• i really want my lip pierced...still
    • and my belly button
  • i love alice in wonderland
  • i hate allergies
  • i like smoking weed again.
  • i want an IPOD
  • i want to get completely shit faced soon
    • and not remember anything in the morning
mar 13 2010 ∞
mar 21 2010 +
  • deposit checks
  • finish thank you cards
  • mail thank you cards
  • Tawnie's Grad Party
  • Y Lime's Grad Party
  • Skylar's Grad Party

ahh too much!!

may 30 2009 ∞
may 30 2009 +
  • love over like
  • no feelings over hate
  • sun over clouds
  • rain over snow
  • CDs over radio
  • CDs over burned music
  • desktops over laptops
  • hot over cold
  • bbq over ketchup
  • beef over pork
  • turkey over chicken
  • japanese over chinese
  • australia over england
  • british over american
  • books over movies
  • sleep over awake
may 15 2009 ∞
may 15 2009 +
  • how people can hold grudges
  • how people get so jealous
  • chemistry
  • why some parents freak out over their kid having sex
    • also why some parents don't let their kids in their room with the opposite gender...just because there's a bed, doesn't mean they're going to have sex. you can have sex anywhere. lol
  • health classes in catholic schools
    • it's basically another religion class
  • how people can hate someone without knowing them
  • why loud music is automatically a reason for getting your car impounded
may 14 2009 ∞
may 14 2009 +
  • that school would end faster
  • that i didn't have to take ANY semesters
  • friendships that have been broken with certain people
  • that certain people would leave me alone
  • that my dad didn't work two jobs
  • that i wasn't currently sick
  • that i saw certain people more
  • that i could keep in touch with more people
may 14 2009 ∞
may 14 2009 +
  • the greek looking flipflops//sandals
  • how girls can wear mini skirts without leggings
  • ugg boots
  • multiple//too much animal print
  • bright blue eye shadow
  • huge fake plastic rings
  • how some girls don't notice how clumpy their eyelashes are
  • crocs
  • coon eyes
  • colored contacts
  • having two toned hair...especially when your hair is in a pony tail
  • how people dye their whole head blue
  • punching(piercing at a gage) your nose//ears//anything...OUCH!
  • fohawks
  • spray tanning
  • really long fake nails
  • those little dots some girls put at the t...
may 13 2009 ∞
may 13 2009 +
  • get a new phone
  • try to get off work August 30th
  • balance 3 graduation parties on August 30th
  • finish gaging my ears
  • maybe get a new piecing
  • buy polarized sunglasses
  • buy my guard swimsuit
  • get sunscreen
  • get a sports manicure
may 13 2009 ∞
may 13 2009 +
  • Boys
    • Aiden/Ayden
    • Elliot
    • Edward
      • without the nickname ed or eddy. gross
  • Girls
    • Cheyenne
    • Kennedy
      • as a middle name
    • Kaili
    • Kaelin
    • Skye

(there's more. but i'll think of it later)

may 11 2009 ∞
may 11 2009 +
  • work at magic waters
    • not let anyone drown
  • six flags
  • go to one other beach aside from Pearl Lake
  • go to at least one show at chubby rain..or somewhere else
  • get a new piercing
  • perhaps get my hips pierced. (in addition ^.^)
  • get a new cell phone
  • read two books completely
  • hang out with every friend who is moving away for college
  • visit Skylar in chicago when she moves
  • get laid!!!! (haha)
may 8 2009 ∞
may 8 2009 +
  • Remembering Sunday - All Time Low
  • Dear Child - Anthony Green
  • She Loves Me So - Anthony Green
  • Stonehearted Man - Anthony Green
  • Car Underwater - Armor For Sleep
  • The End of a Fraud - Armor For Sleep
  • The Truth About Heaven - Armor For Sleep
  • Classified - Breathe Carolina
  • Lovely - Breathe Carolina
  • For Stevie's Eyes Only - Bring Me The Horizon
  • Pulling A Piano From The Pond - Cinematic Sunrise
  • Note To You - Dot Dot Curve :)
  • Mother May I - Eat Me While I'm Hot
  • Coffee Shop - Forever The Sickest Kids
  • Baby, It's Fact - HelloGoodbye
  • Saw it on Your Keyboard - HelloGoodbye
  • Toutchdown Turnaround - HelloGoodbye
apr 9 2009 ∞
apr 9 2009 +
  • chemically straighten hair
  • get my tragus pierced
  • get a front helix (also on hear)
  • double pierce lobes
  • belly button pierced
jun 28 2009 ∞
jun 28 2009 +
  • Zak
    • bought me ice cream the day i got my wisdom teeth removed
    • wrote me notes
  • Cody
    • got me the CUTE-EST necklace for valentines day
  • Steven
    • bought me flowers every other week for like the first 4 months we dated
    • carved a rock into a heart
    • valentine's day present
    • made me breakfast in bed on my birthday
    • first huge fight we got into, he colored me a picture and left it on my door step at midnight
  • Clayton
may 19 2009 ∞
may 30 2009 +
  • things are finally straight in my life
  • i have an amazing boyfriend
  • i finished my portfolio and it's only 8:40 P.M.
  • i have a new laptop
  • the family bought a new car
  • school is almost over
  • i have a new job
  • i might be getting over my sickness
  • my group and i got a 100% on our chemistry quarter exam
  • i'm taking my semester 1st hour instead of 2nd hour
  • i only have one more class to register into for college
  • i've gone six months without sex
    • i bitch sometimes but the thought of accomplishing that makes me so happy.
may 14 2009 ∞
may 14 2009 +
  • Clayton
  • waking up without an alarm, and my room is lit by sunlight
  • kitties
  • music
  • new clothes
  • my zune
  • lilac trees
  • multi-colored roses
  • japanese food
  • huge soft blankets
  • fire
  • blacks
    • not black&milds...these are cloves =]
  • my mask
    • from studio lab =]
  • my basket
    • from studio lab =]
may 14 2009 ∞
may 14 2009 +
  • rain
    • preferably without thunder
  • accoustic guitars
  • soft singing
  • someone lightly running their fingers down my back
    • or stomach as long as i'm laying down flat
    • or arms
  • people playing with my hair
  • getting my nails painted
    • not acrylics...just regular paint
  • cuddling with my favorite boy(clayton) under a warm blanket
  • disney movies
  • poetry
  • when people read to me
  • weed
may 13 2009 ∞
may 13 2009 +
  • new laptop
  • new car
  • new job
  • finished my screen play in a day and it's amazing!
  • did amazing on my chemistry quarter
  • took my fake nails off with minimal pain
  • got one of my favorite poems published
  • got out of school for about ~30 minutes because of a smoke bomb
  • actually saw the smoke bomb =]
  • finished my mask in studio lab...which is also amazing
may 13 2009 ∞
may 13 2009 +
  • Eric - you were so cute in kindergarden!! and in i think it was 5th grade you signed my yearbook and i was so excited about it for like no reason at all. haha.
  • Andrew - in 4th grade i sat in the very front and you sat in the very back. and you would come up to sharpen your pencil like every five minutes..literally. part of me was so annoyed. but the other part was happy to get to talk to you every five minutes haha.
  • Mike - ....i really don't know why i liked you to be honest
  • Justin - uhmm yeah..idk how much older you are than me. but you and your little brother rode around my house like 10 times when my parents weren't home to make me come out. and it was so creepy!!! and now apparentally you wear tight leather pants and leapord print?! haha.
  • Connor - wow...history class...interestin...
may 11 2009 ∞
may 30 2009 +
  • Juno
    • (obvi)
  • Coraline
  • The Dark Knight
  • Spiderman
    • (all of them)
  • Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
  • Vanhelsing
  • Thumbalina
    • (not the stupid barbie version)
  • Charlie Bartlett
  • Monty Python and the Holy Grail
  • The Butterfly Effect
    • (only the first one)
  • Silence of the Lambs
  • 21
  • The Nightmare Before Christmas
may 8 2009 ∞
may 8 2009 +
  • Australia
  • England
  • Paris, France
  • Greece
  • Italy
  • British Virgin Islands
  • U.S. Virgin Islands
  • Japan
  • Philippines
  • Sicily
  • Hawaii
  • Colorado
apr 9 2009 ∞
apr 9 2009 +
  • that i want my lip pierced
  • i havent been on this in forever
  • college sucks and rocks a lot
  • some boys are really confuzing
  • i love Clayton...really
  • JMK got a little better since i first started
  • i miss Magic Waters
  • i want to move out more than ever
  • i need a new set of friends..in some ways
  • i dont care about most things anymore
  • life is now whatever
  • i hate winter
  • i want to do a photoshoot soon
  • i want to make a photography web page
  • i'm more comfortable with my body
  • life is actually great
oct 29 2009 ∞
oct 29 2009 +
  • Flowers
    • Black roses
    • roses that are 2+ colors
    • lilacs
    • violets
  • Number
    • 23
  • Music
    • Armor For Sleep
    • Dot Dot Curve :)
    • Attack! Attack!
    • Bring Me The Horizon
    • Breathe Carolina
    • The Medic Droid
    • Nightmare Of You
    • Scary Kids Scaring Kids
    • 3OH!3
    • Anthony Green
may 19 2009 ∞
may 19 2009 +
  • Friday
    • get paycheck from park district
    • go to visitation
    • get AMAZING chicago style pizza from chicago
    • maybe if there's time see Clayton when i get home
      • unfortunately not =[
  • Saturday
    • cash paycheck
    • get swimsuit
    • get sunglasses
    • maybe get a car wash
      • somehow ~$110 vanished. lol. so i couldn't
  • Sunday
may 15 2009 ∞
may 19 2009 +

just for me for when school is out

may 14 2009 ∞
may 14 2009 +

so far that's it. i want a helix but everyone knows that that is. and i might get a belly button ring if i chicken out on the hip piercing. it's a HUGE explination on why i'm scared to get my hips done.

may 13 2009 ∞
may 13 2009 +
  • salmon
  • dark chocolate
  • milk chocolate
  • ice cream
  • dragonfly wafers
  • cheesy garlic bread sticks
  • cheese pizza
  • breaded chicken with bbq sauce
  • cookie dough
  • plain cheese burgers
  • mahi mahi
  • steamed broccoli
  • steamed carrots
  • carrots
  • bread
may 13 2009 ∞
may 13 2009 +
  • that people believe almost everything they hear...no matter who they hear it from.
  • when a huge event happens...people think of things that most logically match what happened at the time then believe it to be true and will argue the case even when it is false.
  • when something bad happens...we generally just stop and stare instead of trying to get out or doing something to help the cause.
  • people who say they will admit to being wrong...still rarely ever do (in some cases)
  • people who talk shit about their friends to other people, get A LOT of shit talked about them...and they really have no TRUE friends...with the exception of maybe one or two
  • usually the artist hates his/her work...n...
may 12 2009 ∞
may 12 2009 +
  • school
  • working at Beef A Roo
    • or fast food in general
  • being poked on the sides
  • getting sick
  • being yelled at
    • especially by my dad
  • repeating myself more than twice
    • even more than once for that matter. but i tolerate it.
  • immature people
  • people who can't let things go
  • when someone spells a lot 'alot'
  • blue eyeshadow
  • when someone bites their spoon/fork when they eat
  • when someone bites into ice cream
  • when someone is cutting something and the...
may 11 2009 ∞
may 14 2009 +
  • Clayton Bergener
  • Jennifer Joel
  • Skylar Juric
  • Emily O'Connor
  • Johnny McClellen
  • Samantha Wurstur
  • Nathanael Gustafson
  • Angela Weyrauch
  • Nina ....
  • Justin Raxter
  • Pat Leaf
  • Ariel Colon
  • Aaron Morris
  • Clarissa Heaney
  • Dakota from Beef A Roo (s. beloit) aka Red Neck
  • Jon from Beef A Roo (s. beloit)
  • Saumaun Rajabi
may 8 2009 ∞
may 8 2009 +