I am never the same for too long.

I enjoy VSynth, video gaming and video game analysis, picking apart my circuitry obsessively looking for faults and errors, haunted house metaphors a la Shirley Jackson or In the Dream House , + a lot of other topics. I like some things and dislike others; remember this about me.

I currently listen to a variety of music. These days that is mostl kote/iryou/menhera kei but I enjoy synthpop and electronics as well. I barely watch TV shows and even more rarely watch movies. I enjoy literature of all kinds and am a part-time writer of poetry and non-fiction memoir-style essays.

I have an OC "project" that I frequently neglect, mostly because it is difficult for me to upkeep consistency in anything. Ask me about Mika and we can share him.

jan 15 2024 ∞
aug 5 2025 +

I am much like the beautiful Margarita, for whom the devil came to Moscow … but you may call me Envy. 22, Wasian, butch.

Mechanical girl. Depressed ex-STEM woman #DROPOUT. Anti-psychiatry, transfeminist, and a learning communist. Some odd amalgamation of Varfolomey Korotkov and Sergei Leontievich whose wind-up heart beats for humanity.

aug 5 2025 ∞
aug 5 2025 +

I have memory issues and do not always remember events or sometimes people. I am a social recluse and I don't often initiate interaction but love adding people to my collection of friends ♡. I am "obsessive" and "compulsive," whatever that means.

I do not tag anything on my blog. You must ask me to do so if it's needed. I use my account primarily as a personal diary where I complain about my various troubles and have fun with my friends.

I am anti-psychiatry , trans feminist, and a communist. Free Palestine and all occupied peoples. I block at my own discretion always.

LastFM + Storygraph!

jun 25 2025 ∞
aug 5 2025 +