• study world civ during break (9:00-9:30, 10:30-11:30)
• do lab report (after school) (or from 11:30-12:00)
• read for world lit(9:30-10:30)
• look up article for world lit (on friday)
• math homework (after school)(or from 11:30-12:00)

• i should go buy blank cds
• and get those disposables developed
• and finally mail jenna back
• and omg return post office keys :x

here are the things i have finally gotten:

• sylvia plath collected poems
• new journal
• pink shorts
• my own copy of cat's cradle
• the book thief
• on the road
• some stella' undies

here are the things i am finally getting:

• over the anvil we stretch
• red canvas bag
• a new magical creature that is a bra
• floral bathing suit for floowwda
• red head phones

here are the things i will finally get:

• used books
• items for florida

• i want to start a photograhy project involving fruit...will elaborate upon this at a later time..
• am in great need of a boy meets world and so called life season collection ;0
• need to see emmanuel
• considered seeing a movie with azn this weekend, realized that neither of us watch much tv or go on myspace enough to acknowledge movies that are currently coming out 0__o
• would much rather stay in and rent movies while eating salty popcorn and sucking carbonated drinks from a styrofoam cup during the rainy weekend ;)
• would like to make a "backseat" playlist
• miss the flowers and the bugs
• stole paradise lost and slapstick from what's-his-name, hooray hoorah!
• in six days i graduate

april's playlist! i was so happy with it as i played him everyday and listened to the pixies, violent femmes....and nirvana. be prepared: may is nothing like it 0___o / P.S. I HATE MIKE STOCKSTILL FOR PLAYING FALL OUT BOY EVERYWHERE AND ALL OVER THAT'S ALL I HAVE IN MY HEAD

• marc h
• apri l

• destroyed navy tank with cloth shirt underneath!!!
• black/white two tone tights
• black striped stockings to rip. . . .0___o
• red striped tee
• low top red converse
• juno sunglasses... . .. .

• when my dad tells me that the violent femme song is about masturbation
• when my dad assumes i didn't already catch that
• seeing someone covered in freckles, MARRY ME ALL OF YOU
• making playdo sandwhiches
• strawberries dipped in sugar and a glass of milk <;
• when i fall asleep on azn's shoulder and i wake up to him touching my hair
• making flower crowns and grass whistles
• The trees, like lungs, filling with air. My sister - the mean one - pulling my hair
• sun stuck to my arms, knots in my head, dirt under my nails
• everybody wants to rule the world
• following someone for a day on tumblr...and then stopping about 36 hours later
• on the road by jack kerouac

sometimes i claim to know a guy, but i can't tell you what his hands look like

• great salt lake - band of horses
• general specific - band of horses
• simeon's dilemma - why?
• lights out - santogold
• the fall of mister fifths - why?
• happiness is a warm gun - beatles
• dear prudence - beatles
• i had a dream i died - le loup
• planes like vulures - le loup
• sanddollars - why?
• weed party - band of horses
• where is my mind - pixies
• i will buy you a new life - everclear
• shirtless sheetless and sleepless - why?
• yo yo bye bye - why? (first song i ever heard by them lulz mad luv)
• piazza new york catcher - belle and sebastian
• tokyo police club - juno

• tye dye tank
• red / navy opaque's
• high top black converse
• denim shawts
• new perfume
• a disposable
• a pack of 600's
• some sandles for the greek dress with the beautiful gold flowers
• tankity toppity
• short boots
• moar hemp
• string and clothes pins
• lightbulbs that no longer work / light bulbs from lamps in goodwill etc
• black designed stockings to rip holes into
• baggy white v neck from walmart (large? xl?)
• tacks!
• white wall pant for wall near french door...

ridiculous things

• one lone glove
• jiggly puff, growlithe, squirtle, and pikachu pokemon cards..
• a mcdonald's coupon from two years ago..
• a pink button attached to some type of suade, i think it's suade
• four crest whitestrips that have never been used

more important things

• library card, THE KING OF ALL CARDS
• reject polaroid pictures
• keychain/kitten-shaped coin bag attached to a little bird
• a mostly empty itty bitty coin bag that holds chapstick...and only chapstick. it is the throne of the chapsticks.
• black bag stolen from a girl named jerica, it has a pink silk inside in case you w...

• when a catarpiller sees a butterfly...does it know?
• I was gawky and she was gorgeous and I was hopelessly boring and she was endlessly fascinating. So I walked back to my room and collapsed on the bottom bunk, thinking that if people were rain, I was drizzle and she was a hurricane.”
• i am always thinking. when i am not speaking, i am thinking. i have opinions about this place, about all of you.
• She opened her mouth but did not immediately speak, and I felt, simultaneously, the impulse to coax the words from her and the impulse to suppress them. I always thought I wanted to know a secret, or I wanted an event to unfold – I wanted my life to start – but in those rare moments when it seemed like something might actually change, panic shot through me.
• here we are, mister pilgrim, trapped in t...

• go see a ballet
• go see a theatre production outside of highschool
• go see the peter pan play again
• feed ducks
• make flower crowns
• have a real picnic, not go to a gas station and call it a picnic!
• finish, forever and ever amen, the bones
• read alice in wonderland!
• go on a trip with billy
• take a picture of me and azn holding pinkies
• paint something again
• draw something again
• dred that piece of my hair

• two tone stockings :(
• golden yellow stockings!
• blue stockings (okay i'm getting carried away now ;p)
• boots...that are't pink..
• red high top converse
• another watch
• another watch x2
• blue pants plz
• red nail pawlish
• which perfume to pick...hm hm hm
• sleeping stuff from bath and body works <3
• light bulbs to hang from my ceiling on string!
• white wall paint for my front wallyyyy
• seven pounds of film
• a diana would be so nice :(
• headphones, being on the larger side if at awl possible
• on the road, naked lunch, peter pan, alic...

• study math homework until eight
• do a good 80-90% of lab report at eight
• writer letter
• update 365 pages
• clean room
• turn in post office keys either this weekend or after getting paid next week
• look up article for world lit this weekend
• apply apply apply
• see about scads writers program

• bigger clothes pins
• develop film from florida
• scanner
• typewriter
• website
• find lovely friend to design website
• polaroid film
• print out favourite eric shaw poems
• hang them with clothes pins
• favorite mojgani ones too
• awesome white comforter
• more blank cds
• crawfish. oh my god.

books to look for at used book shop with kayla

• lolita
• my own copy of the catcher in the rye
• franny and zooey
• dharma bums
• the curious incident of the dog in the night time
• my own copy of a clock work orange
• johnny panic and the bible of dreams
• my own copy of the bell jar

FIN

here is what i need, my valiant steed:

• books that i have read but need to own: the bell jar, forever by pete hamil, a clock work orange,
• books i need to have and read: the incident of the dog in the night time, survivor, the book theif, the sylvia plath journals, naked lunch, i can't remember the rest i'm sorry ;(
• the epic bra victoria secret wishes to bestow upon me in all of it's everliving everchanging glory...
• hemp that picayune refuses to allow in my possession for maximum bracelet making ;(
• blank cds
• final transcript!!!!! !!!! ! ! ! !
• headphones!
• MUST MAIL LEXIKAAN BACK, THIS IS A MUST A MUST WITHOUT DUST
• rekud playuh with the follow records: dar...

• april 7: grad invites
• april 8: senior skip! to zee beach!
• april 9: spring break shake and bake
• april 11: eleven months, oooh la la!
• april 13: early registration for college summer classes
• april 21: eighteenth!
• may 2: juggernaut show
• may 7: AP english four exam
• may 7: cap and gown >;D
• may 8: biz/billy's birthday / last day! ;p
• may 9: anti-prom pawty
• may 11: one year ;0 <3
• may 12: first and fifth exams
• may 13: second period exam!
• may 14: no more school!!^))()
• may 15: senya slideshow
• may 21: awaaah'ds ceremony
• may 28: graduating o.0
• june / july : flowda' with boyfriend ;)

• red jeans
• gray jeans
• navy courderoy skinnies
• white blouse
• mom's old blouse
• forever denim shorts
• bumble bee-esque striped shirt
• cross strap sandles
• floral skirt
• red american app shawts
• flower power shorts
• bdg linen skirt
• bright red thermal
• red tights
• gold tights
• random button blouse
• gray and pale yellow striped tee
• blue bell sleeved top
• gray and teal vneck (one too many others, but these are my favourites)
• greek gauze dress with gold flowers

• write a letter to myself, envelope it and everything. particularly on really swell days and days that are just the pits. read them in the future. letters from the past.
• make a collage notebook. it'll be time consuming...but fun...perhaps more time consuming than fun. but atleast there's a possibility it'll be pretty?
• that possibility is an unconvincing lie, you animal
• in the aforementioned notebook, or a new one, draw what i think is inside of everyone i meet/acknowledge/consider significant. and by "what i think is inside of" i don't mean their literal entrails...more like: if bodies were actually made of ideas and objects and other things of the like, what would this particular person's be?

• am flood and fire
• have weak ankles ;(
• do not trust myself with numbers
• like sticky booths and bars at diners
• do not like ant piles >;0
• refuse to complete anything prior to the last minute
• am paying attention, for years as well as people are characters in this book. quoteth vonnegut. th.
• am car crash fiber glass
• don't mind being late
• am violet fog
• am doing this to easily neglect a government project
• hate when people wink
• love when people wink!

• the name preston
• the way you come to class smelling like coffee
• change is a wonderful thing: "You know how subatomic particles don’t obey physical laws? They act according to chance, chaos, coincidence. They run into each other in the middle of the universe somewhere, and bang! Energy! That’s the great thing about the universe. It’s unpredictable. That’s why it’s so much fun."

wet and rusting - menomena every little thing she does it magic - the police spine - page france the neighborhood is bleeding - manchester orchestra boston - augustana holiday in the sun - weezer piazza, new york catcher - belle & sebastian where is my mind - pixies telephone and rubberband - penguine cafe orchestra props to lnk for remindin me how much i like many 'the song off her oldyy play list ;p !

• on the road- jack keruoac
• alice's adventures in wonderland
• through the looking glass
• peter pan
• forever - peter hamill
• brave new world
• 1984
• naked lunch
• junky
• the journals of sylvia plath
• the curious incident of the dog in time

i don't know, i always find myself thinking up some really killer idea in my shower and, ofcourse, never remember it thereafter. so i am hereby OFFICIALLY no longer thinking any thoughts whilst in the shower of power, and will eventually list ideas HERE in this beautiful green village i call "list....number six"

• make a playlist at the end of every month of the songs i spent time frequently listening to that month, and then whenever i want i can (for eggzample) go back to (still for eggzample) november and listen to songs i had liked a lot. reminisce, become nostalgic, have a party, the usual. do not judge me when the goo goo dolls are on every playlist, as i will never tire of thee. . ..
• collect maps and mark out (probably after some googlin') places to go and vist and meander, doodle too!

• shower .....
• clean room
• study math
• do lab report
• look up article for world lit
• type letter
• put together 365 with accurate explanation on tumblr

I CANNOT REGRET SPENDING GRAD MONEY ON THE FOLLOWING THINGS, OKAY? i refuse!

• moleskine for songbook
• dharma bums - not hardcover, ugh!
• medium sized mason jars
• bag of tealights
• yarn to hang from ceiling
• cubby shelves to hang on wall
• baby cactus....

• bon iver - the wolves
• a gap has appeared - field music
• okay - loveless
• bon iver - lump sum
• sufjan stevens - you are the blood
• yeasayer - tightrope
• vampire weekend - oxford comma
• pavement - cut your hair
• fleet foxes - ragged wood
• belle and sebastian - me and the major
• the new pornographers - graceland
• wilco - radio cure
• the lovely sparrows - year of the dog
• fleet foxes - sun it rises
• kings crossing - elliot smith
• closer to the sun - slightly stoopid
• chopin - minute waltz

some playlists i would like to make:

• one called "quiet" - self explanitory
• one called "loud"
• road trip mix
• rainy weather
• spring

• BEAUTIFUL HOODED BOMBER
• high top black converse
• preppy jock cardigan
• ray bans, ugh
• black hightop shawts
• forest green lux highwaisted skirt with straps ;0

• healthfood connection!
• bakery, not paul's
• marble slab
• uh

well, it appears i made progress today.

so i've finally inactuated my playlist project, and officially have a retired march play list! i have an april one as well, little lurking sea shells, but since it's only, uh, april seventh, i really can't show you until i have had well-equipped time to stock up for a full thirtish days or so. maybee yesss maybee no? sorry for the rhymes and run ons. here's march, comin' atcha: http://www.playlist.com/playlist/1578702... p.s. anticipate april's greatness, as it's well on it's way of one uppin' this guy

thuper busy

• april 7: grad invites
• april 8: senior skip! to zee beach!
• april 9: spring break shake and bake
• april 11: eleven months, oooh la la!
• april 13: early registration for college summer classes
• april 21: eighteenth!
• may 2: juggernaut show
• may 7: AP english four exam
• may 7: cap and gown >;D
• may 8: biz/billy's birthday / last day! ;p
• may 9: anti-prom pawty
• may 11: one year ;0 <3
• may 12: first and fifth exams
• may 13: second period exam!
• may 21: senya slideshow
• lil later: awaaah'ds ceremony
• may 28: graduating o.0
• june / july : flowda' with boyfriend ;)

• construct my messy room into a more...controlled chaos sorta environment
• (by that, i mean make mess = organized clutter)
• wash clothes, DOOMED SHALL BE THE DAY
• get heap of burnin' love (a.k.a. "clothes") off of my obsolete desk
• job :(
• ^ will make futher list pin pointing possible destinations
• alliteration!?
• i'm getting off task
• my life is pointless in list form
• my life may infact be pointless in any form...
• why am i still marking these with asterisks
• ....
• TO DEFY THE LOGIC OF LISTS, THAT'S WHY
• ...
• fuck, bye

• go to the zoo!
• ....i'm sorry, i just really like the zoo.
• go to the aquarium!
• i prefer the z00
• go see a peter pan play because of my devoted love to pan, the man.
• uuhhhmm

• begin my essay? (NEVER SHALL I DO SUCH A THING...)
• paint on....we'll call it "thing x" tomorrow in carr's
• make hemp bracelet for random african girl
• read the above statement in about and hour and laugh
• bring cornelious to school tomorrow
• by cornelious, i mean my laptop
• bring canned foods to school so that my grade in government can beat cor's! ^.-
• moar scholarship essays! due march thirteenth
• remember what may first is
• remember way may eleventh is <3
• pay off library fine :0
• ...study for...precal...
• please study for precal
• goodwill with biz + film
• PLEASE STUDY PRE CAL

• belle & sebastian
  • for the price of a cup of tea
  • i'm a cuckoo
  • stay loose
  • waiting for the moon to rise
• caroline
  • all i need
• au revoir simone
  • a violent yet flammable world
• Mt. st. helen's vietname band
  • anchors droppped
• tokyo police club
  • juno
  • tesselate
• le loup