species

• Bug
• Demon
• Dog
• Ghost
• Monster
• Rat
• Scavenger ( Rain World )

traits (?)

• Clown
• Jester
• Pet
• Servant
• Trickster

core

• Gregg ( OC )
• Jake the Dog
• Loki
• Mud ( OC )
• Napstablook
• Paper Castle ( OC )
• Philip J. Fry
• Pinkie Pie
• The Shimmer ( Annihilation )

Secondary/Flux

• Psyduck
• Salad fingers
• Stitch
• Tate Langdon
• Tsukasa ( .hack//Sign )
• Ultimate Madoka
• Violet Harmon
• Wade Ripple
• WALL·E

I did not separate my crushes and squishes (platonic crushes) because they fluctuate.

• Adrian Monk
• Bender
• Dragon ( shrek )
• Enderman
• Fluttershy
• GlaDOS
• Ice King
• Morgrem
• Mud ( OC )
• Mutated Fry
• Nagito Komaeda
• Philip J Fry
• Salameek
• Sloth ( the goonies )
• Zoidberg

Songs I have a crush on

• Build God, Then We'll Talk - Panic! At Th...

• Adrian Monk
• Baymax
• Bear ( Annihilation )
• Bellamy Blake
• Bender
• Charlie Kelly
• Courage
• Dante ( Coco )
• David Rose
• Doctor Dillamond
• Donkey
• Dwight Schrute
• Eduardo ( Foster's )
• Elphaba Thropp
• Enderman
• Finn Mertens
• Fiyero Tigelaar
• Flick
• Flowey
• Fluttershy
• Galinda Upland

AuDHD sensory sensitivities

• Auditory-defensive
• Proprioception difficulty, trouble recognizing hunger and other body senses.
• Strong smell defensive.
• Struggle with vestibular input, very clumsy and uncoordinated.
• Texture-adverse to dry or hard foods.
• Touch-defensive ( clothing tags, feet can not be bare, my hair can not touch me, i can not get wet unless it is just my hands or for bathing, heat and cold overstimulate me easily, wind overstimulates me )

coping with AuDHD

• Fidget toys
• Metal ( metalstep, dubstep, heavy metal, drumstep, heavy bass )
• Singing
• Socks and sandals when at home ( socks mu...

• Balloons ( popping specifically. balloons near me only while someone else is grasping the actual balloon )
• Being touched or touching others ( hand shaking, hugging, etc )
• Closed doors in my home
• Death
• Looking at people in the eyes
• Sand

General Triggers

• Being asked questions when I am nonverbal makes me angry/overstimulated. I tend to yell and cover my ears or eyes, and possibly hide
• Locked doors/closed doors in my home ( Trauma/PTSD response )
• Loud sounds
• People standing too close to me scares me
• Repeating sounds can make me cover my ear...

• Build God, Then We'll Talk - Panic! At The Disco
• Cuckoo Song - Cosmo Sheldrake
• Green - Cavetown
• Losers - The Belle Brigade
• New Perspective - Panic! At The Disco
• Northern Downpour - Panic! At The Disco
• On the Radio - Regina Spektor

digital art ( I use my mouse )

• Collecting art of my favorite characters
• Collecting art of my OCs
• Making comics about anthropomorphic bugs
• MS Paint, Krita
• Uploading emojis of my favorite characters to Discord to use for visual stimming

crafts/projects

• Giant worm on a string toys

painting

• Abstract acrylic paintings
• Rock painting

food

• coffee and tea preparation

collection activities

• Emptying out my collections and placing them in a way that is visually appealing a...

• abstract art/paintings
• anything with bugs on it
• bones
• coins
• drawings of my OCs
• fidget toys
• insect taxidermy
• my little pony: friendship is magic things ( cards, figurines, etc )
• noise makers
• oddities
• pins
• POGS (milk cap game)
• prank toys
• random treasures
• rocks/gems/stones
• seaglass
• seashells
• silly and fun hats
• silly and fun tshirts
• strange bags

• Greetings, land mammals!
• I did not expect to be myself for an entire lifetime.

nap ghost

• but today i met somebody nice......
• Cheering seems to have improved Napstablook's mood again.
• go ahead, do it.
• heh heh...
• heh...
• i just made this more awkward...
• i usually come to the RUINS because there's nobody around...
• i was just lowering my hp because i didnt want to be rude
• i'd just weigh you down. (Flirt)
• i'll get out of your way
• Napstablook chastises himself for screwing up such a simple task and hides.
• Napstablook eagerly awaits your response....

• artistic bags shaped as objects or brightly colored
• black
• black glasses
• boxers with bright designs
• bright colors
• button up short sleeve shirts with fun designs
• buttons/pins
• keychains
• loud patterns
• pants, shorts, skirts
• pear scented perfume
• Smiley faces, flames, positive words, funny confusing or inappropriate text, fish, shapes
• sneakers, sandals, long socks with bright designs
• spike earrings and lip piercing
• t-shirts
• undershirts

shows

• Adventure Time ✖
• American Horror Story ✖ (season 1 specifically)
• Bones
• Courage The Cowardly Dog
• Futurama
• House
• King of The Hill
• Monk
• my little pony: friendship is magic ✖
• the 100
• The Office

movies

• 5 Centimeters per Second
• Across The Universe
• Annihilation
• Call Me by Your Name
• Cloud Atlas
• Coco

unnatural

• Chattering teeth ( toy )
• Clown Noses
• Coins
• Giant storage chests
• Googly eyes
• Hollow things with hidden compartments ( books, boxes, toys, everyday objects, etc )
• holographic cards
• Kelloggs Fun Stamps
• Microscopes
• Mini craft pompoms
• Pogs
• Polly Pocket Magical Mansion
• prank chips can
• rolling bread into tiny balls and eating it
• Smiley faces
• Stickers
• Tiny versions of things

these words that describe texture

• crawly, deep, dirty, dripping, fuzzy, filmy, flawed, gooey, grimy, gritty, grubby, glazed, glossy, hairy, hard, hot, itchy, imperfect, long, layered, malleable, muted, marked, matte, mild, mutilated, neat, numbing, orderly, pointy, protected, pliable, puffed out, puffed up, perfect, pressed, piercing, pointed, prickly, pure, ridged, rasping, raw, restful, rocking, razor sharp, ribbed, rough, snarling, sanitary, snug, soaked, shielded, sterile, scarred, stiff, soft, still, skin, scratched, solid, strong, stubby, scratchy, slimy, sparkling, swollen, smooth, spotless, sharp, springy, tingly, tickling, toothed, thick, tidy, unbreakable, unyielding, vague, viscous, warm, wholesome, wide, wavy, wet, withered, welcoming