• sushi, more specifically calamari rolls and angel rolls
• miso soup (can't ever get enough of)
• indian food
• panang chicken mmm
• dolmades
• arroz y gandules
• all the mexican food from that hole in the wall place in ny
• gyros
• fried ice cream
• even better, thai tea ice cream
• vegan banana pancakes
• pumpkin pie
• pecan anything
• the not-too-sweet pralines
• shrimp po-boys
• seafood of all sorts
• the yummy yummy oysters david made us at south seas

• snuggles
• burrowing
• legs entwined
• secret giggles
• dirty jokes
• code words
• the military alphabet
• how we met
• the movies we secretly love
• the music we are embarrassed about liking
• the letters, packages, poems, etc.
• the drunken nights
• the fact that we don't need to do anything to have fun
• ..to be continued when i am not falling asleep!

• spinach pizza
• spinach/feta wraps
• vodka
• merlot
• miso soup
• coffee
• bubblegum
• sushi
• life water (pomegranate cherry, only)
• anything pomegranate flavored<3

• i make good mix cd's
• i love freely
• certain people make me vulnerable and it's okay
• i have nice eyes
• i can sleep more than oliver
• eventually i do what i have to
• i am full of inspiration and creativity
• i think most times i am fun to be around
• i am honest

• energy
• someone to make me a nice cup of coffee and a hug
• a house with a balcony
• a creek in my backyard
• a window seat
• a wailing wall/tree
• all my dad's old cameras
• all my dad's old photos from when he wanted to be a photographer
• a sweater with birds on it
• an old old bicycle (60s/70s)

• drive a ups truck
• have a pet bunny
• lose everything
• appreciate mother nature fully
• change somebody's life
• write a book
• share my secrets
• sing out loud
• live off the land
• eat raw foods (exclusively)
• wear something out of character
• do something just because
• have a whole spontaneous day
• love love love love
• do e with someone i love

(apparently this will never happen)

• experiment with someone i love

(apparently this will never happen)

• try every kind of sushi

• sing outloud publicly (and not care)
• get lost adventuring
• WRITE LISTS!
• sit on the floor (anywhere)
• put things in alphabetical order
• strike off days on calendars
• kiss
• scream at the top of your lungs!
• lay in a field so still in the morning, that the dew collects on you
• lay in a field anytime and share journals
• lay in a field at night and look at the stars
• lay in a field anytime ever
• drive across the island with the windows down and the music loud
• not have any responsibilities except to be happy
• watch a meteor shower in a place most people would consider the boondocks (aka pea...

• miles
• blake
• delilah
• tessa
• jamie
• aveda
• eva
• scarlett
• amalia
• rylan

• in the end, you are on your own
• i've spent a lot of time on my own
• people have a preoccupation with themselves and getting what they can regardless of anyone else
• there are a lot of people that need things that i can't give
• i just want to lay down and listen to music in a world that wants me to want success and wealth
• i haven't had enough cuddles
• i try to give 100% to people i care about, they don't always try as hard
• i miss those i've lost along the way
• i'm hungry
• i haven't had enough sleep
• i need coffee

• dance classes
• being held
• awkward shyness at the beginning of a relationship
• painting
• dancing barefoot in the rain
• long, wavy hair
• making "fairy houses" in the backyard
• snuggling and watching movies
• kisses that make me blush
• surprises
• the excitement of the icecream man
• lazy days in a hammock
• just lazy days in general
• being carefree

• a vampire
• a dalmatian
• a princess
• Princess Jasmine
• Pocahantas
• Scarlett O'Hara
• a bullfighter
• a cat
• a "freak"
• a french maid
• a nurse
• a cat again

• is 21
• is living in louisiana with her boy love
• owns a manx kitten named junebug
• is still the youngest of two children
• misses her mum dearly
• is still head over heels for her boy
• procrastinates
• wants to go back to school so so badly
• doesn't know how to manage money and is living the poor life
• can't remember the states in alphabetical order but can still recite the alphabet backwards
• needs to lose weight so as to fit into her clothing properly
• is finally getting back to writing in her journal
• is terrible at updating her blog
• misses her friends back home in ny
• loves her new friends here
• cut all her hair off, despite proclamatio...

• lose lots of weight
• choose an apt. complex to live in
• finish my "to bring to louisiana" list
• minimize the clutter
• save $$$$
• have an entire drunk weekend with too much alcohol and not enough food and no worries
• get help for this depression
• see everyone once

• saying "yeah", "uh huh" and/or nodding constantly when i am talking
• cannot enjoy comfortable silences
• are pretentiously religious/vegan/vegetarian/straight edge
• having no concept of personal space
• flaunting a particularly amazing/terrible grade for everyone to praise/feel badly for you
• asking questions you know the answer to
• in a fight: ignoring/avoiding the real issue
• overusing a word/phrase
• lying to get more attention or to harm others
• not taking responsibility or ignoring responsibilities
• stealing (all sorts, not just the physical sort of theft)
• ostentatious-ness

to be continued...

• is 19
• is the youngest of two children
• is in her 4th semester of college
• is five foot two
• is head over heels in love with her boyfriend
• writes compulsively
• writes in several different journals at a time (see number twenty four)
• procrastinates
• never finishes anything she starts
• is breezing through this semester
• loves polaroids
• wishes on shooting stars and dandelions
• is moving to Louisiana! (eep!)
• is a vegetarian
• is obsessed with Burt's Bees Lip Balm
• will never grow up
• doesn't know how to manage money
• is somewhat of a recovering packrat
• cannot wait to move away (again)

• deciding something is your favorite thing
• giving someone something or telling them something and them really appreciating it
• autumn! when it's crispy cold but sunny and you sit outside
• staying up all night and talking and getting delirious from lack of sleep
• living with someone and not having to do or say anything to have a good time

• lonely rainy days
• feeling dirty
• hypocrites
• liars
• fake people
• gossip
• mean kids
• working too much
• missing you
• being hot
• itchy-ness
• cliques
• people who judge
• smells
• being so tired i can't move
• being so awake i am jittery
• being around the people in my house
• tummy aches
• eczema, especially

to be continued...

• i wash my hair either everyday or once a week
• i like it on top
• i like to sleep on my stomach
• i can't sleep without a blanket on me
• i have a problem with crying a lot
• i cannot set foot on the ground if i cannot see in the dark
• i cannot swim
• i hit my front teeth on bottles/glasses a lot
• i crack my knuckles a lot, but crack my toes more often
• i am always doing something with my mouth
• i talk a lot/too fast
• i drink my coffee black
• i like to chew on the insides of my lip
• i don't like foods most people do
• i always mess with my hair
• i don't talk about if/why i am upset

• gus
• oliver (cat)
• jeanine
• satsuki and mei (mice)
• nicole

it's gotten sad, hasn't it?

• shoulders
• collarbone/clavicle
• small of back
• nape of neck
• mouth
• eyes
• fingers
• ankles
• calves
• hipbones
• ribs

• berlin
• ireland
• paris
• rome
• hawaii
• amsterdam
• africa
• puerto rico
• california
• oregon (again)
• somewhere in the mountains
• england
• spain

• oil painting
• drawing (all sorts)
• golfing
• tanning
• partying
• writing (i wish i had started sooner)
• excersizing regularly
• organization

• staying up for days without sleep
• sleeping seventeen hours at a time
• drawing
• writing
• loving
• looking cute without trying
• inspiration
• LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE

• veronica mars (cancelled)
• how i met your mother
• the big bang theory
• arrested development (cancelled)
• antm (just to see the cute russian girl)
• secret diary of a call girl
• united states of tara
• weeds
• californication

• warm weather
• a hammock
• too many bottles of liquor hanging around
• at least 4-5 bottles of wine
• to not be thought of as an alcoholic for the above two statements
• to get along with people
• to actually care whether or not i have friends
• to actually have friends
• motivation to do anything but more specifically, go out
• also, have fun
• also, work
• also, enjoy things
• also, socialize
• to understand what it is i am feeling right now
• to not feel the way i am feeling right now

• i get mad easily
• i push everyone away when i really need them
• i get attached to others too easily
• i like to be the center of attention sometimes
• i used to have sex to feel in control
• i don't think most people genuinely like me so i generally don't try

• gus
• huge old houses
• getting nice things for free
• dark wood (furniture)
• painting
• knowing i am in love with my best friend
• hardwood floors
• being with my favorites
• adventures
• trips to new places
• learning new things
• my bed
• coffee
• homegrown fruits and veggies
• raw foods
• my journals

to be continued...

• my bed
• the bathtub
• my closet
• the library
• old, small bookstores
• tiny cafes
• big open fields
• anywhere out by the water (especially at night)
• MOMA
• the Met
• diners at 1am

• my neck
• my knees
• my bellybutton
• my inner thighs
• my forehead
• lips
• the small of my back
• the inside of my wrist

• trees
• cupcakes
• anaphora
• knee length skirts
• being barefoot in the woods
• night swimming
• intertwining legs
• blue eyes
• shoulder freckles
• soft hair
• catnaps
• forts
• treehouses
• "old book" smell
• too big sweaters
• starfish on the beach
• jellyfish at night
• countdowns to special dates

• y tu mama tambien
• lovers of the arctic circle
• the science of sleep
• running with scissors
• fargo
• little miss sunshine
• casablanca
• it's a wonderful life
• everything is illuminated
• me and you and everyone we know
• dr. strangelove or: how i learned to stop worrying and love the bomb
• pan's labyrinth
• memento
• la vita è bella
• full metal jacket
• trainspotting
• finding neverland
• magnolia
• big fish
• hotaru no haka