• ✔ Bigger Than Me ZA
• ✔ Beautiful News SA/Ginkgo
• ✔ Twyne
• Shape History (LDN)
• Scope
• Cerebra
• ✔ Infestation
• ✔ She Leads Africa
• ✔ D4D: Design for Development
• Hero
• Climb Any Mountain
• ✔ wonderland collective
• woodstock exchange
• Bird on a wire - and others
• ✔ Iconic Agency
• Art Africa
• GKC
• Two.AM agency
• ✔ Makhulu
• ✔ Power of 9
• ✔ The Talent Boom

• colourful rebel
• les prêteuses
• réalisation par
• American vintage officiel
• mango
• pull & bear
• monki
• weekday
• reformation
• cos
• and other stories
• rouje

• dukes boots

• barrelhouse
• frostwriting
• thrush

• wrap-over skirt
• ✔ another pair of topshop jeans
• denim shirt
• ✔ white tee
• heeled booties
• nude heels
• ✔ calvins
• ✔ new bras
• ✔ new sports bra(s)
• ✔ nikes
• clutch
• ✔ iPhone case
• headphones
• ✔ jo malone scent
• ✔ day planner
• cute bras

Food in Israel

• Humus from Abu Hassan in Yafo
• Humus Mashawa in Tel Aviv
• Falafel in laffa at Moshiko in Jerusalem
• Sabich from Ovadiya in Tel Aviv, HaSabichiya in Jerusalem
• Humus at Abu Hassan in Yafo, Humus Mashawa in Tel Aviv
• Shakshuka at the hole in the wall restaurant across from Overstay Hostel in Tel Aviv, served with pitas any tehina and salad
• Banana/date ice cream in Tel Aviv
• Allllll of the food at Goats with the Wind: tomato salad, eggplant salad, rice w/ raisins and almonds, sachlav, tangy/bubbly goat's yoghurt w/ crusty bread
• Knafeh from Jafar's Sweets in the Muslim Quarter in Jerusalem
• Bambah aka crack
• Beigeleh w/ za'atar from any stand on the...

• working lots of hours at the store and make MONEY
• hanging out with georgie
• seeing teddy the first weekend i get home
• oatmeal and health food and mom's cooking and ethnic food
• exercise; get really fit
• yogaaaaaaaaa every damn day (classes w/ neighbour, inversions whenever i want)
• read books/watch movies/etc i never have time for
• politics and prose
• work on writing
• concerts?
• tennis with dad
• volunteering?
• weekend trip(s) with mom
• self-assigned art projects
• make a video or do something with photos from argentina

• ✔ cartilage ring (left ear)
• 2nd piercing (right earlobe)
• nose stud (right side)
• tattoooo

• read buddhist scriptures
• read the god dilemma
• meditate 10 minutes every night
• create a mantra
• do more volunteer work
• think more charitable thoughts towards people
• act on my instincts
• ✔ yoga yoga yoga yoga yoga
• ✔ spend more time outdoors
• "Before you speak, ask yourself, is it kind, is it necessary, is it true, does it improve on the silence?" — Sai Baba
• ✔ read books by michael pollan

• a loft in lower manhattan with oriental rugs and floor-to-ceiling windows. minimalist mixed with bohemian. lived-in. on a really high-up floor. maybe a dumbwaiter, to be used as a secret hiding place for memorabilia.
• a mysterious victorian house in the countryside in the northeast with secret staircases and fields to run around in and a really kickass attic with old, lost treasures, that i could share with friends and their families so all our kids could spend the summers together having adventures.
• a thatched cottage with window boxes full of roses on the west coast of ireland surrounded by green and sheep and wild ocean. a brisk walk into town for groceries and new wellingtons.
• parisian apartment on the rive gauche with whitewashed walls and natural light and...

• long summer days
• azalea bushes
• freckles
• sunlight
• libraries
• boys
• being underwater
• no shoes
• sketch pencils
• cumulus clouds
• long car rides
• classic rock
• crushes
• monarch butterflies
• mornings
• old books
• ray-ban aviators
• saltwater
• feathers
• kerouac
• fibonacci numbers

• Horsetail Falls, Yosemite, in February
• Ice Hotel in Sweden
• Ithaa undersea restaurant in the Maldives
• Mount Bromo, Indonesia, at sunrise
• hiking on Argentina’s Perito Moreno glacier

• finish Salinger- inspired tree short story
• do something with it
• Learn to write a haiku
• Do something with Suburbia poem
• Get better because I suck right now.
• ccr story!!!
• bethesda mag contest?

for girls

• cosima
• josephine (josie)
• vivian/viviane
• kaya
• imogen
• briony
• natasha
• nicola
• annika

for boys

• oliver (oli)
• sebastien/sebastian (seb)
• julien
• finlay (finn)
• henry
• jago
• rhys

• exhibit at one of the first thursdays galleries w/ solo show and representation
• sign to an agency and work w brands
• creative concept studio/agency (like holyrad)
• photobook published

• https://www.facebook.com/pg/cmiyc.run/ab...
• park run
• my friend ned
• http://makhulu.co.za/#section-get-involv...

• ✔ FLASH
• ✔ bathmat
• ✔ kitchen roll
• ✔ cheap blender
• ✔ scale
• ✔ new frying pan
• extra camera battery
• external hard drive
• cheap spiraliser?
• ✔ class books!!
• sell old books

• not much heat on it
• heat-protectant whenever using heat
• don't towel-dry hair!
• comb, not brush, wet/damp hair
• don't pull wet/damp hair up
• deep condition once a week
• don't wash too often, and esp. don't shampoo often
• no sulfates in products
• condition hair whenever wetting it

• olive oil
• virgin coconut oil
• sweet almond oil (??)
• jojoba oil (???)
• cocoa butter
• brown sugar
• essential oils (lavender, rose geranium, tea tree, sandalwood) plus maybe lemon, rosemary, cinnamon, ginger, clove, jasmine, sage, etc

• balmain jeans
• chloe basics (and perfume!)
• proenza schouler ps1 (grey or chestnut)
• vintage chanel houndstooth jacket
• chanel 2.55 bag
• rick owens black leather jacket
• margiela boots
• mcqueen bumster pants
• marchesa gown
• pringle of scotland sweater
• APC bateau-neck t-shirt
• temperley cocktail dress
• rodarte wedding dress
• everything by comme des garcons
• band of outsiders jackets and pants
• christopher kane dresses

• hot yoga (bikram)
• spinning
• stand up paddleboarding
• tae kwan do
• boxing
• SURFING
• krav maga

• climb a mountain
• fall in loooove
• get a novel published
• change some person's life for the better
• ✔ teach
• road trip all the way across america, kerouac style
• work on a political campaign
• ✔ hitchhike
• attend coachella
• be fluent in at least 5 languages
• receive a love letter or love song
• learn to sing
• watch all 100 of AFI classic movies
• ✔ wwoof
• experience dia de los muertos in mexico
• set up two people who end up getting married
• ✔ live abroad
• be friends with rock stars
• become scuba certified

• fernando torres DUH
• yoann gourcuff
• david beckham (no surprise there)
• carlos bocanegra
• iker casillas

• dye a streak of my hair pink or orange or blue
• ✔ go on a road trip
• backpack through a continent
• fall in love
• be fluent in a few languages
• cut my hair short
• skydive or bungee-jump

back to

• ✔ ireeeeland
• ✔ la suiiiisse
• san francisco
• montreal
• everywhere elsssseeeeee

new

• australia
• nepal
• new zealand
• ✔ israel
• brittany, france
• netherlands
• yellowstone national park
• morocco
• alaska
• china
• merida & oaxaca, mexico
• mongolia
• ✔ argentina

• nat geo fulbright
• amplify studio residency !!!!!!!!
• Jenny altschuler
• R&A scholarship - JANUARY 27
• mother jones fellowship (1 april/1 oct deadlines)
• foundry workshop
• eddie adams workshop
• http://aperture.org/wpcontent/uploads/20...
• http://vansa.co.za/opportunities/residen...
• https://theculturetrip.com/open-position...
• MA DOCUMENTARY ARTS @ UCT (2 YEARS) - APRIL-OCTOBER
• ✔ PH grant - OCTOBER
• https://www.cesvi.eu/jobs/field-officer-...

• ✔ try out phone
• ✔ birthday present for mara
• ✔ coastal path
• respond to Daisy @ WOICT
• pack and clean flat
• ✔ flash from Oli
• ✔ baking
• ✔ shopping
• ✔ upwork
• ✔ make wax appt [5.30PM TUESDAY 30TH]
• ✔ buy makeup etc
• ✔ hair appt for london
• ✔ go through clothes
• ✔ and donate them
• ✔ get sunglasses tightened
• ✔ make a race playlist
• balgove
• post photos
• ✔ call Allianz
• immunisations - check records
• ✔ email Lilia

feeling sad/lonely/anxious?

• make a cup of tea or grab a chai latte
• get outdoors for a walk or run, vitamin d always helps
• work out-- endorphins help too
• put on good music or explore cool new music on spotify
• take a hot shower or bath
• text or Skype family or a friend from home!!!
• MAKE PLANS WITH A FRIEND FOR COFFEE AND CHAT, I ALWAYS FEEL BETTER WHEN I GET OUTSIDE MY HEAD
• eat healthy meals and take care of myself
• drink lots of water
• light a nice scented candle
• get enough sleep
• think kind thoughts about myself (mantras can help)
• acknowledge my anxieties and then try to ...

london:

• ✔ bob bob ricard
• ✔ granger & co and other brunch (see the londoner, buzzfeed, MiC)
• ✔ LONDON COCKTAIL CLUB
• full english fry-up
• wagamama
• borough market
• ✔ vintage shopping in shoreditch; brick lane
• the nest, dalston
• ✔ bluebird cafe & saatchi gallery

edinburgh:

• ✔ the elephant house
• ✔ arthur's seat
• ✔ castle & princes street gardens
• national gallery
• ✔ holyrood house
• the hive
• the baked potato shop?

• next door to the gym = no excuses! i had been worrying about how to motivate myself to walk alllll the way over to the gym when the weather's gross so this solves that dilemma
• also i'll be next door to the park/playing fields so that's nice on a sunny day
• get to walk past a lake into town
• the walk into town is good exercise, and quality time to myself OR a fun walk with a friend if i want, and i can wear my beautiful new nikes everywhere
• bathroom will be cleaner and private
• no potential bad roommate/decorating disagreements
• double bed instead of a single bed
• eat healthier/have more control over my food. cooking is FUN maddy you love to cook let's be real
• able to bribe new friends to hang out with me via baked goods

• the elegance of the hedgehog- muriel barbery
• catcher in the rye- jd salinger
• the giving tree- shel silverstein
• harry potter- jk rowling
• the giver- lois lowry
• the curious incident of the dog in the nighttime- mark haddon
• the book thief- markus zusak
• anna karenina- leo tolstoy
• madeline- ludwig bemelmans
• franny and zooey- jd salinger
• a confederacy of dunces- john kennedy toole
• the great gatsby- f scott fitzgerald
• this side of paradise- f scott fitzgerald
• it's kind of a funny story- ned vizzini
• pride and prejudice- jane austen
• jane eyre- charlotte bronte
• the official preppy handbook- lisa birnba...

• ✔ Skins
• ✔ Arrested Development
• The Inbetweeners
• ✔ Misfits
• Dexter
• ✔ Doctor Who
• Black Books
• Pushing Daisies
• Twin Peaks
• Community
• ✔ Parks & Rec
• game of thrones

• Logan Lerman
• Gaspard Ulliel
• Alex Pettyfer
• Rupert Grint
• Andrew Vanwyngarden
• James Franco
• Leo DiCaprio when he was younger
• Tom Felton
• Jude Law
• Orlando Bloom
• John Krasinski
• Jim Sturgess
• Penn Badgley
• Chace Crawford
• Ryan Reynolds
• Hugh Dancy
• Nicholas Hoult
• Mitch Hewer
• Jack O'Connell
• Luke Pasqualino
• Robert Sheehan

• Middlesex (Jeffrey Eugenides)
• The Virgin Suicides (Jeffrey Eugenides)
• The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test (Tom Wolfe)
• Howl (Allen Ginsberg)
• ✔ Neil Gaiman
• Terry Pratchett
• 100 Years of Solitude (Gabriel Garcia Marquez)
• finish The Mists of Avalon (Miriam Zimmer Bradley)
• For Whom The Bell Tolls (Hemingway)
• finish Babbitt (Sinclair Lewis)
• I Was Told There'd Be Cake (Sloane Crosley)
• The Book of Disquiet (Pessoa)
• ✔ The Unbearable Lightness of Being (Milan Kundera)
• Been Down So Long It Looks Like Up to Me (Richard Fariña)
• ✔ Wuthering Heights (Bronte)