28 .βοΈ έΛ: going home on wednesday finally. I really needed the vacation tbh LOL, and at least before I start looking into trade schools...my relatives have been really helpful with that, so I'm grateful. i always feel guilty about whatever time i get off, and lately idk...i'm just not satisfied yet. abt the person I am, and who I want to be. all of it's really hard, and I know I can't be too hard on myself abt it. one day I wish someone can see me for who I really am inside though.