• tapioca pudding
• brussels sprouts
• pumpkin pie, pecan pie
• prunes, figs
• spinach, cabbage, turnip greens
• ovaltine
• shredded wheat, raisin bran
• grapefruit
• BREAD PUDDING.
• fried corn
• fig newtons
• caramels
• pulpy orange juice

i am an old

• concert tonight
• lots of work done but so much more still left to complete
• walks
• fluctuations in the weather
• senior pictures
• hair
• pei wei
• mixed up files of ms basil e frankenreiter or whatever that book is called
• return to borders
• big dreads
• physics is terrible
• plans for fall break
• wesleyan tomorrow
• yeah boy
• ptown wknd
• earlies due this wk.

• college essay start from scratch
• so many supplements oh my oh my
• ms sachs is nice
• good advice
• symposiums
• short answers
• california bastards
• what is love
• baby dont hurt me
• unrealism
• paradigmal

• focus
• get stuff done
• stay on top of things
• don't be distracted
• take my pills
• today:
  • write college essay
  • make antigone nicenet post
  • cook my dinner
  • do the overnight conditioner on my hair
  • order off amazon
  • understand physics hw
  • look over AP books
• tomorrow:
  • study for ap physics
  • study for ap gov
  • proof college essay
  • edgehill orientation
  • bring advisory snack & ap gov cake

• being awkward
• being shy
• feeling inadequate
• having writers block
• being lazy
• procrastinating
• eating so much dessert!
• being out of shape
• being mean to your mother
• feeling self-conscious
• failing to stand up for myself
• wasting time

senior year schedule

• ap physics b
• ap french
• ap english
• ap gov / multivariable calc
• social conscience / environmental perspectives
• ls aide
• lit mag

junior year schedule

• ap united states history
• ap calculus bc
• ap chemistry
• american literature
• french iv
• lower school aide
• literary magazine

sophomore year schedule

• ap european history

• graduated
• graduation parties
• boys in dresses
• movies in park does not want me
• bonnaroo
• good stuff
• my face hurts A LOT
• i am really ugly lately
• really ugly
• plump
• my face is ugly
• can't look at my face it depresses me
• will i ever be remotely cute again
• crazy
• leaving for DC in 4 days
• then i'm going to china for 2 weeks
• i won't have facebook in china
• then i'm home for 2 months
• then i'll be in college
• everything's changing
• everything's happening too fast

• mom needs to chill out but she has good intentions.
• white pizza at cpk is delicious
• i got a 97 on ap french exam, BALLIN!
• i love la croix
• calloway's friend is nice
• i haven't gotten on this site in a long time but i like it

• i want to do fun things but have too much work
• tried to revise my college essay and ended up adding 200 words LOL I was already above the word limit
• feeling unimpressive
• feeling unsure
• i don't like being up in the air
• i don't know where to go
• grosssssssssssssssssssss
• tolstoy & sophocles i like the latter more than the former
• wahhhhhh brb crying
• dont know what to say
• i missed poogle day :(
• my hair is a little shorter

• i like animals more than i like people
• i like his voice
• cyrus looks like conan o'brien
• charades are fun
• laughed at the fat kid
• pugs in toilets
• pregant teachers
• really good news
• doubt
• embarrassing essays
• learning how to think
• listening to others
• meeting great new people
• ran upstairs to get dark chocolate
• laughed lots
• energizer bunny

• ugly in sunglasses reflections
• happy about my toes
• not thinking about what i was saying
• very, very hotheaded
• arguing with people i don't know
• falling flat on my face
• a fool
• disillusioned
• existential
• bored on the computer
• a procrastinator
• a time-waster
• worried
• anxious
• annoyed at my nagging mother
• off
• vaguely stressed about the week of work i have
• relatively content

• visit all the continents except maybe antartica
• get pie'd in the face
• be fluent in at least three languages
• learn to drive

• a new pet. maybe a kitten
• more music (although i just got about 300 new songs in the past 2 days)
• more underwear (although i've gotten like 15 new pairs in the past week)
• more food (so unnecessary)
• more fun
• to understand people
• to know what you are thinking because i have no clue if you even think anything or if youre just a hologram of a person because you do not talk to me
• to talk to you
• to be a healthier human being
• self-confidence
• to be happy with myself
• to feel adequate
• to stop doubting myself
• chik-fil-a to be vegetarian
• inspiration
• stuff to write about again

• the sims 3
• running shoes
• two cookbooks

• pro
  • d wheel likes my essay
  • worked out
  • not much homework
  • dermatologist appointment was good
  • yale rep visit was OK
  • my shirt looked like christmas
  • left school early
  • calyspo is delicious
  • fun times with tha friends
  • music choices in the commons
  • walking
• con
  • just ate way too much froyo for my bodyyyy n it hurts
  • that text i sent calloway yesterday
  • the feeling of work looming in the future
  • i wish he were still in my life, that hot...

• hot & hot fish club
• ross bridge
• jim davenport's pizza palace
• momma goldberg's deli
• homewood
• karate studio
• apartments my uncles lived in
• interstates
• cypress inn
• singing
• waiting in lines
• bought a shirt
• felt relaxed
• great movies on pay-per-view
• tastiest breakfast buffet I have experienced in a while
• sacha... the hot german
• fooootballllllll

• june 6: SAT
• june 14-21: new england
• june 18: birthday
• july 4-july 31: cambodia
• august 1-august 5: new haven
• august 7: wisdom teeth
• august 16: senior shirt day
• august 17: orientation
• august 18: bye bye
• now you know

girls

• claire
• grace
• margaret
• lucy
• adelaide / addie

boys

• jackson
• david
• matthew
• john / jack
• henry