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☆ All fics are nsfw unless marked non-nsfw.
☆ Fics are listed inside each column by pairing in order of quantity.
☆ Etc. column is fandoms that don't have enough fics to warrant their own column.
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  • tim drake/jason todd
    • listen: "i don't wanna hurt you," jason murmurs. "not again and not like this."
    • who needs sleep: tim’s halfway to sleep when he feels the weight of the mattress shift.
    • in every melody and in every little scar...: tim’s brand of assholery is a little bit of the cold shoulder. his other brand of assholery is a little bit of making jason beg.
    • safe with me: the first time tim and jason have sex, tim thinks: this is it. finally. turns out it’s only the beginning.
    • save a horse, ride a jason: tim raises an eyebrow. "you have a broken arm." jason's mouth stretches into a languid grin. "you can ride me, cowboy."
    • get stuffed: leaning down, jason asks in his ear, “is this okay?”
    • not the hurricane: it had been a shit day. a shit day. tim was tired. as he limped back into their apartment, he really hoped jason would be t...
nov 4 2019 ∞
dec 23 2023 +
  • shinazugawa sanemi/tomioka giyuu
    • one year: (non-nsfw)"i invited muichiro to live with me," tomioka says, "and he accepted. so i wanted to-" "why the fuck would you do that?' sanemi blurts, more confusion coating his voice than anger now.
    • if i stayed: sanemi knows they aren’t really together, even if they like to play pretend sometimes. maybe one night, giyuu will stay.
    • hatsu arashi: he has to tell him, if only so that giyuu knows how much he means to sanemi, how vital and precious his existence is.
    • crosscurrent: logically, sanemi can retrace all the steps it took for him to arrive at this particular place at this particular time: the swordsmith’s village, bathing in their famous hot springs, with tomioka giyuu as his sole company.
    • the hues in our hair compliment one anot...: (non-nsfw) giyuu hasn't slept in close to three days- the state of his hair is the...
apr 21 2022 ∞
dec 23 2023 +
  • eddie kaspbrak/richie tozier
    • eddie kaspbrak, office uncle extraordina...: (non-nsfw) eddie's coworker finally convinces him to bring his elusive spouse to an office party. it goes about as well as you might expect, which is to say spectacularly.
    • the courtship of eddie kaspbrak, executi...: (non-nsfw) two weeks into her new job as Executive Assistant to the world's most anal-retentive, pent-up ball of pure fury, lucy thought she was coming to grips with her boss's particular brand of crazy.
    • good in me: “damn, eds,” richie says, looking closer at the tear. “ass so fat you busted a seam.”
    • drives me wild: "i cannot fucking stand you," eddie's voice is hushed, low and dangerous.
    • keep my arms the rest of the night: this thing between eddie and richie is kind of new and kind of old, and they'll figure it out eventually.
    • an itch you just can't scratch: eddie's got a pretty bad case of beard bu...
oct 7 2020 ∞
jan 9 2024 +
  • bakugou katsuki/izuku midoriya
    • winner takes all: bakugou is a good, good boy.
    • i love you for everything i hate you for...: this is not an apology. this is a slow, swelling torture meant to take them both apart.
    • good for me: “up,” katsuki says, patting his thighs. “on my lap.”
    • lift your hands towards the sun: there’s blood on his mouth and it’s not the first time they’ve passed his quirk between them with a painful kiss.
    • no i'm not afraid of hard work: around the anniversary of the war’s end, izuku gets clingy. katsuki deals.
    • place to rest: katsuki finds himself with a lap full of izuku. body held carefully, not his whole weight, as though he expects katsuki to reject him. like he would.
    • under lock & key: “katsuki,” izuku says in a sigh. “honey. that’s fine. there’s nothing wrong with that.” “but it’s not how I am,” katsuki says, muffled into his kn...
aug 13 2021 ∞
dec 23 2023 +
  • mikey sano/ryuuguuji ken | draken
    • hard candy: how ironic that such a small omega that smells like a damn lollipop could pack such a punch– or kick, for that matter.
    • every melody wasted: draken is fresh out of the hospital, but it’s mikey who needs some healing.
    • we did enough: (non-nsfw)there’s no getting away from mikey’s gravity, and he’s okay with that.
    • negative kilter: “do those tactics work for you in a real fight?” draken teases, using his own weight to pin mikey down.
    • as long as you can: “you my bitch, ken-chin?”
    • hold my own: it’s rare that draken finds himself tired before mikey.
  • haitani ran/haitani rindou
    • born to be yours: rindou knows that his friends like to joke about him being oblivious, but he thinks he’s really outdone himself this time...
jul 1 2021 ∞
aug 4 2023 +
  • denji/hayakawa aki
    • cause you said forever: the world might end tomorrow, and aki's kissing him like he knows for certain that it will.
    • smash, boom, pow: denji can't sleep. aki sleeps a little too deeply.
    • dwindling mercurial high: aki had known bringing an alpha mutt into his home would prove to be a terrible idea.
    • natural selection: aki and denji are stuck together, in more ways than one.
    • the road to hell: aki takes a cue from makima in denji-management.
    • a dog from hell: it’s simply that aki’s hands—hand—are full, namely with denji, because as sex-motivated as denji is, he knows surprisingly little about sex.
    • ashes in full bloom: stricken by hanahaki, aki has fourteen days left to live. stricken by a growing affection, denji doesn't want to let him go...
jun 10 2023 ∞
nov 5 2023 +
  • THE SECRET HISTORY
  • richard papen/henry winter
    • epilogue: in essence, henry lived.
    • thousand times i've fallen: henry finds richard at just the right time. what right means for the two of them, neither know.
    • the self is not so weightless: the two times richard helps henry unwind, and the time henry returns the favour (and they unearth their feelings along the way).
    • auto-da-fé: in which richard is left alone with his mind and unconscious henry for a few days.
  • richard papen/francis abernathy
nov 4 2019 ∞
feb 17 2023 +
  • getou suguru/gojo satoru
    • guard down: suguru just wants to touch satoru without the barrier. despite not allowing himself to be touched in years, satoru lets him.
    • patience is virtue: satoru makes suguru come untouched for the first time.
    • swelter: suguru ingests a curse that has some interesting side effects.
    • handling: satoru notices something while sparring, and takes full advantage.
    • realign: in a moment that his numbness retreats, satoru finally becomes aware of the hollowness caved inside his chest and runs to cure it.
    • counter-capture: the price for stealing my heart is the rest of me.
    • ways to be human: (non-nsfw) gojo comes home the morning to a blessing after he kills his one and only.
apr 12 2023 ∞
jan 9 2024 +
  • steve harrington/billy hargrove
    • animal in the flesh: when steve finds billy, he is a little less human than before, and a little bit more like an animal.
    • hot like a fever, make you a believer: fresh from the breakup with nancy, steve doesn't go home. instead, he decides to drink his pain away, find a distraction from dwelling on it, and to get back his crown.
    • only thing i'll ever do: “stay there,” billy says tersely. “stay there and shut up.”
    • in your heart, i find my home: it’s been over a month he’s been living with harrington, three since he’s been back and four since he died.
    • made monstrous: season 3 starts when the fight at byers house ends, fresh bruises and all, no break, and with new monsters.
    • a love thing: even five months after recovering from his injuries, billy still has residual effects from the mindflayer.
nov 5 2019 ∞
feb 17 2023 +
  • geralt of rivia/jaskier
    • effortless: geralt gets off quick and easy and often, and it's driving jaskier insane.
    • with a conquering air: jaskier arrives at kaer morhen knowing his family gave him up without a second thought, and absolutely sure that the dreaded warlord of the north will value him even less than his own blood did.
    • glow: given his usual choice of partners, jaskier doesn't really get to enjoy the afterglow with them. geralt pretends he doesn't enjoy the benefits of this.
    • febrile: he is in love. he is in love. oh, he is in love in the way poets are in love — wholly, stupidly, all-consumingly, like a hunger that rises in him every time that damnable man lets a fraction of a smile past his mouth.
    • bundle: (non-nsfw) jaskier is settling into kaer morhen, but he has a persistent problem: ...
feb 21 2020 ∞
dec 23 2023 +

fics that are particularly special to me, in order of most recently read.

  • special fics
    • recursion: (harry potter/draco malfoy) recursion can happen in a temporal context when, for instance, the powerful magical force that is true love drags you back in time so it can create itself.
    • rapture & the funny thing about grief and time: (harry potter/severus snape)
    • harry potter and the greatest show: (harry potter/tom riddle | voldemort) the last real thing harry remembers is standing across from voldemort and watching the killing curse fly at his face. and wakes up in his cupboard on the morning of dudley's eleventh birthday.
    • despite the threatening sky and shudderi...: (steve rogers/james buchanan 'bucky' barnes) “those are pins,” steve realized. “the mask—it’s nailed to his face.”
    • achilles, come down: (getou suguru/gojo satoru) gojo satoru go...
dec 3 2022 ∞
nov 17 2023 +
  • L/light yagami
    • two bodies: light comes down with a poorly timed rut, and, with no one but each other, light and l find the things left unsaid become impossible to ignore.
    • triumph of the sheep: l's heat hits him unexpectedly, but, chained together and trapped in a hotel room, l and light find a way to make use of their time.
    • must be like the genesis of rhythm: light frowned some more. “don’t you get bored, sometimes?” l considered this. “well, yes,” he said at last. then he darted a glance at light, mischievous. “used to be pretty bored, yeah.”
    • babooshka!: it’s three weeks after light is released from his confinement that l starts receiving the letters.
    • objectively? a bad idea: matsuda resists the urge to laugh again. light isn’t often caught speechless. “you two bicker like an old married coupl...
jan 9 2024 ∞
jan 9 2024 +
  • harry potter/draco malfoy
    • fervor: draco hates being woken up in the middle of the night. but he likes sex, and he loves harry. so maybe it's not so bad after all.
    • the willing flesh: draco shows harry how to do blood magic. harry shows draco just how powerful The Chosen One can become.
    • trapped in a blue haze: as their relationship grows, so do draco’s misgivings about harry’s past.
    • recursion: recursion can happen in a temporal context when, for instance, the powerful magical force that is true love drags you back in time so it can create itself.
    • the company of the rose: six years after the war, draco malfoy has been restoring magical estates, while sidestepping his mother’s plots to marry him off and resolutely avoiding his issues.
    • flashback, warm nights: "killing you?” potter asks. “i though...
mar 11 2019 ∞
jan 9 2024 +
  • CAPTAIN AMERICA
  • steve rogers/james "bucky" barnes
    • accidentally on purpose: after bucky drunkenly kisses steve by accident, it just seems to keep on happening, until it's not so much by accident anymore.
    • despite the threatening sky and shudderi...: “those are pins,” steve realized. “the mask—it’s nailed to his face.”
    • be all my sins remembered: "what would you want?" "to take care of you. for you to let me take care of you."
    • all my chances again: steve gets lost in the time matrix, and begs for an out. seems confession is good for the soul—or so he hopes.
    • eagles: “they’ve been together for ninety years, nat,” tony says. “they’re practically married. there’s no room for me.”
    • there's space for you right here: "you're telling me the winter soldier, the world's greatest and deadliest assassin, showed up at your remote cottage in ice...
oct 21 2018 ∞
oct 24 2023 +
  • dean winchester/castiel
    • radiance: "you do want that. you acted out for attention. for my attention."
    • that shipwreck of your heart: as dean is thrown into the world of the krushnic mafia, he finds himself getting closer than ever to castiel krushnic himself.
    • love, sex magic: the last thing dean wants to do is fuck this up. and hey, consent is sexy.
    • when i reach for you: “i’m a busy guy. deals to make, souls to collect. you know how it is," dean says. cas works in investment banking. he does not, in fact, know how it is.
    • psalm 40:2: dean meets an angel who says he's from the future. it all gets a lot more complicated from there.
    • and you can use my skin: (non-nsfw) cas comes back. dean can’t stop touching him.
    • handlebars for tender touch: (non-nsfw) dean can’t meet cas’s eyes, so he watches his clasped hands on the ...
apr 19 2020 ∞
feb 17 2023 +
  • 19 DAYS
  • he tian/mo guan shan
    • knee high, stage fright: (non-nsfw) no matter how hard he may try, guan shan can't hide all his problems.
    • need the deep end: five times he tian's dick is smacked, in increasing order of intentionality/kinkiness.
    • submission is a gift: (non-nsfw) little mo spends the night.
    • allergy season: (non-nsfw) “you know, they say that sneezing a lot means you’re on someone’s mind.”
    • beings: ‘no, guan shan, that’s—this isn’t yours. did you think that’s what this was?’
    • vulnerability: he tian and guan shan try something new.
  • zhan zheng xi/jian yi
    • i'll keep you safe: an unexpected heat presents itself as the perfect opportunity for zheng xi to realize the things he’s been avoiding.
dec 3 2016 ∞
jan 9 2024 +