—— in ——

healthy stoicism, studying, calming down, knowing my worth, giving grace, stimulating my scalp, mixing metals, working out, kindness, doing what i want, playing my acoustic guitar, sudoku, using my digicam, putting effort into outfits, taking up space, going to office hours, learning italian

　　 —— out ——

using my phone, crashing out, self-sabotage, being mean, not turning in assignments, drinking, spending money, subliminal messages, eating like shit, gossip, weed, doing things without intention, doomscrolling, partying, people pleasing

• album ⇢ folie à deux by fall out boy
• animals ⇢ ravens and crows
• color ⇢ navy blue
• crystal ⇢ tigers eye
• film ⇢ amadeus; big hero 6
• flowers ⇢ stargazer lilies
• guitars ⇢ gibson sg; fender jaguar
• planet ⇢ jupiter
• f1 driver ⇢ vettel; hamilton; leclerc
• season ⇢ autumn
• song ⇢ w.a.m.s. by fall out boy
• tea ⇢ earl gray

• the louvre : paris, france
• musée d'orsay : paris, france
• the museum of fine arts : boston, massachusetts
• the met : manhattan, new york

　　 ϟ anger 　 ☁ gloom 　 ☀ joy 　 ☂︎ stress

　　　　　 — april ₊˚ ⭑

• 22 ┊ ☀
• 19 ┊ ☁
• 18 ┊ ☁
• 17 ┊ ☀ → ☁
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• 06 ┊ ☁ → ☀

　　　　　 — march ₊˚ ⭑

• 25 ┊ ☁
• 24 ┊ ☀
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• 19 ┊ ☀
• 18 ┊ ϟ ☁

　 —— currently loving ₊ ⭑ ——

clovers, vintage & secondhand tech, graphic beanies, gold jewelry, neon lights, hsr, making playlists, skateboarding, aphex twin, zippo lighters, fugazi, my uggs, bronzer, black toes, tank tops, flannels, black & white

• current read ⇢ martyr! by kaveh akbar
• watching ⇢ bungo stray dogs ↺
• listening to ⇢ chevelle
• currently loving ⇢ my ipod, cadillac's '26 livery
• thinking about ⇢ incresaing my zoloft dosage

• sun. ☉ aquarius
• moon. ☾ cancer
• rising. ↑ gemini
• mercury. ☿ aquarius
• venus. ♀ pisces
• mars. ♂ capricorn
• jupiter. ♃ sagittarius
• saturn. ♄ leo
• uranus. ♅ pisces
• neptune. ♆ aquarius
• pluto. ♇ sagittarius
• north node. ☊ pisces

• to be loved like a habit not a chore
• i'll find a new place to be from
• maybe i'm worth the mess too
• the buddhist rule on worrying is simple: don't
• when you consider things like the stars, our affairs don't seem to matter very much, do they
• it is absurd to say that the age of miracles is past — it has not yet begun
• until it's done, tell none
• if the thoughts get too big, go somewhere you feel small
• birds feel something akin to pain and fear just before migration, and nothing alleviates this feeling except flight
• keep your house clean like you're expecting guests, and your heart clean like you're expecting death
• people give you what they are, not what y...