• nicodemus
• also go by nico
• he/him
• adult
• game design major
• trans & gay
• est / from the east coast
• stealer of hearts
• lover of language
• aspiring photographer
• certified "bad boy"
• professional agent of chaos

i asked my friends to describe me. here's what they said:

• the rat boy meme
• a deeply insightful person that needs a little help
• gives off the aesthetic of "a plant filled apartment at night"
• a bitch who is sexy and loves avi
• a person willing to be serious and mature when needed but is otherwise loving, joking, and enjoyable to be around
• gordon ramsay's forsaken grandchild
• "you remind me of telling jokes in math class, bomber jackets, crooked smirks, and making peace signs with your hands in photos"
• one of the kindest people i’ve ever met that needs to learn how to show that kindness they show to other people to themselves
• hard not to notice; not like anyone i've ...

• tumblr : nicohours
• steam : mr.rat
• discord : nicodemus#0666
• battlenet : bakugo#1380
• gamertag : crypticarus
• dappervolk : despair#5681
• wolvden: tba
• toyhouse : despairz
• feralheart : nico

• lemon demon
• mindless self indulgence
• 100 gecs
• she wants revenge
• mother mother
• joji

• music
• photography / art
• video games
• adventuring
• reading / writing
• skating

• the human skin can be hard to live in
• i know who i was this morning. i've changed since then
• his dark eyes took me in, and i wondered what they would look like if he fell in love
• i am a collection of dismantled almosts
• i am everything untamed and untamable
• this is the campfire that mocks the sun
• and i will risk being cut open to taste something sweet
• maybe in another life, huh?
• what if seeing each other changed everything?
• how long ago did i die? where was i buried?
• you want a battle? i'll give you war
• well behaved devils behave better than famished saints
• they broke my wings and forgot i have claws