• harry potter und der orden des phoenix - jk rowling
• der fremde - albert camus
• khaled hosseini - a thousand splendid suns

• go to 4 bts shows in europe
• travel safely + have fun!
• go to a museum
• go to a new café
• read a lot
• enjoy myself. allow myself to think.
• live

tv shows watched

• bridgerton s4
• friendly rivalry
• our unwritten seoul

movies watched

• harry potter und der orden des phoenix
• die vorkosterinnen (2025)
• stand by me (1986)
• the wind rises (2013)
• howl's moving castle (2004)
• the great flood (2005)
• hacksaw ridge (2016)
• love and wine (2025)
• porco rosso (1992)
• left-handed girl (2025)
• spider man: no way home (2021)
• spider man: brand new day (2026)

• gym
  • 3x a week
  • as many steps as possible
  • train upper/lower body
  • mobility exercises and stretching daily
• skin care
  • oil based cleanser
  • foam cleanser
  • hydrating toner/calming toner
  • calming serum
  • moisturizer
  • eye cream
  • rosehip oil
• hair care
  • derma roll 2x a week
  • hair oil after derma rolling

• “i hope the exit is joyful and i hope never to return.” - frida kahlo
• “وأنا لغيرچ وحش كاسر وبحضانچ أكون إنسان” - maryam shehab
  • to others, i'm a fierce beast, and it is in your arms that i become human
• „you're my soul and i'm just somebody” - jin (falling)
• „in order for me to write non-political poetry i must listen to the birds, and in order to hear the birds, the war planes must be silent.“ - marwan makhoul
• _„난 고장난 내가 좋아“- rm (around the world in a day)
  • i like my broken self

to do

• dokumente einreichen
• lohnabrechnungen
• krankenkasse bezahlen
• rentenkasse anrufen

dinge, die ich gerne tun will

• lesen
• die odyssee schauen
• rapline streamen

🎥 watching

• bon voyage s2

📖 reading

• erich fromm - the art of loving

wishing

• mindset
  • please think better. slow down. think in your favour. god loves you, protects you and makes things work out for you in the best way possible. you are safe. good things happen to you all the time.
  • gratitude.
• gym focus: lose 10kg, build muscle
• health focus: eat well, try out new things things, daily vitamins, sleep well
• reading: read at least 20 mins/day
• media: watch one movie/week, get back into anime, watch more tv shows
• travel: euro trip in july

tech

• apple watch
• airpods pro

kleidung

• turnschuhe
• crocs + accessoires für die arbeit

accessories

• neue brille
• stainless steel jewellery
  • RM rings
  • J rings

makeup

• slayeyes boba black
• kryolan fixierspray
• nars natural radiant foundation
• huda beauty easy bake
• too faced born this way concealer

♡

(this list will keep growing)

• summer nights
• rain
• (rainy summer nights)
• nice people
• technology
• good food
• huge buildings
• music
• taking walks
• nature
• drawing
• rivers
• stationary
• art supplies
• new books
• the smell of boukhoor
• bts

existing is an inevitable burden that i must endure. let's make it a litte more bearable. i want to breathe.

winter edition

• meßmer - pflaume zimt ★★★★☆
• meßmer - gebrannte mandel ★★★☆☆

ländertees

• meßmer - französische pflaume ★★★★☆

january

• redecorating my room, bewerbungen, vorstellungsgespräch, probearbeiten, bts tour announcement, ticketing, ausbildungsplatz bekommen!! #yay

february

• work, losing weight, got munich tickets for bts!

march

• ramadan, praying again, baking, worried about work, feeling lonely, making a lot of dua, affirming, cut my hair, first eid without my cousins, still had fun, got dressed up and baked so many cookies!, quit my job, arirang <3333, job searching again, trying to get my life back together, finally found an apartment for my sister

april

gaol: try a recipe each week!

january

• pierogi with cream cheese and onion filling
• protein lemon blueberry cakebowl
• banana bread
• bienenstich tiramisu
• protein pancakes

february

• saudi style stuffed dates

march

• basbousa
  • with ashta
• sambousa
• tiramisu
• käsekuchen
• baklava
• zitronenkuchen

3 x a week. main focus: build muscle

tried

chunky flavor (more)

• vanilla perfection ★★★★★
• blueberry cheesecake ★★★★★
• white almon coconut ★★★★★
• salted caramel ★★★☆☆
• marzipan white chocolate ★★★★☆
• vanillekipferl ★★★★★
• sweet honey ★★★★★
• vanilla chocolate chip cookie ★★★★★

zerup (more)

• iced tea peach

want to try

chunky flavour (more)

• vanilla chocolate chip cookie
• fudge brownie
• strawberry yogurt split
• vanilla birthday cake