—— in ——

healthy stoicism, studying, calming down, knowing my worth, giving grace, t-breaks, stimulating my scalp, working out, kindness, doing what i want, playing guitar, sudoku, using my digicam, nerding out, putting effort into outfits, taking up space, training my core, stretching daily

　　 —— out ——

procrastinating, using my phone, crashing out, self-sabotage, not turning in assignments, drinking, spending money, subliminal messages, eating like shit, skipping class, doing things without intention, doomscrolling, excessive partying, people pleasing, clothes shopping, oversharing, excessive smoking, skipping meds

• album ⇢ folie à deux by fall out boy
• animals ⇢ crows & snow leopards
• animanga ⇢ bungo stray dogs
• book ⇢ in a grove by ryunosuke akutagawa
• color ⇢ navy blue & periwinkle
• crystal ⇢ tigers eye
• film ⇢ amadeus
• flowers ⇢ lilies
• fruits ⇢ blueberries & mangoes
• guitars ⇢ gibson sg; fender jag
• planet ⇢ jupiter
• f1 driver ⇢ vettel; hamilton
• season ⇢ winter
• song ⇢ w.a.m.s. by fall out boy
• tea ⇢ earl gray

• my red kodak digicam
• my red ipod
• my wallet with a guitar pick in it & spiderman keychain
• fav lighter with my name engraved
• another lighter (windproof!)
• my jbl headphones or my beats
• lip balm always, & brown lipliner
• star-shaped hair clips
• a deck of uno and incohearent cards
• my pocket knife
• a bottle opener from pittsburgh
• a usb drive
• mini screwdriver that isa gifted me :)
• my "weed money" coin purse from blue q
• my nintendo ds lite

　　 ϟ anger 　 ☁ gloom 　 ☀ joy 　 ☂︎ stress

　　　　　 — october ₊˚ ⭑

• 19 ┊ ☁ → ☀
• 18 ┊ ☀ ☂︎
• 17 ┊ ☀
• 16 ┊ ☀
• 15 ┊ ☀
• 14 ┊ ☀
• 13 ┊ ☀
• 04 ┊ ☀
• 03 ┊ ☀
• 02 ┊ ☀
• 01 ┊ ☀

　　　　　 — september ₊˚ ⭑

• 30 ┊ ☀
• 29 ┊ ☀
• 28 ┊ ☂︎ ☁ → ☀

　 —— currently loving ₊ ⭑ ——

ace attorney, lazy outfits, clovers, vintage & secondhand tech, purses, fugazi, black toes, flannels, dance gavin dance, fidget toys, silver / chrome, bengali rock, black & white, eye masks, stoned movie nights, pastel colors

• current read ⇢ absolution by murder by peter tremayne
• watching ⇢ bungo stray dogs 5
• listening to ⇢ dance gavin dance
• playing ⇢ apollo justice, lux-pain
• thinking about ⇢ upcoming mechanics of materials midterm; pumpkin patch trip! halloween!! fall!!!

• sun. ☉ aquarius
• moon. ☾ cancer
• rising. ↑ gemini
• mercury. ☿ aquarius
• venus. ♀ pisces
• mars. ♂ capricorn
• jupiter. ♃ sagittarius
• saturn. ♄ leo
• uranus. ♅ pisces
• neptune. ♆ aquarius
• pluto. ♇ sagittarius
• north node. ☊ pisces

• black squier acoustic dreadnought guitar
• surf green electric squier telecaster (modded pickguard)
• gold and black electric squier jaguar (w double humbuckers!) aka my sweet precious baby
• surf green electric ibanez bass w pearloid pickguard

• birds feel something akin to pain and fear just before migration, and nothing alleviates this feeling except flight
• the thing about everything is that it all gets easier with practice, so be careful what you practice
• be careful how you speak to yourself, you are always listening
• you broke the cycle, don't let boredom or lonliness send you back
• i'll find a new place to be from
• if the thoughts get too big, go somewhere you feel small
• it is absurd to say that the age of miracles is past — it has not yet begun
• keep your house clean like you're expecting guests, and your heart clean like you're expecting death
• maybe i'm worth the mess too
• people give you what they are, not what you deserve. what you deserve, you give to...