop worrying about what other people think
• Make the most of every day
• Learn independence
• Remember to breathe
• Be thankful for what you have

• I Don't Care - Fall Out Boy
  • (best part?? pete's smile after he pulls of the 'mask' *SWOON*)
• All The Small Things - Blink-182
• I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance
• Kings and Queens - 30 Seconds to Mars
• Jane Doe - Never Shout Never
  • (technically not the official music video, but it might as well be xD)
• Celebrity Status - Marianas Trench
• More Than Alive - The Ready Set
• Super Man - Joe Brooks

• The All-American Rejects
• Angels & Airwaves
• Avril Lavigne
• All Time Low
• Blink 182
• Boys Like Girls
• Bring Me the Horizon
• Cherri Bomb
• Cute Is What We Aim For
• Ed Sheeran
• Escape the Fate
• Fall Out Boy
• fun.
• Goo Goo Dolls
• Green Day
• Jack’s Mannequin
• John Mayer
• The Killers
• La Dispute
• Lana Del Rey
• Man Overboard

• "My smile’s an open wound without you, and my hands are tied to pages inked to bring you back." [Fall Out Boy- "Homesick At Space Camp"]
• "Can you comfort yourself with a sense of revenge? Are you leaving me here with a taste of the end?" [Blink-182- "Obvious"]
• "You are a sellout but you couldn't even do that right, so your price tag has been slashed, and now you're chillin' on the half-price clearance rack." [Cute Is What We Aim For- "Newport Living"]
• "Oh how wrong we were to think that immortality meant never dying." [My Chemical Romance- "Our Lady of Sorrows"]
• "At night your body is a symphony, and I'm conducting..." [Panic! At The Disco - "The Calendar"]
• "You're appealing to emotions that I simply do not have." [Fall Out Boy- "It's Hard to Say 'I Do' When I Don't"]
• "There's a story at the bottom of this bottle and I'm the pen." [All Time Low- "Dear Maria, Count Me In"]...

• mattress
  • box spring
• couch
• dresser
• dining room table/chairs
• coffee table

• "Sala Samobójców" - Suicide Room
• "La vie d'Adèle" - Blue Is the Warmest Color
• "Die Welle" - The Wave
• "Män Som Hatar Kvinnor" - The Girl With the Dragon Tattoo
• Cherrybomb
• "4 Luni, 3 Saptamâni si 2 Zile" - 4 Months, 3 Weeks and 2 Days
• Den Brysomme Mannen - The Bothersome Man

• Season 5 American Idol Tour
• My Chemical Romance
• Blink-182
• Manchester Orchestra
• Poppa Chubby (x2)
• The Ready Set (x2)
• The All-American Rejects
• Boys Like Girls
• You Me At Six
• Mayday Parade (x2)
• Pierce the Veil
• All Time Low
• Forever the Sickest Kids
• The Used
• Tonight Alive
• 3OH!3
• Man Overboard
• Sleeping with Sirens
• Never Shout Never (x2)
• Panic! At the Disco (x2)
• Fall Out Boy (x2)

Based on what I've learned, things I've read, movies I've seen, I have come to several conclusions regarding how I plan to live my life in the future. I know exactly what I want, and the same goes for what I absolutely do not want.

• I want to make something out of myself, make a difference.
• I don't want to be a soccer mom.
• I don't want to have kids too early.
• I want someone who shares my love for music.
• I don't want to work a mundane 9-5 desk job. I'd rather die.
• I don't want to be rich.
• I want a hands on, interactive, creative, busy career.
• I want to live in the city.
• I want to continue pursuing creative outlets.
• I want to preserve my youth.

• ring-dings
• skeleton shirts
• black nail polish
• roses
• Jeeps
• boston creme donuts
• Titanic
• fedoras
• lace
• bubble baths
• strawberries
• black cats
• clementines/oranges
• Boston
• hands
• lemonade
• candles
• the color red
• veins
• gingers
• old keys

• come to terms with sexuality
• bought almost all of the stuff i need for college
• making myself drive more places
• rite of passages like: registered to vote, bought a scratch ticket, have my license, have a car, pay for insurance, have a job, checking account/debit card, etc.
• really working hard to keep calm and not let my emotions/mood swings hurt the people i love
• weaning myself off of coffee/caffeine dependency bc it makes me feel worse
• medication stability
• taking myself to doctor's appointments
• orgasms
• going on shopping trips by myself
• knowing what i want to major in at college and thinking recently about possibly wanting to be a librarian
• plans for tattoo(s)

• Hayley Williams (Paramore)
• Jenna McDougall (Tonight Alive)
• Tay Jardine (We Are the In Crowd)
• Sierra Kusterbeck (VersaEmerge)
• Cassadee Pope - (Hey Monday)
• Valerie Poxleitner (Lights)
• Avril Lavigne
• Jess Bowen - (The Summer Set)
• Lzzy Hale (Halestorm)
• Taylor Momsem (The Pretty Reckless)
• Gwen Stefani (No Doubt)
• Lacey Mosley (Flyleaf)
• Ariel Bloomer (Icon for Hire)
• Lana Del Rey
• Cady Groves
• Amy Lee (Evanescence)
• Tegan & Sara
• Cherri Bomb
  • Nia & Rena Lovelis

• Jakarta
• Brooklyn
• Nairobi
• Adelaide
• Sicily
• Cairo
• Mumbai
• Calgary
• Hanoi
• Mozambique
• Acadia
• Monte Carlo

• Being vulnerable
• Being stabbed
• Driving in certain situations, esp. the highway
• Knives in general
• Spiders
• Roller coasters
• Anything torture related - like when in a movie there's something that involves torture of any sort it literally CREEPS me the f*ck out.
• Abusive relationships
• Dying before I've done any of the things I want to do in my life)
• Someone dying who I'm extremely close to
• One day getting up the courage to tell someone I like how I feel about them and being rejected