my watchlist is so long! i just hope i will be able to watch all these movies in this lifetime...

• a nightmare on elm street (1984),
• a scene at the sea (1991),
• all about lily chou-chou (2001),
• american werewolf in london (1981),
• august in the water (1995),
• belladonna of sadness (1973),
• bonnie and cloud (1967),
• brick (2005),
• christine (1987),
• chungking express (1994),
• cure (1997),
• drop (2009),
• eve's bayou (1997),
• falcon lake (2022),
• fallen angels (1995)
• fight club (1999),
• girl with hyacinths (1950),
• godzilla (1954),

i change them a lot, most of the times it's based on my mood...

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wip!!! i got too lazy to finish this

when i was a child i would dream of talking to animals, maybe even becoming one... it may be embarassing, i don't talk about this with other people a lot anymore. sometimes i still wish i would be able to somehow communicate with them.

non-extinct animals:

• birds, especially humming-birds, secretary birds and blackbirds (i am a little scared of them, i wish i wasn't. but i love birds a lot, i can't imagine life without hearing their vocalization and seeing them fly above my head)
• dingo dogs (

extinct animals:

• thylacines/tasmanian tigers (i have a photo of two of them on my desk. there are times when i cry while looking at it.)

i just wish i could be a scholar with a mysterious source of income...

• green witch that heals people with herbs,
• cultural anthropologist that writes research papers on 'forgotten' ancient cultures,
• paranormal investigator that tries to understand the beings instead of exterminating them,
• radio astronomer that receives an extraterrestrial signal and works on translating their language,
• melancholic painter's muse that searches for meaning in his tired eyes,
• a lonely lighthouse keeper that slowly descends into madness,
• bride of a monster that can see how gentle he actually is,
• medieval princess that longs for her brave knight,

i'm not fully sure if i believe in this stuff, but it's so fun.

• mbti: esfp or enfp
• enneagram: 2 w 3
• instinctual variant: sx/so
• tritype: 271
• socionics: ese
• moral alignment: neutral good
• temperaments: sanguine-melancholic

• al pacino,
• assad zaman.
• gillian anderson,
• jensen ackles,
• keanu reeves,
• natalie portman,
• uma thurmanm
• winona ryder.

absolutely no shame <3

• keisuke takahashi (initial d),
• alucard (castlevania),
• grimmjow (bleach),
• nanami kento (jujutsu kaisen),
• higuruma hiromi (jujutsu kaisen),
• captain john mactavish (call of duty: modern warfare 2),
• iketani koichiro (initial d),
• kyoraku shunsui (bleach).

• dr pepper,
• grape juice,
• lemonade,
• milkshakes,
• mountain dew (especially spark),
• pina colada,
• pineapple juice,
• white tea.

i have an account on serializd but i prefer to keep it private for now...

• beach boys (1997),
• breaking bad (2008),
• buffy the vampire slayer (1997),
• fleabag (2016),
• ghost whisperer (2005),
• hilda hurricane (1998),
• ikebukuro west gate park (2000),
• the sopranos (1999),
• the wire (2002),
• twin peaks (1990),
• widow's bay (2026).

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i wish i could just leave the real world and live in the one i imagine in my head.

• being trapped in a magical forest,
• discovering a hidden passage to a different realm,
• haunted house/castle,
• a small town with a horrible mystery,
• night life in a big city,
• working at a family owned restaurant while not being related to them,
• a group of scientist trapped somewhere while investigating a strange phenomenon,
• running away from home,
• the end of the world,
• forced proximity with someone you barely know,
• something strange happening in your hometown.

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